disclaimers: Do not own Yugioh.....yet at any rate... If I did....yummy
shower scenes. Yami Bakura naked the entire time......^_^ All other
namebranded names in here I dont own either.
Yami B: *Groans* not her hentai mood!
Ak: @_@
THIS IS YAOI!! DONT LIKE, BYE BYE
summary: Ryou has died leaving behind a journal for Bakura to read, detailing things about his life that Bakura never knew. Romance between SetoxBakura later on, SetoxRyou in the past, and flashbacks of Ryou+Bakura. (no...yaoi but very light shonen ai. The two were NOT together in the past)
LETTERS TO MY YAMI
Bakura stared at Ryou's journal where it rested on one of the end tables next to the couch. His lips twitched in indecision. Should he take it or no? Ryou would have wanted that. Bakura was beginning to realise that Ryou and Seto were incredibly close; perhaps Seto was the only one that Ryou had. They had hidden it well. Was he angry? .....No. Bakura searched his emotions and fury towards Seto was not one of the conflictiong feelings. He grabbed the ledger and dissappeared.
Seto was already expecting him, dressed in casual clothes and standing regally, head held high. "I did not know you could apparate."
"All yami's can." He shrugged, knowing no other way to describe it. Bakura hesitantly showed Seto the journal; a mixture of anxiety, fear, and hope flitted Seto's features. "With you being as close as you were to Ryou...." He delibrately left the sentence unfinished. "You don't have to read it but if you are curious, the offer's open to read it with me."
"I'd like that, alot," Seto said softly. He knew how much it ached in Bakura's soul to be parted with Ryou. A question loomed in his mind. "Bakura, will you die?"
"....No, I will not. I can only be sent to the Shadow Realm. I will never be united with Ryou. Besides, even if I did die by some mortal cause, I wouldn't join Ryou. I'd be in the Realm of the Dead, under my own gods. I would be with Osiris. Ryou is in heaven, since his religion is of Christianity. His god and my gods do not interact."
"There is nothing you can do?" Seto was overcome by a wave of remorse and sorrow from the person he was beginning to see as a friend...perhaps more if it were allowed-if Bakura would agree to such a thing. It was disheartening to know that Bakura and Ryou couldn't even share the afterlife together. Did Shaddi not weight the designated person's soul and send them to Anubis to be sorted?
Bakura chose to ignore his probing and focused on the task at hand. "Aren't you going to invite me inside?" he asked lazily. Seto stepped aside, eyes closing, inhaling the musky scent that belonged to Bakura. So...spicy and exotic, Ryou's had been the exact opposite. Whenever they kissed, he tasted of chocolate, French Roast cappicino, and Lemon Zingers.
Bakura peered around the interior disinteresteldy, noting several Ancient Egyptian arftifacts that Ryou had no doubt given to Seto as gifts. How long had they dated? How close did they remain after the initial seperation? And was his death tearing Seto up as much as it was him? Bakura actually ~looked~ at Seto. The chestnut hair had grown to his shoulders and seemed to be weighed down by stress; striking sapphire blue eyes were dulled to the point of lifelessness, rimmed by dark circles from lack of sleep; the already creamy white skin was paler than normal. "When did you last rest?"
Seto was taken aback by the scrutiny. "I..uh, last night..."
Bakura gently cupped Seto's cheek, fingers carressing the flesh. "You're lieing."
"....I haven't slept more than three hours since..since his death."
Bakura nodded, understanding. He retracted his hand, confused by his actions. He sank onto one of the leather couches, languidly stretching his limber legs. "I can either read this aloud or you can read it with me."
The taller young man eased beside Bakura, thighs brushing against his and shoulders inches apart. Bakura spread the book across their joined laps, cursing himself for the reddening of his nose and cheeks. Seto, too, calmed his speeding pulse. The pages turned, revealing more of Ryou's guarded emotions.
April 15, 2061
I was saved today. Tall, dark, and handsome (Okay, maybe not dark) with the bluest eyes and coldest expression. Ironic, isn't it? Just like Yami. I didn't get his name. I'm still new to this school and city but I noticed he doesn't associate with the remaining students. I wonder what tragedy occured to make him this way?
Seto chuckled dryly. "I was a nameless face and he was already planning a way to help me." Bakura raised a brow. "He once told me, a few weeks after we started dating, that he felt I was the one that needed to be saved from my demons. He wanted to save you too, Bakura."
