The Return

by spikeakawilliam

This is the first part of The New Life Series. Contains chapters 1-6. Will add more as it progresses. Begun May 2003 so it doesnt follow Angel but will have some of the episode plots in it. typo: (OS) i meant OF

2. The Return Chapter 7 thru 11

Chapter Seven

The next day, they wake up smiling at each other.

"Good morning, Spike."

" Good morning, Buffy. How is my fiancé doing this morning?"

" Very well, baby. Had nice dreams."

" Were they about me?"

" No, they were about my other lover," she said sarcastically. "Of course they were about you. Who else would I dream of? So are we going to take a shower or a bath?"

" Lets take a shower. We can take a bath tonight before we pack to leave tomorrow."

" Okay. I guess we should get out of bed to take that shower." She moves closer to him.

" I guess we should. I still have to take you girls shopping."

" Yeah, you do. Do you want to take Ally with us?"

" It's your choice, baby. Do you want Ally to come or do you just want it to be just us five on a friends day out?"

" I want it to be just us, but I feel like she might feel left out. Lets ask her if she wants to come."

" Sure, hunny. Now lets shower, so that we can go shopping, then we can call the Nibblet. Wait. Why don't we call now, so that if she wants us to get her something, we don't have to make two trips to the mall."

" Yeah, we should. I think that you being human is just like you being a vampire except you can be in the sun. You are still as insightful as you were before."

" That's because I changed over the years and I am the same person no matter if I am a vampire or human."

" Nice speech, Spike. Did you just think of it now?"

" Actually, I did." He kisses her. Buffy gets out of bed and grabs her jacket. She takes her cell phone out of it, then walks back to the bed. While Buffy was getting her cell, Spike sat up and leaned against the headboard. Buffy lies in his lap. She dialed Dawn's cell. Dawn answers cheerfully.

" Hey, Buffy. What's up?"

" Nothing much, Dawnie. Are you alone?"

" Yeah, Giles went to the store. Why?"

" Well, I have a surprise for you."

" What is it, Buffy?" Buffy hands the phone to Spike.

" Hey, Nibblet."

" SPIKE!" Spike had to move the phone from his ear because Dawn screamed so loud. "You're alive. I thought you died when the town was destroyed."

" I did, Nibblet. The Powers brought me back and made me human."

" You human? This is so great. Buffy must've been excited when she found out."

" Actually she was upset first, because I never told her. Then she was happy. We had a nice, long chat Monday night. We have something else to tell you. Here is your sis." Spike hands the phone back to Buffy. She scolds at him, then puts the phone to her ear.

" Dawn, Spike's right, we do have something to tell you." She holds his hand.

" What is it, Buffy?"

" You still alone?"

" Yeah. Just tell me already."

" Dawn, Spike and I are engaged."

" Are you serious? This is not a spell, right?"

" Dawn, this is for real. The only thing is you can't tell anyone. Not even Giles. Especially, not Giles. Spike and I want to tell him in person. You can't even tell anyone that Spike is alive. You, Willow, Kennedy, and Angel's gang are the only people who know. We are coming home tomorrow. Will you guys be there?"

" Yeah, Giles says we are leaving tonight. We found the Slayer here. Her name is Erika. She is really cool."

" That's great, Dawnie. Spike and I will tell everyone tomorrow. So keep it a secret. By the way, is there anything you want? Spike is taking us to the mall."

" No, not really. I just want you to get home. That way I can hug Spike. Plus I want to see the ring."

" You will, Dawn. I love you and I'll see you tomorrow."

" I love you, too, Buffy. Can I say goodbye to Spike?"

" Sure, hang on." Buffy hands the cell to Spike with a slyish smile on her face.

" Hello, Dawn."

" Hey, Spike. Hey could you get me a surprise, for when I see you tomorrow?"

" Sure, Nibblet."

" Hey, I can call you bro now."

" Do and no surprise."

" But Spike, it is so cool. I can't wait to see you. I love you, Spike.""

" I love you, too, Dawn. I'll see you tomorrow. Now I need to spend some time with your sis."

" Bye, Spike." Spike hangs up and hands the cell to Buffy.

" What was that about a surprise, Spike?"

" It was nothing, buff. Lets take our shower now."

" Okay, Spike. But I will find out. You know I will."

" I know, but I don't want to tell you now." He gets up and heads for the bathroom. "Coming?"

" Yeah, Spike." She gets up and follows him into the bathroom. After their shower, they head downstairs. Willow and Kennedy are hanging by the computer with Fred. Kennedy looks up as they approach.

" Hey guys. What's up?"

" Not much, Kenne. We talked to Dawn and told her. We wanted to know if you and Willow wanted to go to the mall today, since we are leaving tomorrow. Spike wants to take us."

" I would love to go, but we need to pry Willow away from the computer. Who is going?"

" Well, it would be Willow, Spike, you and I. I want to ask Cordelia to come. I'm not sure if I should ask Ally to come."

" Well, you should probably ask, so she doesn't feel left out."

" Yeah, you're right. Spike and I are going to ask them. Be ready in thirty."

" Okay, Buffy. We'll meet you back here." Kennedy turns back to Willow and whispers something into her ear. Buffy and Spike walk to the stairs.

" Buffy, luv?" she turns toward him.

" Yeah, Spike?"

" Why don't you ask Cordy and Ally, while I talk to Angel real quick."

" Sure, why do you have to talk to Angel?"

" Oh, you know. Guy stuff."

" Okay, sweetie." She kisses him. "See you in a few."

" You bet." Spike watches her walk upstairs, then turns and heads toward Angel's office. He looks in and sees Angel huddled over some papers. Spike lightly knocks on the door and Angel looks up at him.

" What is it, Spike?"

" Well, first thing is can I come in and sit down?"

" Sorry, Spike. I'm just a little tired."

" S'kay. I'm taking Buffy, Willow, Kennedy and maybe Cordelia to the mall. Is there anything I can pick up for you and can we use your car?"

" No, I don't need anything and you can borrow my car as long as you drive."

" Thanks, Angel. There's something else. Are you okay with Buffy and I being engaged?"

" Yeah, why?"

" Well depending on what we decide on the ceremony, I would like you to be one of my grooms men."

" I would be glad to, Spike. Did you remember your last name?"

" Yes, I haven't told Buffy yet, but I am going to take her name. Instead of Buffy being 'Mrs. Taylor', I will just take 'Summers', plus I like it. What do you think of me taking her name?"

" Spike, I have to be honest. I think that...you are going to make her really happy. Do you have your papers, so that it looks like you have been living in the states?"

" Yeah, I do. They're in the room. I'll make sure I pack them tonight. Thanks for not being upset that I am with Buffy. This is going to mean so much to her."

" Its okay, Spike. I know you will keep her happy."

" That's great to know that you support us. Now I best be going. I have a few women who need to get to the mall." Angel tosses Spike the car keys. "Are you sure you don't need anything?"

" Well, if it's not to much trouble, could you pick me up some gel?"

" Sure Angel. I'll be back later."

" Bye, Spike." Spike walks back to the lobby, where he is greeted by four women. Buffy kisses him, then wraps an arm around his waist. Spike wraps an arm around her as well. Cordy, Willow, Kennedy, Spike and Buffy walk to the car and climb in.

" So where do you girls want to go first?" Cordy was the first one to speak up.

" We'll decide when we get to the mall. Are we splitting up or staying in a group?"

" Staying in a group, Cordy. Spike has offered to take us, so we will stay together. Plus I have you guys to help me make him buy new clothes. So we need to think of what we need to pickup." The next ten minutes of the trip was in silence except for the radio. When one of Buffy's favorite songs was played, she sang along.

"I use to get lost in your eyes, And it seems that I can't live a day without you. Closing my eyes and you'll chase my thought away. To a place where I am blinded by the light, but it's not right.

Goodbye to you. Goodbye to every thing that I knew. You were the one I loved The one thing that Itried to hold on to." Spike smirks as he remembers Buffy and him kissing at the Bronze to this song. He leans over and whispers into Buffy's ear.

" Remember our second kiss, Buff? It was to this song."

" I remember, hunny. I was mad at you at first. Then we made up and couldn't stop kissing each other."

" We are lucky there is other people in the car right now." Buffy giggles at Spike's comment. Spike pulls her close to him, seeing as they can't be alone. Buffy kisses his cheek, then leans against his chest. They relax for five minutes. They pull into the parking lot of the mall and climb out.

" Okay, what do we need or want to get?"

" I have to get Peaches some gel. I need to get new clothes as Buffy has already pointed out."

" Well, I want to check out some clothes. I want to get a dress that Angel will like."

" Kennedy and I want to check out the clothes store and the occult store. I am running low on ingredients."

" Okay, lets hit the clothes store first." Everyone agrees and start walking to the store. Buffy sees if Willow can still here her thoughts.

'Will, can you hear me?'

' Yeah, Buffy. What do you need.'

' Um, can you talk to everyone like this?'

' Yes, why?'

' I was thinking since, everyone has different agendas, we can split up and I can tell you where to meet up and you can tell the others, that way everyone one can do want they want.'

' That sounds good, Buffy. If that is what you want to do, it is fine with me.'

' Thanks, Will. Can you tell Spike and see what he think?'

' Sure, Buffy...Spike, just think your answers. Buffy wants to know what you think about us splitting up and that she will contact me and I will tell Cordelia, if she is not with me, where to meet up at.'

' I think it is a good idea.' Spike squeezes Buffy's shoulders in reassurance.

'Thanks, Will.'

' No prob, Buff.' They all stop outside J. C. Penny's. Buffy turns and faces everyone.

" Okay, we can split up if we want. Willow will tell is if anything happens or where to meet up using her mind. If we are separated and you need to get in touch with one of us, contact Willow and she'll get in touch with one of us. Spike and I will be here for a little bit. So go do what you want and we'll catch up."

" Hang on, luv. Does anyone need money?"

" Not really. I got about $100."

" Kennedy and I got about $100 too."

" Okay here. If you need more contact me." Spike gives each of the girls $200.

" Thanks, Spike," they say in unison. Willow and Kennedy head toward the occult shop as Cordy enters J. C. Penny's. Buffy talks to Spike as they enter the store.

" Spike, how do you get all your money?" he entwines his fingers with hers.

" I got some of it from Angel, some I had from when I was human and the rest is from hacking."

