How Much Can A Person Take With Out Losing It?
HIIIII AGAIN!!! Thank you people for sticking with me so far!!! I hope you like this chapter, so far I think it's going okay. I hope you think so to!!!I thank you all for your reviews and I forgive flammingkoorime!!! I'm over it now so don't sweat it! Also have to add in that this chapter is EXTREMLY LOVEY-DOVEY!! Well, I don't have much else to say except thanks reviewers and please review some more! -
Kurama had been in the room thinking, until he heard his team coming back from the hot spring.
"You mention one more word to me Kuwabaka, and you'll be in a million pieces before you take your next breath." Hiei stated rather loudly.
Kuwabara immediately shut his mouth, while Yusuke laughed his butt off. When they finally opened the door to the room they found Kurama laying on his back, with his robe's half open, exposing his chest and with an almost dazed look in his eyes.
"Kurama, are you alright?" asked Kuwabara.
"Yes I'm fine, I was just in some heavy thought is all. If you will excuse me, I'm going out for some fresh air." He said getting up and closing the lose fitting clothes. He headed out the door and shut it with out even looking at them once. For some reason Hiei didn't seem to like it at all. Some thing is wrong with Kurama, but what could it be? He's been keeping so much to him self lately. Not that I blame him, with these two baka's around.
"So we hear you rented out two rooms," Yusuke started. "And since I don't feel like being stuck with Kuwabara all night and his constant snoring, I think I'll share a room with Kurama." (A/N don't worry people, Yusuke doesn't like Kurama in that way, this is just a part of his plain.) He said with a wide grin and a wink to Hiei.
"No body but me will be sharing a room with Kurama, you got that detective." He said with a cold glare that could freeze hell to the core.
"Alright fine, don't get your panties twisted about it. I was only kidding." Said Yusuke waving his hands in front of his face. "Well any way we'll be going to our room now, so see you in the morning." He said grinning while pulling Kuwabara by the ear into there room.
Shaking his head, Hiei headed out the open window in search of Kurama, to see if was really all right. He found him lying on the cool grass under a bunch of tree and tall flowers that almost hide him from view of any one. He put on a tiny smile that almost couldn't be seen and walked over to him. When he reached Kurama he noticed that he was chuckling because he was holding his stomach on both sides, and had a cute little smile on his face. Hiei couldn't help but giggle himself, but it was so quiet that nobody could here it. When Kurama finally got done he folded his arms behide his head and crossed his ankles.
"Oh, hello Hiei." He said with a genuine smile.
"What's so funny fox?" he asked. (A/N incase you were wondering what it looked like out side I'll tell you. Its dark out and the only source of light is the moon and the little fire flies, but that's not a lot so you can only see the silhouettes of their faces. Fresh green grass, full blossom pink and red flowers, blah, blah, blah)
"Just remembering something awhile ago is all. What are you dong out here?" he said just gazing at the stars.
"I just came to see what you were doing is all. You looked kinda upset in the room." He said finally sitting down next to him looking at the stars with him.
"I wasn't upset, I kinda just wanted to be left alone."
"I leave then," he said getting back up only dragged back down by Kurama.
"No, you wont." He said licking his lips. "I like your company, don't go."
Hiei took a big gulp, and nodded. God he is sexy!! If he does that again, I'll have to leave before I do something stupid. "So uh.... Are you enjoying your self here?" he asked. He had to get his attention some where else quick or...
"Yes, it's a very nice hotel. And the hot springs were very relaxing." He said closing his eyes.
No, don't think about the hot springs!! Nooo! Down fire demon, down! I'm going to explode over here!! Hiei thought to himself. He was starting to get aroused again and Kurama was sure to see it in those lose and very thin robes. Get your mind out of the gutter Hiei! Think of something else, like...
"Are you enjoying yourself here Hiei?"
"Uh, kinda. Its just that I'm a little hard, I mean IT'S a little hard to have fun when were suppose to be on a mission." He mentally punched himself.
"Oh ok," he took a deep breath as the wind blew, "it feels good out here. Not to cold, not to hot, don't you think?" he asked opening his eyes to look at Hiei.
In more ways than you think. He thought. He just nodded.
"Is something wrong Hiei, you're so tensed up all of a sudden." He said with concern in his eyes.
"Uh, no.... I'm fine." except for the fact that I'm about to explode! He thought. He tried to relax himself, only having a little success. As long as he stays were he is then I'll be fine.
