Togona: I'm back, and to all you Kagome/Inuyasha pairing lovers... SCREW
YOU!!!!!
It may seem that the story is moving a little too fast, but trust me
there's a lot coming!!!!!
READ THIS OR ELSE YOU'LL BE LOST : People have been wondering why Inuyasha hasn't killed Togona yet. IT'S BECAUSE SHE CAN SEE THE SHARDS!!! Think about it, if he killed her then, he'd be screwed. I killed Kagome off soon because the whole point of the damn story is how Inuyasha deals with it. So for you people to stop bugging me, I'm going to make him fight Togona, okay. So anyway, if you have any problems fuck off or DON'T READ IT!!!!
Oh yeah, I don't own Inuyasha, I also don't own Sweep either
Murìn beatha dán = soul mate, the person that you can live with forever. It isn't always necessarily the person you marry.
Sikgath = Togona's Wiccan name
Ai Shiteru = boyfriend/girlfriend, lover.
Do Ishimashite = your welcome
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Chapter Three: Inside the Mind
Goddess, I'm trapped in this world. I wish that I hadn't done what I've done. The boss says that it's their life or mine. I can't live on like this. Satthan has it easy, all he does is attend circles. I have to attend circles and kill people. Now I'm stuck with a hanyou, who won't leave me alone. I'm scared, I scryed when he was asleep. Oh goddess, what I saw was horrible. I saw the hanyou holding a pink jewel, standing over me, covered in blood. He is going to kill me after we find the jewel. It serves me right. The only reason I am alive is that I can see the jewels. That girl I killed I wonder if that was his murìn beatha dán. All I can do is await my death.
Sikgath
That afternoon Inuyasha went to the hot springs, for once and thought about Kagome. His emotions were so mixed up and horrid that he didn't know what to feel. Why was he so emotional? Something told him that he didn't really feel for Kagome. He still was in a state about Kikyo. He would never forget what she had done to him. That was the past. He started to feel like Togona, keeping emotion inside. He finally arose and found Togona sitting. "You know you should really do something about your emotions" said Togona without looking.
"Your one to talk, and do you suggest I should do?" asked Inuyasha smugly.
"I don't know, take you anger out on a tree"
"If I didn't need you I would take it out on you"
"Just go"
"Are you sure?"
"I said GO!"
"Okay, okay"
Inuyasha stomped off. He came to a large tree and unsheathed Tetsusaiga. He let all his rage out on the tree. When he was finished there wasn't even the stump left. Somehow he had felt like he just broke out of a shell. His Tetsusaiga glowed for a moment revealing little symbols before they dissipated. He marched over to Togona, threw her on the ground and pinned her. As he put Tetsusaiga to her throat he said "what did you do to me?"
"Nothing" replied Togona struggling to break free.
"Then why did I find symbols on Tetsusaiga?"
"I put a calming spell on you" sighed Togona.
"YOU WHAT?!" exclaimed Inuyasha.
"I put a calming spell on you, so you wouldn't kill me"
"Now I'm going to kill you!" said Inuyasha as he pressed Tetsusaiga closer to her neck. "Matte, if you kill me now, you'll never find the shards" said Togona warningly.
Inuyasha growled and sheathed Tetsusaiga. "You better watch your back, any wrong move and I'll cut you into pieces" warned Inuyasha.
That night Togona snuck away. Inuyasha woke up and didn't see her there so she searched around the campsite. 'Maybe she went to the hot springs' thought inuyuasha to himself. Suddenly he saw a figure limping in the distance. It was Togona! She was covered in blood. Inuyasha sniffed the air, it was mostly her blood, but he could smell demons blood on her. "What happened?" asked Inuyasha worried. Togona didn't say anything all she did was weakly raise her arm and uncurled her hand. There lie five shards of the Shikon Jewel. Inuyasha gasped as Togona handed him the glowing shards.
Inuyasha put an arm around her waist and helped her back to the campsite, where Togona conjured up a bowl of water and a towel. She tried desperately to clean herself off, but failed miserably. Inuyasha couldn't take it anymore, he grabbed the cloth from Togona's hand and started to dab at her wounds. "Stop" groaned Togona.
"Never, I may dislike you, but I won't let you die. I'm not that kind of person. Why did you go out in the first place, baka" snapped Inuyasha.
"I wanted to repay you, I shouldn't have casted a spell on you. The truth is I want to die. You have no idea what I've been through" explained Togona.
She was half way cleaned up and decent. "I wish that I could understand, but I don't. I have been through a lot too, but there's no way to see that, now is there?" said Inuyasha playfully, not expecting the answer that her was going to get.
"There is a way" said Togona as-a-matter-of-factly.
"What?" said Inuyasha dazed.
