Wow! Chapter 4! Already! hehe ^^ You've prolly noticed I change my summary a bit. I mean Baralai is still going to do that "unforgivable" thing but judging as how the last chapter went I've decided to expand further chapters to build on the complex relationship between Yuna and Baralai. I really hope you think I made the right decision.^^ Thanks for the reviews. They really give inspiration to continue my story. Thank you all!^______^ Okay I REALLY have to warn you this chapter is diffenately PG-13 so don't say I didn't warn ya!^^ hehe! I hope you enjoy reading it!^^
Chapter IV
As promised it rained. No rather than rained, it downpoured.
An act of fate perhaps but Baralai and his wife, Yuna were finally alone. Yuna's upper lip kept trembling as she sat on what would become her nuptual bed. Yuna and Baralai practically were drenched from the strom on they're way home from the reception. Yuna never felt so nervous in her life. After all she wasn't as naive as to not know what usaully occurs on wedding nights. Nor did she think that she could create a meager excuse without having Baralai suspect something. What would she do? She thought hard as her groom dried off his dripping wet hair and face with a blue cloth.
Her breath became distempered and shallow. She feared that all of Bevelle trembled with the sound of her breathing. Her temples throbbed corsely. Baralai approached Yuna subtily, his wet white under shirt translucent enough to see his coffee hued flesh, and also his sculpted figure. His stark white hair now tossed and turned every which way drooped over his brown eyes. Baralai sat beside Yuna on the bed. He didn't seem to mind that the sheets were getting soaked. Yuna breathed in a few more times. Only now her heart was pacing to keep up with it. Baralai caressed her neck, Yuna felt a slight tingling sensation all over her body. Yuna turned to look into Baralai's eyes. But instead found her glance looking downward. Her cheeks felt like they were burning. A feeling she always got when she blushed. Realizing this she covered her cheeks with both hands, and ran to the door.
"H...h...how embarrising." Yuna gave a nervous chuckle.
Baralai was still seated on the bed. He didn't say anything. He didn't even respond with the slightest laugh of amusement. He merely extended his lips into a smile. He said not a word.
"u...u...umm, sorry. I *heh heh* umm...I blush easily."
Baralai stood from the bed carefully and appoached Yuna carefully, as if she were a small animal that he didn't want to scare away. He pryed Yuna's hands from her cheeks. He made her look into his eyes. All without saying a word. Yuna's pulse banged against her wrists. She felt her chest tighten up. Her head start spinning. Baralai positioned his hands on Yuna's cheery colored cheeks. Baralai bent down a bit, until both their noses touched. Yuna breathed in Baralai's sweetly scented colonge. He bit her upper lip a bit, then started to press firmly on her lips. Yuna sighed on the inside. She was letting her desires take over, if only for this one kiss. His tounge found it's way onto her mouth looking for hers. They ended the sensually innocent kiss by holding Yuna's forhead to his and carresing her hair.
Yuna convinced herself to give in. She didn't fear experinacing what of course was destined to happen anyway. Yuna then took the iniciative. Not quite sure what one would do after a kiss like that, she felt wozy and awkward on her feet. Tripping over her own dress as she walked back to the bed. Of course before she even got there she tripped and toppled over. She looked more like someones drunken spouse than a woman one her wedding night. Baralai gave a thick belly laugh.
"Yuna, you're just as bad as me." Baralai helped his wife up from the floor.
" Oh, Baralai, you're not so bad." Yuna grabbed both Baralai's arms still tripping over her dress.
The bit of comic relief they recieved comforted them both. Yuna wrapped her arms around Baralai's neck. Surprising even herself really. She couldn't believe she was about to do this, but she was the one who kissed him this time around. She only really managed to confuse herself further. While walking back to the bed she found herself tripping onto it. The sheets were soaked with water, will it was either the sheets or the bed but at that moment those little details seemed miles away. Baralai and Yuna embaced eachother tightly on the bed. Baralai kissed Yuna passionately, touching the bare skin on her arms. She felt Baralai's weight dig her into the soft sheets. The cool dampness of the bed was contrasting with Baralai's body warmth. Yuna found her hands toying with the buttons on Baralai's shirt. " This is insane," Yuna in her whirling head thought to herself," Do I desire Baralai?" Before she could answer the questions plauging her mind. Baralai and her swam in their own little pool of desire. Baralai's lips stayed on Yuna's as he helped her undress him. Baralai had never felt like this before. He feel bursts of adrenaline explode inside of him. As he touched Yuna's silkened skin his passion heightened. Baralai's body was wrapped around Yuna and Yuna couldn't resist it.
