How Much Can A Person Take With Out Losing It?
HOWDY PEOPLE! I'm happy because this is the 6th chapter and my best friend Mica came back from her three-week trip! Yay, now I wont be so bored! But also I'm sad! Wipes tear some one sent me a flame and said that this story was shit! They really hurt my feelings! Also IF YOU DON'T LIKE YAOI DON'T READ! There so now you can't say that I didn't warn you meanies who don't like yaoi! For all of you who do then be my guest and read on. Sorry for this being so late.
"Hey Hiei, Kurama, where are you two?" Yusuke yelled out in the lobby of the hotel.
"Excuse me sir you say your looking for a Hiei, last name Jaganshi?" asked a female squirrel youkai.
"Yeah, did he check out a room?" Asked Yusuke.
"Yes he checked out two rooms; b2 and b3. Would you like for me to show you were it is?"
"Nah, we'll find it our self's."
------------------------------------------------In the hotel room----------- ----------------------------
Worry tore at his heart as he awaited Kurama to awaken. Fox, you've got to take better care of your self. You'll die within a couple of weeks if you keep that up. When Kurama began to flutter his eye's open Hiei immediately snapped out of his thoughts.
"Hiei... what happened all I remember is everything going black and then smelling your scent very close to me." Kurama asked sitting up.
"You passed out because of another fever, then I carried you to this 'hotel' place."
"oh, thank you," he said putting on a little smile.
"Kurama, why are you doing this to yourself?" he asked staring him straight in the eyes.
"What do you mean?" he said knowing very well what he was talking about.
"Don't play dumb fox, you know very well what I mean."
"Yes, I do. I'm not doing it on purpose it's just that...well, I haven't much will to do any thing since what happened. I try it's just that, it's hard not being able to be with the one person you truly love. Especially when you're the reason you can't be together."
Hiei shoved a plate full of food in Kurama's face with a deep blush. "Eat this. I'm here now, so eat." He turned his eyes away from Kurama.
Kurama nodded and put a smile on and gratefully took the plate. Hiei watched as Kurama gracefully ate his food, even though he was eating it at a fast rate, and hide a little smile behide a hand. He didn't notice how much he missed just looking at Kurama. Then he suddenly had a strong urge to touch him and kiss him but he ignored it, and just watched him eat.
"Hiei, would you like some?" he asked.
"No, I gave it to you for a reason."
"Yes I know but I really want us to eat together. Just like we used to when we were friends."
"Fine." He said walking over towards Kurama and took a small bite out of a potato that had been beaten up. (A/N It's what Hiei calls mashed potatoes)
After they had just got done eating Kurama got up and decided that he wanted to look around.
"I'm going to go venture around the hotel. Your more than welcome to come with me." He said turning his head to look at Hiei. He said nothing but got up and walked over to him. Kurama lightly smiled and they began to walk out the room. In the hall though they bumped into Yusuke and Kuwabara and Hiei flinched. (A/N You would to if you had to look at something so ugly after you got done looking at something so beautiful. Hehe )
"Were going to go look around the hotel, do you want to come with us?" Kurama asked. Although he really wanted it to only be him and Hiei, he would never be rude to them.
"Nah, Kuwabara and I will just wait for you guy's in the room." He said winking to Kuwabara. Hiei and Kurama both looked at each other and shrugged and continued on their way around the hotel.
Half way thru it already they had seen the dining area, a sitting room, an indoor pool and ...
"Hiei look, they have an out door hot spring." He said stopping upon a sign. It read: 'Try our famous hot springs. They have healing water's that will melt away any muscle pains you may have. Towels and robes will be provided directly after you get out of the springs. Guaranteed to leave you relax and feel like a million bucks.'
"Would you like to get in with me?" Kurama asked.
Hiei wasn't sure if he'd be able to control him self if he saw Kurama naked (A/N I wouldn't be able to! drool ) He thought about it for a minute and then ran into the locker room and hot spring so fast that Kurama couldn't even see him.
