I opened Kagome's door after I had knocked. From being over at her house so many times before my stupid break up that I knew that her door was open. I had always wondered why but she always avoided the subject of herself for her curse.
"Hello?" I called out and I made my way threw the house I head a bang from upstairs and decided she had to be up there still calming down. I walked up the stairs quickly just In case she actually did fall or something. "Kagome?" I called out as I entered the stretch of the hall way that led to her bedroom and what she liked to call as her 'domain' . I always laughed at her when she said it cause it was nice to see her in such a good mood. I wish I had seen the sadness in her eyes for so long after I broke up and said that I was now in the 'in crowd'.
Even that though wouldn't have prepared myself for what I was about to see.
I opened her door and called out her name before gasping and stepping back. Kagome had a knife in her gut and was on the ground in her own blood. I saw her eyes and they were pleading and full of a salty liquid we call tears. I could read her eyes well and she knew it and I rushed over to her and kept the knife in as I helped her up.
Kagome...how could you try to kill yourself? People don't do that! It's never the answer.Your curse is not a reason. You of all people should know that it's not the answer. You told me so many times that you wouldn't do drugs or try suicide. You lied..You lied to me! But, I also did that to you by leaving our trust and our friendship over the boy I most loved and the 'in crowd'.
"Kagome"I said weakly as hot tears poured of my eyes and landed on her face. "Kagome "I chocked out again to my dismay. "Why...Why you do it?" I asked. It was the one thing that I still understand even under the circumstances I was now in.
She looked up at me and I practically screamed out her name again. It was so hurtful to see my best friend dieing in my arms and drenching me in her blood. This was more horrible and painful then anyone can ever, ever understand.
"I-didn't-want-to-hurt-every-one-any-more. i-can't-keep-living--like---this- ----Sango---help me--please" She cried in my arms and I hugged her tightly without touching her bloody tummy.
I looked at her again and across her room to the phone that laid so neatly on it's cradle like nothing had happened.
I felt sick again.Like this morning. I think my gut was telling me this all week that she might do this. I hurled int he toilet every morning cause my destiny was going to stop me from hurling at this moment with the blood on me. I now understood.
I placed Kagome's figure down on to the ground and got up and ran to the phone and called Miroku. He was the only hope besides the ambulance that I Had to contain myself at this moment. It might hurt Kagome to see him but it would help.
I waited and waited and finally talked to Miroku crying and sobbing loudly int he phone. I watched Kagome and she kept crying and trying to get up.She didn't want this either.She didn't want to die .In her heart she was still so innocent. I could see she was so afraid to die and this knife was only a mistake that she had made and she didn't want it to be her last.
I cried and told Miroku the whole story from beginning to end. At the end I asked the same thing that Kagome asked me.
"Miroku...please..please help me!" I cried before not being able to talk anymore and dropping the phone. I feel to my knees and cried while hugging Kagome's body which was now going cold underneath me.
"Don't die Kagome!" I yelled at her and she just smiled and giggled a bit before making the last movement of her wincing in pain. She laid back and breathed out and stopped breathing.
"KAGOME!" I screamed so loud I bet the whole neighborhood heard me.
My best friend....had just died in front of me and I couldn't help her.
i loved my best friend.
The end or is it?
A/N: This is getting good but no one but my friend is just reading.I need more reviews...please..anything!
"Hello?" I called out and I made my way threw the house I head a bang from upstairs and decided she had to be up there still calming down. I walked up the stairs quickly just In case she actually did fall or something. "Kagome?" I called out as I entered the stretch of the hall way that led to her bedroom and what she liked to call as her 'domain' . I always laughed at her when she said it cause it was nice to see her in such a good mood. I wish I had seen the sadness in her eyes for so long after I broke up and said that I was now in the 'in crowd'.
Even that though wouldn't have prepared myself for what I was about to see.
I opened her door and called out her name before gasping and stepping back. Kagome had a knife in her gut and was on the ground in her own blood. I saw her eyes and they were pleading and full of a salty liquid we call tears. I could read her eyes well and she knew it and I rushed over to her and kept the knife in as I helped her up.
Kagome...how could you try to kill yourself? People don't do that! It's never the answer.Your curse is not a reason. You of all people should know that it's not the answer. You told me so many times that you wouldn't do drugs or try suicide. You lied..You lied to me! But, I also did that to you by leaving our trust and our friendship over the boy I most loved and the 'in crowd'.
"Kagome"I said weakly as hot tears poured of my eyes and landed on her face. "Kagome "I chocked out again to my dismay. "Why...Why you do it?" I asked. It was the one thing that I still understand even under the circumstances I was now in.
She looked up at me and I practically screamed out her name again. It was so hurtful to see my best friend dieing in my arms and drenching me in her blood. This was more horrible and painful then anyone can ever, ever understand.
"I-didn't-want-to-hurt-every-one-any-more. i-can't-keep-living--like---this- ----Sango---help me--please" She cried in my arms and I hugged her tightly without touching her bloody tummy.
I looked at her again and across her room to the phone that laid so neatly on it's cradle like nothing had happened.
I felt sick again.Like this morning. I think my gut was telling me this all week that she might do this. I hurled int he toilet every morning cause my destiny was going to stop me from hurling at this moment with the blood on me. I now understood.
I placed Kagome's figure down on to the ground and got up and ran to the phone and called Miroku. He was the only hope besides the ambulance that I Had to contain myself at this moment. It might hurt Kagome to see him but it would help.
I waited and waited and finally talked to Miroku crying and sobbing loudly int he phone. I watched Kagome and she kept crying and trying to get up.She didn't want this either.She didn't want to die .In her heart she was still so innocent. I could see she was so afraid to die and this knife was only a mistake that she had made and she didn't want it to be her last.
I cried and told Miroku the whole story from beginning to end. At the end I asked the same thing that Kagome asked me.
"Miroku...please..please help me!" I cried before not being able to talk anymore and dropping the phone. I feel to my knees and cried while hugging Kagome's body which was now going cold underneath me.
"Don't die Kagome!" I yelled at her and she just smiled and giggled a bit before making the last movement of her wincing in pain. She laid back and breathed out and stopped breathing.
"KAGOME!" I screamed so loud I bet the whole neighborhood heard me.
My best friend....had just died in front of me and I couldn't help her.
i loved my best friend.
The end or is it?
A/N: This is getting good but no one but my friend is just reading.I need more reviews...please..anything!