"Yeah, it like a spell, sort of, we can do it. That is if you want" said Togona.
"Sure, I guess, will it hurt?"
"No, not at all"
"Alright, let's do it"
Togona sat up in front of Inuyasha. "Now just let me enter your thought and I'll let you enter mine" instructed Togona. She put her hands on either side of his head. Slowly progressing she broke through the barriers he kept up as a wall. She could see memories of his mother and his brother, Sesshoumaru. His memory went to that day fifty years ago, when Naraku had betrayed Kikyo and Inuyasha. Then it went to when Kikyo had pinned Inuyasha to a tree. Memories of when he met Kagome and the adventure they had together fill Togona with guilt. She had seen when they met Miroku and Sango.
Inuyasha had seen all the victims that Togona had murdered. He saw all the circles she had attended, when she had a small crush on Satthan. Suddenly her mind was dark. He could hear a voice "it's your life or his." Chills went up and down his spine. He saw himself in the place of Togona, standing over a man about her age. "I'm sorry, my Murìn beatha dán" he found himself saying. He plunged the same dagger into his heart that was used to kill Kagome. "Gomen Nasai, ai Shiteru" he said again. This had been Togona's lover, and she had an assignment to kill him. Finally after a while Togona broke the connection.
Inuyasha still couldn't help think about when Togona killed her lover. It was sad. "I'm so sorry. I saw what you did to your, murun beetha daine" said Inuyasha.
"Its murìn beatha dán" corrected Togona.
"What is that anyways" asked Inuyasha.
"It's like your soul mate, and it's not necessarily the person you marry," answered Togona sadly, "I- I can't believe that I killed him. I loved him so much and I killed him. I should have taken my life instead! But no, he would have probably died anyway"
Uncontrollable tears ran down Togona's cheek. She was crying like never before. Inuyasha was shocked at the fact at first; she had never shown any emotion before, nevertheless cry. He wrapped his arms around her and Togona embraced back, crying into his chest.
"Shh it's alright, it was his life or yours and either way he would have died" said Inuyasha soothingly. Togona cried for about another twenty minutes, until she broke free from Inuyasha's embrace. "Arigato, Inuyasha"
"Do Ishimashite" replied Inuyasha.
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Togona: that was a longer chapter. YOU PEOPLE NEED TO VOTE!!!!! I want to know whether or not Togona should have feelings for Inuyasha. I have only one vote. Don't make me base it on that! Anyway... review... please.
READ THIS OR ELSE YOU'LL BE LOST : People have been wondering why Inuyasha hasn't killed Togona yet. IT'S BECAUSE SHE CAN SEE THE SHARDS!!! Think about it, if he killed her then, he'd be screwed. I killed Kagome off soon because the whole point of the damn story is how Inuyasha deals with it. So for you people to stop bugging me, I'm going to make him fight Togona, okay. So anyway, if you have any problems fuck off or DON'T READ IT!!!!
Oh yeah, I don't own Inuyasha, I also don't own Sweep either
Murìn beatha dán = soul mate, the person that you can live with forever. It isn't always necessarily the person you marry.
Sikgath = Togona's Wiccan name
Ai Shiteru = boyfriend/girlfriend, lover.
Do Ishimashite = your welcome
~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Chapter Three: Inside the Mind
Goddess, I'm trapped in this world. I wish that I hadn't done what I've done. The boss says that it's their life or mine. I can't live on like this. Satthan has it easy, all he does is attend circles. I have to attend circles and kill people. Now I'm stuck with a hanyou, who won't leave me alone. I'm scared, I scryed when he was asleep. Oh goddess, what I saw was horrible. I saw the hanyou holding a pink jewel, standing over me, covered in blood. He is going to kill me after we find the jewel. It serves me right. The only reason I am alive is that I can see the jewels. That girl I killed I wonder if that was his murìn beatha dán. All I can do is await my death.
Sikgath
That afternoon Inuyasha went to the hot springs, for once and thought about Kagome. His emotions were so mixed up and horrid that he didn't know what to feel. Why was he so emotional? Something told him that he didn't really feel for Kagome. He still was in a state about Kikyo. He would never forget what she had done to him. That was the past. He started to feel like Togona, keeping emotion inside. He finally arose and found Togona sitting. "You know you should really do something about your emotions" said Togona without looking.
"Your one to talk, and do you suggest I should do?" asked Inuyasha smugly.
"I don't know, take you anger out on a tree"
"If I didn't need you I would take it out on you"
"Just go"
"Are you sure?"
"I said GO!"