Kurama smiled and figured that was a 'yes' in Hiei's language. He walked over to the locker room and changed out of his clothes and wrapped a towel around his waist. Then walked out in to the Hot spring area. As soon as he was visible to Hiei he blushed a bit. Hiei him self blushed and turned his back to him and rested his arms on the side of the hot spring. After he was sure that Kurama was in and at a comfortable position he turned back around and put his mouth under the water to blow bubbles.
They both just sat there for a long time just looking at each other. After what seem like hours (A/N It really was only 5 minutes) Hiei finally broke the silence.
"Kurama," he said in a low tone with his mouth barely above water.
"Yes, koi-... I mean Hiei?" he said automatically regretting almost calling him Koibito.
"....... I will be your friend for now... if that's what you really want." He said in a almost whisper.
"Hiei, ... I would love that." He said putting on a little smile.
Hiei turned bright red at that. "So now that I am at your side as this 'friend' of yours you have to promise me you will take better care of your self. If not then I quit."
Kurama chuckled. Hiei was acting as though it were a job to be his friend. But at the same time he was happy. By what he said it sounded as though Hiei still cared for him.
"I can manage that much as long as you will continue to be my friend." He stretched out is hand hoping that Hiei would take it.
Hiei stared at his hand for a long time and the finally decided to take it. He shook it once and his heart began to race. I hadn't noticed how much I missed his touch. Just thinking about it gets me excited! Hiei thought. Just then Kurama brought him in for a tight embrace.
"I hope you don't mind Hiei, I just needed a friendly hug. Push away from me if you don't like it."
Damn that Kurama!! He knew exactly what to say to make him stay. So instead of pushing Kurama away he hesitantly wrapped his own arms around Kurama's waist and pressed the side of his face against his chest. Hiei rubbed his face up against him and Kurama began to rub his back and play in Hiei's hair. Hiei gave a slight quiver and a small gasp. I have to get away from him or he'll know that I want him Hiei thought. (A/N In case you are wondering which way I mean that, I mean both. Emotionally and Physically.) He placed a very light a quick kiss on Kurama's chest and pushed him away and got to the other side of the hot spring. Kurama touched his chest in shock and smiled. He figures that meant that Hiei did enjoy the hug but decided to part for personal reasons.
I wonder if Hiei actually misses me. But I'm not sure if I should ask right now. This isn't the right time or mood for that question.
"Hiei ....."
"What is it?" he asked not even looking at him. How could he? With a blush as bright as his and his .....Hormones (A/N along with some thing else. Think the one eyed monster) rising to an uncomfortable level.
"Do you,..I mean.... Never mind." He said neither willing nor ready to finish his question. Just then they both heard loud noises coming from the looker room. (A/N You know who, they're the interrupters.)
"WHOA THIS PLACE HAS A HOT SPRING LETS GET IN!!!' shouted Yusuke.
"Alright woo hoo!" shout Kuwabara stupidly of course.
"Great this is just what I need! Two baka ningens to come and make a mess of things." Hiei stated coldly.
Just then Yusuke ran completely naked, no towel at all, and did a canon ball in the water. Followed by Kuwabara who did have on a towel (A/N Thank Inari for that! We already have to be tortured by his face, so we don't need any thing else to give us nightmares!) When Yusuke Surface the water his hair was down and plastered to his face.
"So what you guys been doing? Having some make up sex?" Yusuke said teasingly to them. Kurama blushed while Hiei just turned away from him.
"Yup that sounds right to me." He stated he grasped Kurama's wrist and pulled him closer towards himself.
"Just what the hell do you think your doing detective?" Hiei asked beginning to get suspicious.
"Nothing at all, just telling Kurama something. What do you care any way?" he asked with a smirk. Then he cupped his hands around Kurama's ears and whispered something that Hiei couldn't make out. When Yusuke finally pulled away Kurama was left blushing with an embarrassing smile on his face. That just made Hiei get even more pissed than he already was.
"Detective, tell me something," Hiei asked turning around "If we are suppose to be on a mission for Koenma then why are we at this hotel that was so recently build as soon as we got here?" he said knowing damn well why they were there.