"Hiei, you know that I miss you right?" Kurama just suddenly spoke. Hiei froze, as he had to replay those words in his head.
"What did you just say?" It wasn't that he didn't hear him; he was just so shocked that his brain didn't register what had just been said.
"I said that I miss you, Hiei. You're in my mind twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. I just thought that you deserve to know." I know that this is a rather bold action of me, but I really wanted him to know. This is something I just can't keep in any more. This is something I need him to know.
"Kurama, I-I... I don't know....." he took a deep breath "I've missed you also." Just then Kurama gave a smile so warm it could heat up Alaska. Hiei found him self happy by just staring at him. This was the first real smile he had seen on Kurama since...before the argument. This smile was filled with relief, adoration, and the purest happiness that Hiei had ever seen.
"I'm glad. Truthfully I was a bit worried." He said turning his head to look at the stars.
"You always did worry to much." He said staring at the stars with him. Kurama let out a little chuckle.
"Yes, I suppose I do," he took a deep breath "but, can you really blame me? I mean I did live with the world's most concerned mother. It's only natural that it rub off on me."
Hiei just simply nodded and looked at Kurama. He looks so beautiful under the moon light tonight, he almost look angelic. I really want to kiss him. It's almost to a point of I need to kiss him. He just always looks so perfect that it makes me want to kiss him. How did a creature as lovely as Kurama come to love someone like me? This was a constant question he asked him self.
As soon as Hiei saw Kurama start scooting closer to him, he got nervous.
"Uh Kurama... What are you doing?" He asked closing his eye's tightly. Kurama scooted until he was directly behide Hiei then scooted as close as he could to Hiei and wrapped his slender arms around him and rested his head on the curve between Hiei's neck and shoulder.
"I'm sorry... Just please, let us stay like this a little while longer. I've been craving this for a while now and-" he stopped when Hiei grabbed him by one of his wrist. At first he thought Hiei was going to push away from him, but Hiei simple put the hand to his lips and gave it kiss. Then leaned back into Kurama's embrace and was rewarded with kiss on the cheek and a tighter embrace. Kurama chuckled.
"I'm glad you understand." He said with a smile.
"Kurama, why can't we be together?" he asked on impulse. Damn it!! I did it again. I spoke what I was thinking. Baka, baka, baka! Aghhhh! He mentally scolded himself.
Kurama was a little caught off guard by his sudden question. Well in other words he was shocked, but he simply hugged Hiei a little tighter to himself.
"Hiei, we just separated a while ago, it wouldn't do us any good if we got back together so soon."
"Why?" he demanded more then asked. "I miss you and you say that you miss me so, why?" he tighten the embrace just a little more.
"Because we would just as easily get in to another fight and do this all over again. Before we can get together again we have to think of why we got together in the first place," he said staring in Hiei's eyes "If we can't figure that out, then there was no real reason to be together in the first place and we would constantly keep getting into arguments, possibly fights, until we just couldn't stand each other any more. That may not make much sense but, its what I believe." He closed his eyes. He just saw a whole mountain full of emotion flash by Hiei's face; Anger, understanding, confusion, something that almost looked like jealousy and many more.
"Kurama why does Yusuke keep pulling you away and telling you stuff? No never mind that question. What does Yusuke keep saying to you that he can't seem to say to me also?" He asked. (A/N This is for you nicknack9 so I hope your reading!!)
"Uh..... well, really its nothing. He just keeps asking me questions about us and giving me advice is all." Well that's not completely untrue...
"Stop lying to me fox," he said in an angry but soft tone. "You know I can also tell when you lie to me. I could just see what it is if you wont tell me." He said, his jagan glowing purple under the bandana.
"Your right, I'm lying but, please don't look into my head. I promise I will tell you when the time is right." He begged, rubbing his cheek against Hiei's. Hiei shivered in pleasure, along with Kurama.
He pushed up off Kurama and stood up. "I'm going back to the room." He said and dashed off to the room. Kurama smiled. Thanks Hiei, it's nice to know that we still have that effect on each other. He thought and land back in the cool grass with a huge smile.
In the hotel room
Just another second longer there.... Just one more and... I would have lost all control over every thing. He was so soft and warm and his words...they were kind and almost hypnotic. He was drawing me in... like a moth to a flame. It was so hard to pull away, especially since I really didn't want to. He thought staring at his hands. They were trembling, along with the rest of his body. It was trembling for three reasons: His deep longing for Kurama, a great flow of anticipation, and a huge helping of the lust he was feeling. These three emotions were bearable when separate, but when mixed... well let's say that person better have a great helping of self-control. Other wise it could lead to some serious trouble.