" What do you mean 'hacking'?"

" I have a program setup that changes information that money is put into accounts I have a day. I make about $150,000 a day. I've had the program setup for about ten years. So I have enough money that we can send Dawn to college, buy a house, and still have money that Dawn's children don't have to work. I didn't say our children because I'm not you want any. I know that I would like to have children, but there is no pressure on you because you make the final decision. Do you want children?"

" Eventually, I do. Maybe when Dawn's in college or it just ends up happening. I trust that you can't be caught? If we do have kids, will you stop hacking if we have enough money, Spike?"

" I can't be caught and I will stop when you need me too. I just want you to be happy and to have a good life. I want us to have a good life."

" We will, Spike. We have each other and that's all we need. Hey what's your last name, sweetie?"

" Its 'Taylor', Buffy, but I'm not really worried about that at the moment."

" Okay, Spike. At the ceremony are you using 'Spike' or 'William'?"

"I was thinking of using 'William Spike Taylor.' What do you think?"

" I think that will be okay. I can see our announcement now. 'The wedding of Buffy Anne Summers and William Spike Taylor.' It is going to be great Spike." They enter the 'Men's' section.

" I know. What kind of wedding do you want? I mean do you want a day time or night time ceremony?"

" I'm not sure. If we had a daytime ceremony we could have it anyway, but if we had it at night we can invite Angel. I have to think about it, Spike."

" Its okay, baby. First we need to set a date. Buffy, there is one more thing"

" What is it, hunny?"

" When we get married, I don't want you to take my name. I want to take your name. I want to be 'Spike Summers.' Will you allow me to be a 'Summers,' Buffy?" Buffy stares at him stunned. She wraps her arms around Spike and kisses him ferociously. They don't break the kiss until they both need air. "I'll take that as a yes."

" You better, Spike." Spike kisses her softly. He turns to the shirts.

" So, what kind of shirts are you going to make me try on, Buffy?"

" Well, I want you to have a couple pairs of the black outfit you like so much. Lets also try some blue and green shirts. Some white tees."

" I think I understand. You want some of the old me and some of the new me, right?"

" Sort of. Its just you look so sexy in the black."

" Why thank you, hunny. I try my hardest." They both chuckle at the statement. Ten minutes later they head to the pants. Spike instinctively grabs five pairs of tight, black jeans accommodate the five shirts he picked up. Buffy gets him a couple pairs of dark blue and light blue jeans and a couple pairs of slacks to go with the button down shirts they got him. Buffy wants to pick up some boxers for him. So while Spike is still looking at pants, she wonders over the pick up some black, silk and cotton boxers. When she returns to him, he is ready to go to the cashier.

" Buffy, is there anything you want to check out?"

" Not really, Spike. Don't you have to pick something up for Dawn?"

" Yeah. How about we got to the jewelry department, the pay and go eat?"

" Sure, hunny. That sounds great." They walk over to the jewelry, Spike looks at the necklaces. He eyes a beautiful locket.

" What about a locket, Buffy? We can inscribe it." He points to a locket. It is a heart with a blue topaz gem in the corner.

" She would love it, Spike."

" Here, why don't you go and pay for the clothes while I get it inscribed? If you see anything you want go ahead and get it." Spike hands her the clothes and his wallet after he takes out his credit card.

" Okay, Spike. I'll see in a few minutes." She kisses him, then walks to the front of the store. Spike turns to the clerk.

" I would like this locket. Can you inscribe it 'Dawn,' on the front, and 'You are always in our hearts. Love Buffy and Spike.' I would also like this one." He points to a heart locket with a diamond on it. "Inscribe it 'Buffy' on the front, 'You own my heart an so much more. Love always Spike,' on the inside. How much will that be?"

" $500 all together. It will take twenty minutes for me to inscribe both." Spike hands him the credit card.

" Okay inscribe the one with the diamond first. It is a surprise."

" Yes, sir." He hands Spike back the credit card and starts to inscribe Buffy's locket.

Meanwhile Buffy stops at the lingerie section.

' Hmm. What will Spike like the most.' It takes her ten minutes, but she finally decides on a black, silk slip. She heads to the cashier to pay for the clothes. Spike is just waiting on Dawn's locket when Buffy comes back with the bags of clothes. She hands him his wallet, then the bags.

" Almost ready, sweetie?"

" Just waiting on Dawn's locket. You're going to love the inscription, Buffy."

" I'm sure I will. Can you tell me what it says?"

" I'll show you after we eat." The clerk hands Spike a gold box with the locket in it. He outs it in his pocket. Spike entwines his fingers with Buffy's and they head to the food court. Buffy gets a cinnamon sugar pretzel and Spike gets nachos and cheese. They share the food with each other. "Buffy, I want to stop at the music store before we leave. Are you sure there is nothing you want?"

" I'm fine, Spike. I'm just happy that I can spend time with you. We can go to the music store after we finish eating."

" Okay. When do you want to have the wedding?"

" I'm not sure. It's June now. How about August, Spike?"

" That sounds great. What about August 20th?"

" That's perfect. I've been thinking. I think we should have the wedding at night. We can have it outside under the stars."

" That sounds prefect, hunny. Would you mind if Angel is one of my groomsmen?"

" Not at all. Should we invite my father? I mean he doesn't know about me being a Slayer. Lorne might scare him."

" Well, do you want him there? Giles is going to walk you down the aisle to me. Do you want your father to watch you on one of the most happiest days of your life?"

" Not really, but he is my father."

" Tell you what. We'll send an announcement to him. If he doesn't come, he doesn't come. Let him decide how important his children are. Alright?"

" Alright. So who are your groomsmen?"

" Well, Xander is best man. And Angel and Gunn. Who are the bridesmaids?"

" Dawn, Willow, Kennedy, Cordy, and Fred. Dawn is going to be Maid of Honor. I'm just going to have Willow and Kennedy walk together. But it sounds great."

" It sure does. Do you want to see Dawn's locket now?"

" Yes, I do." Spike takes the box out of his pocket and hands it to her. Buffy takes out the locket and opens it. She reads the inscription and looks at Spike. "That is so beautiful, Spike. She'll definitely love it." Buffy kisses him, then hands back the locket. Spike puts it away, then cleans up from their lunch. He and Buffy head off to the music store. "So, what kind of music are you looking for, Hun?"

" Nothing in particular. I want to pick up three portable CD players, and some CDs."

" Why do you want three?"

" Well, one for you, one for Dawn and one for me. I have a boom box back at the hotel."

" Oh, okay. I'll go get one for Dawn and one for me. What color do you want?"

" Get me a black."

" Okay, see you in a few." Buffy goes to the CD players. Spike moves to the romance section and picks out a CD. He moves to the Rock/Pop section. He picks up the Michelle Branch CD for Buffy. He also gets Tonic and Linkin Park. Spike continues to look at the CDs.

' I should make a mix CD on my laptop for Buffy. I'll do that on the way to Cleveland. I should pick something up for Dawn to go with her CD player.' He continues to look as Buffy comes back with a black, a purple, and a blue CD player. "Buffy, what kind of music does Dawn like?"

" Well, she likes Rock/Pop. She got hooked on punk because of you."

" What's her favorite band that she does not have the CD of?"

" She likes Nerf Herder." Spike pucks up the Nerf Herder CD. He walks over to Buffy with the five CDs.

" Is there anything you want, Buffy?"

" Yeah, I want to pick up The Calling and Avril Lavinge, hunny."

" Okay, go get them." Buffy goes and gets the two CDs. Spike take the CDs from her. "I'll pay for these. Go contact Willow and tell her we are ready to go and ask her if anyone needs help."

" Sure, hunny. I'll be outside." She kisses him on the cheek, the goes outside. Spike takes the CDs and CD players and pays for them. He goes and stands next to Buffy.

' Willow. Spike and I are finished shopping. Are you guys ready or do any of you need help?'

' Kennedy and I are ready to leave. Let me get Cordy.'

' Yeah.'

'Cordelia.'

' Yeah, Willow.'

' Are you ready to leave or need any help?'

' I'm ready to go. Where do we meet up?'

' Buffy, where do we meet?'

' At the food court.'

' Cordy, go to the food court.'

' Okay.' They all meet up at the food court. They get in the car and head to the Hyperion. On the way to the hotel they discuss what they bought.

" Buffy, I get some great deals on ingredients. The spell I am working on us going great."

" Cool, Will. You should see the clothes Spike got. They really bring out his eyes. We also picked up a locket for Dawn. The inscription is so sweet."

" I never knew Spike could be so sensitive."

" Well, Cordy. I don't like to show it. I like being the Big Bad. At least I am not like I use to be, before I was turned."

" How's that, Spike?"

" I was a geek. I admit it. I was just this big geek that no one really liked. I use to write bad, bad poetry. I don't really like to think about my past. Mainly, I think about my present and my future." He squeezes Buffy's hand lovingly. Buffy leans to whisper in his ear.

" Well, you better just think about the present and future. Especially tonight, baby." Spike smiles, then whispers back into her ear.

" Oh, I am thinking about tonight, baby. I want it to start as soon as possible. I can wait to get you alone." Buffy blushes and Spike smirks. Buffy leans against him. They pull up to the Hyperion, five minutes later. Spike brings in all the bags and puts them on one of the couches. They sort though the bags and they each put their stuff in their rooms. Buffy helps Spike put his clothes away. Spike pulls out Buffy's slip. He holds it up. "I think you go me the wrong size, luv. It's a little to small."

" Spike! That's not for you. Its for me, tonight." He smirks at her.

" At least I know it now, before I try it on." Buffy giggles. Spike walks over to her and gathers her into his arms. " Buffy, I love you. Can you tell me why I have been rewarded by being human and in love with you? With you loving me back?"

" I can't, Spike. All I can tell you is that I am happy that it has happen. You are one of the best things to happen to me. I love you so much, William." He stares at her mischievously.

" You shouldn't use 'William' unless you want to let out the Big Bad."

" And what if I do?"

" Well, then I'll just have to do this." He picks her up and tosses her on the bed. He pounces on her and nibbles her neck. Buffy giggles, which turns into a full laugh as Spike continues to nuzzle her neck.

" I give up, Spike." He stops and rests his head on her belly. Buffy unconsciously muses up his hair. "Hunny, we should go downstairs. Its only 3 o'clock. At five we can come up and have the night to ourselves. That way if anything happens before five, we won't be interrupted because Angel needs our help. Is that okay with you?"