"Calm down shorty, were here because our mission was going no were and we deserve this." Said Kuwabara finally talking.
"I was asking for an answer from the detective not from a gorilla."
"Hey shut up you little shrimp, before I step on you." Kuwabara squawked back.....
While those two continued to argue and Yusuke started to laugh Kurama exited the hot spring. He dried of and put on his robe that was given to him after he got out. After he had tied the sash he walked back up to the room and just laid there on the floor thinking.
Yusuke's silly little plan is actually a fairly good one. It seems I have under estimated him once again. Although I would be giving him far to much credit If I said he thought it up all on his own. Then his mind trailed on to the events that happened before those two came. Hiei, he didn't pull away from my embrace. He was almost.... Inviting me in further. But it was good that he pushed me away when he did. I almost could contain myself. Then his mind lead away to the most intimate and 'wild' night that him and Hiei had had many times. Just thinking about it had got him aroused to an uncomfortable level. Trying to clam himself down, he looked out the open window to the beautiful night sky of the Makai. The stars were out and shinned brightly, as if they were diamonds. Which didn't help him out at all, seeing as though him and Hiei used to stare at the night sky right after sex, just holding each other tight and being as close to the other as possible. Which would always have them making love once more.
Kurama felt a sudden sharp pain in his heart as the guilt began to eat away at him again. If only I would have calmed down a bit and not acted on impulse I would be able to hold Hiei in my arms right now, with out him ever pushing me away. I was so stupid Inari-sama. No I would give any thing to do it all over again.
But he knew he could never do it all over again this was something that Hiei and himself were going to have to deal with. And after this was all said and done he knew that it could either strengthen there relationship or completely destroy it.
Another chappy done Yeah!!! Sorry for this being so late. My family and I went away to the lake house we own up at idle wild lake. There was no computer there and no TV or nothing. So needless to say I could update up there. But any way I hope all of my reviewers like this chapter and I hope you got the e-mail I sent all of you that had e-mail addresses! Well any way review me and I'll write more if you want! Until next time!
HOWDY PEOPLE! I'm happy because this is the 6th chapter and my best friend Mica came back from her three-week trip! Yay, now I wont be so bored! But also I'm sad! Wipes tear some one sent me a flame and said that this story was shit! They really hurt my feelings! Also IF YOU DON'T LIKE YAOI DON'T READ! There so now you can't say that I didn't warn you meanies who don't like yaoi! For all of you who do then be my guest and read on. Sorry for this being so late.
"Hey Hiei, Kurama, where are you two?" Yusuke yelled out in the lobby of the hotel.
"Excuse me sir you say your looking for a Hiei, last name Jaganshi?" asked a female squirrel youkai.
"Yeah, did he check out a room?" Asked Yusuke.
"Yes he checked out two rooms; b2 and b3. Would you like for me to show you were it is?"
"Nah, we'll find it our self's."
------------------------------------------------In the hotel room----------- ----------------------------
Worry tore at his heart as he awaited Kurama to awaken. Fox, you've got to take better care of your self. You'll die within a couple of weeks if you keep that up. When Kurama began to flutter his eye's open Hiei immediately snapped out of his thoughts.
"Hiei... what happened all I remember is everything going black and then smelling your scent very close to me." Kurama asked sitting up.
"You passed out because of another fever, then I carried you to this 'hotel' place."
"oh, thank you," he said putting on a little smile.
"Kurama, why are you doing this to yourself?" he asked staring him straight in the eyes.
"What do you mean?" he said knowing very well what he was talking about.
"Don't play dumb fox, you know very well what I mean."
"Yes, I do. I'm not doing it on purpose it's just that...well, I haven't much will to do any thing since what happened. I try it's just that, it's hard not being able to be with the one person you truly love. Especially when you're the reason you can't be together."
Hiei shoved a plate full of food in Kurama's face with a deep blush. "Eat this. I'm here now, so eat." He turned his eyes away from Kurama.
