~++~++~Kags POV~++~++~
I walk to school slowly. The world seems to fly past me as I just move as slowly as a turtle. None of them...none of them realise how much pain it is to me to see someone..a child sitting ina car happily with his mother or father. It makes me think as always,How special they are and how dull I am.I never even knew my father.
Something in my heart aches to know who my father was but,my mother never brought up the subject and I never bothered.I just thought that one day my mother would tell me in her own time.I now know how deadly wrong I was.
This..this is like a curse to me. Something that HAS to tourcher me. I'm like its slave.A slave to depression and fighting. A curse....not only is it ever that..it's something more. It has to do with being locked up which I feel I am always. No one exactally cares though so..why should I ,I guess.That the problem though..I do.
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I walk in to class just as the bell rings and causes me to run out of the room even though I just entered. I can hear the teacher try to say something to me but i'm to far gone to care.This is a tipical day for me. The teacher yelling at me as I run away and the detention that has to follow.
My best friend. I have none. My only friend left me awhile back to hang with the popular group.I've waited for what seem like eturnity for her to return back and become my friend but she hangs with the group that most hates me. The group that will smack your butt if your wearing short skirts or shorts. The perverts that haunt the school. I know the only reason she wanted to be in that group was because of a boy named Miroku. She had a major crush on him and thought if she was popular she would ahve a chance. She must have been right because a couple days later she was his girl friend.
I've never had that type of thing happen to me.I've never been in love or ever had a boy friend even though people stare at me in class. I think its because there hoping I'm gonna jump up and beet the crap out of the person beside me. There ever so wrong. Just because I'm a punk and beeted up a couple kids. Alright so a couple isn't the word but still it either that or there staring at my ass hoping I will not notice. Jerks.
The halls are just starting to empty out but why do I care. The popluar kids stare at me like i'm something discusting and that i'm bugging them in a piss off sort a way. Yeah, Yeah go a head and glare daggers at me,You got yours coming.
I push open the doors and see the Sakura tree that I always sit under for the next hour. The teacher can do whatever they want when they figure out that i'm not there but I am at school.
Taking my regualr seat in the dirt by the tree I sit back and sigh heavily. Thoughts and images flood threw my mind as I sit there. Even though I think about the same thing almost everyday water comes to my eyes at the thought. I can't help myself.I hate what I have become and I can't deal with it. I'm trying so hard. This is pain. This is pain I have to go threw.Every day.
The tree is in full bloom unlike my heart but, then again i'm unlike anyone else. I'm someone who is crule,evil,dark, and emotionless. The only emotions I know is sadness and hurt.
I stare up into the tree hoping the tree will take away my pain and take away my fear of hurting someone or getting hurt. I choke back my tears and look forward again.
What was that? In the tree.Nothing...Nothing at all.
~~Inu's POV~~~~
I see her. That girl everyone calls evil and depressed. She sit's there under the tree I'm in. She must be skipping class as usual.I notice her almost every single day sitting under this tree.Today is the first day I have actually gotten up the tree and looked at her. She doesn't look evil or depressed,She looks hot. Ha so,Yeah she's very pretty but looks can be deciving.
That reminds me of myself. I always have to wear this damn base ball cap.People would never understad what I keep under here and why I have them. They would think I was a compleate freak but then again..I am in some ways. Being part demon isn't a gift.It's a curse. Almost like a spell.
I look down at her again and I start to smell her tears.
She cries?
I don't know anythingabout her but something...just refects she hurting inside and really ot me it's no wonder. Her only friend left her and even that its self is deep but I'm just guessing its something deeper.
I can smell her tears starting to faide away as she looks up in the tree. I start praying she will not see me. My prays were answered.She never did.Well thats just something off my shouldars but as I watch her more closely she seems to be in a sad state.Depression is like that.
I'm depressed. Not that anyone knows. I hide it behind my smiles which girls half fall over for. God can't they get a fucking life. It's just a smile!JUST A DAMN SMILE!
I look at her and deside to make my presence known and jump down from the tree and sit beside her. She looks at me as if i'm something horrible and repulsive. I shrug and look at her. She looks away then looks back at me.
'What the hell are you looking at.' Nice intro. My name is Inuyasha and I'm happy to meet you. Nice intro. Yeah like in hell i'm gonna say that now. Trying to keep my anger down I say' hello to you too' back to her. I look away. I want to get up but I deside I should at least help her.
'If you ever want friends.Maybe you should lighten up . Not that you need to know but I'm Inuyasha and if your gonna cry...under a tree may not be the best idea.' I finally stand up. Ha that will put her in her place ! I do feel a twing of hurt for her. She must go threw that alot. Walking away I take one glance at her.
Maybe..Maybe she's not all people take her for.
~++~++~ Kag's POV~++~++~
Wha..Wha...What did he just say to me....I shoudl lighten up. DOES HE EVEN KNOW WHAT I GO THREW. Of course not...He's a jerk. He's a popular.All the girls love him.Even me...but that was such a long time ago.
There was another part to his horrible saying. His name. Inuyasha. I like that name for some reason. It just it nice wait...why did he tell me.Does he see somethign I don't? Why did he tell me.?
That question keep ringing in my mind as I watch him leave .Just as he does so.... the bell rings for next class.Even though I'm gonna miss the next one I stand up for some reason. A part of my wants to run after him and ask why he told me but I say yes to the other voice and stay there.
He makes me think as people helter skelter around me.