He brought his trembling hands up to his face and smiled. Now another emotion joined the three others. This one was happiness, a happiness so strong it heated up his body and melted away his trembles. He was actually happy for the first time in a few weeks, although it felt like an eternity. It felt good and he had to admit that he missed the feeling. Especially when he and Kurama shared the feeling. He shook his head to clear his mind of the thoughts and memory's that had entered his head and heard a little 'tinker' hit the floor. He looked down and wasn't surprised at the tiny tear gem that was there. He really didn't want it so he left it there. I'm sure Kurama would want this, he always likes little stuff like this for some reason and I'm sure he'll find it.
He headed off to his futon on the floor, which was right next to Kurama's and lay down. There was going to be no sleeping in tree's tonight. He was really looking forward to sleeping with Kurama. Sure it wasn't in the same futon but, it was at least in the same room and only about a foot apart. Maybe if he was lucky, Kurama would sneak into his futon, and cuddle to him. Yeah right, keep dreaming Hiei. He thought to himself.
As he drifted off into a wonderful dreamed, filled with nothing but sweet memories of him and his fox, he left a tiny smile for all to view. Well, not all. Just Kurama....
Another one complete!! Yayy! Surprisingly, this is the seventh chappy!! I didn't think I'd get this far when I first started out, but thanks to all the review's I've gotten so far, I've had a very creative mind! Yay! Any ways thanks again for reading all the way up to this point, and I beg of you to PLEASE read my other story 'Nights Awaiting You'. Cause if you like this one, I'm sure you'll like that one!! (I Hope) Any way, if you have any question or suggestion I'd be happy to answer/listen to them!! (If you send any Idea's in for this story, I promise, when I get the time, I will write a fic with you and your favorite Yu Yu Hakusho character!! Just tell me the name you wish to be called by and the man you want and I'll write one about you two.) But the idea has to be on this story!! I'll make up the idea for your story! Evil laugh Bwahahahahahahaha. Just trust me, I'll try to make it as good as possible. Any way, like I always say; Until next time!! And please review!!
HIIIII AGAIN!!! Thank you people for sticking with me so far!!! I hope you like this chapter, so far I think it's going okay. I hope you think so to!!!I thank you all for your reviews and I forgive flammingkoorime!!! I'm over it now so don't sweat it! Also have to add in that this chapter is EXTREMLY LOVEY-DOVEY!! Well, I don't have much else to say except thanks reviewers and please review some more! -
Kurama had been in the room thinking, until he heard his team coming back from the hot spring.
"You mention one more word to me Kuwabaka, and you'll be in a million pieces before you take your next breath." Hiei stated rather loudly.
Kuwabara immediately shut his mouth, while Yusuke laughed his butt off. When they finally opened the door to the room they found Kurama laying on his back, with his robe's half open, exposing his chest and with an almost dazed look in his eyes.
"Kurama, are you alright?" asked Kuwabara.
"Yes I'm fine, I was just in some heavy thought is all. If you will excuse me, I'm going out for some fresh air." He said getting up and closing the lose fitting clothes. He headed out the door and shut it with out even looking at them once. For some reason Hiei didn't seem to like it at all. Some thing is wrong with Kurama, but what could it be? He's been keeping so much to him self lately. Not that I blame him, with these two baka's around.
"So we hear you rented out two rooms," Yusuke started. "And since I don't feel like being stuck with Kuwabara all night and his constant snoring, I think I'll share a room with Kurama." (A/N don't worry people, Yusuke doesn't like Kurama in that way, this is just a part of his plain.) He said with a wide grin and a wink to Hiei.
"No body but me will be sharing a room with Kurama, you got that detective." He said with a cold glare that could freeze hell to the core.
"Alright fine, don't get your panties twisted about it. I was only kidding." Said Yusuke waving his hands in front of his face. "Well any way we'll be going to our room now, so see you in the morning." He said grinning while pulling Kuwabara by the ear into there room.
Shaking his head, Hiei headed out the open window in search of Kurama, to see if was really all right. He found him lying on the cool grass under a bunch of tree and tall flowers that almost hide him from view of any one. He put on a tiny smile that almost couldn't be seen and walked over to him. When he reached Kurama he noticed that he was chuckling because he was holding his stomach on both sides, and had a cute little smile on his face. Hiei couldn't help but giggle himself, but it was so quiet that nobody could here it. When Kurama finally got done he folded his arms behide his head and crossed his ankles.