But back to him saving me. I felt the prescene of my yami vanish and I really dont want to know to where he was going. Does he have a lover or something? I'd rather not think of that. Jealously is new... So, I was a little late leaving gym. I was in the locker rooms, dressing and Reno comes. I swear to God, one day, I'm going to make him pay. He told me that I would regret what I did but then HE appeared. Full of confidence (might have been arrogance but I'm not going to call him that until I get to know him) and with an aura that commnaded obedience, he told Reno to leave me alone or he would press sexual harrassment charges against him. I was so happy! But...who is he? And why do I feel this drawn to him?
Bakura's left eye twitched, glaring at Seto. "When did you two start dating?"
"May 7th." Bakura's glowwer increased in rage. "Bakura, if you hadn't been such an ass to Ryou, it would have been you with him and not me. He needed a safe outlet and I provided it. He called me Yami Tenshi. Dark Angel. He told me, I was his guardian and I swore I would keep him safe from the moment that bastard Reno threatened him. I failed, however, when you became under the influence of Malik and his hikari. He could have been killed and nearly was. If it wasn't for a last intervention on Shaddi's behalf, you would in the Shadow Realm." Bakura blanched, not liking to be reminded of his near-end.
April 17, 2061
Sorry I haven't been writing lately but I've been incredibly busy! Yami's kept quiet, I think he's been coming up with plans to steal that Yugi Mutou's Sennen Puzzle. Why does he have to share my body? Yet, he can split into his own form as well. He's insane. There's no question about it. Though, mind you, that doesn't make me love him any less. Its just another wall that keeps me from admitting my feelings. Demolish one wall and another springs up! I think God is mocking me. Its unfair. If you could see me, I'm pouting.
Bakura and Seto rolled their eyes. Ryou was notorious for pouting when he deemed God was against him and he wasn't getting his way.
So, onto why I've been busy. (Other than participating in Bakura's conferences, he would make a good business man.) I found out that my savior's name is Seto Kaiba; yes, the same Kaiba from Kaiba Corporation! I have a crush on a billionaire! Oh, and from what that Joey boy says, Seto's an asshole who refuses friendship. He said Seto even ripped up Yugi's grandpa's Blue Eyes White Dragon out of pure spite!
Seto growled, gripping the edge of the journal tightly. "Damn that fucking Inu," he hissed. "Joey hated me from the very beginning. I know he tried to prevent Ryou and I from becoming friends and...what they didn't know, lovers."
"Maybe he wanted Ryou for himself. It seemed Ryou was always attracting unwanted attention."
"No, I dont think he wanted Ryou. I think he wanted you." Bakura gaped. "As someone who was observing from the outside looking in, Joey found ways to piss you off just so he could touch you. Thats what I deduced from your frequent verbal sparring that usually turned into fist fights. Besides, I could understand it." The pastel haired yami blinked. "Before Malik and Marik came along, you were the incarnation of sex. Still are in my mind."
"You fancy me Seto?"
"W.what?! N.no!" Seto sputtered, a faint tint of pink coloring his face. Bakura laughed, earning a sneer from Seto. "I can't help it that your hot. Ryou was ice, you are fire. Ryou was sugar, you are spice. Ryou was pure, you are not. You represent all thats dark about the world, a mystery of sorts. And...thats attractive, finding out who you really are. Wearing leather doesn't help either," Seto poked a leather clad knee. "Now would you please cease smirking at me before I punch you?"
"Sure you wouldn't get off on that?" he muttered, returning to the journal.
I dont believe that about Seto. After all, he did save me and Reno hasn't bothered me since. Today, during lunch, I went outside to my usual spot and guess who should be there? Seto. We talked the entire period. Bakura told me later that Seto was also that King of Games. Anyhoo, he's not so bad. Not like how Joey was making him out to be. He's got alot of pride and emotional problems to deal with but I know I can help him. I'll make him human again.
Bakura sighed, closing the journal. "I wish I could have been there for him. I used him. I used his body to go onto the Duelist Kingdom island, duel Yami Yugi, and then steal the Sennen Eye. I never thought that I was putting him through any sort of turmoil."
"He loved you Bakura. It was the only way he could be near you and in his mind, gain your approval."
".....I regret saying this but I'm in your debt."
"For what?"
"Taking care of him when I was too blind to see that Ryou needed me."
