Title: Triangle of Three
Rating: R
Authors Notes: Well here is chapter 8 earlier than I promised but there is a reason behind doing so, I' am going on holiday this Saturday coming and I will be away from the computer for a whole week and I wont get chance to post up any more chapters.
Also within this fic is a mention of abortion, although I do not believe in abortion some people who read this may be thinking of doing so, so I took the liberty to give you all a web address on check it out if you wish to.
Reviewers: oracale: I'm glad you like it.
Insanechildfanfic: Glad you're liking it and the other twos reactions are in this chapter so get reading to find out.
Hakkai - Gojyo - Goku - Sanzo: What do you mean only Harry? I just love doing things to Harry that cannon won't even think of doing. I'm glad you're enjoying this fic keep reviewing.
corinnetkn24: I'm updating as fast as humanly possible.
Chapter 8
Sirius fell into the chair numbly whilst Remus sank onto the opposite bed also in shock, Dumbledore merely stood there with a twinkle in his eyes.
"How is that possible?" asked Remus in a whisper.
"Its not possible in muggle men, Remus," explained Poppy re-gaining her composure, "And it is very rare in the wizarding world, but it is only possible if the man is in a relationship with another man or men in Harry's case,"
Putting his head in his hands Sirius moaned, "Oh Merlin what is he going to think?"
"Well I hope he'll be very happy," answered Poppy.
Before anyone could think or say anything else there was a small moan from the other bed, Harry was waking up. Both Sirius and Remus were at his side in seconds.
Opening his eyes Harry asked, "What happened?"
"You passed out when we were visiting Albus," answered Remus, "how do you feel now?"
"Fine surprisingly," replied Harry, hoisting himself up, "I take it that Madam Pomfrey figured out what was wrong?"
Coming in to view Poppy answered, "Harry I have indeed found out something,"
"What is it?" questioned Harry anxiously.
"Harry... well... you see... your pregnant," explained Poppy.
"This is a joke right?" asked Harry suddenly feeling very vulnerable.
"No Harry it isn't a joke," answered Poppy.
"You could be wrong though couldn't you?" asked Harry.
The whole hospital wing lapsed into silence; Harry had suddenly placed a hand on his stomach whilst Remus and Sirius sat besides him. After a couple of minute the three of them didn't hear Poppy and Albus leave.
"I didn't think it was possible for men to get pregnant?" asked Harry quietly.
"Only really powerful wizards can," answered Sirius
A smile suddenly appeared on Harry's face as he replied, "We've got a family our own family!"
Both Sirius and Remus hugged Harry, who was smiling with tears tearing up his eyes. What made it even more real to Harry was when two hands landed on top of his which were situated on his stomach.
"Why didn't you tell us you were being ill in the mornings?" asked Sirius concerned.
Sighing Harry replied, "I didn't want you both to worry,"
"So instead you wait till you collapse then scare us half to death?" chuckled Remus but there was also concern traced in his voice.
Smiling tiredly Harry answered, "I didn't mean to, I was just not myself. After a while it was almost normal to me."
Just as Sirius was going to reply when the hospital wing doors re-opened and Poppy Pomfrey came back into the ward, this time smiling as she went over to Harry.
"Mr. Potter," began Poppy, "I will now check you over and then if I see fit I shall release you," explained Poppy.
"Okay," agreed Harry.
Sirius moved to the other side of the bed so Poppy could check Harry over. Poppy didn't protest at Sirius or Remus for staying knowing Harry would need their support.
The check up only last a couple of minutes before Poppy had finished she picked up on three main things whilst checking over Harry. One he needed rest as he was exhausted mentally and physically. Two he needed a good meal. Three the baby was fine.
"Well I can say three things right away," explained Poppy, "One you are to remain in bed for a week, two make sure you eat even if it is just a sandwich and thirdly the baby is fine and should be quiet healthy,"
Smiling gratefully Harry thanked her, "Thank you Madam Pomfrey,"
"One more thing Harry," replied Poppy,
"Hmm?"
"Call me Poppy, you aren't in school any more and I'm sure I will be seeing you again," answered Poppy, going back into her office.
"Come on, lets get you home," put in Sirius.