" I guess so. Just as long as I get you all to myself."

" You will. Now get up so that we can go downstairs."

" Okay." He blows a raspberry on her stomach, then gets up. Buffy playfully smacks him upside the head. Spike gathers her into his arms and kisses her. They walk to the lobby and start talking to Fred. Fred asks if Buffy has always been attracted to Spike.

" Yes, but I wouldn't let myself believe it. Spike was literally unlike any vampire I know. He was different even from Angel."

" How so, Buffy? I mean he was soulless and evil, no offense." Spike nodded his acceptance. "But how was he different from other vampires?"

" Spike has always been more human than a vampire. He was able to love without a soul. I saw it way before he fell in love with me. When I was about to stake Drusilla, he showed his love for the vampiress in a way vampires aren't suppose to. I knew from the first time I fought him that I'd met my match in more ways than one. Eventually the feeling I got every time we faced-off grew, which made me realize that I was falling in love with him."

" Buffy, when was the first time you realized that you love him?"

" It would have to be when we saved him from Glory. He was beat badly. I walked into his crypt pretending I was the robot he had made for him. Don't ask. I asked him why he didn't tell Glory about Dawn. He said that it would kill me if anything happened to Dawn and he was right. I kissed him and that was when he knew it was me and not the bot. My words to him before I left were the bot wasn't real, but what he did for Dawn and me was real. I knew I love him then, but I didn't act on my feelings like I should have." Spike squeezes her affectionately.

" Its okay, baby. I didn't know I love you until the day after Riley had his heart fixed. I had a dream about you and I said I love you in it. We both found each other attractive in the beginning. Dru even told me that I love you, but I didn't believe her. She said whenever she looked at me she saw you. I came back to Sunnydale. At first I didn't know why, but I figured it out two years ago. I came back to Sunnydale because I came back to you. There is no doubt in my mind that I am suppose to be with you. I believe that is why I was brought back. To be with you. To be there for you in the hard times to come. I now get the chance to grow old with you instead if just watching you grow old. I have dreamed about becoming a human for a while. Sorry, Fred, for getting all lovey dovey." He looks at Fred apologetically.

" That's okay, Spike. I know how it feels to be in love. It's nice to see that you two have found each other. Soy are you happy to be going back to Cleveland tomorrow?"

" Yes, we are. Every one else will be told and we can start planning the wedding. I have to talk to Giles when we get there. We have a lot to do, but we will do it together. Fred, will you be one of my bridesmaids?"

" Sure, Buffy. I would be honored to be one of your bridesmaids. Who else are you asking?"

" There's you, my sister Dawn, Willow, Kennedy and Cordy. Dawn is going to be maid of honor. I haven't asked the others yet so don't tell them. We are going to have it at night on August 20th."

" A night wedding sounds wonderful. You guys deserve to have a perfect wedding. So, Spike, have you decided who the groomsmen are going to be?"

" Yeah. Xander, who is best man, Angel and Gunn. Since both Willow and Kennedy are bridesmaids we decided that they could walk together. We would ask Giles, but Buffy wants him to give her away."

" He is my dad. He is not my real father, but he has been there for Dawn and me. He loves us like we're his own. I know that he will be touched that I think of him as my dad and I want him and not my real father to give me away."

" I'm sure he will, Buffy. I got some stuff to do, so I will see you later before you leave."

" See you later, Fred," they both say. Buffy turns to Spike

" Hunny, why don't you go and talk to the guys and ask them, while I talk to Will, Kenne and Cordy. Meet back here in fifteen minutes?"

" Sure, baby." He kisses her. "I'll see you in a few." Spike waits til Buffy walks over to Willow and Kennedy before he talks to Angel and Gunn. "Hey guys. What's up?"

" Not much, Spike. Do you need anything?"

" As a matter of fact I do. I wanted to ask if you two would be my groomsmen? Xander is going to be best man even though he doesn't know it yet."

" Sure, Spike. I'll be a groomsman. What do you say, Angel?"

" Spike, I'll be a groomsman. What's Giles going to do?"

" He is walking Buffy down the aisle. She is going to ask him tomorrow. The wedding is at night so you don't have to worry, Angel."

" Well, just as long as you two are happy. So who are the bridesmaids?"

" Dawn is the maid of honor, Willow, Kennedy, Cordy and Fred."

Meanwhile, Buffy is talking to Willow, Kennedy and Cordy.

" So, do you guys want to be my bridesmaids?"

" Sure, Buffy," they say in unison.

" Willow, can we talk for a few minutes?"

" Sure, Buffy." they walk out to the garden. "What's up?"

" Dawn is going to be maid of honor. I would ask you, but I thought you would rather walk with Kennedy instead of Xander. This way everyone has an escort. Are you okay with it?"

" Yeah, Buffy. I do think it is better this way, plus it gives dawn a high self-esteem boast."

" I know. Thanks for being understanding, Will."

" You're welcome, Buffy. Remember you two are not my friends. You're my sisters."

" And Xander's our brother.' The both giggle. " Thanks, Willow. I think we should get back to out lovers now."

" Me too." They walk back inside. Spike is talking to the girls, telling them who the groomsmen are. Willow kisses Kennedy. Spike turns to Buffy.

" Hi, hunny.' He kisses her. "Are you ready to go upstairs?"

" Yeah, Spike." She turns to Willow, Kennedy and Cordelia. "See you guys later."

" See you later," they all say. Buffy and Spike head for the stairs. Just as they are about to go up, Angel calls out to them.

" Guys, wait. We are going to need your help."

" What's wrong, Angel."

Wes has found a vamp nest. There are about fifteen to twenty vamps there. I need you and Spike to back up Wes, Gunn, Fred, and I. Willow and Kennedy need to come too."

" Okay, Angel. You get your group ready. I'll get Will and Kennedy up to speed and ready to go in five."

" Okay Buffy." Angel goes and gets the others ready. Buffy gets Willow and Kennedy.

" Guys, Angel wants us to go with him to a nest as backup. Kennedy, did you bring any swords with you?"

" No, buff. I got a crossbow."

" Luv, I got two swords in the room."

" Go get them, Spike. Kennedy, go get your crossbow." They both leave and Buffy turns to Willow. "You think you will be okay?"

" Yeah, Buffy. Kennedy and I have Ben monitoring my magic. I only use it when necessary. I'll just use the skills I learned from fighting with you until you need me to use magic."

" Okay, Will. Just as long as you're fine. Go over to the cabinet and get a weapon."

" Sure, Buffy." Willow goes to the cabinet. Kennedy and Spike come down with their weapons. Kennedy goes to Willow. Spike glides up next to Buffy and hands her a sword.

" Thanks, Spike."

" No problem, Buffy. What's the matter?"

" Nothing, Spike. I just want to get back to the room."

" I know what you mean. I promise that once we are finished I will give you the night that you desire." He kisses her passionately. "I love you, Buffy. Let's go and get this over with." They walk over to the group gathered at the door. The eight of them leave and in fifteen minutes they are at the nest. Angel tells everyone the plan. They bust in. there are fifteen vamps. Angel, Buffy, and Spike go after the biggest ones since all three of them have swords. Buffy slices the head off of one and attacks a second one. This one lashes out at Buffy with a kick at the knees. She staggers, but quickly regains her control and punches the vamp in the face. His head snaps back and Buffy takes a swing at its neck. It ducks and charges at her. She sides steps it and is finally able to decapitate him. She goes after a third.

Spike has taken three out and is on his fourth. He sees Fred and Wesley are having trouble. He cleanly slices off the fledgling's head and rushes over to Fred's side. The vamps are killed in no time. They all head back to the hotel. Buffy is holding Spike's hand as she talks to him.

" You were amazing out there for being human again."

" Well, I am in good shape, so that was a factor." They walk through the doors.

" You know what I mean. You don't have your speed or strength anymore and you still killed about six vamps. I wonder what else you are keeping from..."

Chapter Eight

Buffy freezes. Waiting in the lobby is her father.

" Buffy, what's the ..." Spike sees Hank and moves behind Buffy protectively.

" Dad, what are you doing here?"

" I called Dawn and asked how you two where doing. She told me you were here in L.A. so I decide I would come and see you."

" I'm doing fine. We live in Cleveland now."

" Buffy, can we talk somewhere more private?"

" Yeah, hang in dad." She turns toward Spike. "Will you come with us? I don't think I can handle talking to him alone."

" Sure, luv. How are we going to do this?"

" Just act normal"

" Okay, hunny." He kisses her. Hank shoots Spike a disapproving look. Spike just glares at him as he entwines his fingers with Buffy's.

" Okay, dad. We can go to the garden." The three of them walk out to the garden.

" Buffy, I don't see the need to have your friend out here with us."

" Well, I do, dad. And he is not my friend. He is fiancé'. And his name is Spike. Why are you really here?"

" Like I said, I wanted to see how you are doing. I also wanted to see if you wanted to go to dinner 'just the two of us'."

" I'm sorry, dad, but Spike and I already have plans. If you would have come earlier, I might have said yes. We are leaving tomorrow."

" Oh. So, Spike, is it? How long have you been dating my daughter?"

" Um." He looks at Buffy. "About two year. Right, hunny?"

" On and off for a little bit, but about two years."

" So, you are very good with my daughters, right?"

" Yes, sir. I love them both. For four years I have loved your daughters, Mr. Summers."

" So, you have known them for four years?"

" Six actually. I wasn't a good man until to years after we met. I have protected them for the past three years. Literally with my life. I am honored that your daughter has accepted my love. Buffy is really an amazing woman."

" Well, we have Joyce to thank for that." Buffy and Spike tilt their heads downward.

" Joyce really was an amazing woman. She was kind to me even when she shouldn't have been. She was like a mom to me. She would be proud of what Buffy has done the past two years."

" So, how old are you, Spike?" Spike looks at Buffy.

" Um, twenty – three years old, sir."

" Okay, so you met Buffy in high school?"

" You could say that."

" Okay. Well, Buffy, how is Dawn doing? I hope that everything in Cleveland is fine."

" Yeah. She is doing great. Making tons of friends. Its good to have all my friends helping out. We're just one big family. So, how are you doing?"

" Fine, just fine. Job's okay. So, have you decided on a date?"

