The lies and the truth

by W.O.F E

(squeal to trust) read the first story trust to understand. 4 years later after everything that happened, ally doesn't want to see that cruel man who is unfortunately her daughter's father. she thought she would raise her child alone but unfortunately her daughter needs an open heart surgery. she went to the person who she thought she would never go to and ask for help, money.

6. Chapter 6

I talked to Brooke. Let's just say, its didn't go well. But right now, took Amy to hospital for her surgery, of course ally's there too.

''you can sleep with her; I can sleep at the couch''

She nodded her head

The next day it was Amy's operation. Me and ally were waiting, ally was crying, I told her to sit down but her crying wouldn't stop''

''Amy will be fine?'' ally asked cryingly

''...yeah, Amy will be fine'' I was trying not to cry

''if something happen to her, then how can I live. Our daughter is too small, she still didn't see anything in life. Her teacher always appreciates her...I told her she's a brilliant dad's daughter'' she didn't stop to cry as tears filled my eyes

''our daughter will be fine'' I said

Few hours we waited for the doctor. As we saw him walk out of the room, I stood up from my chair and so did ally.

''now she is absolutely fine, you don't need to worry about it anymore'' I sighed in relief and smiled and tears started to slip from ally's eyes ''can we see amy?'ally asked ''look Amy is absolutely fine, after a few moments we will shift her to another room, after 1-2 hours you can see her'' as the doctor left.

Few hours later we were in Amy's room, she was sleeping and ally didn't stop crying

''you mom is very bad, please forgive me. You must be in so much pain''

''ally, clam down'' I whispered

''I'm sorry Amy, forgive me''

''c'mon ally, please''

''I can't leave Amy alone; I'm not going from here''

''ally, please try to understand, I'm saying for Amy's better. We will check on after some time''

''I won't leave Amy, please Austin''

I hold her wrist and pulled her to me, she was looking at the floor as those tears wouldn't stop coming

''when you stood up for everything. Then why are you being weak now?'' I whispered '' ally, the way Amy's operation turned out great that way everything will be great. Please, c'mon''

I slowly pulled her out of the room. I got her some coffee and some food but she didn't eat anything, I tried to tell her to eat something, but she didn't. Later I brought ally to Amy's room which was empty, Amy was still in the other room, I gave ally, her medicine, I told her to sleep and I'll keep Amy on check, I closed the curtain as ally slowly lay down on the hospital bed. I put the blanket on her, as I sat on the chair

''...ally after everything that happened. When you were alone and alone with Amy's illness, I don't know how you fought...when you first found out about Amy's illness, I don't know what you've been going through...why were you all in this alone...you should've at least called... my heart wants me to take you somewhere far. where I can take you far from the world's sorrow...I don't know whatever you've done. Why did you? ...but there is one thing that's true...I completely lost hating you...'' I got up from the chair. She already slept, I put my glasses on and went out of the room and check on Amy, after that I needed to think.

...how can this happen. That the love I did four years ago. Is not dead because your heart is coming back to ally- now that your alive ''this is my daughter. Amy moon. Unfortunately, you are my daughter's biological father''

''or should I say this that I also have an innocent daughter, who is sick (I put my hand on the wall to block her) tell me''

''this is not my problem'' her voice was in anger ''my problem is only, Amy's health. Right when she recovers, we won't live here a foot''

You hate her. And she. She hates you more than you hate her. You think of her wrong and she thinks wrong of me and like this both can't be right. Both can't be capable hate and both can't be cruel

''I know this is a small lie but a lie is a lie right...my dad used to say. Telling lies are easy at first after that it's always hard. And saying the truth is hard at first after that its always easy''

''she is very simple and innocent, she knows nothing about life. And if she does a mistake in her life then please forgive her''

I went to the washroom to wash my face, I looked myself in the mirror

what's wrong Austin moon? What are you thinking? This right, that you know a woman that didn't love you, that betrayed you, that made your life hell, that made you not capable to face yourself. Why? Why is your heart pulling towards her? Why is your heart ready to forgive her? ...because after everything that happened, your stupid, your heart is ready to make her yours.

I can't

An hour later I went to the room, ally was awake

''I'm going outside, so do you need anything?''

''no, thank you''

''you don't want anything? Clothes or anything?''

''no''

''ally your Amy's mom, you have that much right''

''anything of yours is not my right''

I put my hand on hers

''your Amy's mom''

She removed her hand

''everything you did for Amy, for that I'm thankful for my whole life. Amy got a new life and I want you to be her resource''

''me a resource...ally, Amy is also my daughter. she's my blood and I still didn't do anything for her. I really want to do a lot of things for her''

''yes, I believe you can do anything for her. The thing I couldn't give her, you can''

''...why do I feel bitterness in your voice. Why do you see me only a system...anyway. I'll come after few moment''

I went home. And I saw Dallas

''what was that idiot guy doing here? I'm asking you. Who even allowed him to get in the house!''

''look, I'll handle Dallas''

''why did he come here? I'm asking you why did you let him here''

''its. He came to see ally; I think he wants you and ally to divorce, he's such an idiot, after all these years, he's still after her. It's just too much. But don't worry, I will deal with this''

I didn't want to hear this so I stormed out but mom tried to stop me, but I can't, I went to the hospital, I was gonna enter Amy's room until

''it's better for her, that she lives with her father''

''but you are Amy's mom, if you separate her from you is not good''

''I couldn't do Amy's treatment, to ask money, to get her treatment, I had to come to her father right''

''you're not thinking straight''

''no, aunt Emily, I am. Just think if something like this would happen again in Amy's life, then what can I do and what can I even do aunt Emily. I made this decision from Amy's love''

I came inside

''hi''

How are you?'' aunt Emily asked

''I'm fine, thank you''

''me and ally were just talking about you''

Ally stared at aunt Emily

''...um ally. I need to talk to you about something, will you come?''