Nodding Harry stood up and swayed slightly as he regained hi balance. The three of them walked out the castle to the apparating point then apparated home.
"Come on you up to bed," instructed Sirius.
"Fine I'll rest," replied Harry, "But I don't want any special treatment or anything okay?"
"Harry we will treat you no different than normal unless you want us to," answered Remus.
"Fine but..." Harry stopped as a wave of queasiness hit him.
Bolting out the living room and into the bathroom Harry poured his entire stomach contents out. Unbeknown to him Sirius and Remus had followed him.
Finishing throwing up Harry commented, "I hate this,"
"We know Harry, let's get you settled in bed," replied Remus.
Agreeing Harry rinsed his mouth out, and then let him self be led in to their bedroom. Settling down in the bed Harry realized just how tired he actually was, today had been full of surprises.
Harry woke up for the first time in over a week not feeling ill yet, smiling contently he sat himself up and watched his two lovers sleep peacefully besides him.
I wonder who it is going to look like more, I hope it look like a mixture of the three of us, thought Harry happily, and it is going to be the best looking baby around especially with Sirius and Remus genes.
"What are you smiling at Harry?" asked Sirius groggily.
"Just thinking that with you two as its dads it will be the best looking baby around," answered Harry.
"What about you?" queried Remus, joining the conversation.
"I'm no that good looking," replied Harry quietly.
"Harry you can't keep putting yourself down," admonished Sirius, "You are gorges no matter what!"
"Thank you but I'm..." Harry stopped talking.
Bolting from the bed Harry ran into the bathroom and promptly threw up in the toilet, the sickness seemed to be a lot worse this morning the same as yesterday morning. Its just normal nothing to worry about, thought Harry as he rinsed his mouth out.
Walking back into the bedroom he found Remus and Sirius sharing quiet a passion filled kiss, laughing out loud caused them to break apart.
"Do you mind I was enjoying myself," commented Sirius mock-angrily.
Shrugging Harry replied, "Bo it was just funny I... " again he ran back to the toilet and threw up.
"Did he only just throw up once?" questioned Remus suspiciously
"Yes," answered Sirius.
"So he has got worse. I wish he would tell us when something happens," sighed Remus.
They didn't see Harry standing there with a hand resting across his stomach. They know this cant be good, thought Harry, I need to go see Poppy then they can't say that I haven't done anything about it.
Grabbing some clothes from the side Harry quickly got dressed and apparated straight into the Hogwarts castle one good point about being more powerful than Dumbledore was most anti-apparation point didn't apply to him
So he managed to give a shock Poppy when he just 'popped' in right next to her suddenly.
"Mr. Potter!" exclaimed Poppy in disbelief.
"Hi I need you..." but he stopped as he was sick again.
Poppy stepped back as Harry emptied his stomach once Harry had finished she cast a 'scroufy' charm and then helped Harry to sit down on one of the beds.
"Now what is wrong?" asked Poppy kindly.
"Morning sickness is getting worse and I don't know why but Sirius and Remus are worried about me," answered Harry in one breath.
"Fair enough, lay back and pull up your shirt," instructed Poppy.
Doing as he was told Harry pulled up his shirt that he had slipped on and let Poppy examine him. Again poppy cast a charm and pulled her wand over the young mans stomach but instead of there being one colour it was two.
"Harry you... well... your having twins," explained Poppy.
"What? No I can't be, I thought that only people who have had twins in their ancestor would be able to have twins," protested Harry.
Smiling kindly, "You don't, but what about Sirius or Remus, do you know if they have?" asked Poppy.
"Twins but I can only manage with one, I don't want twins," protested Harry quietly.
Poppy knew it was hard on someone as young as Harry to be told he would be having twins in the next eight months. But she had never thought that he wouldn't want twins.
Sighing Poppy explained, "Harry although you only want one child even in the wizarding world you can not just abort one child and keep the other. It is not possible to even attempt something like that could be disastrous,"
Harry sat there stunned sure when he was first told about the pregnancy he immediately thought of aborting it but the idea of a family stopped him. So he was completely taken back by what the matron had just told him.
"I don't know what to do, I'm really confused," admitted Harry
"Harry I can not make any descions for you," replied Poppy softly, "But the descion you do make I shall support you,"
"Thank you," responded Harry," I need time to think I'll see you soon."
