Requiem of a Soul Trapped

To Love,
To Cherish,
To Understand,

I've made my promise
I'd save you

But,
But

To save you
To love you again

I trap,I trap myself
Your warmth gone
Your eyes, a stranger's

I...
I smile, thinking at your happiness
Crying inside for your happiness

Your Happiness without me
Without me
Without my love

Because,
That's all I have left of you
A whisper of memory
A shiver of understanding

But we've become polite strangers
It was price I paid in name of love

Cheery Blossoms
Nothing more then a
My bittersweet tormentors

Bury thy memory
What can thee do for thy beloved?
But to hurt

Leave, leave when your heart is still young
And your love for her everlasting
Leave before time dilute your love
And your faith shaken for your new love

Hasn't thou not seen?
That thy love decreed not be?
It was declared thus, by things that were old
Before love itself was young
Leave this path and Bury Thy love
And all shall be well

I can't though
I can't leave

Living in moments sway
All that keeps me whole
Is your flickers...
Of your soul
Of memory that we once shared.
Of things that can never come true.

When did I love you?
What was I thinking!
Why did I?

Why, why is all my heirlooms of our love be
Naught more than
Half forgotten memories of holding hands.

What use is faith,
What use is this quest?
When all my rewards are castles upon sand?

By my own voice, forever cursed
Denounced my love
Denied my heart

Don't you see?
For nothing more then a flickers...
For the flickers of dimming memories
I've traded my soul for you.