"Oh, hello Hiei." He said with a genuine smile.
"What's so funny fox?" he asked. (A/N incase you were wondering what it looked like out side I'll tell you. Its dark out and the only source of light is the moon and the little fire flies, but that's not a lot so you can only see the silhouettes of their faces. Fresh green grass, full blossom pink and red flowers, blah, blah, blah)
"Just remembering something awhile ago is all. What are you dong out here?" he said just gazing at the stars.
"I just came to see what you were doing is all. You looked kinda upset in the room." He said finally sitting down next to him looking at the stars with him.
"I wasn't upset, I kinda just wanted to be left alone."
"I leave then," he said getting back up only dragged back down by Kurama.
"No, you wont." He said licking his lips. "I like your company, don't go."
Hiei took a big gulp, and nodded. God he is sexy!! If he does that again, I'll have to leave before I do something stupid. "So uh.... Are you enjoying your self here?" he asked. He had to get his attention some where else quick or...
"Yes, it's a very nice hotel. And the hot springs were very relaxing." He said closing his eyes.
No, don't think about the hot springs!! Nooo! Down fire demon, down! I'm going to explode over here!! Hiei thought to himself. He was starting to get aroused again and Kurama was sure to see it in those lose and very thin robes. Get your mind out of the gutter Hiei! Think of something else, like...
"Are you enjoying yourself here Hiei?"
"Uh, kinda. Its just that I'm a little hard, I mean IT'S a little hard to have fun when were suppose to be on a mission." He mentally punched himself.
"Oh ok," he took a deep breath as the wind blew, "it feels good out here. Not to cold, not to hot, don't you think?" he asked opening his eyes to look at Hiei.
In more ways than you think. He thought. He just nodded.
"Is something wrong Hiei, you're so tensed up all of a sudden." He said with concern in his eyes.
"Uh, no.... I'm fine." except for the fact that I'm about to explode! He thought. He tried to relax himself, only having a little success. As long as he stays were he is then I'll be fine.
"Hiei, you know that I miss you right?" Kurama just suddenly spoke. Hiei froze, as he had to replay those words in his head.
"What did you just say?" It wasn't that he didn't hear him; he was just so shocked that his brain didn't register what had just been said.
"I said that I miss you, Hiei. You're in my mind twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. I just thought that you deserve to know." I know that this is a rather bold action of me, but I really wanted him to know. This is something I just can't keep in any more. This is something I need him to know.
"Kurama, I-I... I don't know....." he took a deep breath "I've missed you also." Just then Kurama gave a smile so warm it could heat up Alaska. Hiei found him self happy by just staring at him. This was the first real smile he had seen on Kurama since...before the argument. This smile was filled with relief, adoration, and the purest happiness that Hiei had ever seen.
"I'm glad. Truthfully I was a bit worried." He said turning his head to look at the stars.
"You always did worry to much." He said staring at the stars with him. Kurama let out a little chuckle.
"Yes, I suppose I do," he took a deep breath "but, can you really blame me? I mean I did live with the world's most concerned mother. It's only natural that it rub off on me."
Hiei just simply nodded and looked at Kurama. He looks so beautiful under the moon light tonight, he almost look angelic. I really want to kiss him. It's almost to a point of I need to kiss him. He just always looks so perfect that it makes me want to kiss him. How did a creature as lovely as Kurama come to love someone like me? This was a constant question he asked him self.
As soon as Hiei saw Kurama start scooting closer to him, he got nervous.
"Uh Kurama... What are you doing?" He asked closing his eye's tightly. Kurama scooted until he was directly behide Hiei then scooted as close as he could to Hiei and wrapped his slender arms around him and rested his head on the curve between Hiei's neck and shoulder.
"I'm sorry... Just please, let us stay like this a little while longer. I've been craving this for a while now and-" he stopped when Hiei grabbed him by one of his wrist. At first he thought Hiei was going to push away from him, but Hiei simple put the hand to his lips and gave it kiss. Then leaned back into Kurama's embrace and was rewarded with kiss on the cheek and a tighter embrace. Kurama chuckled.
"I'm glad you understand." He said with a smile.
"Kurama, why can't we be together?" he asked on impulse. Damn it!! I did it again. I spoke what I was thinking. Baka, baka, baka! Aghhhh! He mentally scolded himself.