Harry got back you and apparated to the alley way where he had been shot and began walking towards the local town.
(A/N: Yes I do know that having twins can not be determine by how bad morning sickness is, but without making this part longer I just stuck to it so please don't flame for that)
Harry found himself sitting in a corner of a MacDonald's restaurant, two seats in front of him was a mother with twins. I wonder if she was happy when she found out she was carrying twins, thought Harry glumly.
It wasn't the fact that he didn't want the baby, it was the fact that it wasn't just one baby it was two and no matter what they were going to be born. Harry had a strong belief of not aborting any pregnancy but that seemed to be wavering over to if the situation is right then do what you think is the best all round.
I don't think I can do anything like getting rid or aborting it, thought Harry as he watched the mum fuss over her children, but I just want everything to be normal again, god damn why isn't anything straight forward.
The door opened to the restaurant and the two people who he didn't want to ace right now walked in; Sirius and Remus, they spotted Harry and went over and sat down.
"Where did you disappear to earlier?" asked Sirius.
"Around not far," answered Harry simply.
"What's wrong?" asked Remus.
"Nothing I'm fine," laid Harry.
"You're lying," pointed out Sirius, "You never were that good at lying,"
"Thanks," snapped Harry.
Getting up Harry stomped out of the restaurant and began walking back home, not five minutes later and Sirius was blocking hi way, Harry tried to side step him but Sirius blacked him again.
"Move," instructed Harry.
"Not until you tell me why you snapped at me?" asked Sirius.
"I'm sorry but I' am not really in the mood," answered Harry managing to side step Sirius and carry on walking.
He only got a few steps away when he thought, what am I doing? Why push away the two people who helped make the twins? Turning around Harry saw Sirius standing there watching him closely.
Sighing Harry called, "I'M SORRY!"
Sirius wasted no time in walking up to Harry and embracing him in a hug. That was when he broke, something just broke and he began to cry for no reason what so ever.
"Harry why are you crying?" asked Sirius cautiously.
"I-sob-don't-sob-know," sobbed Harry.
Shaking his head Sirius made a quick choice and checking to make sure no one was watching, which they weren't, he apparated them both book to the house. Once home, Sirius led Harry into the living room where Remus was waiting and sat him down.
"Harry what's wrong?" asked Remus.
"I can't," choked out Harry, trying to even out his hitched breathing.
"You can't what?" questioned Sirius.
"I... can't... I... uh... I'm..." trailed off Harry unable to finish.
They let Harry calm down first before they tried to get a coherent sentence out of him. It ten full minutes before Harry had fully calmed down and able to speak coherently again.
"Now where did you go this morning?" repeated Sirius
"To Poppy," answered Harry, "I over heard you both saying I had gotten worse she checked me over and said...said..."
"Said what?" prompted Remus.
"I'm so scared of what is going to happen. I just want to be normal," confessed Harry.
"Harry you are normal, sure you destroyed Voldemort but that doesn't make you any different to us," explained Sirius.
"I just don't feel strong enough," protested Harry, "How can I even think of raising a child when I have this many doubts?"
"Because all the doubts you have are normal, every expecting parent has them and if you didn't then you wouldn't be normal," answered Remus, "so tell us why is it that your morning sickness is getting worse?"
"Its two," replied Harry.
"Two what?" asked Sirius
"Twins," answered Harry.
The room went deathly silent as Remus and Sirius processed this new piece of information about their family. Harry just sat there watching the piece of news sink in to his partners, slowly a smile spread across there faces.
"That's wonderful!" exclaimed Sirius, "That's what you were worried about?"
"No," answered Harry dourly before adding, "I don't want twins,"
"Why every not?" asked Remus, shocked that Harry wanted to get rid of them.
Sighing Harry tried to explain, "Its not that I don't want one child but I'm only just an adult myself. I don't think-no I know-I can't bring two babies into this world at once,"
"Harry I'm sure what you're trying to say?" questioned Sirius uncertainly.
"URGH! You both just don't get it!" snapped Harry angrily, "I can not bring twins and raise them in this world on my own. Its finally I can not do it I'm getting rid f them!"
