I Always Was Mommy's Little Monster

by Zhyd

Inuyasha telling himself that he can't love Kagome. Very sad. Read it, it's good.

I Always Was Mommy's Little Monster

A depressing one-shot by Inuyasha's Fang

I've never fitted in. Not even with the people who don't fit in. I've always been in a class of my own. Until she came. She accepted me, no questions asked. I don't know when it happened, but it slowly crept into my head. One day I realized that I didn't want her to ever leave my side. But we can never be together. Ever. I'm a hanyou, she's a human. We're not in the same class. I'm in a class of my own. Why? Why do I have to love her? Why do I think about her every day before I go to bed and when I wake up in the morning? Why don't I hate her like I should? She's invaded my heart. I want her out, for her sake and mine. I need to destroy these feelings, to save her. Save her from me. If it hurts this much, why did we have to meet in the first place? Why couldn't I stay stuck to that tree for all eternity like I was supposed to? She can never be with a freak like me. I don't want to ruin her life. I have to harden my heart to her. I have to be void of all passion. But I'll always dream of her. I hope I won't forget you. She has to hate me! But, I could never bear to hear her say those words. I have to close my heart, destroy it. My memories will become useless delusions. I can never love her. I have to give her a taste of the end. I have to break her. Her spirit, her soul. She must hate me. I'll become the demon I'm supposed to be, and then I'll never fall in love again. Than I won't love Kagome. She'll leave, and then she'll be safe. She'll leave me. A tear slid down his cheek as he thought this. I always was mommy's little monster.

WAHHHH! T.T IT'S SO SAD!!!! I'm so glad this is only a short one-shot. I couldn't bear much more. When my friends read this they started crying, we're all big Inu/Kag fans. Oh god, I'm crying as I type this. This was an idea swirling around in my head, and I had to get it out. It's 11:20 pm. I'm listening to a song called 'Always' that would make a happy songfic, and IT'S MAKING IT WORSE!!!!! Please, no flames, I feel bad enough as it is.