Hiei's poetry!!!!!!!
Pain of my Love
I.
This dark, ugly world we call home.
There's nothing left besides fear
Of being left behind, alone
To cry and drown in our own tears.
Weakness has always consumed me,
And pride has made my heart smaller.
I've erased what I'm afraid to see,
The pain inside me wants to holler.
I'm sorry I've had feelings to hide,
I'm sorry that I couldn't satisfy,
But now I'm freeing with my cries,
Everything that was restrained inside.
Your heart was open, mine was cold,
Somehow with each other we fit.
You gave me all the love I could hold,
The icy block of my heart melted.
Would I have gone on believing
That I could have survived this way?
Could I have gone on with out feeling
And never said what I want to say?
II.
You are a rose Kurama,
Your strength masked beneath your beauty.
When I tried to hold you, your thorns pricked,
Reminding me how hard it was to hold
Onto something so beautiful, so dear,
So fragile.
Forever reminding me how painful
Life is. And how short lived
Love is.
The rose only blooms for a season,
It's petals withering in the cold
Of my heart.
The indifference that didn't
Quite welcome it with
Open arms.
But life is too short to pass up the roses.
I missed the ones along the road
I missed the biggest one
Of them all.
Life hurts, but roses soothe the pain,
Roses make it bearable.
Their beauty brightens the darkness
And gloom.
Roses are something worth living for.
Roses heal wounds that
Time can't
III.
The pain of my love.
A thorn through my heart.
I tried to be tough,
But it ripped me apart.
My life I regret.
My actions I despise.
I've hurt the people I've met.
I deserve my own demise.
I wonder and ask why.
Was I really so unkind?
Did I pass my life by?
Did I walk around blind?
Three eyes for me.
Gazing deeper, beyond.
But I couldn't even see
What stood right in front.
Life's too short to miss.
Loves' too much pain.
Now I reminisce
On what I never gained.
IV. Sonnet
Never say goodbye, never leave my side.
Though fate has left us to go our own ways,
I'll always see your face before my eyes.
I'll treasure the memories for all my days.
Our painful parting, many worlds apart,
Already I feel that you have forgot,
The true location of your misplaced heart.
For years my undying love you have sought.
Then, I made the wrong choice for saying no.
Rolling my dark, sarcastic, glaring eyes.
I made the dumb choice for letting you go,
Letting you slip through so close by my side.
If I can move on, my heart'll decide.
Never say goodbye, never leave my side.