by: darkestbeforedawn
summary: the second part of the equation, and her doubt. [hana x tohru] [shoujo ai] [one-shot] [drabble]
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There's a side of me that I hide in a deep part of mind, where no light could ever touch and darkness is afraid to venture in. This is where I can safely wonder things that I never even have to bother thinking about. The things I see that sometimes... that isn't...
that shouldn't...
... ever be dwelled upon.
Hana-chan's eyes are one of those things. I see a fondness thats so tender and cold and warm and dazzling and dark that it shakes me to the core thinking about it. It's as if she's hiding something that doesn't exist within other's eyes, but does within our's. Mine. Her's.
But there's a difference in 'existing' and 'living' out that certain feeling, isn't there? I mean, one can exist but not actually live to their full potential, but one has to exist, right?
... then why does Hana-chan seem to fade away everytime she looks at me? But she's existing here, but living somewhere else... somewhere that 'something' she hides exists .
And we live it out.
Somewhere... I hear a voice that exists within my mind...
it beckons me to take her hand...
... and live with her.
I shouldn't be having these thoughts.
... but then, would that mean I should stop living?
Because an existance without them...
... would mean...
"Tohru-kun, you shouldn't day dream in class." chided Uo-chan. Hana-chan nodded, and I smiled.
that I couldn't live with myself.
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R&R please!