"What does he see that I can't see?"
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I walk to school slowly. The world seems to fly past me as I just move as slowly as a turtle. None of them...none of them realise how much pain it is to me to see someone..a child sitting ina car happily with his mother or father. It makes me think as always,How special they are and how dull I am.I never even knew my father.
Something in my heart aches to know who my father was but,my mother never brought up the subject and I never bothered.I just thought that one day my mother would tell me in her own time.I now know how deadly wrong I was.
This..this is like a curse to me. Something that HAS to tourcher me. I'm like its slave.A slave to depression and fighting. A curse....not only is it ever that..it's something more. It has to do with being locked up which I feel I am always. No one exactally cares though so..why should I ,I guess.That the problem though..I do.
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I walk in to class just as the bell rings and causes me to run out of the room even though I just entered. I can hear the teacher try to say something to me but i'm to far gone to care.This is a tipical day for me. The teacher yelling at me as I run away and the detention that has to follow.
My best friend. I have none. My only friend left me awhile back to hang with the popular group.I've waited for what seem like eturnity for her to return back and become my friend but she hangs with the group that most hates me. The group that will smack your butt if your wearing short skirts or shorts. The perverts that haunt the school. I know the only reason she wanted to be in that group was because of a boy named Miroku. She had a major crush on him and thought if she was popular she would ahve a chance. She must have been right because a couple days later she was his girl friend.
I've never had that type of thing happen to me.I've never been in love or ever had a boy friend even though people stare at me in class. I think its because there hoping I'm gonna jump up and beet the crap out of the person beside me. There ever so wrong. Just because I'm a punk and beeted up a couple kids. Alright so a couple isn't the word but still it either that or there staring at my ass hoping I will not notice. Jerks.
The halls are just starting to empty out but why do I care. The popluar kids stare at me like i'm something discusting and that i'm bugging them in a piss off sort a way. Yeah, Yeah go a head and glare daggers at me,You got yours coming.
I push open the doors and see the Sakura tree that I always sit under for the next hour. The teacher can do whatever they want when they figure out that i'm not there but I am at school.
Taking my regualr seat in the dirt by the tree I sit back and sigh heavily. Thoughts and images flood threw my mind as I sit there. Even though I think about the same thing almost everyday water comes to my eyes at the thought. I can't help myself.I hate what I have become and I can't deal with it. I'm trying so hard. This is pain. This is pain I have to go threw.Every day.
The tree is in full bloom unlike my heart but, then again i'm unlike anyone else. I'm someone who is crule,evil,dark, and emotionless. The only emotions I know is sadness and hurt.
I stare up into the tree hoping the tree will take away my pain and take away my fear of hurting someone or getting hurt. I choke back my tears and look forward again.
What was that? In the tree.Nothing...Nothing at all.
~~Inu's POV~~~~
I see her. That girl everyone calls evil and depressed. She sit's there under the tree I'm in. She must be skipping class as usual.I notice her almost every single day sitting under this tree.Today is the first day I have actually gotten up the tree and looked at her. She doesn't look evil or depressed,She looks hot. Ha so,Yeah she's very pretty but looks can be deciving.
That reminds me of myself. I always have to wear this damn base ball cap.People would never understad what I keep under here and why I have them. They would think I was a compleate freak but then again..I am in some ways. Being part demon isn't a gift.It's a curse. Almost like a spell.
I look down at her again and I start to smell her tears.
She cries?
I don't know anythingabout her but something...just refects she hurting inside and really ot me it's no wonder. Her only friend left her and even that its self is deep but I'm just guessing its something deeper.
I can smell her tears starting to faide away as she looks up in the tree. I start praying she will not see me. My prays were answered.She never did.Well thats just something off my shouldars but as I watch her more closely she seems to be in a sad state.Depression is like that.
I'm depressed. Not that anyone knows. I hide it behind my smiles which girls half fall over for. God can't they get a fucking life. It's just a smile!JUST A DAMN SMILE!
I look at her and deside to make my presence known and jump down from the tree and sit beside her. She looks at me as if i'm something horrible and repulsive. I shrug and look at her. She looks away then looks back at me.
'What the hell are you looking at.' Nice intro. My name is Inuyasha and I'm happy to meet you. Nice intro. Yeah like in hell i'm gonna say that now. Trying to keep my anger down I say' hello to you too' back to her. I look away. I want to get up but I deside I should at least help her.
'If you ever want friends.Maybe you should lighten up . Not that you need to know but I'm Inuyasha and if your gonna cry...under a tree may not be the best idea.' I finally stand up. Ha that will put her in her place ! I do feel a twing of hurt for her. She must go threw that alot. Walking away I take one glance at her.
Maybe..Maybe she's not all people take her for.
~++~++~ Kag's POV~++~++~
Wha..Wha...What did he just say to me....I shoudl lighten up. DOES HE EVEN KNOW WHAT I GO THREW. Of course not...He's a jerk. He's a popular.All the girls love him.Even me...but that was such a long time ago.
There was another part to his horrible saying. His name. Inuyasha. I like that name for some reason. It just it nice wait...why did he tell me.Does he see somethign I don't? Why did he tell me.?
That question keep ringing in my mind as I watch him leave .Just as he does so.... the bell rings for next class.Even though I'm gonna miss the next one I stand up for some reason. A part of my wants to run after him and ask why he told me but I say yes to the other voice and stay there.
He makes me think as people helter skelter around me.
"What does he see that I can't see?"
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