As you may have imagined, We were all shocked. Everyone but Miro who was panting and not even beside my bed with inuyasha and Sango.

That's how my hospital time was spent.

I stayed int he hospital for three months. Three sickening months. Everyday hoping I would leave here, this hospital bed that was really a hell in a tiny form, just know one could really see it.

Sango got an abortion without her parents ever knowing what was going on which was pretty sneaky and although she told me first before anyone else; i was the one who tried to stop her that is, besides Miro. Then again, he just wanted as child to call his own and didn't seem to care if Sango cared or not. No matter, Sango was so determined to get rid of this baby although, she ; herself was totally against having an abortion. I could see how she didn't want to go threw pregnancy at this age and this time. People like to talk and since she was the definition of popular, People would talk. That was the month.

She didn't actually get an abortion. She got pregnant. She WAS pregnant although, she was totally against it. She told me that she couldn't go against her word of NEVER having an abortion and although she was still young she would have to take responsibility for it.

I talked to Inuyasha whenever he came and tried to bring up the topic of his ears but he pissed me off by turning away from this subject. His ears were actually cute but, him always hiding the fact that he was different and was some kind of creature, it was kinda scary. At times, listening to him not talk to you made you feel like you were talking to a brick wall and it wasn't going to talk back. I gave up on this jackass.

I wanted even more to get out of here now. the lady in the bed beside me one night, she went out cold and they couldn't revive her. i wondered, why couldn't I be her. I hate this place. This bed. This living hell , I am so far living. Then I answered my question. It wasn't my time to go because something was left un-done. There was a reason Sango came in to my room and saved me at that time. My time was not up yet, and I couldn't rush it.

The last month of me stay, The worst thing happened to her, Sango. She had lost the baby. She had fallen down eh stairs when she was carrying towels to her other bathroom and she had slipped and had killed her baby. After this incident, I never saw her for the rest of the month, until the day I was set free from the hospital. Inuyasha was there every single day of this month and I talked to him although he never really talked back. i just needed to get things off my chest.Tell some one, or something. I had again at one point ripped off his hat and threw it in the garbage. He had barked at me but, this time, I didn't let him et away. I held on to him. On simple kiss stopped him right in his tracks of yelling at me. It was odd, but, the only reason I ever kissed that idiot was because I needed to seduce the truth out of him. although it didn't work, I at least gave him a slapping for thinking someone like me could fall in love so easy. I coughed at how pathetic he had been just standing there like an idiot while we kissed. I loved slapping him because, I could relive all the stress of being here on his face and get to see the lovely red mark.

There were some days when I would cry and Inuyasha would panic like a lunatic and finally left the room every time. That idiot. couldn't he talk to me about my problems? Couldn't he ever ask? would it hurt? Is it so hard to ask someone who's crying ; ask them if they were alright or what was wrong but then again were talking about Inuyasha here. You can barley get a Feh out of him.

The day I left the hell,I felt so much more free and although I had to ride out on a dirty old motorcycle with a dirty old man; this day was the most beautiful of them all.I never grabbed on to the man's waist but held on to the back of the bike cause I would never ever want to touch him and make him think I'm starting to fall in love with him when really, I have so much hatred for that idiot.

Sango had to ride with Miro so, where do you think I really was?

Yep, whit the jackass. I think he's a smelly old man so...yeah.


A/N: Yep.....that's it