" Yeah, dad. August 20th. The wedding is at night. There is just one thing."

" What would that be?" Buffy squeezes Spike's hand for comfort. He squeezes back for reassurance.

" I don't want you to walk me down the aisle. I want Giles to. You are still invited, it's just that you would have to sit as a guest."

" Okay. I'm fine with that. This your day, you should have anything you want."

" Thanks, dad. Is there any thing else you want to know?"

" No, not really. I just wanted to see you. Have a safe trip back."

" Thanks, dad. If you need to talk you have the numbers. I guess I'll see you soon."

" See you soon too, hunny." They hug, then hank leaves. Buffy turns to Spike.

" Lets go up stairs now. There's a bath with our names on it."

" Lets hurry then. Don't want to waste time." They go up to their room. Spike goes in to the bathroom to draw the bath as Buffy gathers towels. As the bath fill, Spike gets the romance CD and the CD player. He puts the cd on and undresses. Buffy walks into the bathroom naked. Spike marvels over her body. His eyes trail down from her face to her breasts. He can see that her rosy nipples are hard. His gaze washes down her stomach to her center, which is covered with light brown curls.

His eyes travel back up to her eyes. He can see lust, desire, and most definitely love in the dark green orbs. He smiles at her and beckons her to him. He takes her into his arms and kisses her passionately, but viciously. They break the kiss when they both need air. Spike holds her to him, unconsciously rubbing her back softly.

" I've been waiting all day for this. God you're beautiful. So bloody beautiful, Buffy."

" Thank you, Spike. Now lets not waste the water." Spike gets into the tub. Buffy gets in and sits in front of him with her back to him. She leans against him. Spike wraps his arms around her. "I have a surprise for you."

" You do? What is it?" Spike reaches behind him and grabs the bottle of vanilla body wash. He places it in front of her.

" I got it because it smells like you. I haven't used it. Just got it so that I can have something to remind me of you."

" It's wonderful, Spike. We can use it tonight. Here." She hands it back to him." Wash me with it?"

" Anything for you, baby." He opens the bottle and pours some on a washcloth. He gently moves it over her body. He moves it on her shoulders and the back of her neck. His hand moves the washcloth to caress her back. After her back is covered in the body wash, his hands move to the front of her body. Buffy relaxes into Spike, as he washes her body so gently that if she didn't know better she would think he was afraid that she would break. She moans as he moves over her breasts. Spike can feel the moan, more than hear it and decides that he wanted to be evil, so he pinched both her nipples. Buffy moans a little louder. Spike smirks and continues to wash her body.

He rinses out the cloth, then fills it with water. He squeezes it over her shoulders, then kisses the area that the water has rinsed the body wash off. Buffy leans her head back as Spike nips at her neck. Buffy's hand moves to cup his cheek as she turns her head to the side. Spike leaves a trail of kisses up her neck, her cheek to her jaw line. He kisses her lips, devouring them. Buffy kisses him back with the same amount of passion, desire, lust and love that he shows her. Buffy lifts and turns around without breaking the kiss, to straddle him. They finally break the kisses to breathe. Buffy leans her forehead against his.

" I love you, Spike. I don't know what I would've done if you hadn't come back. I want to always be in your arms."

" You can't be in my arms all the time, but I promise I will be in arms length and will never leave you. That is my promise to you. I will never-ever leave you, Buffy."

" I know. And I will never leave you. We both left each other once and I don't want that to happen again."

" I will use all my power to make sure that doesn't happen. I love you so much.' He places his hands on her face and kisses her. She wraps her arms around his neck and pulls him closer. When they break apart, they're gasping for breath. "Buffy, why don't we get out. You can put on your new slip and I'll put on some boxers. We should pack now so we can sleep in tomorrow. That way we are ready to leave anytime you want."

"Okay, sweetie. I'll get our clothes while you drain the tub and bring the CD player out. Do you have stuff to pack your things in?"

" Yeah. I thought we were getting out."

" You don't want me anymore?" Buffy puts on an innocent look.

" Of course I do." He leans closer and breathes in to her ear. "The sooner we get done the sooner I can have my evil way with you." He wriggles his eyebrows at her. She laughs, then kisses him briefly. She climbs out of the tub, with Spike right be hind her. When she is in the room, Buffy quickly puts on her slip. She grabs a pair of the silk boxers she brought for Spike. He comes out with the CD player and plus it in. "Why don't you put a cd on this time.

" Okay." Buffy grabs the bag from the music store and puts on Tonic. "So first thing first. Lets pick out the clothes we are going to wear tomorrow.' They each pick out an outfit and places them on the chair. They start packing up all of Spike's clothes. As she is putting clothes on the bed, she finds his laptop. "Hunny?"

" Yeah?"

" When did you get a laptop?"

" A week ago. I sold my old place and had to transfer my program to something, so I bought that. I'll show it to you when we are finish packing. Okay, baby?"

" Yeah. I'll just leave it on the bed." Buffy starts to fold the clothes that are on the bed. The song 'If You Could Only See' starts to play. Spike starts to sing along.

" If you could only see the way she loves me Then maybe you'll understand Why I feel this way about our love And what I must do. If you could only see how blue her can be when she says When she says she loves me."

Buffy turns and watches him. She loves it when he sings. He starts to dance to the music. Buffy giggles at him. Spike hears her giggle and turns around a little embarrassed. Buffy see the look and walks to him.

" You don't have to be embarrassed, hunny. It's cute. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone."

" Its okay, Buffy. I'm always a little embarrassed when you find out a secrets of mine." He takes her into his arms. " I'll tell you all my secrets if you want, but I think you would like to find them out on your own."

" Yes, I would. You just go to be careful that Dawn doesn't find out. She would tell everyone."

" I know. Lets finish up, then we can rest." He kisses her. Buffy goes back to bed and puts the clothes in the duffel. When all of his clothes are packed, she packs her stuff. Spike is packing his pictures and knickknacks. Buffy looks up and sees a picture of her, Dawn and her mother, Joyce.

" Spike, how do you have a picture of mom, Dawn and me?"

" Angel had it and I asked him I could keep it. He understood why I wanted it."

" Oh, he did? You two always seem to surprise me, if I like it or not."

" Well, at least you know we both love you. I'm just glad I am the one who gets the girl for once. I couldn't stand it if you were to go back With Angel."

" Well, that will never happen so you don't have to worry about it. You are the one who has my heart. And that will never change.'

" You have my heart too. You have my body and soul. I am your and yours only. Remember when I sang to you?"

" Yes, I do. Even though it was a bad time it was one of the best nights of my life."

" When I sang that I was your willing slave. I meant it. That has not changed."

" Yes it has. I don't need a slave. I need you. I could never have you as m slave. I need you as my lover, my partner and now my husband. All I ask from you is to love me forever. And I know you will. I don't care what the others think, I just care that you, Dawn and me can be a family."

" I will. We will. I am glad I was turned. If I wasn't I would have never met you. We would never have fell in love and I probably would have been miserable for my lifespan. I don't think Dru knew it at the time, but when she turned me she gave me the best gift there ever was." Buffy looks at him confused. "She gave me the chance to fall in love with you." Buffy starts to cry because she is moved by what Spike had just said. She walks over to him and kisses him passionately.

" I love you, Spike. I will always love you. Maybe it was coincidence or maybe it was fate, but I know that I am glad you were turned too. You will always be different. And that is why I am deeply in love with you." They continue to pack up the room. "When I say 'I do', I will be giving and getting more than a marriage. I will be getting a bond and a commitment to and from you. I know that we will have hard times and fights, but I believe that we will get through them and work it out because we love each other. I believe now that we are soul mates. I know you had no soul after you were turned, but I believe that something happened that you kept a part of your soul because you were able to love."

" Buffy, why do you have to be so sweet? I am not supposed to be emotional. When I am with you I become this way. It only happens when I am around you and Dawn. Why do you Summers women affect me so?"

" Its because you love us."

" Must be." They both laugh. They're finished packing, so they sit on the bed. Spike picks up the laptop and places it on his lap. He turns it on and motions for Buffy to sit next to him. When she is snug by his side, he shows her the desktop. There is a picture of Joyce, Dawn, and her on it. "The desktop is a reminder of the family I have longed for. Now I have most of it. I know that Joyce is watching us. She is probably saying 'About time' or ' You've made the right choice, Buffy. I am happy and proud that you have finally found some one you love deeply.' I wish she were here, Buff. Then I could ask her 'What was I thinking when I asked you to marry me. In my head I can hear her saying ' You were thinking with your heart and I would be proud to have you as a son.' If she was here I could sit down and have hot chocolate and figure out why I love you and want to be a part of your family. Now I don't really need her to tell me because I already know but I still miss her company."

" I know, hunny. I miss her too, but we need to remember that she is watching us from heaven and she must be proud of us. I remember when I first found out you love me. I told mom and Willow. Mom asked me if I led you on in any way or not. When I told her no it looked like she was a little disappointed. I think she has almost always wanted us to end up together. At least we are happy, right? She can deal with it if she likes it or not. This is our choice. If she is watching over us then maybe she helped with bringing you back." Spike puts the laptop away.

" Maybe." He kisses her on the forehead. "I love you, Buffy."

" I love you too, Spike. Make love to me." Spike kisses her softly. The kiss intensifies as time passes. Buffy moves to straddle him. Spike grips her hips. His hand travels up her body to tangle in her hair. Buffy's hands move up and down his back. Spike's other hand travels up her body taking her slip with it. He pulls it over her head. He lowers his head to suckle her breast. His tongue moves in circles without touching her pebble like nipple. Buffy moans softly and holds his head to her. Spike is enticed my her moan and gently bites her nipple. Buffy clenches the sheets and moans.

Spike repeats the agonizing process on her other breast, making her moan louder. Spike raises his head and gazes into her eyes. They are glazed over. He starts to kiss a trail down her body, stopping right above the bundle of curls. He locks eyes with he, expressing his love in the dark blue orbs, before he sucks at her clit. Buffy's hands instinctively grab his head, entwining her fingers in his hair. He moves down and licks her opening.

His tongue plunges into her warm folds. Buffy hisses. Spike inserts a finger. They both groan. Spike moves at a slow pace. He speeds up the pace. He can feel that Buffy is near. She clenches the sheets and screams his name as she comes. Spike laps up her juices. As she starts to come down she looks at Spike. He smirks at her. Buffy smiles mischievously at him, then turns him onto his back. She straddles him and kisses him. She kisses down to one of his nipples.

