Chapter 5: My Feelings
Sakura went back to Syaoran as soon as she finished cleaning up. Sakura walked up heading Syaoran's place and stopped halfway and asked, "Feel much better than before?" Sakura asked. "Yeah." he replied.
Syaoran suddenly stood up and went to face Sakura. "-'Coz I've got you taking care of me" He whispered under his breath.
Suddenly Syaoran felt weak, the world around him started spinning around, he felt his legs give in. Then it hit him, he fell on to the floor completely fainted. "Syaoran! God! He fainted!" Sakura said shocked.
She carried Syaoran and laid him on to the futon. She pulled the blankets up to him and sat down at the couch beside it. She took a glance at the clock on the table. '10: 48.' She thought. She stood up and turned off all the lights in the house but left the lamp that was placed beside the clocked open. 'I think I should sleep on the couch. Something wrong might happen to Syaoran during the night.' She thought and lay down on the couch.
~~~12: 15pm~~~
"Damn! Can't sleep!" Sakura cursed as she sat up. She took a quick look at Syaoran. 'He's kind of cute while he's sleeping' she smiled at that thought. "Geez. It's getting cold." She mumbled and lay down again at the couch. Syaoran, over hearing what Sakura said, Stood up and lay down beside Sakura on the couch. He wrapped his arms around Sakura's waist. "SYAORAN!" Sakura exclaimed, shocked by his action.
"I thought you were cold. So I'm warming you up." He said trying to relax to the feeling. 'What do you think you're doing Syaoran!?' Shouted a voice in his mind. He could feel Sakura not able to relax. "Sakura. Just relax."
As he said those words, Sakura tried to relax and begin to enjoy the warmness she is feeling. "Thank you." She mumbled. 'I can't believe Syaoran doing this to me' She blushed at the thought of Syaoran's name 'damn! Why am I like this? I love Eriol right? Syaoran is just a friend'
Sakura tried to free herself from Syaoran. She stood up and face Syaoran who was about to stand up. "I'm heading to my room ok?" She said. When she was about to turn around and go, Syaoran quickly grabbed Sakura by the wrist and pulled her to him, embracing her "Don't go. Please" Syaoran begged as he tightened his hold to Sakura.
"You left me alone awhile ago. You left me at the park looking stupid as I wait for you. For me this day was very important but you didn't show up." He felt Sakura trying to free herself. "You know why that was important?" As he asked this to Sakura, He felt her stop struggling. And waited for his answer. "My feelings. I love you Sakura! That's why! I wanted to tell you how I feel for you." He let go Sakura as he said his words.
"Oh my god" Sakura said in a low shocked voice, hands covering her mouth. "Syaoran." She bowed her head and cried. "Sorry but." "I know. you love Eriol. And he's not me. I'm just a friend of yours right? It's ok. I understand" She heard him say it coldly, so cold. She looked at hi eyes and read pain, sadness, emptiness.
"I'm really sorry. But I just can't love you." She ran upstairs to her room and stayed there for the night.
~~~Next morning~~~
"Ohayo!" Sakura greeted as she went down stairs. "Where's Syaoran?" She asked looking around the house. "Did he leave last night?" She asked and found a note pinned at the door.
Sakura,
Thank you for taking care of me last night. I forgot to mention that I'll be leaving for Hong Kong today. Sorry if I just suddenly left. Any way I might be back after 6 months.
Anyway thanks for the help you've given me. Take care of yourself
Syaoran Li
"He left." was all Sakura could manage to say.
A/N: Sorry for this ugly chapter.
I can't concentrate so forgive me if the words are mixed up or there are wrong things and not so clear parts.
Pls review. Tnx.
Sakura went back to Syaoran as soon as she finished cleaning up. Sakura walked up heading Syaoran's place and stopped halfway and asked, "Feel much better than before?" Sakura asked. "Yeah." he replied.
Syaoran suddenly stood up and went to face Sakura. "-'Coz I've got you taking care of me" He whispered under his breath.
Suddenly Syaoran felt weak, the world around him started spinning around, he felt his legs give in. Then it hit him, he fell on to the floor completely fainted. "Syaoran! God! He fainted!" Sakura said shocked.
She carried Syaoran and laid him on to the futon. She pulled the blankets up to him and sat down at the couch beside it. She took a glance at the clock on the table. '10: 48.' She thought. She stood up and turned off all the lights in the house but left the lamp that was placed beside the clocked open. 'I think I should sleep on the couch. Something wrong might happen to Syaoran during the night.' She thought and lay down on the couch.
~~~12: 15pm~~~
"Damn! Can't sleep!" Sakura cursed as she sat up. She took a quick look at Syaoran. 'He's kind of cute while he's sleeping' she smiled at that thought. "Geez. It's getting cold." She mumbled and lay down again at the couch. Syaoran, over hearing what Sakura said, Stood up and lay down beside Sakura on the couch. He wrapped his arms around Sakura's waist. "SYAORAN!" Sakura exclaimed, shocked by his action.
"I thought you were cold. So I'm warming you up." He said trying to relax to the feeling. 'What do you think you're doing Syaoran!?' Shouted a voice in his mind. He could feel Sakura not able to relax. "Sakura. Just relax."
As he said those words, Sakura tried to relax and begin to enjoy the warmness she is feeling. "Thank you." She mumbled. 'I can't believe Syaoran doing this to me' She blushed at the thought of Syaoran's name 'damn! Why am I like this? I love Eriol right? Syaoran is just a friend'
Sakura tried to free herself from Syaoran. She stood up and face Syaoran who was about to stand up. "I'm heading to my room ok?" She said. When she was about to turn around and go, Syaoran quickly grabbed Sakura by the wrist and pulled her to him, embracing her "Don't go. Please" Syaoran begged as he tightened his hold to Sakura.
"You left me alone awhile ago. You left me at the park looking stupid as I wait for you. For me this day was very important but you didn't show up." He felt Sakura trying to free herself. "You know why that was important?" As he asked this to Sakura, He felt her stop struggling. And waited for his answer. "My feelings. I love you Sakura! That's why! I wanted to tell you how I feel for you." He let go Sakura as he said his words.
"Oh my god" Sakura said in a low shocked voice, hands covering her mouth. "Syaoran." She bowed her head and cried. "Sorry but." "I know. you love Eriol. And he's not me. I'm just a friend of yours right? It's ok. I understand" She heard him say it coldly, so cold. She looked at hi eyes and read pain, sadness, emptiness.
"I'm really sorry. But I just can't love you." She ran upstairs to her room and stayed there for the night.
~~~Next morning~~~
"Ohayo!" Sakura greeted as she went down stairs. "Where's Syaoran?" She asked looking around the house. "Did he leave last night?" She asked and found a note pinned at the door.
Sakura,
Thank you for taking care of me last night. I forgot to mention that I'll be leaving for Hong Kong today. Sorry if I just suddenly left. Any way I might be back after 6 months.
Anyway thanks for the help you've given me. Take care of yourself
Syaoran Li
"He left." was all Sakura could manage to say.
A/N: Sorry for this ugly chapter.
I can't concentrate so forgive me if the words are mixed up or there are wrong things and not so clear parts.
Pls review. Tnx.