Suddenly thunder rattled the window paines. The whole room shook. Yuna and Baralai's worlds were both trembling. With every touch the moment drew nearer.Both now anticipated it. Both felt ready. Yuna slowly undressed Baralai. His clothes strewn across the bedroom floor. Now it was Baralai's turn. He undid the back buttons of Yuna's dress. The back buttons that were painstaking placed especailly for the dress this morning. Yuna felt more and more of her bare flesh touch Baralai as the dress unraveled. Baralai kissed Yuna with deep passion. Yuna cosresponded to Baralai's kisses softly. Yuna was losing all her senses. This felt splendid. Delightlful. But it was when she lost her head that she remembered the night in Macalania forest where she was lost in Tidus' kiss. The promise she made. Forever.
Lightening lit the room as she pryed Baralai away. " Please stop, Baralai." Baralai surprisingly complied. "Yuna." Baralai was squirming, trying to catch his breath. Baralai panted heavily.
" Why? Why should we stop?! No one has touched me like that. I want to be yours Yuna. Yours and yours alone." Baralai begged, he was a bit aggitated from the rush of adrenaline.
" I'm sorry but I can't! I just can't do this!" Yuna held her dress over her bare chest and struggled off the bed.
" I'm just not ready yet." Yuna lied, yet her true emotions showed though her tears. She walked towards the bedroom door and smacked her body into it, sliding to the floor,crying.
Baralai started to tear as well. "It's because I was forcing you wasn't it."
" You must hate me, Yuna. Tonight I behaved like an animal. Operating on instinct. I didn't realize."
" I...I ruin everything don't I? You must think I'm a cad." Baralai sobbed a bit.
Yuna walked over to the bed and carresed her husbunds hair. She looked into his eyes.
"Baralai, I desire you also. But everything is happening so fast. I'm a bit overwhelmed from the wedding." Yuna kissed Baralai on the cheek. Her body urging her to pin him down unto the bed again. She resisted this time.
Baralai was still a bit upset. He smiled at Yuna, reassuring her that this didn't matter to him.
He faked a yawn. " I suppose you're right. Now that I think about it I'm dreadfully tired."
Yuna knew he was lying, but she thought it was incredibly endearing and gentlemanly of him to respect her wishes.
Yuna and Baralai snuggled inside the sheets. Their bodies only inches away from eachother. They both wanted it. They both knew it. Yuna's memories however interfered. They would never leave her and she never wanted to break her promise. Yet for the first time in a long time she realized, that maybe it was possible to feel comfortable with another man. The notion left her as sleep consumed her.
Chapter IV
As promised it rained. No rather than rained, it downpoured.
An act of fate perhaps but Baralai and his wife, Yuna were finally alone. Yuna's upper lip kept trembling as she sat on what would become her nuptual bed. Yuna and Baralai practically were drenched from the strom on they're way home from the reception. Yuna never felt so nervous in her life. After all she wasn't as naive as to not know what usaully occurs on wedding nights. Nor did she think that she could create a meager excuse without having Baralai suspect something. What would she do? She thought hard as her groom dried off his dripping wet hair and face with a blue cloth.
Her breath became distempered and shallow. She feared that all of Bevelle trembled with the sound of her breathing. Her temples throbbed corsely. Baralai approached Yuna subtily, his wet white under shirt translucent enough to see his coffee hued flesh, and also his sculpted figure. His stark white hair now tossed and turned every which way drooped over his brown eyes. Baralai sat beside Yuna on the bed. He didn't seem to mind that the sheets were getting soaked. Yuna breathed in a few more times. Only now her heart was pacing to keep up with it. Baralai caressed her neck, Yuna felt a slight tingling sensation all over her body. Yuna turned to look into Baralai's eyes. But instead found her glance looking downward. Her cheeks felt like they were burning. A feeling she always got when she blushed. Realizing this she covered her cheeks with both hands, and ran to the door.
"H...h...how embarrising." Yuna gave a nervous chuckle.
Baralai was still seated on the bed. He didn't say anything. He didn't even respond with the slightest laugh of amusement. He merely extended his lips into a smile. He said not a word.
"u...u...umm, sorry. I *heh heh* umm...I blush easily."
Baralai stood from the bed carefully and appoached Yuna carefully, as if she were a small animal that he didn't want to scare away. He pryed Yuna's hands from her cheeks. He made her look into his eyes. All without saying a word. Yuna's pulse banged against her wrists. She felt her chest tighten up. Her head start spinning. Baralai positioned his hands on Yuna's cheery colored cheeks. Baralai bent down a bit, until both their noses touched. Yuna breathed in Baralai's sweetly scented colonge. He bit her upper lip a bit, then started to press firmly on her lips. Yuna sighed on the inside. She was letting her desires take over, if only for this one kiss. His tounge found it's way onto her mouth looking for hers. They ended the sensually innocent kiss by holding Yuna's forhead to his and carresing her hair.