She takes it into her mouth and sucks it. Buffy gently bites down on it. Spike moans from pleasure. Buffy repeats on the other nipple. Spike moans again. Buffy continues to kisses her way down his body. She stops at the waste band of his boxers. She hooks her fingers inside them and starts to pull them down his legs. She drops them on the floor.

She crawls up his body and stops at his crotch. Buffy's tongue slips out and licks the tip of his erection. Spike groans and grips the sheets as Buffy takes him fully into her mouth. She slowly bobs her head as her hand wraps around the base of his length. Her other hand caresses his balls.

" Oh god...oh, Buffy...so good." Buffy can feel Spike tensing as he reaches his release. Spike moans her name as he comes in her mouth. Buffy welcomes his seed and shallows all of it. As Spike starts to regain his composer, Buffy moves up and impales herself on his dick. Spike immediately becomes aroused again. Buffy rises all the way up, then slams down a couple of times before Spike turns them. He buries himself to the hilt in her. He places his forehead against hers. Their eyes lock as both of their climaxes hit. They moan each other's name before they collapse on the bed together. Spike rolls off and lies next to her. Buffy lies in his arms.

" I love you, Spike."

" I love you too, Buffy." they fall asleep holding each other.

Chapter Nine

They wake up at nine the next morning.

"Good morning, luv."

"Good morning, hunny. Are you ready to get up?"

"No, but we have to so we can go to Cleveland."

" Okay. Lets get up and shower. Then we can eat and find out when we are leaving."

" Okay." They get out of bed, gather their clothes and go into the bathroom. Spike turns on the shower as Buffy puts the clothes on the counter. They both get into the shower. Spike tries not to act on his hormones because they need to shower quickly. They get dress and head to the kitchen. They both get a bowl of cereal, then go into the dining room. Willow and Kennedy are eating already.

" Hey, guys."

" Hi, Buffy, Spike. What's up?"

" Not much. Spike and I want to know when you want to go home today, since we have to drive back."

" How about in an hour. That way we can say our goodbyes. But Kenne and I already got us tickets to fly home, so we don't have to drive."

" Okay, Will. When is the flight at?"

" Any time today. The airline said it is slow in the morning. We figure we say goodbye and catch the 11:00 flight. We would get to Cleveland by 3:00. Who can we have pick us up? We need someone who won't tell anyone when we arrive that Spike is with us."

" What about Dawn? She already knows about Spike and she did just get her license. I'm sure Giles wouldn't mind if I told him that I want just her to pick us up."

" Whoa, Nibblet got her license? Isn't she a little young, hunny?"

" Well, she is young but we need as many people that can drive as we can get. We've all driven with her."

" She's better than Buffy was at her age." Buffy shoots Willow a nasty look for bringing that up. Willow just smirks at her.

" She is a good driver, Spike. A bunch of us got our licenses at the same time so there is nothing to worry about. If there is any problem Buffy, Willow, or I can drive. That way you won't get confused. We'll just have her come to the airport and go from there."

" Thanks, Kennedy. I'm sure she'll be fine, but it is good that we have you guys, because she might be too excited. Buffy, I am going to talk to Angel. Make sure you call Giles and tell him to tell Dawn that she needs to pick us up." He kisses her cheek. Spike grabs his bowl and puts it in the kitchen, then goes to find Angel. Buffy turns to Willow.

" We can't let the others know yet. Spike wants to shock them."

" Okay, Buffy. Kennedy and I will keep our mouths shut." Buffy pulls out her cell. She calls Giles' cell.

" Hello?"

" Giles? It's me."

" Hello, Buffy. Is everything okay?"

" Yeah, Giles. I need Dawn to pick us up from the airport by herself."

" What do you mean 'us', Buffy?"

" Willow and Kennedy are here with me. I called Willow to ask for some help and then she came to L.A. There is also a new Slayer here. I have her here and she is coming back with us."

" Okay, I'll have Dawn there. What time does she have to be there and what flight?"

" I'm not sure yet. Willow got the tickets. I'll call with the rest of the information."

" Okay, Buffy. Have a safe flight and I'll see you soon."

" See you soon too, Giles. Bye." Buffy hangs up and puts her bowl in the kitchen. She heads to the lobby.

Angel is in the lobby sitting with Cordelia. Spike walks over to them.

" Hi, Spike."

" Hi, Cordelia, Angel. Just wanted to let you know that we are leaving today. Angel, do you think you could let Wes use your car to drive us to the airport. I would ask you but daylight and all that."

" Sure, Spike. When are you guys leaving?"

" About forty-five minutes. Thanks, Angel. I guess I better find Wes so that he knows."

" He's in the office, Spike. Angel and I are going to tell everyone about us today."

Buffy stops at the door to the lobby and listens to Spike's conversation.

" Good for you two. I mean it when I say I am happy for the two of you, even if I hate you, peaches."

" Yeah, yeah, Spike. Just take care of her and everyone else. I know that it might be hard because you are just human, but you're more. You're skilled in many ways and I know that you love her and her family. Now you have the family you longed for and I know that you can be happy as long as you remember why you are here. You do know why you are here, right?"

" I'm not really sure. I think because I am supposed to be with Buffy. Could we be soul mates, Angel?"

" Of course. Why did you get your soul in the first place?"

"Buffy."

" Do you think that The Powers could have destined for you to get your soul back for that reason?"

" Well, I think they destined for me to get the soul to be the one to wear the amulet, but I never thought of it that way. I need to talk to Giles. But thanks again. You are really a great help, Angel, even if you are still a poofter."

" Don't push your luck, William. I may be a vampire, but I could still kick your ass if I had to."

" Yeah, sure, peaches. Only if I was drunk. Wait, even if I was drunk I could kick your ass! So only in your dreams could you kick my ass, but you shouldn't be dreaming about that anyways. You should be dreaming about Cordy." He shoots Cordy a sarcastic look.

" Okay, Spike, you've had your fun. Isn't there a female waiting for you?"

" Yeah, but I won't see Dawn until three." Angel raises an eyebrow to Spike. "I'm only kidding, Angel."

" You better be, Spike. I don't want to compete with my sister. It would be just like the RJ incident." Spike turns around at the sound of Buffy's voice.

" How much did you hear?" She walks over to him.

" Enough. You will continue to surprise me, Spike. How are we getting to the airport?"

" Wes is driving us. You need to tell Ally she has fifteen minutes to get her stuff down here. I want all the luggage in the lobby fifteen minutes til ten."

" Okay, hunny. I am going back to the room after that."

" I'll meet you there." He makes sure she is up the stairs before he continues to talk to Angel and Cordelia. "Angel, how am I going to be a husband? I know I want to be Buffy's husband, but can I really do it?"

" Spike, you can do anything you want. I am sure that you love Buffy enough that it will be instinct that gets you through being a husband. Just imagine how much worst it is going to be when you become a dad."

" I know, Angel. I love her deeply, but can you actually see me married?"

" Yes, I can, Spike. All a marriage is, is a little piece of paper saying that you will be there for each other and love each other for as long as you will live. You've already proven that. This is just another way to show Buffy how much she means to you."

" I hate to say it, but you do make sense. I guess I should listen to my heart more. I'll see you guys later." He walks t the office. Wes is hovering over a book with his back to the door. Spike decides that he is going to be sneaky. He walks quietly to stand behind Wes. Spike gently taps him on the shoulder. Wes jumps from being startled.

" Spike! What can I help you with?"

" We need you to drive us to the airport in thirty minutes. Angel already said it's alright to us his car."

" Sure, I'll drive the five of you there."

" Thanks. Can you have the car in front in fifteen minutes so that I can load it, Wes?"

" Sure, Spike. I'll have it in fifteen. See you later."

" See ya." Spike heads out of the office and over to the stairs. Willow and Kennedy are in the lobby heading for the stairs as well. Spike meets up with them.

" Will, Kenne, wait up."

" What's up, Spike?"

" I need you guys to have your stuff down here in fifteen minutes. I want to get the car packed ASAP."

" Okay, Spike. We'll have our stuff down." They walk up the stairs. Willow and Kennedy head towards their room while Spike heads in the other direction to his room. When he walks in, he sees Buffy lying on the bed. He walks over and sits on the edge, next to her. He kisses her forehead and entwines his fingers with hers.

" Hey." Buffy yawns.

" Hey. You taking a nap on me?"

" No, just resting my eyes. Is everything setup for us to leave?"

" Yes. Wes agreed to drive us. Everyone has ten minutes to get their stuff downstairs. So, what do you want to do for the next ten minutes?"

" Don't know. Where is Dawn's necklace?"

" In my laptop case." He moves to get it. "I put it in there so that I can give it to her when we get there. I can't wait to see her." He sits back down.

" I know, hunny." Buffy sits up and leans against his back, looking over his shoulder. "She misses you too. I'm sure she is excited that she is picking us up alone. How are we going to be sitting when she's driving?" he puts the laptop case on the bed.

" I don't know. All I know is that you are sitting with me." Spike grabs Buffy and moves her to his lap. "I don't even want to let you out of my sight. I dream so much that I always have the fear that I will wake up and this has never happened. I can't imagine losing you again."

" I know, hunny. We have to try to keep each other from losing the other." She kisses him. "Now, lets take our stuff downstairs."

" Sure, baby." They gather all the stuff that is packed and take it downstairs. The others have already brought their stuffy down. They out the stuff dawn as Wes comes over to them.

" Spike, the car is out front. I'll help you load it."

" That's okay, Wes. Spike and I can handle it."

" Are you sure? I can always help."

" We're fine, Wes. Why don't you go hangout with Ally? I'm sure she will have some questions for you to answer."

" Okay." Wes leaves them. Spike gathers most of the luggage and Buffy grabs the rest and they go outside. Everything is placed on the sidewalk, then Buffy opens the trunk.

" We should probably put the weapons inside."

" Yeah. Lets just put them on the sidewalk, then take them inside after we load the car."

" Okay." They load the car quickly, then take the weapons inside. They have ten minutes left before they leave so they say their goodbyes, then wait in the car.

Willow, Kennedy, and Ally are saying goodbye to everyone. Willow goes up to Cordy.

" Cordy, did you and Angel... um... sleep together yet?"

