Hello! I know I said I wasnt going to update for a week but well I finished with chapter 9 and I asked Raven A. Star if I should update and she said yes. So here I am. IF I do finish chapter 10 today and I havent left yet I might update it today too so yeah. I think the story might be 12 chapters long..I dont know..but were almost there =] Thnkx again because I got more reviews so yeah. THNKX oh and also thnkx Raven A. Star because if she would of said No then I wouldnt of updated =D This chapter might be longer so yeah...if you guys get mad for it being a long chapter im sorry...but yeah..hope you guys like it =]

Raven A. Star - Thnkx to you im updating =] So yeah. Well we will see if BB kisses Rae...

Marchwarden's Blue Eyed S - Lol Cyborg is amusing. Well dont worry you wont be glaring at Raven for too long...I think...Thnkx for continuing to read =] And Starfire and Robin...who knows if theyll do that again...lol

Lizzie da multi-fandomholic - Well cliffies are fun =] yep they do make the story more readable and stuff. I think theres a cliffhanger in this one...hehe but if I finish Ch10 and I havent left then ill probably update again and you wont be left hanging that much..=] Thnkx for continuing to read! I really apprecaite it

Disclaimer: I do not own the Teen Titans only Tasha.

Now back to the story...hope you guys keep liking it =] and once again I apologize if the Titans seem OOC. Enjoy!

Why cant she say 'I love you'?

Raven opened her eyes and stared at the view that she saw from her window. She had been meditating ever since she had arrived. Her thoughts took her back to Beast Boy and the place they had been before. They were alone and once again Beast Boy told her that he loved her. 'Why couldnt I say 'I love you' to him? Why did that happen? I had my emotions under control...if I hadnt had them under control then the people inside the dance would of probably died or gotten hurt while me and him were dancing..' She closed her eyes and once again began to chant "Azarath Metrion Zinthos...Azarath Metrion Zinthos.." beginning to meditate.

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"Perfectly..it went perfect.." said a voice coming from the shadows. "Now all we need is make that Raven believe that she cant love..and then she'll become sad/enraged knowing that she can't love that stupid Beast Boy and let her father take control making it easy for me to destroy the Teen Titans.." the voice said with a chuckle.

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The next morning Beast Boy awoke and got up. After washing up he went out the kitchen and was surprised to see that no one was there. He smiled as he saw no Cyborg beating him to cook, but that smile didnt last long for he remembered what had happened the night before.

He sighed and then said to the air "I know she loves me.."

"Who loves you BB?...the fleas??"

The green boy turned and stared at a laughing Cyborg who was a few inches infront of him.

"No Cyborg...your mom!..."

"Yo man..dont be bringing my momma in here..." said a serious Cyborg.

"Well dont be bringing fleas up in here..." said a Beast Boy with a horrible black person accent. (im not trying to be racist or anything)

Cyborg just stared at him with one eye bigger than the other one. "Yo BB..please stop..you went too far..." he said as he began to walk towards the stove.

Beast Boy sighed and sat down on the table. He looked up and saw Cyborg had started to take out the food and was beginning to cook. He didnt care if Cyborg was cooking now..his thoughts took him to Raven. 'She looked so beautiful last night, she smelled really nice and she danced with me!' He smiled as the dance thought came to him. His thoughts were broken when sumone began to shake him.

"Friend Beast Boy! Is there sumting wrong with you? Speak to me Beast Boy!" he heard a worried Starfire say.

"Huh..yeah..um..Starfire..im fine..see...I was just thinking about...um..stuff..." he said as he began to blush.

"I know what you were thinking about..and it starts with a R...am I right?" said a grinning Cyborg who was now flipping pancakes.

Beast Boy glared at him and then got up and was about to leave when he bumped into Raven.

"Better watch were your going..dont want you getting hurt.." he looked up and saw Raven talking to him.

"Sorry Raven...I guess I must of dozed off while walking.." he said as he began to blush.

Raven felt like smiling but she just couldnt form it in her lips. She felt her heart accelarate just seeing Beast Boy standing there staring at her. She really did love him, she wanted to be with him. Feel his arms around her again, able to feel his lips. She stopped and looked around. Nothing had exploded everything was normal. She didnt lose control of her emotions, she had control over it. She looked up and saw Robin talking to her.

"Huh?" said Raven.

