disclaimers: Do not own Yugioh.....yet at any rate... If I did....yummy
shower scenes. Yami Bakura naked the entire time......^_^
Yami B: *Groans* not her hentai mood!
Ak: @_@
THIS IS YAOI!! DONT LIKE, BYE BYE
summary: Ryou has died (um...gomen for always killing him and with cancer. its just...well.. I might have leukemia and its the first thing that pops into my mind when writing a death fic. ) leaving behind a journal for Bakura to read, detailing things about his life that Bakura never knew. Romance between SetoxBakura later on, SetoxRyou in the past, and flashbacks of Ryou+Bakura. (no...yaoi but very light shonen ai. The two were NOT together in the past)
LETTERS TO MY YAMI
Bakura rose from the empty bed, feeling cold and lonely. It was like this in the morning's. The yami would think of Ryou, drift into the memories of the gentle hikari. Ryou's profile centered in most of flashbacks, those were the only times Bakura had ever known happiness. That was why Bakura did most of the things he did to Ryou, he was scared of his emotions. Joy and love were such alien feelings that it petrified him and now..it was too late to bask in the bliss of having someone-Ryou-to love.
Bakura glanced around the interior of the empty bedroom, taking in the essence that had been Ryou. The hug's that his hikari would give him when he came out of his soul room. The way he brightened even the most miserable of days. Bakura traced a photograph of Ryou and himself, lingering on the softer half's figure. How could such a horrible fate become one so wonderful? Bakura's eyes misted, refusing the onslaught of tears. He would not cry over Ryou any more, it was a lost cause. Tears wouldn't bring his hikari back to him..nothing could, only the Sennen Items.
Bakura sighed deeply, bare feeting padding along the hardwood floor, into the hall. It was still dark outside, a habit that Ryou used to curse when his yami woke at such an 'ungodly' hour. Bakura could still hear Ryou's huffs of annoyance. Bakura leaned against the wall, head resting against the side. Would the dulling pain inside ever dissipate? When he closed his eyes, Ryou would appear as he had been before he became ill.
Bakura glanced at the clock, 5:35. He wondered if Seto was awake yet and...if he would talk to him. Bakura picked up the telephone, nervously dialing Seto's number. It rang twice before a sleepy voice snapped, "What?!"
Bakura rolled his eyes, Seto was obviously not a morning person. "I woke ~you?~" Bakura asked, voice ladeled with sarcasm.
Seto's heavy lidded eyes snapped open at the voice on the other end. He nearly dropped the glass of water, staring incredulously at the phone in his hand. Seto shook his head, disbelieving that the stoic yami was actually calling him. "B..Bakura?"
"It sure isn't the tooth fairy."
Seto chuckled, it was definetely Yami Bakura. Seto sat at the kitchen table, smiling to himself. Bakura was taking him up on the offer. "..You just wake Bakura?"
"Yes. You?"
"No, I've been up for about an hour now. Work..."
Bakura frowned. "You work too hard Seto."
"You better be careful Bakura...it sounds like you actually care."
"Maybe I do," Bakura muttered, surprising himself and Seto. However...it wasn't as ~bad~ as Bakura thought it would be...it felt kind of nice, the warm flurry of emotions dancing around his knotted stomach. It had only happened once in his life; to Ryou and this wasn't even as strong as what he had been feeling for his hikari. "You should take a break."
"And do what?"
".....Be with me..." Bakura whispered, hating how weak he sounded; his voice light and hesitant. Made him feel like a school girl. "You did say you would be there for me and...well...I've been thinking about Ryou alot lately and I need something to get it off my mind."
"So I'm just your last resort?"
Bakura glared at the phone. "No Seto. Your my only resort."
Seto stifled the excited giggle, biting down his tongue. "I cant just not show up to work Bakura."
"Hold on." Bakura grabbed the other phone, one with a seperate line. A woman's voice came on the other end. "Kaiba Corporation, you've reached Seto Kaiba's desk, how may I help you?"
"Kaiba is not coming into work today, he's taking the day off."
"Uh....yes. May I ask who this is?"
"Not your business," Bakura hung up and switched to the phone resting in his hand. "Yes you can Seto. and your not going in today."
"What did you do?"
"I told them you weren't coming because you were too sore from being fucked your boyfriend."
"What?!!!" Seto howled, eyes growing rounder.
Bakura sighed. "Seto no baka."
"Oh..you didn't, did you?"
"Of course not. I told them you were taking the day off."
"Bakura...you can be a pain in the ass sometimes."
"I know."
"What do you want to do today?"
"...Whatever."
"Um... Do you want me to come over and then we'll decide?" Bakura 'hned' in to the phone, hanging up leaving Seto to gaze in shock. He would be..alone...with Bakura. Seto smiled, feeling giddy for some reason. The smile immediately vanished. Bakura wasn't ready to move on after losing Ryou only a week ago but Seto was surely going to try to keep Bakura's mind off of Ryou and he was prepared to do whatever it would take.