" What do you mean?"

" I mean, did you and Angel have sex yet? I need to know because of his soul."

" Yeah, we did, Willow. The night when we watched the movies is when it happened. And I thought my previous boyfriends were amazing! And did I just say that out aloud?!"

" Yeah, you did, but I won't hold it against you. Here is my cell." Willow hands her a slip of paper with the number on it. " If anything happens call me, okay?"

" Okay, Willow. Have a safe trip back and tell Xander and Giles I said hi."

" Okay, Cordy." Willow hugs Cordy, then goes out to the car. Everyone is already in the car. Buffy, Spike and Ally are in the back, while Wes and Kennedy are in the front. Willow climbs in next to Kennedy.

" Lets go, Wes. We want to get there soon."

" Sure, Buffy." Wes drives off. They get to the airport in forty minutes.

" Willow, you got the tickets?"

" I have to go to the desk to get them."

" Willow, you do that while we get everything unloaded. Spike go with her just in case."

" Okay, hunny. Lets go, Will. The sooner we get the tickets the sooner we get to see Giles and Xander's reaction to me being alive and human." They head to the flight desk.

" That's is going to be great. Xander can't call you Deadboy jr. anymore, so we get to find out his new name for you.'

" Gee, and I was happy to be going. Now I'm not so sure. Hey I can still use all his old names." They got in line.

" Yeah, you can, Spike. See there is a bright side. And remember, Giles is going to want to write this down."

" Well, just as along as I am not away from Buffy long. I really love her. Did she tell you she said she loves me before the town was destroyed?"

" No, she didn't. How do you fell about that?"

" I was happy when I died. I knew she would have a hard time dealing, so I told her she didn't mean it but thanked her for saying it. I knew she really did, but every male in her life except Giles and Xander had left her. That is almost every man that she loved and I didn't want her to feel like I left her. She knew not everyone was going to make it. She just thought that I would be alive after the battle. I never wanted to hurt her and I still did. Whether it was physical or emotional, I hurt her so many times. I really, really don't want to lose her."

" Spike, listen to me. I've been Buffy's best friend for seven years. I can honestly tell you that she has always loved you. Remember when she had that date with Robin?" Spike indicates with a nod of his head. "I told her that it was good to see her going on a date with the intention that she needed a break from being the Slayer. You know what she said before I told her it was intended on the break? She said, word for word, ' why does everyone think I am still in love with Spike'. There was also the times she would be asked why she was trying to save you from the first. She would always stumble, then say it was complicated. I've seen the way she acted when she was in love with Angel. She acts the same way with you, but more intimate, more intense. With you, Buffy has been the happiest that I have ever seen her. She is herself with you. She was always the Slayer, but more importantly she was Buffy when she was with you. I am happy that you came back and are in Buffy's life. If she did ever move on, if you didn't come back, she would probably end up with someone like Riley. I know we both don't want that. I'm sure that you two will be together for a long time and will be very happy in the time you have together."

" Thanks, Willow." They reach the counter. Willow talks to the attendant.

" Hi. I have five tickets for a flight to Cleveland."

" Yes, ma'am. What are the names?"

" They're under Willow Rosenberg." The attendant types it into the computer.

" That's five coach tickets on a non-stop flight to Cleveland. Can I have the other four names?"

" Kennedy Miller, Ally Baker, Buffy Summers, and Spike..." She turns to Spike.

" Taylor. T.A.Y.L.O.R. How much would it be to upgrade them to first class?"

" That would be five hundred all together, sir." Willow looks at Spike.

" Spike, you don't have to do that." He pulls out his wallet.

" It's alright, Willow. I want to upgrade them. I have more than enough money." He hands the attendant the money. She types in the upgrade. The attendant hands Willow the tickets. They head back to the others.

" Well, Spike. When did you come into all this money?"

" I've always had it. Just never used it. Remember I was a vampire. I had to keep my evil rep." They walk up to the others. Spike kisses Buffy.

" Okay, so I got the tickets." Willow hands them out. Buffy looks at hers and sees that it's a first class ticket.

" Willow, why is it first class? You know we can't afford it."

" I didn't put them as first class. That was your fiancé. He upgraded them." Buffy turns to Spike.

" Why did you do that, Spike?"

" Just thought it would be nice. Last time I was on a plane I was in where they store the luggage. Thought we could travel in style this time."

" You are so sweet, Spike." She hugs and kisses him. She turns around and leans her back on him. He wraps his arms around her waist and hooks his chin over her shoulder. "Well, I guess this is goodbye, Wes. We'll see you in August. Take care of yourself."

" Will do, Buffy. Spike, make sure you take care of yourself and your new family."

" It isn't really new, but I will."

" Well, all of you have a safe trip."

" Thanks, Wes. See you soon." Wes gets in the car and drives away. They all grab their stuff and take it to baggage check in. Everything but Spike's laptop, a bag of Willow's and the bag with the cd players in it were checked in. they head to the gate, get on the plane and take off. Buffy and Spike sit next to each other and Willow, Kennedy, and Ally sit together across the aisle. Buffy pulls out her cd player, while Spike works on his laptop. The tray is position so that Spike comfortably and Buffy can lie in his lap. Buffy has fallen asleep with Spike unconsciously stroking her hair. Spike decides to make her a mix cd. He recorded a message last night for the cd. He clicks on it and listens to it. The songs he is putting on the cd are, in order:

For You

The Calling

Fire

Ghost Of The Robot

Girl All The Bad Guys Want

Bowling For Soup

Amazed

Lonestar

Vampires In Love

Marvelous 3

Ghost Of You

BBMac

I'd Do Anything

Simple Plan

I Do (Cherish You)

98 Degrees

Just What I Need

Rufus King

Everywhere

Michelle Branch

Everything I Do

Bryan Adams

I Surrender

Celine Dion

Miss You More

BBMac

Angel

Ghost Of The Robot

Addicted

Simple Plan

Why Can't I

Liz Fhair

Hold My Heart

Michelle Branch

Unstoppable

The Calling

More Than Words

BBMac

Naked

Avril Lavinge

Spike puts them in that order with his message first and burns the cd. He takes out a marker and labels the cd 'Buffy's cd'. He puts it in her cd player, that way when she wakes up she will hear it right away. Spike puts his laptop away and takes out his cd player. He listens to the Linkin Park cd. Twenty minutes later Buffy wakes up. She looks at Spike and sees him listening to music with his eyes closed. His head bobs to the beat. Buffy shifts and lies back down. Spike tightens his arms around her. Buffy presses the play button on her cd player, expecting to hear The Calling, instead she hears Spike's message.

" Buffy, I love you so much that there aren't enough words to describe what I feel when I'm with you. I hope theses songs can say it better that I can. Never doubt my love. Spike."

The first song starts playing. Buffy leans closer to him and listens to the whole cd.

Chapter Ten

When it is over she sits up and turns to look at Spike. His eyes are closed and he looks peaceful. Buffy lightly kisses him. Spike's eyes fly open and he kisses her back. The kiss deepens. Buffy ends the kiss and stares into his eyes.

" Thank you, Spike. No one has ever done something like that for me. It was really sweet."

" Well, I really love you and I don't think these three words are enough to express how I feel about you. I hope that these songs can give you some idea of how I feel."

" Well, I didn't really need the cd to tell me that. I already knew how much you love me just by looking into your eyes. Even before the soul, you've always had love in your eyes when you would look at me. The only times I would see it was when you would look at Dawn or me. I even saw it when you would look at mom. I never figured out why you eyes did that."

" It is because the Summers women always held a place in my heart. Ever since the truce we made I've always felt a twinge to come back to Sunnydale. I've never doubted my love for you, but I always knew you wound never love me back. Like I told Soldierboy ' a fellow's got to try.' When you were using me I thought that was your way of showing me love. I didn't see your love until you saved me from the First. Then you showed it all the time but hid it well. You let it show when you named me your champion. Of course you slipped in that little ' Faith still has my room'."

" I remember. You said something about your pride. Well, that night you had a prophetic dream. I didn't know vampires could have them."

" Nether did I and I just realized your right. Technically I did drown in footwear. Our lives are just weird."

" That's what we get for living on the Hellmouth for so long. Life just gets weird. Especially for a Slayer and a former vampire."

" Buffy? How are we going to do this in Cleveland?"

" What do you mean, sweetie?"

" I mean, are we going to share a room or is it going to be setup differently?"

" Spike, we will be in the same room. It's just that we have to cool it on the lovemaking. With over a hundred girls, it's kind of crowded. Especially since they are all coming back this week."

" Okay, but we at least need to be alone one day a week. We really need to get our own house."

" Hopefully, we will, eventually. But right now we need to work on finding all the Slayers."

" I know. Hey, how is the line going to continue? I mean, are the potentials born after Willow's spell going to stay potentials until they are called?"

" I don't know. We can ask Willow later. What time is it?"

" Its 3:00. We should be landing anytime now. I already had Kennedy use the air phone to call dawn. We told her to be there at 3"oo and wait from there. So we should be able to get the luggage and leave quickly. We also told her to tell Xander and Giles that you want to talk to them, so they are staying at the house until we get there. Who do you think will have the worst reaction?"

" Xander!" They say in unison. Buffy giggles. Spike kisses her forehead.

" God, you're beautiful, Buffy. Especially, when you laugh."

" Thank you, baby." They kiss just as the pilot comes on the PA system and announced that they were landing. Spike gathers the cd players and they laptop and follows Buffy's lead off the plane. Dawn is waiting at the gate. When Spike gets in her vision, she runs and hugs him tightly.

" Hey, Nibblet." Her grip tightens.

" Spike! I'm so glad you're alive. How does it feel to be human?"

" Okay. Air, Nibblet." She lets go of Spike.

" Sorry, Spike." Buffy comes to stand next to him

" That's okay, Dawn. You're just excited."

" Of course I'm excited. You're alive, Spike. You've been like a brother to me and soon it will be permanent."

" Dawn, lets get the bags so we can get home. Spike and I have to talk to Giles." They head to the baggage claim.

" Okay, Buff. Its not like you're going to ask Giles to walk you down the aisle."

" Actually, we are. He is like a father to both us. And you know it, Dawn. Plus I've already talked to dad and he understands."

" Okay, so who are the bridesmaids and groomsmen?"

