Disclaimer: God, I'm forcing myself not to go back and change the end of the last chapter!

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Athenakitty: Yes, yes, and no, she just used those words to break it off with him.

Megmul2000: I'm not sure when they will get back together. I'm not sure how she could do that either. I really like her but I felt like putting all my hurt of a fight with a friend into my story.

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Manny2003: I'm not sure if it's up yet, but my proflile says my nickname from you is BIATCH. I can't believe I write something cruel like that and actually had the strength to post it.

Keeper of the west: The story will get better, it will just take a while. Original context of what speech? I didn't realize this story was supposed to be cute, but I guess a story that is humour/Romance/ tragedy (in that order) had to lose it's cuteness eventually. It's like its finally growing, from a short little baby story, to more of an adult reality check story. I'll shut up babbling now..............

Previous chapter:

"Ithinkweneedtoseeotherpeople!" She blurted out.

When he figured out what she had said, a look of horror passed over his face.

"You are joking, please tell me you are going!" He begged and tears formed in her eyes as she shook her head no before getting up and running out the room.

Chapter 22: One month on.

Lilac's footsteps echoed down the long, dark corridor.

"Harry?" She called and it echoed but she received no answer.

She opened the first of the 3 doors and saw Romulus and Seamus sitting on a bed, both looking very distressed. Seamus looked up to her but didn't say anything and looked back down.

She closed the door and moved onto the second one. She opened it and someone was sobbing loudly, she looked inside and saw Lily crying into James's shoulder.

She closed the door and moved to the next door, hoping it wasn't what she thought.

There was Harry, blood dripping onto the tiled floor, his bright green eyes wide open, and a noose around his neck.

She screamed and fell over on her butt at the sight.

Lilac sat up as fast as she could in bed, sweat running down her forehead.

"Only a dream!" She told herself softly, lay back down, and tried to go back to sleep.

It had been a month since she had broken up with Harry, but after she had ran out of the room, she realized what a mistake it was............

Flashback

Lilac ran and finally turned into the girls' bathroom, it was empty so she sat down in a corner and buried her face in her robes and cried.

Eventually, she pulled herself together and got up to go wash her face. She reached into her pockets for a tissue or something to dry her face with, but inside, she took out the note and read it again.

"I don't know if I could be any happier than when I am with you. I want this feeling to never end because my life is nothing with out you." She read and then it hit her.

She did feel the same way about him.

End flashback

She knew this was only a dream, but for the past week, she had feared it would come true, since she had spoke to Seamus, who said he had stopped him from taking an overdose of sleeping pills two nights earlier.

She wanted to apologise and telling him why she did it, but couldn't bring herself to even look at him these days.

Even though it was 11 o' clock at night, she got changed and decided to go flying since she was obviously not going to get back to sleep.

Harry flew slowly around the Qudditch pitch on his nimbus 2000.

The last month had not been easy, his schoolwork had suddenly seemed to become a lot harder, he just didn't really care about pranks (Which had made his dad and Sirius both gasp because Romulus had had the mirror near him), and getting up in the morning seemed meaningless.

Between Romulus constantly asking what was wrong, teachers keeping him behind in lesson to ask the same question, and having to walk past Lilac at least twice a day, (hoping she would tell him it was a mistake she made, but she just looked at him, or carried on with what she was doing), it had become to much two weeks ago.

Flashback

Harry slowly sat up and got out of bed. He couldn't sleep, as much as he tried, too much was on his mind as well as the fact that eating and sleeping had no point anymore.

He went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror of the bathroom cabinet. Depression had not done much for his usually good looks either. He opened the door and searched through the pills, toothbrushes, soaps and all the rest of the boys things till he found them:

Salem's super strong sleeping pills. He tried open the childproof cap but it was stuck. He pulled at it and eventually it opened and the pills went flying.

Harry collapsed down onto the floor and picked up 5 of them. He swallowed one of them but it didn't seem to help, he gulped down the second, then the third and memories came swarming back into his head.

"Lilac, Lilac kales" Her voice echoed in his ears, he took the 4th one and more echos came into his head . "You really scared me at the match today!" he swallowed the 5th one "Ithinkweneedtoseeotherpeople." At this, he started to shout.

"No! Please no! Don't do this!" He yelled and then passed out.

Next thing he heard was her voice. "Harry? Harry? Are you alright?" The voice deepened and he opened his eyes groggily to see Seamus kneeling next to him, looking very worried.

Flashback end

The fact remained that Seamus now rarely let him go anywhere alone and Harry got the feeling that he had told Lilac because every time she had walked past him, she looked worried and like she was going to say something, but then just ran off.

He reached into his pocket and pulled out something. He flicked it up and the blade of the pocket knife glinted in the moonlight.

Just then, something walked onto the pitch. "Oh well, using the pitch isn't illegal." He thought, not knowing it was Lilac.

He pulled his hood up incase it was a prefect or teacher and carried on flying.

(I'm not cruel enough to stop there)

Lilac also had her hood pulled up; she took out an old school broom and rose up before zooming round the pitch.

She was flying above Harry, trying to see who it was, when the broom conked out and started to fall, she let it go and closed her eyes, hoping to have only a few broken bones when she hit the ground

She stopped falling and opened her eyes to see the other person was holding her.

"Thank you." She said quietly and took off her hood as the other person did.

She gasped and so did the other person when they saw each other's identities.

MWHAAAAAA

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