Kurama was a little caught off guard by his sudden question. Well in other words he was shocked, but he simply hugged Hiei a little tighter to himself.
"Hiei, we just separated a while ago, it wouldn't do us any good if we got back together so soon."
"Why?" he demanded more then asked. "I miss you and you say that you miss me so, why?" he tighten the embrace just a little more.
"Because we would just as easily get in to another fight and do this all over again. Before we can get together again we have to think of why we got together in the first place," he said staring in Hiei's eyes "If we can't figure that out, then there was no real reason to be together in the first place and we would constantly keep getting into arguments, possibly fights, until we just couldn't stand each other any more. That may not make much sense but, its what I believe." He closed his eyes. He just saw a whole mountain full of emotion flash by Hiei's face; Anger, understanding, confusion, something that almost looked like jealousy and many more.
"Kurama why does Yusuke keep pulling you away and telling you stuff? No never mind that question. What does Yusuke keep saying to you that he can't seem to say to me also?" He asked. (A/N This is for you nicknack9 so I hope your reading!!)
"Uh..... well, really its nothing. He just keeps asking me questions about us and giving me advice is all." Well that's not completely untrue...
"Stop lying to me fox," he said in an angry but soft tone. "You know I can also tell when you lie to me. I could just see what it is if you wont tell me." He said, his jagan glowing purple under the bandana.
"Your right, I'm lying but, please don't look into my head. I promise I will tell you when the time is right." He begged, rubbing his cheek against Hiei's. Hiei shivered in pleasure, along with Kurama.
He pushed up off Kurama and stood up. "I'm going back to the room." He said and dashed off to the room. Kurama smiled. Thanks Hiei, it's nice to know that we still have that effect on each other. He thought and land back in the cool grass with a huge smile.
In the hotel room
Just another second longer there.... Just one more and... I would have lost all control over every thing. He was so soft and warm and his words...they were kind and almost hypnotic. He was drawing me in... like a moth to a flame. It was so hard to pull away, especially since I really didn't want to. He thought staring at his hands. They were trembling, along with the rest of his body. It was trembling for three reasons: His deep longing for Kurama, a great flow of anticipation, and a huge helping of the lust he was feeling. These three emotions were bearable when separate, but when mixed... well let's say that person better have a great helping of self-control. Other wise it could lead to some serious trouble.
He brought his trembling hands up to his face and smiled. Now another emotion joined the three others. This one was happiness, a happiness so strong it heated up his body and melted away his trembles. He was actually happy for the first time in a few weeks, although it felt like an eternity. It felt good and he had to admit that he missed the feeling. Especially when he and Kurama shared the feeling. He shook his head to clear his mind of the thoughts and memory's that had entered his head and heard a little 'tinker' hit the floor. He looked down and wasn't surprised at the tiny tear gem that was there. He really didn't want it so he left it there. I'm sure Kurama would want this, he always likes little stuff like this for some reason and I'm sure he'll find it.
He headed off to his futon on the floor, which was right next to Kurama's and lay down. There was going to be no sleeping in tree's tonight. He was really looking forward to sleeping with Kurama. Sure it wasn't in the same futon but, it was at least in the same room and only about a foot apart. Maybe if he was lucky, Kurama would sneak into his futon, and cuddle to him. Yeah right, keep dreaming Hiei. He thought to himself.
As he drifted off into a wonderful dreamed, filled with nothing but sweet memories of him and his fox, he left a tiny smile for all to view. Well, not all. Just Kurama....
Another one complete!! Yayy! Surprisingly, this is the seventh chappy!! I didn't think I'd get this far when I first started out, but thanks to all the review's I've gotten so far, I've had a very creative mind! Yay! Any ways thanks again for reading all the way up to this point, and I beg of you to PLEASE read my other story 'Nights Awaiting You'. Cause if you like this one, I'm sure you'll like that one!! (I Hope) Any way, if you have any question or suggestion I'd be happy to answer/listen to them!! (If you send any Idea's in for this story, I promise, when I get the time, I will write a fic with you and your favorite Yu Yu Hakusho character!! Just tell me the name you wish to be called by and the man you want and I'll write one about you two.) But the idea has to be on this story!! I'll make up the idea for your story! Evil laugh Bwahahahahahahaha. Just trust me, I'll try to make it as good as possible. Any way, like I always say; Until next time!! And please review!!