Little things change so much Part 80:
Cursed words

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Prue's room:

Prue sat on her window, starring outside while thinking about everything.
'I only bring Piper and Phoebe into trouble. Every time I help them, they end up worst.
I helped Piper out with those bitches in school last year and what happened? She ended up worst because they called her stupid, ugly and a baby, who couldn't handle anything without me.
I had the date with Jason and they were in the house. He nearly killed them. He would have for sure, if they came to the basement.
Now I helped Phoebe with this test thingy and what now? I got her into even more trouble.
I'm the worst thing that could happen to them. I should have died instead of mom!'

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Patty and little Prue sit in Patty's car. It is parked under a tree, close to the lake at camp skylark. Patty got out of the car and went over to Prue's side in the back. She opened the door and looks at Prue, who is buckled into her seat. She reaches over to her, feels gently her forehead and plays a little with Prue's hair. She had preferred not to take Prue along, but she didn't have much of a choice. Prue was a little ill and so she wasn't at school. Penny was with Aunt Gail on some holiday on the beach for a week and so Patty was settled to be alone with the three girls. She had to take Prue along. She couldn't leave her alone and she wanted this done before she had to pick Piper and Phoebe from kindergarten and elementary school
"Prue, I'm right back, okay?"
"Okay mommy"
"Remember what I told you before?
Little Prue just nodded
"No matter what I hear, I gotta stay in the car"
Patty smiled at her daughter
"That's my girl"
"I love you, mommy"
"I love you too sweetheart"
Patty said and gently pecked her daughter's forehead. She looked again at Prue. Her fever had gone up a bit, she could feel that.
"Try to sleep a bit"
She said gently and covered her a bit more up with the blanket. Then finally closed the door and walked over to the lake. Prue followed her mother with her eyes, till she couldn't see her anymore. It was the last time, she saw Patty alive. Patty had left the radio on and all the windows were up. Prue barely heard the screams of her mother, but what she heard were the sirens of the ambulance that started just 30 minutes later.

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Prue swallowed and some tears left her eyes. The memory still hurt her pretty much. She didn't even want to think about what happened after she had heard the sirens
'My love is a curse. Whoever I love gets killed, hurt or they leave before they can get hurt. I hurt Piper and Phoebe. I killed mom and Meghan. I got Andy and dad to leave. Everything just because I loved them.
Prue closed her eyes, as more tears floated freely down her cheeks. It was the day; Prue swore to herself, that she would never tell anyone she truly loved anymore, that she loved them. It was a curse and she wouldn't curse anyone anymore. Those evil words would never ever leave her lips anymore.