"I said..HOW ARE YOU THIS MORNING!?" yelled Robin with a mic hooked up to two big speakers.

Raven blinked twice and then felt her anger rise up. "You know you dont have to yell..you could just easily pat me on my shoulder and gotten my attention, THE NICE WAY! and I would of turned and heard you..." she said with her angry voice. (imagine her voice as um..Fear itself when she says 'For the last time im not scared!' to BB before he is taken..)

"Dude she is totally right...anyways Raven sorry again and ill see you guys later im going to my room.." said Beast Boy as he began to walk towards the door.

Raven felt her spirit die down. She didnt want Beast Boy to leave, she wanted him to stay with her and say his stupid jokes and try to make her smile. Was he upset for what had happened last night? She sighed and walked towards the stove, she placed her pot of water (turning the fire on first =D) and she waited for it to boil. She looked over at Starfire and Robin and smiled as she remembered what she had seen the nite before.

"Starfire how did you sleep last night?" asked Robin who sat down and began to read the newspaper.

"My sleep was marvelous! How was your sleep?" said the girl who walked towards the fridge and got out mustard.

"It was pretty good.." he said while he read the paper.

"Haha I bet it was!"

Starfire and Robin turned towards Cyborg and just glared at him.

"Well of course it was..cant you see we were all tired and..yeah BREAKFAST IS READY!!!" yelled the half robot.

Raven was startled (again) and she glared at Cyborg. "Why did you have to yell that..everyone is here..you dont have to yell and tell everyone its breakfast time..." she said with her normal voice.

"Well they wouldnt hear me...besides im hungry...and Beast Boy isnt here.." he said as he licked his lips while staring at the food.

Raven rolled her eyes and turned to her pot of water that was now boiling. She made her herbal tea and began to walk out of the kitchen when she heard Robin.

"Looks like sumome broke into a ammo store and stole bags of bombs." (lol sorry I dont know what they sell in those stores so lets just say they sell bombs..)

Raven turned around and decided to stick around for a while.

"Do you know who it was?" asked a moutfull Cyborg who didnt stop eating after saying that.

"No it doesnt say...but the owner says he saw a group of men that wore all black break in."

"Do you think Slade has something to do with this?" asked Starfire who was enjoying her mustard. (shivers I dont like mustard..sorry..)

Raven who had been listening to the conversation looked at Robin waiting for his answer.

"Well..." the boy wonder began. "Im thinking it was Slade..but why would he do it? I mean what is he planning..he hasnt attacked yet, but when he does well be ready.."

Raven got up and started towards the door.

"Yo Rae where are you going?"

"I need to meditate..." she answered the mechanical man with food in his mouth.

"Raven perhaps later in the day we could spend some time and talk 'girl talk'.." asked Starfire who then returned to sipping her mustard.

"Yeah Starfire..ill see you guys later.." she said as she dissappeared from the kitchen.

Robin continued to read to see if he could figure out what Slade was planning. He got up and looked at Cyborg and Starfire. "I am going to my room...I need to think and do some reasearch..." and with that he was off.

Starfire's smile faded and she slumped in her chair. She didnt want Robin to leave her alone in the kitchen..well with Cyborg. She looked at Cyborg who was now eating the rest of the food that the Titans did not even touch.

"Want some Star?" she heard him ask her.

She stared at him with her gaze towards his half chewed food in his mouth. She felt her insides start to churn. "No thank you friend Cyborg...I shall retire to my room.." she got up and headed towars her room.

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Raven decided to go to where the dance had been and see what had really happened. She opened her window and flew out. She looked back and saw the tower grow smaller and smaller. She felt something inside her that what had happened the night before wasnt her. She flew down and landed in the same spot that Beast Boy and her had been the night before. She smiled as she remembered when he told her that he loved her. Her smile quickly dissappeared as she began to walk to where pieces of cars were. She kneeled down and touched the pieces of metal, something shiny caught her eye and she walked to it. She gasped at what she saw, a bomb shell laid in the middle of the remains of the car.

"Well it looks like you have found out.." she heard a familiar voice and turned around to see who it was.

Her eyes went wide as she saw Slade standing a few feet from her and two of his bots beside him. Why would Slade want her, he was always after Robin but why her? As if Slade read her mind he began to talk.

