Oy, hello! This is Dani! Here with another exiting chapter of.... MY STORY! Yay! Anyways I'm sorry for not updating sooner, I'm going through crap and moving and starting in a new school and everything is crazy! Thank you for your reviews! Keep sending them in and I'll keep up with my chapters!
Chapter... 6!
Kagome followed Inuyasha and Izayoi back to their hut after Izayoi intruded on Inuyasha's night alone with Kagome. That wasn't what bothered Kagome so much though, it was the fact that Izayoi seemed to hurt Inuyasha when ever Kagome glanced away, and then made it seem as much as an accident as possible. So now Kagome kept her eyes on them at all times...
But she couldn't help but feel guilt for when she had to leave them. She decided not to linger on the idea any longer, if she did she would end up running off with Inuyasha and be is stepmother. That was a funny thought, being Inuyasha's mom. Even though he was a sweet little boy, he did grow out of it...
But Kagome couldn't blame him for that now. Now she knew it wasn't his fault he was a jerk. He was just protecting himself from being hurt anymore. Who wouldn't, every one he seemed to care for ended up hurting him. That is until Kagome had something to say, when she gets back the first thing she's going to do is apologize to Inuyasha, for what, what still a mystery, she just felt like she should apologize for everything, she had a better understanding for the hanyou now.
Inuyasha ended up begging Kagome to let him walk by her. Which made Kagome feel good seeing on how he wasn't begging to be with his mother. She also had to do everything in her will not to laugh at the extreme look of jealousy evident in Izayoi's eyes. So now Kagome trudged along, carrying the sleeping Inuyasha In her arms, again Kagome had to suppress the urge to rub it in Izayoi's face. He was in her arms! Not his mothers.
As you can tell Kagome hated this woman, she would do everything in her power to stop her if she could. Sadly she couldn't, and it depressed her at the thought of just watching Inuyasha get hurt, she was going to prolong his torture for as long as she could. "Kagome, were here, Kagome?" Izayoi's voice intruded, once again.
"Yes?' Kagome asked. "Oh, right" with that Kagome walked into the hut and placed Inuyasha is his cot, very carefully. But as careful as she was Inuyasha still woke up. "Kagome?" he asked, stifling a yawn. His eyes were drooping and his voice held obvious drowsiness. "Inuyasha, you should be sleeping" Kagome told him. She had to leave soon and didn't want him to see her go. Inuyasha shook his head, he was both telling Kagome he wasn't going to sleep, and trying to shake off the urge to comply with Kagome's wishes.
"Inuyasha" Kagome sighed; she was so scared to see the look in his face once he told her she had to leave tonight. "I have to go very soon..." the speech she seemed to be practicing and prolonging, mentally over and over, just disappeared, every single word she was going to tell him just went away after seeing his eyes glaze over with sadness, understanding and, what Kagome hated the most....
Fear.
"Kagome I know, so please don't make a big deal over it. I can handle my mother and I will, so please don't be worried for me. Go and find your family. I'm sure they're worried about you. I promise we will meet up again, maybe someday soon." Despite his will not to cry, his eyes shone with threatening tears. 'If I cry in front of Kagome she will feel sad. 'I want her to know she can rely on me, to take care of me' he chanted over and over. Even though he wanted to convince Kagome he was going to be all right, he had to convince himself.
Kagome smiled. Inuyasha knew she could read his expression like an open book, he told her everything he was feeling with out uttering a word. But unknown to Inuyasha Kagome was feeling the same thing inside. She didn't want to leave as much as Inuyasha didn't want her to. Kagome held in the tears that wanted to slide down, and she fought of the urge to hold him protectively forever, he needed comfort. Or she needed it.
For now she just lowered herself to his eye level and held him in a 'goodbye' hug. A hug that she was screaming at herself to never break,
"Maybe sooner than you think" with that she walked to the entrance she came in, the entrance that was going to serve her as a exit. Inuyasha was hot on her heels. He wanted to see as much of her as he could. Now his brain was racking every cell for a clue to what Kagome meant. "Maybe sooner that you think" he replayed her words over and over. She was going to see him again soon! Maybe that's not what she meant but he was going to hold onto his false hope until the day he seen her again.
Kagome stopped by the doorway and glared at Izayoi. "I trust your going to make sure no harm is inflicted on your 'precious angel' (A/N: does Kagome like to run those words in or what?) She paused and waited for Izayoi's words. But all Kagome got was a audible nod. Izayoi couldn't speak. She was resisting all temptations to just kill Inuyasha right now and send Kagome out the door with his mangled body, or what would be left of it.
Kagome sighed. "Inuyasha is a nice kid, I wonder were he gets it from" and with that she walked out the door. Inuyasha wanted to laugh; she just got his mother good. He walked out the doorway to see Kagome walking down the path.