Rating: R
Authors Notes: Well here is chapter 8 earlier than I promised but there is a reason behind doing so, I' am going on holiday this Saturday coming and I will be away from the computer for a whole week and I wont get chance to post up any more chapters.
Also within this fic is a mention of abortion, although I do not believe in abortion some people who read this may be thinking of doing so, so I took the liberty to give you all a web address on check it out if you wish to.
Reviewers: oracale: I'm glad you like it.
Insanechildfanfic: Glad you're liking it and the other twos reactions are in this chapter so get reading to find out.
Hakkai - Gojyo - Goku - Sanzo: What do you mean only Harry? I just love doing things to Harry that cannon won't even think of doing. I'm glad you're enjoying this fic keep reviewing.
corinnetkn24: I'm updating as fast as humanly possible.
Chapter 8
Sirius fell into the chair numbly whilst Remus sank onto the opposite bed also in shock, Dumbledore merely stood there with a twinkle in his eyes.
"How is that possible?" asked Remus in a whisper.
"Its not possible in muggle men, Remus," explained Poppy re-gaining her composure, "And it is very rare in the wizarding world, but it is only possible if the man is in a relationship with another man or men in Harry's case,"
Putting his head in his hands Sirius moaned, "Oh Merlin what is he going to think?"
"Well I hope he'll be very happy," answered Poppy.
Before anyone could think or say anything else there was a small moan from the other bed, Harry was waking up. Both Sirius and Remus were at his side in seconds.
Opening his eyes Harry asked, "What happened?"
"You passed out when we were visiting Albus," answered Remus, "how do you feel now?"
"Fine surprisingly," replied Harry, hoisting himself up, "I take it that Madam Pomfrey figured out what was wrong?"
Coming in to view Poppy answered, "Harry I have indeed found out something,"
"What is it?" questioned Harry anxiously.
"Harry... well... you see... your pregnant," explained Poppy.
"This is a joke right?" asked Harry suddenly feeling very vulnerable.
"No Harry it isn't a joke," answered Poppy.
"You could be wrong though couldn't you?" asked Harry.
The whole hospital wing lapsed into silence; Harry had suddenly placed a hand on his stomach whilst Remus and Sirius sat besides him. After a couple of minute the three of them didn't hear Poppy and Albus leave.
"I didn't think it was possible for men to get pregnant?" asked Harry quietly.
"Only really powerful wizards can," answered Sirius
A smile suddenly appeared on Harry's face as he replied, "We've got a family our own family!"
Both Sirius and Remus hugged Harry, who was smiling with tears tearing up his eyes. What made it even more real to Harry was when two hands landed on top of his which were situated on his stomach.
"Why didn't you tell us you were being ill in the mornings?" asked Sirius concerned.
Sighing Harry replied, "I didn't want you both to worry,"
"So instead you wait till you collapse then scare us half to death?" chuckled Remus but there was also concern traced in his voice.
Smiling tiredly Harry answered, "I didn't mean to, I was just not myself. After a while it was almost normal to me."
Just as Sirius was going to reply when the hospital wing doors re-opened and Poppy Pomfrey came back into the ward, this time smiling as she went over to Harry.
"Mr. Potter," began Poppy, "I will now check you over and then if I see fit I shall release you," explained Poppy.
"Okay," agreed Harry.
Sirius moved to the other side of the bed so Poppy could check Harry over. Poppy didn't protest at Sirius or Remus for staying knowing Harry would need their support.
The check up only last a couple of minutes before Poppy had finished she picked up on three main things whilst checking over Harry. One he needed rest as he was exhausted mentally and physically. Two he needed a good meal. Three the baby was fine.
"Well I can say three things right away," explained Poppy, "One you are to remain in bed for a week, two make sure you eat even if it is just a sandwich and thirdly the baby is fine and should be quiet healthy,"
Smiling gratefully Harry thanked her, "Thank you Madam Pomfrey,"
"One more thing Harry," replied Poppy,
"Hmm?"
"Call me Poppy, you aren't in school any more and I'm sure I will be seeing you again," answered Poppy, going back into her office.
"Come on, lets get you home," put in Sirius.
