xxxxxxxSango's POVxxxxxxxxxx
I felt horrible leaving my once best friend there with Miroku's buddy but the nurse said it was important and even though I wish Kagome could come with me,she can't.
I have this guilty feeling of doing everything wrong and yet seeing Kagome, makes it so much worse.I have lied to her and to myself and walking down this plain white hall and seeing all these sick people just makes me think how much of a good friend I am.
I come from a family of demon slayers, although there are no more demons in the world ;We are suppose to learn how to help one another and not fight over a kill, in my case, Kagome. We are suppose to learn how to cooperate with each other and help when some one is hurt. No...No I haven't done that either.
I feel Miroku's gaze on me as I walk and probably;y look emotionless in this hall way. I'm not afraid of what this lady has to tell me...i'm more afraid of what Kagome might do to herself....... That's one thing that scares me more than anything.
I feel Miroku's hand over my waist and i have to pull it off. i don't want comfort ,Miroku. I have to think and get out of this myself. Only...No one else can correct it. and sorry to say but your comfort will not help.
The nurse leads us to a room....like a doctors room but it's actually a physical therapists office. It's just closed right now. She has a saddened face on her and I can't help but think about Kagome. I wonder if that's how she feels all the time,every hour of the day.
"Miss, We have reason to believe your pregnant." The nurse took a step back as my gaze to the floor immediately rose up to her in a shocking stare.
What? What?....No...No..your wrong....you have NO REASON TO BELIEVE THAT! But..it all makes sence...all my pain and suffering each morning why i always feel sick and haven't got "my time of the month" yet. It makes sence....I just never thought of it before.
I look to Miroku and he's just in the same state i am. I can't bare to take this anymore. The room has a heavy weight of guilt in it and I can't bare to stand it any more.
I feel the need to be sick again and can't bare to do it in here. The tears that I held back before are now rising to my eyes.
I can't be pregnant i have my whole life ahead of me. i don't want this child but yet, i don't want an abortion. I can't kill someone, i can turn in to Kagome. My mind snapped back to Kagome and I rush out of the room and head down the long hall and turns to find Kagome again. She has to know..i can't hide it from her. I don't care about the yelling as I run...I only care about Kagome
xxxxxxKag's POVxxxxxxxxxxxx
I've felt this feeling, this feeling of guilt hanging over me as I watch Sango and Miroku leave. I feel a guilt that I have done everything wrong and yet seeing them makes me feel worse. This feeling of leaving my best friend and NEVER even attempting to try and talk to her again cause I have been so selfish is just something i can never change.
I look up to Inuyasha's face and notice him sitting down and looking away from me like there is something wrong. i notice his cap on his head and wonder why it's SO important to him...it's just a hat...but yet, i can't help but wonder what he's hiding.
"Inuyasha." I whisper out since I can't do anymore then that which ,believe me, feels like shit. He turns his head and stares at me with his yellow orbs that are so emotionless. I see him stand up and come over to me while his silver hair trails behind him. The only thing I will admit to my mind is, Silver hair suite's him. I have no feelings for him....that's the only thing I have to realize that we could actually be friends.
He looks at me and nods. Still not smiling; doing the emotionless thing again.
"Come closer." He blinks in surprise and I see him hesitate. He is thinking I might kiss him and god, is the whole world like that? Always so" oh my god she or he might kiss me and i've only see then twice. Fuck, this world is a mess.
He leans over and I reach my hand up to his face again but that's not what i'm thinking. although the world is fucking messed up the whole"kiss me ,kiss me" thing comes in handy for trickery.
He starts blushing and I roll my eyes in my mind. I flip my wrist and pull off his cap. .....
WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?
I see two fucking ears pop up.....ears....what the hell are you? Some kind of fucking dog?
His expression is mad and yet freaked out. He reaches for his hat but i move it away and sit on it. He growls and I look at him deeper. The little fucking ears suit him....I actually think there alright.
The gay thing happened. I smiled. i never smile...Maybe I am becoming more happy go Lucky. It's hard to go from bitch to gay in a couple days but...i did it in two weeks. So queer.
he blinks at me and I see a plan run threw his mind although I cannot tell what it is.
I reached up again and he pulls back but, I also have another plan. I grab his hair and yank it foreword. Yep, still some what of a bitch in me. Sounds mean but you know...he deserves it for thinking I was going Tod something like kiss him.
He growls again but soothes down after I start rubbing the little ears. now the whole ear thing is so fucking gay but....come on! It's actually funny. I can feel a rubble in my chest and I can feel it making it's way to wards my throat. I try to hold it in cause I know it's gonna hurt but I do it anyway.
I laugh. i laugh cause it's so funny. It's so funny and yet so cute! i love it!
I finally stop laughing and feel a ripping pain go threw my gut again. it makes it's way from my gut to my stomach and the to my heart. I place a hand on my gut and feel a bump there. If Inuyasha wasn't here, I would look to see what it was.
I have no time to think about that now as I feel the pain returning and oh god, I hurts. My eyes are closed so tightly it's like i'm gonna die right there and that my eyes are holding me from dieing.
I feel my pillow move and a hand get placed on top of mine. what the hell I think....I shoot open my closed eyes and gaze into yellow ones. OOH love at first sight right....WRONG! I am now feeling my demon form rising up cause of my anger to wards him but then I feel pain again in my gut and shut my eyes.
The pain helped thought.I can feel my body not tensing up anymore and I only feel pain and anger to wards Inuaysha who is.....kissing my forehead.
My mind is on full blast and I snap my eyes open. I'm at a loss for words but have a plan in my mind to just follow along with this fucking movement which I am totally hating right about now. My plan is going to work....and it better work soon cause this is not a feeling I like.
Inuyasha has now moved his hand to my butt and it makes me want to puke but, if I did that, my plan wouldn't work.
Oh god...STOP TOUCHING ME! Erg! This fucking world is so perverted. He had to lift my head up and look at me. Oh you are SUCH A CREEP! Just wait till I get out of this bed, THEN,, THEN YOU'LL BE SORRY INUYASHA!
My demon form does not come up as I think this I am actually happy about it ;. that was until...he kissed me lightly.
Nows my chance.I grab on to his ear and pull him close to my face after he pulled away and use my other hand to slap him across the face. I swear I heard the slap echo.
That little fucker only got a sliver of what I'm gonna give him once I get out of this bed and I can finally move. Just you wait Inuyasha!
He laughes and I see him waving the hat around abouve my head. Although he has jsut gotten slapped and i'm holding on to his ear tightly, he's fucking laughing and I feel more anger fill my up.
"DON'T EVER DO THAT AGAIN!" I yell at his face which is impressive cause only a second ago I could barely talk ; and then let go of his ear as Sango comes running in the room with salty tears running down her face.
"Kagome help me.." Sango pleaded as she hugged me tightly and I just stood there like a rock.
"They think I'm pregnant."
A/N: Yep..no matter what since you people suck, I'm gonna keep writing cause you all don't support me anymore. Yep...another chapter gone to waste. Oh well..what do you care right? Cause if you cared..you review!