"Okay, okay"
Inuyasha stomped off. He came to a large tree and unsheathed Tetsusaiga. He let all his rage out on the tree. When he was finished there wasn't even the stump left. Somehow he had felt like he just broke out of a shell. His Tetsusaiga glowed for a moment revealing little symbols before they dissipated. He marched over to Togona, threw her on the ground and pinned her. As he put Tetsusaiga to her throat he said "what did you do to me?"
"Nothing" replied Togona struggling to break free.
"Then why did I find symbols on Tetsusaiga?"
"I put a calming spell on you" sighed Togona.
"YOU WHAT?!" exclaimed Inuyasha.
"I put a calming spell on you, so you wouldn't kill me"
"Now I'm going to kill you!" said Inuyasha as he pressed Tetsusaiga closer to her neck. "Matte, if you kill me now, you'll never find the shards" said Togona warningly.
Inuyasha growled and sheathed Tetsusaiga. "You better watch your back, any wrong move and I'll cut you into pieces" warned Inuyasha.
That night Togona snuck away. Inuyasha woke up and didn't see her there so she searched around the campsite. 'Maybe she went to the hot springs' thought inuyuasha to himself. Suddenly he saw a figure limping in the distance. It was Togona! She was covered in blood. Inuyasha sniffed the air, it was mostly her blood, but he could smell demons blood on her. "What happened?" asked Inuyasha worried. Togona didn't say anything all she did was weakly raise her arm and uncurled her hand. There lie five shards of the Shikon Jewel. Inuyasha gasped as Togona handed him the glowing shards.
Inuyasha put an arm around her waist and helped her back to the campsite, where Togona conjured up a bowl of water and a towel. She tried desperately to clean herself off, but failed miserably. Inuyasha couldn't take it anymore, he grabbed the cloth from Togona's hand and started to dab at her wounds. "Stop" groaned Togona.
"Never, I may dislike you, but I won't let you die. I'm not that kind of person. Why did you go out in the first place, baka" snapped Inuyasha.
"I wanted to repay you, I shouldn't have casted a spell on you. The truth is I want to die. You have no idea what I've been through" explained Togona.
She was half way cleaned up and decent. "I wish that I could understand, but I don't. I have been through a lot too, but there's no way to see that, now is there?" said Inuyasha playfully, not expecting the answer that her was going to get.
"There is a way" said Togona as-a-matter-of-factly.
"What?" said Inuyasha dazed.
"Yeah, it like a spell, sort of, we can do it. That is if you want" said Togona.
"Sure, I guess, will it hurt?"
"No, not at all"
"Alright, let's do it"
Togona sat up in front of Inuyasha. "Now just let me enter your thought and I'll let you enter mine" instructed Togona. She put her hands on either side of his head. Slowly progressing she broke through the barriers he kept up as a wall. She could see memories of his mother and his brother, Sesshoumaru. His memory went to that day fifty years ago, when Naraku had betrayed Kikyo and Inuyasha. Then it went to when Kikyo had pinned Inuyasha to a tree. Memories of when he met Kagome and the adventure they had together fill Togona with guilt. She had seen when they met Miroku and Sango.
Inuyasha had seen all the victims that Togona had murdered. He saw all the circles she had attended, when she had a small crush on Satthan. Suddenly her mind was dark. He could hear a voice "it's your life or his." Chills went up and down his spine. He saw himself in the place of Togona, standing over a man about her age. "I'm sorry, my Murìn beatha dán" he found himself saying. He plunged the same dagger into his heart that was used to kill Kagome. "Gomen Nasai, ai Shiteru" he said again. This had been Togona's lover, and she had an assignment to kill him. Finally after a while Togona broke the connection.
Inuyasha still couldn't help think about when Togona killed her lover. It was sad. "I'm so sorry. I saw what you did to your, murun beetha daine" said Inuyasha.
"Its murìn beatha dán" corrected Togona.
"What is that anyways" asked Inuyasha.
"It's like your soul mate, and it's not necessarily the person you marry," answered Togona sadly, "I- I can't believe that I killed him. I loved him so much and I killed him. I should have taken my life instead! But no, he would have probably died anyway"
Uncontrollable tears ran down Togona's cheek. She was crying like never before. Inuyasha was shocked at the fact at first; she had never shown any emotion before, nevertheless cry. He wrapped his arms around her and Togona embraced back, crying into his chest.
"Shh it's alright, it was his life or yours and either way he would have died" said Inuyasha soothingly. Togona cried for about another twenty minutes, until she broke free from Inuyasha's embrace. "Arigato, Inuyasha"
"Do Ishimashite" replied Inuyasha.
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Togona: that was a longer chapter. YOU PEOPLE NEED TO VOTE!!!!! I want to know whether or not Togona should have feelings for Inuyasha. I have only one vote. Don't make me base it on that! Anyway... review... please.