Kurama nodded and put a smile on and gratefully took the plate. Hiei watched as Kurama gracefully ate his food, even though he was eating it at a fast rate, and hide a little smile behide a hand. He didn't notice how much he missed just looking at Kurama. Then he suddenly had a strong urge to touch him and kiss him but he ignored it, and just watched him eat.
"Hiei, would you like some?" he asked.
"No, I gave it to you for a reason."
"Yes I know but I really want us to eat together. Just like we used to when we were friends."
"Fine." He said walking over towards Kurama and took a small bite out of a potato that had been beaten up. (A/N It's what Hiei calls mashed potatoes)
After they had just got done eating Kurama got up and decided that he wanted to look around.
"I'm going to go venture around the hotel. Your more than welcome to come with me." He said turning his head to look at Hiei. He said nothing but got up and walked over to him. Kurama lightly smiled and they began to walk out the room. In the hall though they bumped into Yusuke and Kuwabara and Hiei flinched. (A/N You would to if you had to look at something so ugly after you got done looking at something so beautiful. Hehe )
"Were going to go look around the hotel, do you want to come with us?" Kurama asked. Although he really wanted it to only be him and Hiei, he would never be rude to them.
"Nah, Kuwabara and I will just wait for you guy's in the room." He said winking to Kuwabara. Hiei and Kurama both looked at each other and shrugged and continued on their way around the hotel.
Half way thru it already they had seen the dining area, a sitting room, an indoor pool and ...
"Hiei look, they have an out door hot spring." He said stopping upon a sign. It read: 'Try our famous hot springs. They have healing water's that will melt away any muscle pains you may have. Towels and robes will be provided directly after you get out of the springs. Guaranteed to leave you relax and feel like a million bucks.'
"Would you like to get in with me?" Kurama asked.
Hiei wasn't sure if he'd be able to control him self if he saw Kurama naked (A/N I wouldn't be able to! drool ) He thought about it for a minute and then ran into the locker room and hot spring so fast that Kurama couldn't even see him.
Kurama smiled and figured that was a 'yes' in Hiei's language. He walked over to the locker room and changed out of his clothes and wrapped a towel around his waist. Then walked out in to the Hot spring area. As soon as he was visible to Hiei he blushed a bit. Hiei him self blushed and turned his back to him and rested his arms on the side of the hot spring. After he was sure that Kurama was in and at a comfortable position he turned back around and put his mouth under the water to blow bubbles.
They both just sat there for a long time just looking at each other. After what seem like hours (A/N It really was only 5 minutes) Hiei finally broke the silence.
"Kurama," he said in a low tone with his mouth barely above water.
"Yes, koi-... I mean Hiei?" he said automatically regretting almost calling him Koibito.
"....... I will be your friend for now... if that's what you really want." He said in a almost whisper.
"Hiei, ... I would love that." He said putting on a little smile.
Hiei turned bright red at that. "So now that I am at your side as this 'friend' of yours you have to promise me you will take better care of your self. If not then I quit."
Kurama chuckled. Hiei was acting as though it were a job to be his friend. But at the same time he was happy. By what he said it sounded as though Hiei still cared for him.
"I can manage that much as long as you will continue to be my friend." He stretched out is hand hoping that Hiei would take it.
Hiei stared at his hand for a long time and the finally decided to take it. He shook it once and his heart began to race. I hadn't noticed how much I missed his touch. Just thinking about it gets me excited! Hiei thought. Just then Kurama brought him in for a tight embrace.
"I hope you don't mind Hiei, I just needed a friendly hug. Push away from me if you don't like it."
Damn that Kurama!! He knew exactly what to say to make him stay. So instead of pushing Kurama away he hesitantly wrapped his own arms around Kurama's waist and pressed the side of his face against his chest. Hiei rubbed his face up against him and Kurama began to rub his back and play in Hiei's hair. Hiei gave a slight quiver and a small gasp. I have to get away from him or he'll know that I want him Hiei thought. (A/N In case you are wondering which way I mean that, I mean both. Emotionally and Physically.) He placed a very light a quick kiss on Kurama's chest and pushed him away and got to the other side of the hot spring. Kurama touched his chest in shock and smiled. He figures that meant that Hiei did enjoy the hug but decided to part for personal reasons.
