Well guys were almost there to the end..Raven =[ so sad...Thnkx for the people who reviewed it really made me happy Well I have started writing my second Teen Titans fic and its going to be called 'Jelousy is Evil' Terra is in it so yeah =] So if you guys liked this one then hopefully when I put up the second one you guys will enjoy it.
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Why cant she say 'I love you'?
Beast Boy passed by Raven's room and his expression changed to a saddened one. He missed Raven a lot and he wanted her to be with him. He looked up and saw Starfire walking to the roof.
"Going to see the sunset again Star?" he asked the girl.
"Yes I am to see the sun hide itself..if anyone asks (she means Robin...hehe) tell them that I am in the roof.." she told the changeling. Then she turned and continued to walk.
Beast Boy stared at Raven's door again and sighed. "I miss you Raven.." He then started to walk towards the common room.
Cyborg and Robin were playing on the gamestation.
"Hahaha I told you I am the champion of all video games!!"
"Cyborg your reign shall soon end and I shall rule the video games!" yelled Robin.
Beast Boy smiled and walked towards the boys. They boys turned around and they stared at him.
"Your going now?.." they asked in unison.
"Yeah I want to be by her incase she wakes up.." said the green boy as he opened the door.
"Call us if there is any change..." said Cyborg who smiled a hopefull smile.
Robin nodded and smiled.
"Yeah ill call you guys..." and with that Beast Boy closed the door and headed towards the hospital.
Beast Boy entered the white room and the noise of the beeping machines helping Raven breath was the only thing he heard. He walked towards the bed and stared at Raven. Her hair had grown a little bit longer but it was still vivid violet. Her skin had become more pale and her eyes, well he didnt know about her eyes because he hadnt seen them for a year. How he wished that he could see her violet eyes and stare at them until she smacked him on the head and said "What are you staring at!?" He sighed and continued to stare at her with her eyes closed. A year had gone by and she was in the same position since she came here.
"Raven..I dont know if you can hear me but I love you..I miss you so much. I know I tell you this everyday but I just dont get tired of telling you this. Well Starfire and Robin are the same as a year ago, Cyborg well he and Tasha are still together. Me well...im lost without you..Dont worry about your room no one has gone in it since I went in and found out you were missing. Everything in your room should be how you left it a year ago.." he said to the sleeping Raven.
Beast Boy laid his head on the side of Raven's bed and closed his eyes. He was going to stay there the whole day just like everyday. He began to think about Raven a year ago and the dance, he smiled and drifted off to sleep.
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Raven opened her eyes but couldnt see anything. She sighed and sat down, she looked down at her body and saw that she still wore her dirty torn cloak. "Beast Boy...I love you..and im sorry I never got to tell you.." she said to the white abyss. She laid down on the white floor and began to cry. When suddenly she heard sumone talking to her. She stopped, of course she heard the same voice talking to her but she couldnt figure out who it was. She wanted to respond but she couldnt, it was as if she was forbidden to respond to the voice. She put her head down and continued to cry. She was alone and was going to be alone forever.
After feeling like she had cried out a river she got up and felt an urge to meditate. She hadnt done it in a long while and well she felt like she needed to. She closed her eyes and began to float in the air. "Azarath Metrion Zinthos...Azarath Metrion Zinthos" She meditated for awhile until she felt that it was time to open her eyes. She opened her eyes and widened them at what she saw. The white abyss was no longer white, it had turned into space (like in "nevermore") she looked around her and saw herself in many different colored cloaks. She saw as one by one they opened their eyes and smiled at her.
"Raven! We are back! You have gotten us back!" said the Raven with the pink cloak.(happy)
Raven blinked and stared she was confused but then remembered. She had put all of her force into the last battle that she had lost every emotion making her unconscience. (because she lacked everything emotional and spiritual making her unconscience, she still lived because she still had her heart, lungs and stuff..hopefully I didnt confuse you..)
"You have been dormant Raven because you did not have us..your emotions, but since you meditated we somehow got back to you..meaning that you are semi-complete.." said the Raven with the yellow cloak. (knowledge)
"Yes! Now we can get back and kick some bad guy butt!" cheered the Raven with the green cloak (Brave)
"Now I can probably begin to apologize to my friends about the way I have treated them..well only if Raven lets me.." said the Raven with the grey cloak. (Timid)
"Yeah! -burp-" came from the Raven with the orange cloak (Rude)
"And maybe Raven can finally tell Beast Boy how we feel about him..." said the Raven with the baby blue cloak. (love) [I know love is not baby blue but I love baby blue so yeah..lol]
Raven stared at her emotions and noticed that Rage wasnt there, she quickly asked "So if I got all of my emotions back...where is Rage?"
All of the emotions silenced and then Knowledge spoke up. "Well you still have a little Rage in you..but its a little..but dont worry..we doubt it will ever get out of control again, you see you some how managed to destroy your father without dying. You are free from his grasps but.."
Raven was confused so she just stared at Knowledge hoping for more.
"When you fought with Slade the rage that came out was also your doing..it wasnt only your father but you formed a rage because Slade was going to kill Beast Boy...that small rage that you formed is the rage that you have in you. Its not your father though..." finished Knowledge. (sorry if I confused you!!)
"So I still have to meditate in order to control my emotions right?" asked Raven who formed a smile at the thought of being free from her father.
"Yes you still have to meditate..even though your father is gone, you still have to control your powers...thats just the natural you.." said Knowledge.
Raven looked around for the little Rage but didnt see it. "Where is Rage then...?" she asked.
Brave got up and walked towards a glass box and patted it. "She is in here..she will be here under the surveilence of all of us.."
Raven looked at the Raven with the Red cloak and walked closer to it. She kneeled down and saw as Rage just stared at her. Rage's eyes were not red and she didnt have 4 eyes, because it was not her father. This was the rage that Raven had formed when she saw Beast Boy almost get killed. This Rage came from her. She smiled and got up and walked to where the other emotions were.
"Raven all you have to do now is wake up and for sure you will be complete.." she heard Knowledge tell her.
Raven nodded and then turned towards Love who began to speak.
"Beast Boy has been by your side through all this time and he has repeatedly told you that he loves you..." said Love as she began to blush.
Raven smiled and told Love who was still blushing. "I think I better wake up then so that I can tell Beast Boy..."
Her emotions nodded and all of the smiled, including Rage.
Raven looked and saw that the white abyss that now looked like space had now turned into a garden. She also noticed that behind every emotion the enviroment matched to the emotion infront of it.
"Well I will see you when I meditate again.." Raven told her emotions who just smiled and nodded again.
Raven closed her eyes and began to chant "Azarath Metrion Zinthos..Azarath Metrion Zinthos.."
Well that was Chapter 11 so how was it? Did I satisfy your reading pleasure or no? I loved how I imagined this and decided to just put it in this fic. The 'Raven's meeting' was for another fic that I am writting, you see my cousin wanted me to let Raven die and well I had agreed but deep down I felt bad because I didnt want Raven to die and I loved how the 'Raven's Emotion meeting thing' played in my imagination so I just decided to let Raven live and stuff...So yeah..I hope I did the right thing, I know (I feel) like I did =D LOL sorry if I repeated myself up there sumwhere..
Chapter 12: The ending. Will Raven finally say that 3 word phrase or will she just live her life alone? A happy ending or a tragic one? What about Starfire and Robin?