They relapsed into stony silence.
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YAY! I updated! ^-^ lol. Thanks for reviewing, means SOOOOOO much to me! @_@
Yami B: *Groans* not her hentai mood!
Ak: @_@
THIS IS YAOI!! DONT LIKE, BYE BYE
summary: Ryou has died leaving behind a journal for Bakura to read, detailing things about his life that Bakura never knew. Romance between SetoxBakura later on, SetoxRyou in the past, and flashbacks of Ryou+Bakura. (no...yaoi but very light shonen ai. The two were NOT together in the past)
LETTERS TO MY YAMI
Bakura stared at Ryou's journal where it rested on one of the end tables next to the couch. His lips twitched in indecision. Should he take it or no? Ryou would have wanted that. Bakura was beginning to realise that Ryou and Seto were incredibly close; perhaps Seto was the only one that Ryou had. They had hidden it well. Was he angry? .....No. Bakura searched his emotions and fury towards Seto was not one of the conflictiong feelings. He grabbed the ledger and dissappeared.
Seto was already expecting him, dressed in casual clothes and standing regally, head held high. "I did not know you could apparate."
"All yami's can." He shrugged, knowing no other way to describe it. Bakura hesitantly showed Seto the journal; a mixture of anxiety, fear, and hope flitted Seto's features. "With you being as close as you were to Ryou...." He delibrately left the sentence unfinished. "You don't have to read it but if you are curious, the offer's open to read it with me."
"I'd like that, alot," Seto said softly. He knew how much it ached in Bakura's soul to be parted with Ryou. A question loomed in his mind. "Bakura, will you die?"
"....No, I will not. I can only be sent to the Shadow Realm. I will never be united with Ryou. Besides, even if I did die by some mortal cause, I wouldn't join Ryou. I'd be in the Realm of the Dead, under my own gods. I would be with Osiris. Ryou is in heaven, since his religion is of Christianity. His god and my gods do not interact."
"There is nothing you can do?" Seto was overcome by a wave of remorse and sorrow from the person he was beginning to see as a friend...perhaps more if it were allowed-if Bakura would agree to such a thing. It was disheartening to know that Bakura and Ryou couldn't even share the afterlife together. Did Shaddi not weight the designated person's soul and send them to Anubis to be sorted?
Bakura chose to ignore his probing and focused on the task at hand. "Aren't you going to invite me inside?" he asked lazily. Seto stepped aside, eyes closing, inhaling the musky scent that belonged to Bakura. So...spicy and exotic, Ryou's had been the exact opposite. Whenever they kissed, he tasted of chocolate, French Roast cappicino, and Lemon Zingers.
Bakura peered around the interior disinteresteldy, noting several Ancient Egyptian arftifacts that Ryou had no doubt given to Seto as gifts. How long had they dated? How close did they remain after the initial seperation? And was his death tearing Seto up as much as it was him? Bakura actually ~looked~ at Seto. The chestnut hair had grown to his shoulders and seemed to be weighed down by stress; striking sapphire blue eyes were dulled to the point of lifelessness, rimmed by dark circles from lack of sleep; the already creamy white skin was paler than normal. "When did you last rest?"
Seto was taken aback by the scrutiny. "I..uh, last night..."
Bakura gently cupped Seto's cheek, fingers carressing the flesh. "You're lieing."
"....I haven't slept more than three hours since..since his death."
Bakura nodded, understanding. He retracted his hand, confused by his actions. He sank onto one of the leather couches, languidly stretching his limber legs. "I can either read this aloud or you can read it with me."
The taller young man eased beside Bakura, thighs brushing against his and shoulders inches apart. Bakura spread the book across their joined laps, cursing himself for the reddening of his nose and cheeks. Seto, too, calmed his speeding pulse. The pages turned, revealing more of Ryou's guarded emotions.
April 15, 2061
I was saved today. Tall, dark, and handsome (Okay, maybe not dark) with the bluest eyes and coldest expression. Ironic, isn't it? Just like Yami. I didn't get his name. I'm still new to this school and city but I noticed he doesn't associate with the remaining students. I wonder what tragedy occured to make him this way?
Seto chuckled dryly. "I was a nameless face and he was already planning a way to help me." Bakura raised a brow. "He once told me, a few weeks after we started dating, that he felt I was the one that needed to be saved from my demons. He wanted to save you too, Bakura."