I wonder if Hiei actually misses me. But I'm not sure if I should ask right now. This isn't the right time or mood for that question.
"Hiei ....."
"What is it?" he asked not even looking at him. How could he? With a blush as bright as his and his .....Hormones (A/N along with some thing else. Think the one eyed monster) rising to an uncomfortable level.
"Do you,..I mean.... Never mind." He said neither willing nor ready to finish his question. Just then they both heard loud noises coming from the looker room. (A/N You know who, they're the interrupters.)
"WHOA THIS PLACE HAS A HOT SPRING LETS GET IN!!!' shouted Yusuke.
"Alright woo hoo!" shout Kuwabara stupidly of course.
"Great this is just what I need! Two baka ningens to come and make a mess of things." Hiei stated coldly.
Just then Yusuke ran completely naked, no towel at all, and did a canon ball in the water. Followed by Kuwabara who did have on a towel (A/N Thank Inari for that! We already have to be tortured by his face, so we don't need any thing else to give us nightmares!) When Yusuke Surface the water his hair was down and plastered to his face.
"So what you guys been doing? Having some make up sex?" Yusuke said teasingly to them. Kurama blushed while Hiei just turned away from him.
"Yup that sounds right to me." He stated he grasped Kurama's wrist and pulled him closer towards himself.
"Just what the hell do you think your doing detective?" Hiei asked beginning to get suspicious.
"Nothing at all, just telling Kurama something. What do you care any way?" he asked with a smirk. Then he cupped his hands around Kurama's ears and whispered something that Hiei couldn't make out. When Yusuke finally pulled away Kurama was left blushing with an embarrassing smile on his face. That just made Hiei get even more pissed than he already was.
"Detective, tell me something," Hiei asked turning around "If we are suppose to be on a mission for Koenma then why are we at this hotel that was so recently build as soon as we got here?" he said knowing damn well why they were there.
"Calm down shorty, were here because our mission was going no were and we deserve this." Said Kuwabara finally talking.
"I was asking for an answer from the detective not from a gorilla."
"Hey shut up you little shrimp, before I step on you." Kuwabara squawked back.....
While those two continued to argue and Yusuke started to laugh Kurama exited the hot spring. He dried of and put on his robe that was given to him after he got out. After he had tied the sash he walked back up to the room and just laid there on the floor thinking.
Yusuke's silly little plan is actually a fairly good one. It seems I have under estimated him once again. Although I would be giving him far to much credit If I said he thought it up all on his own. Then his mind trailed on to the events that happened before those two came. Hiei, he didn't pull away from my embrace. He was almost.... Inviting me in further. But it was good that he pushed me away when he did. I almost could contain myself. Then his mind lead away to the most intimate and 'wild' night that him and Hiei had had many times. Just thinking about it had got him aroused to an uncomfortable level. Trying to clam himself down, he looked out the open window to the beautiful night sky of the Makai. The stars were out and shinned brightly, as if they were diamonds. Which didn't help him out at all, seeing as though him and Hiei used to stare at the night sky right after sex, just holding each other tight and being as close to the other as possible. Which would always have them making love once more.
Kurama felt a sudden sharp pain in his heart as the guilt began to eat away at him again. If only I would have calmed down a bit and not acted on impulse I would be able to hold Hiei in my arms right now, with out him ever pushing me away. I was so stupid Inari-sama. No I would give any thing to do it all over again.
But he knew he could never do it all over again this was something that Hiei and himself were going to have to deal with. And after this was all said and done he knew that it could either strengthen there relationship or completely destroy it.
Another chappy done Yeah!!! Sorry for this being so late. My family and I went away to the lake house we own up at idle wild lake. There was no computer there and no TV or nothing. So needless to say I could update up there. But any way I hope all of my reviewers like this chapter and I hope you got the e-mail I sent all of you that had e-mail addresses! Well any way review me and I'll write more if you want! Until next time!