"Well you see dear child, You have a good power..a strong one. I know that if you were to laugh and lose control for a second you could destroy a city, even the world. I also know that if you were to get angry then your father would easily take over and begin to destroy.."

Raven stood there only staring at him, she couldnt call the Titans she had left her communicator in her room. She glared at him and just continued to hear what he was saying.

"I felt that if I got you angry because you couldnt love that green boy than your father would take control and destroy the Teen Titans, and if he didnt succeed well id butt in and destroy all of you..." he said as he let out a chuckle.

Raven had been quiet the whole time and just glared at him. It had been him that had prevented her from telling Beast Boy how she felt for him. It had been him that ruined a perfect night for both her and the team. It was him that made her hurt Beast Boy. She glared at her and felt an emotion trigger inside her. 'Dont lose control Raven stay calm..' she began to say in her head.

"Why are you so quiet? Did I eat your tongue?" she heard him ask.

Raven continued to glare at him and began to say "Slade..I have my emotions under control..I will not lose the control to my father..you wasted your time.."

After saying that she levitated up and her eyes began to glow white. "Azarath Metrion Zinthos!" A tree that was nearby got engulfed in the black aura and unrooted itself aiming itself at Slade.

"Silly girl..I have just begun.." he said and with that he pointed at her and his bots started for her.

She waved her hand and a nearby car came flying, smashing the bots. She saw that more of the bots had come out and were now surrounding her. She lifted her arms and began to levitate more stuff and throw it at them. But the more she destroyed the more that came back. She looked up and saw Slade staring at her.

"You wont make me lose control Slade! I have them under control..I wont lose control.. Azarath Metrion Zinthos!"

Lamp posts, cars, mailboxes and pieces of pipes were all flying around hitting bots and killing them. Raven got a hold of a car and threw it at Slade, but Slade darted it and began to laugh as the attempt to hit him failed.

She continued to destroy the bots but was beginning to get tired and more were coming out. "Azarath Metrion Zinthos!" She could not lose control, she just couldnt.

"Silly girl.." he said as he just stood there and watched.

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Beast Boy sighed. "Well I guess being friends won't be that bad.." he said. He jumped as a knock came on his door. He got up and stared at Starfire.

"Friend Beast Boy...have you seen Raven? Is she here with you?"

"No why do you ask Star? Isnt she in her room?" asked Beast Boy who was now beginning to worry.

"No she is not in her room..I knocked but she did not answer..." said Starfire who followed Beast Boy to Raven's door.

Beast Boy knocked and waited for Raven to answer, but no answer came. He knocked again louder but still no answer. "Raven! Are you in there!?" he yelled hoping shed answer. Silence. He began to pound on the door and the door slid open.

Starfire walked behind Beast Boy and stared at the dark room. It was mostly blue and black that decorated the room. She looked up at Beast Boy who had a worried expression on his face and was holding Raven's communicator.

"Starfire..Raven is not here...she's gone!" After saying that Beast Boy ran towards the common room to tell the others. Starfire followed him.

Cyborg was playing on the gamestation when he saw Beast Boy run in.

"Yo BB whats wrong?" asked Cyborg who had the game on pause.

"Raven is gone!"

Cyborg dropped the controller and ran to the changeling.

"Are you sure she is not somewhere else in the tower?"

Beast Boy looked up at him and nodded. "Im pretty sure she's not here..I pounded on her door and I yelled her name, I even went in her room...if she would of been here she would of felt someone go in her room or she would of heard me yelling her name..."

"Perhaps we should tell Robin and we could all go and search for her..."

Beast Boy stared at Starfire and nodded.

Robin came out and looked at the three standing in the common room. "I think I know what Slade is up to..and it involves Raven.." he said as he looked at them.

After he said that the alarm began to sound. "Titans trouble!" yelled the leader who began to run out the door followed by the rest of team.

Well there it is..the ninth chapter. I hope you guys enjoyed it and im sorry if its stupid/confusing. Hopefullly I satisfied you guys =] Well hopefully you guys read the intro thingy so yeah. Ttyls =]

Chapter 10: Raven and the Titans are battling with Slade and his bots. Raven decides to do something in order to save her friends. What will it be?? Will it be to turn evil?? Will it mean to sacrifice herself? Or will she just lose her control and her father take over and destroy the Titans?? ( warning I suck at fighting scenes...lol but you guys will be the judge over that =] )