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No journal entries but....both Seto and Bakura will read it next chapter. ^_~ and a lot of surprises come to them including Ryou's desires for Bakura. XD
Thanks for reviewing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *_*
Yami B: *Groans* not her hentai mood!
Ak: @_@
THIS IS YAOI!! DONT LIKE, BYE BYE
summary: Ryou has died (um...gomen for always killing him and with cancer. its just...well.. I might have leukemia and its the first thing that pops into my mind when writing a death fic. ) leaving behind a journal for Bakura to read, detailing things about his life that Bakura never knew. Romance between SetoxBakura later on, SetoxRyou in the past, and flashbacks of Ryou+Bakura. (no...yaoi but very light shonen ai. The two were NOT together in the past)
LETTERS TO MY YAMI
Bakura rose from the empty bed, feeling cold and lonely. It was like this in the morning's. The yami would think of Ryou, drift into the memories of the gentle hikari. Ryou's profile centered in most of flashbacks, those were the only times Bakura had ever known happiness. That was why Bakura did most of the things he did to Ryou, he was scared of his emotions. Joy and love were such alien feelings that it petrified him and now..it was too late to bask in the bliss of having someone-Ryou-to love.
Bakura glanced around the interior of the empty bedroom, taking in the essence that had been Ryou. The hug's that his hikari would give him when he came out of his soul room. The way he brightened even the most miserable of days. Bakura traced a photograph of Ryou and himself, lingering on the softer half's figure. How could such a horrible fate become one so wonderful? Bakura's eyes misted, refusing the onslaught of tears. He would not cry over Ryou any more, it was a lost cause. Tears wouldn't bring his hikari back to him..nothing could, only the Sennen Items.
Bakura sighed deeply, bare feeting padding along the hardwood floor, into the hall. It was still dark outside, a habit that Ryou used to curse when his yami woke at such an 'ungodly' hour. Bakura could still hear Ryou's huffs of annoyance. Bakura leaned against the wall, head resting against the side. Would the dulling pain inside ever dissipate? When he closed his eyes, Ryou would appear as he had been before he became ill.
Bakura glanced at the clock, 5:35. He wondered if Seto was awake yet and...if he would talk to him. Bakura picked up the telephone, nervously dialing Seto's number. It rang twice before a sleepy voice snapped, "What?!"
Bakura rolled his eyes, Seto was obviously not a morning person. "I woke ~you?~" Bakura asked, voice ladeled with sarcasm.
Seto's heavy lidded eyes snapped open at the voice on the other end. He nearly dropped the glass of water, staring incredulously at the phone in his hand. Seto shook his head, disbelieving that the stoic yami was actually calling him. "B..Bakura?"
"It sure isn't the tooth fairy."
Seto chuckled, it was definetely Yami Bakura. Seto sat at the kitchen table, smiling to himself. Bakura was taking him up on the offer. "..You just wake Bakura?"
"Yes. You?"
"No, I've been up for about an hour now. Work..."
Bakura frowned. "You work too hard Seto."
"You better be careful Bakura...it sounds like you actually care."
"Maybe I do," Bakura muttered, surprising himself and Seto. However...it wasn't as ~bad~ as Bakura thought it would be...it felt kind of nice, the warm flurry of emotions dancing around his knotted stomach. It had only happened once in his life; to Ryou and this wasn't even as strong as what he had been feeling for his hikari. "You should take a break."
"And do what?"
".....Be with me..." Bakura whispered, hating how weak he sounded; his voice light and hesitant. Made him feel like a school girl. "You did say you would be there for me and...well...I've been thinking about Ryou alot lately and I need something to get it off my mind."
"So I'm just your last resort?"
Bakura glared at the phone. "No Seto. Your my only resort."
Seto stifled the excited giggle, biting down his tongue. "I cant just not show up to work Bakura."
"Hold on." Bakura grabbed the other phone, one with a seperate line. A woman's voice came on the other end. "Kaiba Corporation, you've reached Seto Kaiba's desk, how may I help you?"
"Kaiba is not coming into work today, he's taking the day off."
"Uh....yes. May I ask who this is?"
"Not your business," Bakura hung up and switched to the phone resting in his hand. "Yes you can Seto. and your not going in today."
"What did you do?"
"I told them you weren't coming because you were too sore from being fucked your boyfriend."
"What?!!!" Seto howled, eyes growing rounder.
Bakura sighed. "Seto no baka."
"Oh..you didn't, did you?"
"Of course not. I told them you were taking the day off."
"Bakura...you can be a pain in the ass sometimes."
"I know."
"What do you want to do today?"
"...Whatever."
"Um... Do you want me to come over and then we'll decide?" Bakura 'hned' in to the phone, hanging up leaving Seto to gaze in shock. He would be..alone...with Bakura. Seto smiled, feeling giddy for some reason. The smile immediately vanished. Bakura wasn't ready to move on after losing Ryou only a week ago but Seto was surely going to try to keep Bakura's mind off of Ryou and he was prepared to do whatever it would take.
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No journal entries but....both Seto and Bakura will read it next chapter. ^_~ and a lot of surprises come to them including Ryou's desires for Bakura. XD
Thanks for reviewing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *_*