But back to him saving me. I felt the prescene of my yami vanish and I really dont want to know to where he was going. Does he have a lover or something? I'd rather not think of that. Jealously is new... So, I was a little late leaving gym. I was in the locker rooms, dressing and Reno comes. I swear to God, one day, I'm going to make him pay. He told me that I would regret what I did but then HE appeared. Full of confidence (might have been arrogance but I'm not going to call him that until I get to know him) and with an aura that commnaded obedience, he told Reno to leave me alone or he would press sexual harrassment charges against him. I was so happy! But...who is he? And why do I feel this drawn to him?
Bakura's left eye twitched, glaring at Seto. "When did you two start dating?"
"May 7th." Bakura's glowwer increased in rage. "Bakura, if you hadn't been such an ass to Ryou, it would have been you with him and not me. He needed a safe outlet and I provided it. He called me Yami Tenshi. Dark Angel. He told me, I was his guardian and I swore I would keep him safe from the moment that bastard Reno threatened him. I failed, however, when you became under the influence of Malik and his hikari. He could have been killed and nearly was. If it wasn't for a last intervention on Shaddi's behalf, you would in the Shadow Realm." Bakura blanched, not liking to be reminded of his near-end.
April 17, 2061
Sorry I haven't been writing lately but I've been incredibly busy! Yami's kept quiet, I think he's been coming up with plans to steal that Yugi Mutou's Sennen Puzzle. Why does he have to share my body? Yet, he can split into his own form as well. He's insane. There's no question about it. Though, mind you, that doesn't make me love him any less. Its just another wall that keeps me from admitting my feelings. Demolish one wall and another springs up! I think God is mocking me. Its unfair. If you could see me, I'm pouting.
Bakura and Seto rolled their eyes. Ryou was notorious for pouting when he deemed God was against him and he wasn't getting his way.
So, onto why I've been busy. (Other than participating in Bakura's conferences, he would make a good business man.) I found out that my savior's name is Seto Kaiba; yes, the same Kaiba from Kaiba Corporation! I have a crush on a billionaire! Oh, and from what that Joey boy says, Seto's an asshole who refuses friendship. He said Seto even ripped up Yugi's grandpa's Blue Eyes White Dragon out of pure spite!
Seto growled, gripping the edge of the journal tightly. "Damn that fucking Inu," he hissed. "Joey hated me from the very beginning. I know he tried to prevent Ryou and I from becoming friends and...what they didn't know, lovers."
"Maybe he wanted Ryou for himself. It seemed Ryou was always attracting unwanted attention."
"No, I dont think he wanted Ryou. I think he wanted you." Bakura gaped. "As someone who was observing from the outside looking in, Joey found ways to piss you off just so he could touch you. Thats what I deduced from your frequent verbal sparring that usually turned into fist fights. Besides, I could understand it." The pastel haired yami blinked. "Before Malik and Marik came along, you were the incarnation of sex. Still are in my mind."
"You fancy me Seto?"
"W.what?! N.no!" Seto sputtered, a faint tint of pink coloring his face. Bakura laughed, earning a sneer from Seto. "I can't help it that your hot. Ryou was ice, you are fire. Ryou was sugar, you are spice. Ryou was pure, you are not. You represent all thats dark about the world, a mystery of sorts. And...thats attractive, finding out who you really are. Wearing leather doesn't help either," Seto poked a leather clad knee. "Now would you please cease smirking at me before I punch you?"
"Sure you wouldn't get off on that?" he muttered, returning to the journal.
I dont believe that about Seto. After all, he did save me and Reno hasn't bothered me since. Today, during lunch, I went outside to my usual spot and guess who should be there? Seto. We talked the entire period. Bakura told me later that Seto was also that King of Games. Anyhoo, he's not so bad. Not like how Joey was making him out to be. He's got alot of pride and emotional problems to deal with but I know I can help him. I'll make him human again.
Bakura sighed, closing the journal. "I wish I could have been there for him. I used him. I used his body to go onto the Duelist Kingdom island, duel Yami Yugi, and then steal the Sennen Eye. I never thought that I was putting him through any sort of turmoil."
"He loved you Bakura. It was the only way he could be near you and in his mind, gain your approval."
".....I regret saying this but I'm in your debt."
"For what?"
"Taking care of him when I was too blind to see that Ryou needed me."
They relapsed into stony silence.
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