Yuna convinced herself to give in. She didn't fear experinacing what of course was destined to happen anyway. Yuna then took the iniciative. Not quite sure what one would do after a kiss like that, she felt wozy and awkward on her feet. Tripping over her own dress as she walked back to the bed. Of course before she even got there she tripped and toppled over. She looked more like someones drunken spouse than a woman one her wedding night. Baralai gave a thick belly laugh.
"Yuna, you're just as bad as me." Baralai helped his wife up from the floor.
" Oh, Baralai, you're not so bad." Yuna grabbed both Baralai's arms still tripping over her dress.
The bit of comic relief they recieved comforted them both. Yuna wrapped her arms around Baralai's neck. Surprising even herself really. She couldn't believe she was about to do this, but she was the one who kissed him this time around. She only really managed to confuse herself further. While walking back to the bed she found herself tripping onto it. The sheets were soaked with water, will it was either the sheets or the bed but at that moment those little details seemed miles away. Baralai and Yuna embaced eachother tightly on the bed. Baralai kissed Yuna passionately, touching the bare skin on her arms. She felt Baralai's weight dig her into the soft sheets. The cool dampness of the bed was contrasting with Baralai's body warmth. Yuna found her hands toying with the buttons on Baralai's shirt. " This is insane," Yuna in her whirling head thought to herself," Do I desire Baralai?" Before she could answer the questions plauging her mind. Baralai and her swam in their own little pool of desire. Baralai's lips stayed on Yuna's as he helped her undress him. Baralai had never felt like this before. He feel bursts of adrenaline explode inside of him. As he touched Yuna's silkened skin his passion heightened. Baralai's body was wrapped around Yuna and Yuna couldn't resist it.
Suddenly thunder rattled the window paines. The whole room shook. Yuna and Baralai's worlds were both trembling. With every touch the moment drew nearer.Both now anticipated it. Both felt ready. Yuna slowly undressed Baralai. His clothes strewn across the bedroom floor. Now it was Baralai's turn. He undid the back buttons of Yuna's dress. The back buttons that were painstaking placed especailly for the dress this morning. Yuna felt more and more of her bare flesh touch Baralai as the dress unraveled. Baralai kissed Yuna with deep passion. Yuna cosresponded to Baralai's kisses softly. Yuna was losing all her senses. This felt splendid. Delightlful. But it was when she lost her head that she remembered the night in Macalania forest where she was lost in Tidus' kiss. The promise she made. Forever.
Lightening lit the room as she pryed Baralai away. " Please stop, Baralai." Baralai surprisingly complied. "Yuna." Baralai was squirming, trying to catch his breath. Baralai panted heavily.
" Why? Why should we stop?! No one has touched me like that. I want to be yours Yuna. Yours and yours alone." Baralai begged, he was a bit aggitated from the rush of adrenaline.
" I'm sorry but I can't! I just can't do this!" Yuna held her dress over her bare chest and struggled off the bed.
" I'm just not ready yet." Yuna lied, yet her true emotions showed though her tears. She walked towards the bedroom door and smacked her body into it, sliding to the floor,crying.
Baralai started to tear as well. "It's because I was forcing you wasn't it."
" You must hate me, Yuna. Tonight I behaved like an animal. Operating on instinct. I didn't realize."
" I...I ruin everything don't I? You must think I'm a cad." Baralai sobbed a bit.
Yuna walked over to the bed and carresed her husbunds hair. She looked into his eyes.
"Baralai, I desire you also. But everything is happening so fast. I'm a bit overwhelmed from the wedding." Yuna kissed Baralai on the cheek. Her body urging her to pin him down unto the bed again. She resisted this time.
Baralai was still a bit upset. He smiled at Yuna, reassuring her that this didn't matter to him.
He faked a yawn. " I suppose you're right. Now that I think about it I'm dreadfully tired."
Yuna knew he was lying, but she thought it was incredibly endearing and gentlemanly of him to respect her wishes.
Yuna and Baralai snuggled inside the sheets. Their bodies only inches away from eachother. They both wanted it. They both knew it. Yuna's memories however interfered. They would never leave her and she never wanted to break her promise. Yet for the first time in a long time she realized, that maybe it was possible to feel comfortable with another man. The notion left her as sleep consumed her.