''where?''

''outside. Aunt Emily, if you don't mind, can you keep an eye on Amy, I talk to ally''

''sure, why not''

We went outside as I was driving the car; I was lighting up my cigarette

''where are we even going...look Amy is alone, if she wakes up and sees that I'm not there, then she'll be upset'' I didn't say anything as I continued to smoke. Later we got out of the car and I was walking to the bridge as ally followed, I told her to sit on the bench as she did and so did I

''why did you bring me here?''

I looked at her, she was not amused or anything or looked like she even cares

''...aren't you ashamed of whatever you've done, you made me a mess Infront of the whole world. And after everything, don't you realize everything that you did. You used to say the truth right. Saying one lie and you couldn't sleep the whole night. Then when did this lie and betrayal start. You weren't just my wife. You were my love, my life. After everything you've done, didn't you think a little bit about my love...''

''...I think we should go now''

Ally didn't even look at me, the whole time, she didn't even care about what I said. She was about to get up but I held her wrist to stay sit

''what do you want ally''

''I don't want anything. Amy has a new life now, now I don't want anything in life besides Amy's happiness''

''...and if I say for Amy's happiness, we can again start our life together''

''...then my answer is no''

I stared at her intensely

''...reason''

''I am not obliged to tell you the reason''

Ally got up and went to the bridge railing. As I went to her

''...I won't ask for your explanation, and I'm ready. Whatever you've done. I'm ready to forgive you'' ally just stared at the waves of the sea but then she looked at me

''but when did I ask for your forgiveness''

''you should've! I'm not saying for you to ask forgiveness. I'm forgiving you myself''

Ally smirked

''thank you for your kindness. Now can we go''

''...ally, I can't live without Amy, I don't want to lose her now''

''...you won't live without her; I'm leaving Amy with you. With all my will''

''...where?''

''where I came from''

I took her hand

''ally please, don't do this to me. I don't want you to go. My heart is pulling me towards you. I want to bury the past...Ally I completely lost taking you out of my heart. In my heart I still have that love of you'' she didn't even look at me, or looked like she even care ''...do you have no effect of any of my words''

''I made my decision to leave Amy with you. Now I don't want to talk about this next time''

She then left, going to the car

Ally (Pov) at night

Austin was talking Amy about going to Disney land in morning. Right now, Amy was sleeping and I was packing my bag as tears slipped from my eyes. How can I live without Amy, I won't be able to live. Think about going far from you makes me feel my breath go way. Going far from you, how can I live

''I wish. I wish our lives can't be so difficult Amy. I wish I could take care of you, so I couldn't leave you. But right now, more than your mom, you need your dad more''

''dad said we can go to Disney land.''

''mom you won't tell me not to run right?''

This made me cry more

Austin (Pov) The next day

I couldn't find ally anywhere and Amy was worried. But I found a letter that was on the shelf in Amy's bedroom

''I'm going back home. For Amy's best, she should stay with you, I couldn't give her anything like you did. Amy's beautiful tomorrow and her whole life is with you. And I'm leaving Amy with you with all my will. I know you love Amy a lot. I know you will take care of her a lot; she will live with you with full happiness. With your request, I can talk to Amy through phone. Her mom was a mischievous woman. I don't want her to feel ashamed, I want her to live her life with happiness''

The next day I was at work and someone knocked the door as I let him in but when I saw who it was my patience was no longer there

''you''

''I came here to tell you everything, that you won't believe. Did you know that ally-

I punched his face

''don't ever say my wife's name by your mouth. I don't need you to keep making her a mess''

I called the security

''I came here to tell you about some people's truth, about your mom. But you don't want to listen then fine''

''take him out of here, and next time I don't want to see him here''

In the night Amy was sleeping in her bed and flashbacks were running through my head

''I was thinking besides going to a wedding, why don't we run''

''really. Although the idea is not bad. But where can we run and go

''anywhere (as I walked to her) just where there's only me and you. Because if a person has such a beautiful wife. Then the person can watch her for hours.''

A tear slipped my eye, as I quickly wiped it away. I went to the balcony and it started raining heavily I saw ally twirling in the rain just like that day. She was wearing the same dress

''I love the rain''

'I love you ally'

When she was coming to take my hand to pull me to the rain. she disappeared in a blink

I went to the cabinets to look for more pictures, a box fell with a book of albums and then I saw a letter, that same letter

''sir, miss wanted you to read this letter she wrote. She said to read it''

I picked up that letter. I didn't read it, so I started reading it

''Austin where are you? Look what tornado came into our lives. Mummy kicked me out of the house, Austin. I'm sitting outside, writing this letter to you. Austin what you saw today was not true. It was mummy's plan. Believe me, all this was mummy's plan. I didn't know and I don't, why does she hate me a lot. Dallas was also in this. And then you came

''I think the bell got broken. Where is Dallas''

That scene replayed in my head where I saw ally and Dallas. I then continued to read

''she blamed me. Believe me Austin, this was all mummy's plan. I was yours and I am and I will be yours till I did, I didn't change Austin, you please don't change. If you didn't believe me then how can I live. I'm pregnant, Austin. You remember, I told you in the phone, that I wanted to tell you something and this was it and I wanted to tell you this in good way. Mummy also knew that I was pregnant but Austin, she threatened me. Austin, please stop this cruelty.

''you here. Alone. With Dallas. Why didn't we just die seeing this''

''mummy for goodness's sake what type of tornado are you putting!''

She slapped ally as she fell to the ground

''NONSENCE''

''Austin please. Please don't make us, yourself, our child alone or else your ally will die. Austin, please save me. Yours and yours only. Ally.