Nodding Harry stood up and swayed slightly as he regained hi balance. The three of them walked out the castle to the apparating point then apparated home.
"Come on you up to bed," instructed Sirius.
"Fine I'll rest," replied Harry, "But I don't want any special treatment or anything okay?"
"Harry we will treat you no different than normal unless you want us to," answered Remus.
"Fine but..." Harry stopped as a wave of queasiness hit him.
Bolting out the living room and into the bathroom Harry poured his entire stomach contents out. Unbeknown to him Sirius and Remus had followed him.
Finishing throwing up Harry commented, "I hate this,"
"We know Harry, let's get you settled in bed," replied Remus.
Agreeing Harry rinsed his mouth out, and then let him self be led in to their bedroom. Settling down in the bed Harry realized just how tired he actually was, today had been full of surprises.
Harry woke up for the first time in over a week not feeling ill yet, smiling contently he sat himself up and watched his two lovers sleep peacefully besides him.
I wonder who it is going to look like more, I hope it look like a mixture of the three of us, thought Harry happily, and it is going to be the best looking baby around especially with Sirius and Remus genes.
"What are you smiling at Harry?" asked Sirius groggily.
"Just thinking that with you two as its dads it will be the best looking baby around," answered Harry.
"What about you?" queried Remus, joining the conversation.
"I'm no that good looking," replied Harry quietly.
"Harry you can't keep putting yourself down," admonished Sirius, "You are gorges no matter what!"
"Thank you but I'm..." Harry stopped talking.
Bolting from the bed Harry ran into the bathroom and promptly threw up in the toilet, the sickness seemed to be a lot worse this morning the same as yesterday morning. Its just normal nothing to worry about, thought Harry as he rinsed his mouth out.
Walking back into the bedroom he found Remus and Sirius sharing quiet a passion filled kiss, laughing out loud caused them to break apart.
"Do you mind I was enjoying myself," commented Sirius mock-angrily.
Shrugging Harry replied, "Bo it was just funny I... " again he ran back to the toilet and threw up.
"Did he only just throw up once?" questioned Remus suspiciously
"Yes," answered Sirius.
"So he has got worse. I wish he would tell us when something happens," sighed Remus.
They didn't see Harry standing there with a hand resting across his stomach. They know this cant be good, thought Harry, I need to go see Poppy then they can't say that I haven't done anything about it.
Grabbing some clothes from the side Harry quickly got dressed and apparated straight into the Hogwarts castle one good point about being more powerful than Dumbledore was most anti-apparation point didn't apply to him
So he managed to give a shock Poppy when he just 'popped' in right next to her suddenly.
"Mr. Potter!" exclaimed Poppy in disbelief.
"Hi I need you..." but he stopped as he was sick again.
Poppy stepped back as Harry emptied his stomach once Harry had finished she cast a 'scroufy' charm and then helped Harry to sit down on one of the beds.
"Now what is wrong?" asked Poppy kindly.
"Morning sickness is getting worse and I don't know why but Sirius and Remus are worried about me," answered Harry in one breath.
"Fair enough, lay back and pull up your shirt," instructed Poppy.
Doing as he was told Harry pulled up his shirt that he had slipped on and let Poppy examine him. Again poppy cast a charm and pulled her wand over the young mans stomach but instead of there being one colour it was two.
"Harry you... well... your having twins," explained Poppy.
"What? No I can't be, I thought that only people who have had twins in their ancestor would be able to have twins," protested Harry.
Smiling kindly, "You don't, but what about Sirius or Remus, do you know if they have?" asked Poppy.
"Twins but I can only manage with one, I don't want twins," protested Harry quietly.
Poppy knew it was hard on someone as young as Harry to be told he would be having twins in the next eight months. But she had never thought that he wouldn't want twins.
Sighing Poppy explained, "Harry although you only want one child even in the wizarding world you can not just abort one child and keep the other. It is not possible to even attempt something like that could be disastrous,"
Harry sat there stunned sure when he was first told about the pregnancy he immediately thought of aborting it but the idea of a family stopped him. So he was completely taken back by what the matron had just told him.
"I don't know what to do, I'm really confused," admitted Harry
"Harry I can not make any descions for you," replied Poppy softly, "But the descion you do make I shall support you,"
"Thank you," responded Harry," I need time to think I'll see you soon."