" Well, I was thinking Willow, Kennedy, Cordelia, Fred, Faith, and you." She turns to Spike. "Who are you going to pair with Faith? I was thinking about it on the plane and decided to add her."

" Well, there's Xander, who is best man, Gunn and Angel. I can always ask Robin to be one. Since faith and Robin are dating they can be paired up."

" Buffy, who is maid of honor?" Buffy turns to Dawn.

" Actually, there's two. You and Willow, but you will be with Xander. Will has Kennedy."

" Okay, Buffy." they reach the baggage claim. Spike gets all the bags off the platform and everyone grabs their own. They head to the car. After Spike has loaded the trunk, they all get in with Willow, Kennedy, and Ally in the back and Spike and Buffy join Dawn in the front. They head to the house. When they stop at a red light Spike pulls out the cd player.

" Dawn, Buffy and I got this cd player and a cd for you."

" Thanks, guys. And it's purple."

" We have something else for you, but we'll have to wait till we get ho0me to give it to you. We don't want to scare Spike with you driving, if you're too excited."

" Okay, Buffy. I can't wait." The rest of the ride was spent by Spike telling everyone how he became human. When they got to the house Spike saw how bug it was, rather how small it was. He keeps the comment to himself. They all grab their bags. Dawn ran into the house to see who was there. She ran back out and stopped in front of Buffy.

" Buffy, Giles and Xander are home. Giles is in his room, but Xander is in the living room."

" Okay, Dawnie. Spike are you ready to go inside?"

" Yeah, Buff. Ready as I'll ever be." Buffy can see that Spike is nervous, so she walks over to him and kisses him passionately. All the tension leaves his body. Buffy breaks the kiss. Willow, Kennedy and Ally already went inside.

" Better?"

" Yeah, hunny. Thank you." Buffy smiles at him.

" Welcome. Now lets go inside and get this over with. Okay?"

" Okay." Dawn steps in front of them.

" Wait, you told me you have another present for me."

" Dawnie!?" Buffy glares at her.

" Nibblet, you'll get it after we talk to Giles."

" Okay, Spike. I'll show Ally around." Dawn goes inside.

" Well, at least she hasn't changed much."

" No, not really. Are you ready to do this?"

" Yeah. I guess it is better to get it over with quickly. At least this time I have you by my side." She grabs his free hand and the walk inside. Xander walks by.

" Hey, Buffy. Hey, Spike... Spike?" Xander faints.

" Didn't think it would be that bad of a reaction."

" Spike! Lets try to wake him up." They put their bags down and kneel next to Xander. Buffy shakes his shoulder.

" Xander, wake up." Xander slowly opens his eyes. He focuses on Buffy.

" Buffy, am I seeing things or did Spike just walk into the house in broad daylight?"

" The second one. Spike is human."

" Are you serious?"

" Yeah, mate. Feel for yourself." Spike lets Xander move his fingers to his jugular.

" How... how did this happen?"

" Long story, Xand. There is something else. Spike and I are engaged." Xander's mouth drops.

" Are you kidding me?"

" No, Xander. This is for real."

" Okay. Well, all I have to say is congrats."

" Now you're kidding us?"

" No, Buff. You are like a sister to me. What I have seen Spike do for you over the years has really changed my opinion of him. Granted it took him getting a soul and going insane, but my opinion changed nonetheless. If I had to choose someone for you to marry there is no doubt in my mind that now I would choose Spike. You are very lucky, Spike. Not many people find love and you did it when you were a demon. You've also shown more love for Buffy and Dawn than any of her previous boyfriends."

" Thanks, mate. I have a favor to ask you."

" What is it, Spike?"

" Will you be my best man?"

" I'd be honored." Spike pats him on the back.

" Now that you know Spike is alive we need to talk to Giles."

" Okay, Buffy. You should have him walk you down the aisle."

" We are." Buffy and Spike walk up the stairs. Buffy leads Spike to Giles's room. Buffy knocks on the door. After a minute Giles opens the door.

" Buffy, welcome back." He looks at Spike. "Spike, you're alive."

" Giles, may we come in? Spike and I need to talk to you."

" Sure, Buffy. Come on in." They follow Giles inside. Buffy and Spike sit on a small loveseat while Giles sits in a chair. "What can I help you with, Buffy?"

" We have some news to tell you and want to ask you something."

" Go right ahead, Buffy." Buffy squeezes Spike's hand for support. He squeezes back lending his strength to her.

" Giles, you've been my Watcher, my mentor, and my friend. I know I do some things against your judgment, but that is all part of growing up. As you can see Spike is human." Giles looks at him, just acquiring the fact that Spike is sitting in direct sunlight. Giles looks back to Buffy. "A few things have happen while I was in L.A. this week. What I am trying to say is Spike and I are engaged."

" Well, that is... that is happy news. Congratulations. I'm glad that you finally admit your feelings for Spike. I think you two will be very happy together."

" Thanks, Giles. Now for the hard part. Like I said you've been my Watcher, my mentor, and my friend. You've also been a dad to me and Dawn. It's my greatest wish that you be the one to walk me down the aisle. So will you do me the honor of walking me to my future?"

" Buffy, I am speechless. I will be honored to walk you down the aisle. I am honored that you think of me as a dad."

" Well, I guess that's it for now. I'll see you later." Buffy and Spike get up and leave Giles in his room. They go back downstairs and grab their bags. Buffy leads Spike to her room. She places her bags on the bed.

" This is a nice room, baby." She turns to Spike.

" I know, Spike. Its your room too, now."

" I know. Its just that I am to being in your room truly invited." Buffy walks over to him.

" Spike, baby. Look at me." She lifts his head to meet his eyes. "I was always afraid to say it out loud, but you've always been invited. You know that I love you. I never want to hear or see you doubt it." She kisses him softly. "Now let's unpack. I'm sure Dawn is wondering where her present is." Fifteen minutes later they walk into the living room to find that Faith and Robin are home. Spike has his laptop bag over his shoulder as he walks in behind Buffy.

" Hey, B. Spike! I thought you died."

" I did, just the Powers decided to make me human."

" Well, at least now Buffy can be back to her old self again."

" Faith! How do you know about that?"

" Oh, come on, B. I see it in the way you act. You've been miserable ever since he died."

" I know. I told him already. By the way we are engaged."

" Congratulations, Buffy."

" Way to go, B."

" Thanks, guys." Buffy looks for Dawn, then to Spike.

" Dawn! Come here." Dawn walks in from the kitchen with Ally and Erika behind her.

" What is it, Spike?"

" Sit." Dawn sits on the couch next to him. Spike pulls out the box with Dawn's necklace in it and gives it to her. " This is for you." Dawn opens the box and pulls out the locket.

" It's beautiful, guys."

" Open it, Dawnie." Dawn opens the locket and reads the inscription out loud.

" 'You are always in our hearts. Love, Buffy and Spike.' Thanks, you guys." Spike takes the locket from her and clasps it around her neck. He sits back and puts his arm around Buffy's shoulders.

" Now that everyone knows we are engaged. I want to take Buffy, Dawn, Faith, Willow, Kennedy, Robin, Xander, and Giles to dinner."

" Spike, you don't have to do that."

" I want to. It'll be to celebrate. Since its four-fifteen now, we'll leave at about five."

" Okay. Well, I guess we all should get ready."

" Okay, Buffy. Xander, can I see you for a minute?"

" Sure." Everyone leaves, but Xander and Spike.

" Xander, I need to ask you a favor. Since I don't know my way around Cleveland, what is a fancy restaurant around here?'

" Well, since this is to celebrate your engagement, I would try Le Chardiar. It's a nice French restaurant."

" Thanks, Xander. Do you have the number?"

" Yeah, hold on." Xander walks over to the desk and moves things around. He grabs a small piece of paper and hands it to Spike.

" Thanks, Xander. Tell Giles to get ready, but don't let anyone know where we're going. Also, can you tell everyone to dress nice?"

" Sure, Spike." Xander turns and walks upstairs. Spike picks up the phone and calls the restaurant. The host answers the phone.

" Le Chardiar, John speaking."

" Can I make a five-thirty reservation for nine?"

" Yes. Can I have the last name of your party, sir?"

" Summers."

" Thank you. You're all set for tonight."

" Thank you." Spike hangs up the phone and walks upstairs to his and Buffy's room. When he opens the door he sees Buffy in a light blue cami and matching panties.

" Hi, hunny."

" Hi, Spike. So, where are you taking us?"

" It's a surprise, Buffy. The only requirement is you have to wear something nice."

" Well, then you have to help me pick it out." She smiles at him. Spike smiles back, then goes to look through the closet. He picks out a dark green, low-cut dress.

" How about this one, Buffy?" She looks at the dress.

" Why that one?" she likes the dress he picked, but she wants to torture him a little.

" Because it would look beautiful on you."

" Oh, so you're saying that I wear stuff that makes me look ugly?" she turns her back to him to make it look like she is pouting. She is using all of her self-control to keep herself from laughing. Spike stands behind her.

" Now you know that's not what I mean." He wraps his arms around her waist.

" You look beautiful in anything." He brings his mouth close to her ear. "Or nothing at all."

" Spike!" she turns to face him. He stares at her with a smirk on his face.

" Well, its true."

" I know, but can't you wait till tonight?"

" That's another thing I want to talk to you about. How are the sleeping arrangements set up?"

" What do you mean, Spike."

" I mean, do we share a room with the Chosen Ones?"

" Chosen Ones? Spike, hunny. No, we don't share a room. We might have to soon. Why do you want to know?"

" Well, I needed to know if I had to get a hotel room tonight or not."

" Why?"

" Because I'm going to worship you tonight. Now get dress before we are late for our reservations." He smirks at her, then turns toward the closet. He pulls out a pair of black slacks and a black dress-shirt. He goes to the dresser and grabs a pair of silk boxers. "I'm going to take a quick shower. Please be dress when I get out."

" Okay, Spike, but we have a private bathroom, and it's that way." She points to a door on the other side of the bed. Spike smiles at her, then walks into the bathroom. He places his clothes on the toilet and turns on the shower. He hops in and ten minutes later he steps out and gets dress. He walks back into the bedroom to find Buffy at the vanity putting on her make-up.

" You look exquisite, baby."

" Thanks, hunny. Its four-fifty. We should hurry up and get downstairs. We need to figure out how we are doing the driving arrangements." She gets up and walks over to him.