"Bye Kagome! I'll miss you," he yelled waving his arm high above his head uncontrollably. Kagome turned to see Inuyasha waving his arm furiously goodbye. She waved back to him yelling "good bye Inuyasha! I'll miss you to, until we meet again!"
Kagome was about to say something more when she was paralyzed in horror all the left her throat was a tiny whimper, obliviously to Inuyasha his mother was standing behind him, her arms raised high with a knife just waiting to gorge into Inuyasha's childish flesh. As if sensing what Kagome was scared of Inuyasha turned to meet the drunken gaze of his mother. He could smell the sake from were he was standing.
Inuyasha's POV
I seen Kagome open her mouth when she stopped before any noise was made she just stood there, wide eyes in shock, for a minute I didn't get what was going on. That is until I concentrated on the over whelming sent of sake. I was used to that sent when my mother unleashed her drunken beatings on me. I could but it wouldn't be right if I did fight back. She was just mad that daddy stopped coming and she would stop and love me again like she did before with dad at our sides.
My hopeful thinking how ever was a lie. I knew dad was dead. She did to, she just denied it and insisted on telling me that he would come back, or I would go see him. I think that was a threat, however when she said that she also hit me on the head hard, I couldn't think straight after words. But that was a past beating, I couldn't let mother hurt me while Kagome was watching.
With out thinking I dashed into the house, just in time to because mother was about to hit me with that cooking knife. She never used weapons before, right now I wish more then ever that what I told Kagome was true. I wish I could take care of myself, I really do. Mother followed me, walking unsteadily from the effects of her sake chugging. She waist rice on that stuff when we could use it as food, or to buy food. (A/N: rice was a form of money in early, and feudal Japan, if you didn't know)
Maybe she would pass out before she could catch me. Then I could run away with Kagome! She seemed to love me, why didn't she take me with her though? Oh well, either way I couldn't leave my mother, if she didn't hurt me she would hurt herself. Even though she hates me cause I'm a half-breed. (I think I know what that means) I still love her. She wasn't always like this!
My mother took another teetering step in my direction. By now I have run all over the house, and stupidly I have worn myself out. I think my mom was planning that. Also, I trapped myself in a corner. Mother was going to get me and she was going to get me good. "Inuyasha" she slurred. "Your friend has pissed me off and you know what happens when I'm mad," she told me. She didn't have to remind me I was going to get the worse beating of my life, Possibly a beating to end my life.
Before I could apologize for Kagome's actions she brought a bottled hand into my gut, for some reason it realty burned as it course into my blood, wait blood? Now I see why, the bottle was broken in half, and pierced into my stomach, it probably burned 'cause some sake was still sloshing around in the half bottle, and pouring into my insides.
My eyes fill with tears; she hasn't hit me with a weapon before! She hasn't caused this big of wound to me. I knew now her intentions were of killing me. 'Kill her!' a voice inside my head screamed. I mentally jumped, wow; I have people inside my head. I didn't recognize this voice, it was much more rough than my own, but I wasn't going to kill her. I wouldn't give in to this demon in my head.
Demon?
Was that really my demon side talking to me? Maybe I'm not crazy but I really don't have time to celebrate. Oww, it burns. My blood is making a puddle like rainwater underneath me. My mother smiled with a sick happiness at seeing her own son's blood. I wish I were strong like sesshoumaru right now. He never cared that I was a hanyou. Not until he talked to another demon, then he started to hate me.
That only made me Angier. Lets see what I have to work with:
A dad that left me, a brother that betrayed me, a mother that hurts me and a wound that is killing me, but I have Kagome who... Before I could figure out something good that Kagome does mother knocked me into the wall. She seems to like me hitting that wall. I felt my whole body pulse with an energy I have never experienced before. With what I thought was going to be my dying thought I prayed to Kagome and anyone who cared. Those two people are my father and Kagome.
Father: I never knew you and I was mad that you left me, you made mom a different person and your other son doesn't come to see me anymore, he has changed to. Your loss in life has made mine a hellhole. But I forgive you. And I will see you soon so we can watch that sick bitch of a mother rot in her excuse for a life, she can kill herself with the loss of two people in her life, one of which she caused. Let her live with that on her conscious.
Kagome: I'm sorry I never meant goodbye forever. But I guess that what it means now, you have changed my life in so many ways I think I'm going to die happy now, I hope you live a long and prosperous life right now I feel so weak my thoughts are beginning to blur out I will meet up with you in the after life, maybe sooner than you think.
Then it all went black.
I hope you liked that chapter, it was fun writing in Inuyasha's POV. Yes. Next chapter will be up soon possibly right after thing one! So please review this chapter was so fun!!
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