Harry got back you and apparated to the alley way where he had been shot and began walking towards the local town.
(A/N: Yes I do know that having twins can not be determine by how bad morning sickness is, but without making this part longer I just stuck to it so please don't flame for that)
Harry found himself sitting in a corner of a MacDonald's restaurant, two seats in front of him was a mother with twins. I wonder if she was happy when she found out she was carrying twins, thought Harry glumly.
It wasn't the fact that he didn't want the baby, it was the fact that it wasn't just one baby it was two and no matter what they were going to be born. Harry had a strong belief of not aborting any pregnancy but that seemed to be wavering over to if the situation is right then do what you think is the best all round.
I don't think I can do anything like getting rid or aborting it, thought Harry as he watched the mum fuss over her children, but I just want everything to be normal again, god damn why isn't anything straight forward.
The door opened to the restaurant and the two people who he didn't want to ace right now walked in; Sirius and Remus, they spotted Harry and went over and sat down.
"Where did you disappear to earlier?" asked Sirius.
"Around not far," answered Harry simply.
"What's wrong?" asked Remus.
"Nothing I'm fine," laid Harry.
"You're lying," pointed out Sirius, "You never were that good at lying,"
"Thanks," snapped Harry.
Getting up Harry stomped out of the restaurant and began walking back home, not five minutes later and Sirius was blocking hi way, Harry tried to side step him but Sirius blacked him again.
"Move," instructed Harry.
"Not until you tell me why you snapped at me?" asked Sirius.
"I'm sorry but I' am not really in the mood," answered Harry managing to side step Sirius and carry on walking.
He only got a few steps away when he thought, what am I doing? Why push away the two people who helped make the twins? Turning around Harry saw Sirius standing there watching him closely.
Sighing Harry called, "I'M SORRY!"
Sirius wasted no time in walking up to Harry and embracing him in a hug. That was when he broke, something just broke and he began to cry for no reason what so ever.
"Harry why are you crying?" asked Sirius cautiously.
"I-sob-don't-sob-know," sobbed Harry.
Shaking his head Sirius made a quick choice and checking to make sure no one was watching, which they weren't, he apparated them both book to the house. Once home, Sirius led Harry into the living room where Remus was waiting and sat him down.
"Harry what's wrong?" asked Remus.
"I can't," choked out Harry, trying to even out his hitched breathing.
"You can't what?" questioned Sirius.
"I... can't... I... uh... I'm..." trailed off Harry unable to finish.
They let Harry calm down first before they tried to get a coherent sentence out of him. It ten full minutes before Harry had fully calmed down and able to speak coherently again.
"Now where did you go this morning?" repeated Sirius
"To Poppy," answered Harry, "I over heard you both saying I had gotten worse she checked me over and said...said..."
"Said what?" prompted Remus.
"I'm so scared of what is going to happen. I just want to be normal," confessed Harry.
"Harry you are normal, sure you destroyed Voldemort but that doesn't make you any different to us," explained Sirius.
"I just don't feel strong enough," protested Harry, "How can I even think of raising a child when I have this many doubts?"
"Because all the doubts you have are normal, every expecting parent has them and if you didn't then you wouldn't be normal," answered Remus, "so tell us why is it that your morning sickness is getting worse?"
"Its two," replied Harry.
"Two what?" asked Sirius
"Twins," answered Harry.
The room went deathly silent as Remus and Sirius processed this new piece of information about their family. Harry just sat there watching the piece of news sink in to his partners, slowly a smile spread across there faces.
"That's wonderful!" exclaimed Sirius, "That's what you were worried about?"
"No," answered Harry dourly before adding, "I don't want twins,"
"Why every not?" asked Remus, shocked that Harry wanted to get rid of them.
Sighing Harry tried to explain, "Its not that I don't want one child but I'm only just an adult myself. I don't think-no I know-I can't bring two babies into this world at once,"
"Harry I'm sure what you're trying to say?" questioned Sirius uncertainly.
"URGH! You both just don't get it!" snapped Harry angrily, "I can not bring twins and raise them in this world on my own. Its finally I can not do it I'm getting rid f them!"