" Okay, sweetie. You go ahead and go downstairs. I'll be down in a few minutes."

" Okay, hunny." Buffy leave the room and goes downstairs. Spike grabs a nice jacket out of the closet and puts it on. He grabs Buffy's locket out of the laptop bag and slips it into his pocket, then meets Buffy downstairs. Everyone who is going to the restaurant in waiting in the living room.

" Okay, Xander has to drive the first car because he knows where we are going. I'll be driving the second car behind him with Buffy. That means you have to figure out who's going in which car." After five minutes of debating, Xander, Willow, Kennedy, Giles, and Dawn get into one car as Buffy, Spike, Faith, and Robin get into the second car. They head to the restaurant.

" So, B, have you picked a date yet?"

" Come on, Faith, they've only been engaged a few days."

" Actually, we've picked August 20th. It is also a night ceremony."

" B, that's in about two months!"

" We know, Faith. That's why we picked it. We're just going to have family and the girls there. We also want you and Robin to be in the wedding party."

" You, serious, B? I'd have to say yeah, we'll be in it."

" Thanks, Faith. We really need to work on it. I just wish mom was here to see me."

" Buffy, luv, like I said the other day, your mom is watching over us. She is here in spirit, just like Tara. I'm sure we would have their blessings if they were here right now. You should take it as a good sign that we have Angel's blessing."

" Wait, did I hear that right. You two have Angel's blessing?"

" Yeah, Faith. Angel is also going to be a groomsmen. Oh yeah, Cordy woke up from a coma."

" Cordy was in a coma?"

" Yeah, it happened after you and Willow left."

" See, we miss stuff when we stop apocalypses."

" It's okay, Faith. That's what phones are for. Anyway we should have everyone up to speed soon." They arrive at the restaurant.

" We're here."

Chapter Eleven

Buffy looks up to see which restaurant it is.

" Oh my god, Spike. You do know that this is an expansive restaurant, right?"

" Yeah, and I thought it would be nice to celebrate in style." Buffy kisses him passionately, but quickly and gets out of the car. She walks up to stand next to Dawn and Willow. Buffy turns to Willow.

" Will, can you believe Spike is doing this?"

" Aren't you worried that he will use up all his money?"

" Not really, according to his bank statements and his computer program, he has a couple million in different accounts around the world. I made him promise that if we have kids that he will stop."

" You mean I'm going to have a millionaire brother? That's going to be so cool."

" Hey, before you start envisioning stuff and drooling, I don't want you asking him for money unless you really need it. And I mean only for food." Spike walks up and wraps his arms around her waist and rests his chin on her shoulder.

" What are you lovely ladies talking about?"

" You, hunny. Just how sweet it is that you are doing this."

" Oh, I am flattered that you would male me the topic of your discussion. Now, if I'm not mistaken, we have reservations." They all enter the restaurant. Spike walked up to the host and said that they had a reservation. They are showed to their table. They sit and order their dinner.

" Boys, we are going to go freshen up. Will you guys be alright for a few minutes?"

" Yeah, luv. Just hurry back so that we can really celebrate."

" Okay, Spike." The women leave to go to the restroom.

" So, Spike. Do we need to give you the 'hurt her and you'll be sorry' speech?"

" No, Xander. I just have a few questions to ask you guys."

" Shoot."

" Okay. I want to know where I can buy some land?"

" How much land do you want to buy?"

" About a hundred acres. Since we are at a new Hellmouth I figure we will be here awhile and the three of us know that the house is not going to be able to hold more that a few more new Slayers. I want the land to build a five bedroom house for Buffy, Dawn and I and about a two hundred room house for you guys and the new Slayers."

" But, Spike, that going to cost a lot of money."

" Don't worry, Giles, I have more than enough. I want Buffy and I to have our own house, but also for her to be close to the new Slayers. The houses will be connected by a long hallway, but only Buffy, Dawn and I will be in the small house. I figure two hundred rooms will be enough. One hundred ninety-five for the girls and the other five for you guys and Willow and Kennedy. I want it to be a wedding present for Buffy. The rest of the big house will be designed with your help. Giles and Robin, I especially want your opinions. As for Xander, not being mean, you can help a little, but over all I will decide. You guys can't let anyone know"

" We won't, Spike. We will help, but we should get started tomorrow."

" Okay. Now lets talk about something else so that the ladies don't get suspicious."

Meanwhile in the restroom Buffy is talking to the others about Spike.

" Something is up."

" Buffy, what do you mean?"

" I mean Spike has something planned. He takes us out to one of the most expansive restaurants in Cleveland. He wanted to know the sleeping arrangements. He is definitely up to something."

" Buffy, he is just being a regular boyfriend. Don't worry about it. If he pulls something its because he loves you."

" Yeah, B. you guys are getting married. He will try to pull things. Spike would want to surprise you. Its in their nature as guys."

" Thanks, Faith. I know I am a little paranoid, but it is an feeling in my gut that is telling me he is up to something."

" Buffy, don't get yourself worked up on this. If I've learned anything from being your sister, it is that life is too short to worry about everything. Your job is to guard the Hellmouth. Since Willow's spell you've been given a choice to live a normal life. You chose that and chose to teach the mew girls. Just let Spike surprise you once in a while."

" Okay, Dawnie. When did you turn into mom?"

" When the battle started." They all giggle at that.

" I think it would be wise if we return to the boys. We don't want them to kill each other." They leave the restroom and return to the table. To their surprise the men where having a polite conversation. Buffy kisses Spike as she sits down and faith kisses Robin.

" So, I see you guys didn't kill my fiancé. I take it as a good sign."

" Well, luv, they wouldn't want to cause you pain so the let me live."

" Good, cause I would beat them if they harm you." The waiter comes over with their dinners.

" Ah, here comes our dinner." They all eat and discuss what is new in their lives. They finish and order dessert. Buffy turns and talks to Willow. Spike takes the locket out of his pocket and places it in front of her. When she turns back she sees the box.

" What's this?"

" Open it and find out." She opens the box and pulls out the locket. She looks at the diamond, then opens it. She reads the inscription to herself. She turns and kisses Spike.

" Thank you, hunny."

" You're welcome, Buffy." He kisses her.

" Buffy, what's it say?"

" It says, 'You own my heart and so much more. Love always, Spike.' Help me put it on?" Spike takes the locket and clasps it around her neck.

" That's so sweet."

" Thanks, Red." They eat dessert, then leave. They all head back to the house. When they get there, Buffy and Spike head to their room. Buffy undresses and slips into one of Spike's t-shirts. Spike takes off his shirt and sits in the edge if the bed. Buffy drapes her arms over his shoulders.

" Sweetie, what's wrong?"

" Nothing, just thinking. Do you really want kids?"

" Someday I do. Why?"

" Well, I was thinking about the past week. We kind of didn't use any protection."

" Oh. I'm sorry." Buffy starts to cry.

" Buffy, don't cry. That's not what I meant. I meant that if we don't use any protection we could have a child anytime and I am not sure when exactly you would want one." Buffy wipes her eyes.

" I'm sorry, Spike. I don't know when I want to have a child. I guess when it happens it happens. I just want us to be happy. When do you want a child?"

" I don't care when, just as long as it's yours and mine. You are who I fell in love with and plan to spend the rest of my life with."

" And I, you. Spike?"

" Yeah, sweetheart?"

" Why did you say 'No you don't,' when I first said I love you?"

" Because I wanted you to be able to move on. I knew that I was not going to makes and that you love me. Part of the reason I did it was because I love you, so I couldn't let you feel guilty for my death. I wanted you to finally have a 'normal life.'"

" But my life will never be normal. For me normal is fighting evil and loving a vampire turned human. Since I fell in love with you I started to accept that what I thought was normal just wasn't normal for me."

" Anyway you're extraordinary for me and I love you Buffy Anne Summers."

" I love you too, William Taylor. What is your real middle name?"

" It is Brian. William Brian Taylor. Soon to be William Brian Summers."

" Well I love you, William Brian Taylor."

" I hope you do. It would be bad if we got married and didn't love each other."

" Hey, play nice."

" I never play nice." He grabs her arms and pulls her into his lap. "And that's what you love about me."

" One of many things." She kisses him. He tickles her side. She giggles as she breaks the kiss. "Stop It."

" Make me."

" Déjà vu."

" Huh?"

" The day after we first slept together I told you to stop it cause I wanted to go but you wouldn't let me and said make me. So déjà vu."

" Ah. Now I remember. That was the day I let my mouth run. Kind of funny now." Buffy giggles. "I love when you giggle and laugh. Haven't seen you laughing or being truly happy in a while."

" Now I have a good reason to be. Just like you do." She rests her head on his chest while he wraps his arms around her. " Promise you won't leave me again."

" Buffy, I promise that if it is in my power I will not leave you. I promise that I will protect you and our children in any and every way I can. You are to be my wife. To me that is one of the greatest honors you could bestow on me. That and letting me be the father of your children, while accepting my love."

" Spike, you are going to be my husband and I can't ask for more. You're all I want and need. If I was asked to choose between the life I have or a normal life without you I would say they can shove that normal life up their arses."

" Arses? You've been hanging around me too long."

" Yeah, but I wouldn't trade it for any thing. Our children will be lucky to have you as a father."

" And you as a mother. Never doubt yourself. I can't think of any one better to bare children."

" Thank you, hunny."

" You're welcome, sweetheart. Now lets get to bed."

" I thought you were going to worship me?" Buffy gives him a mischievous smile. Spike turns and drops her on the bed, covering her body with his.

" Who said anything about sleeping?" Before she can answer him, Spike crushes his lips to hers. He slowly takes off the t-shirt she is wearing. Spike takes thirty minutes to kiss every inch of her body. He moves back to her mound and flicks her clit with his tongues. He moves down to her folds and inserts his tongue and sucks her juices. Buffy's hands curl into his hair. Buffy feels her muscles clench.

" Spike... I need... inside... now." Spike moves back up her body.

" Anything for you, baby." Spike gently enters Buffy. On the first thrust she comes biting her lip to keep from screaming out. As Spike moves inside her, the fire rebuilds. A few minutes later they both come with the whisper of each other's name. Three hours later they collapse, exhausted. Spike spoons against Buffy's back.

" I love you, Spike."

" I love you too, Buffy. Now get some rest." They both fall asleep in a matter of minutes.