You know..in everysingle movie or book.The person trips at this particular time but reality jsut isn't like that. If we have the will to run for our lives ,we can make it. No exceptions. you just go for teh gold as they say. Whatever they say I don't really care but truley, Movies and books are soo predicable.

I heard my name and I jsut kept running. I don't want to know you people. NEVER! I don't want to know my ex-best friend or her damn boy friend. I don't want to know her boy's friend! I want to be left alone. Alone..ALONE! That's what I want. I don't need anyone, no one was ever there. I don't want to depend on anyone for no one depends on me. I don't want friends cause Friends are bull shit! I don't want love caus eit's 8 letters and bull shit is too!

I jsut want to be content with myself and that isn't happening. It can't happen. Everyone is holding me back and I can't reach my target.

I slow down my running and look at the lovley concreate as I stop and focus on it. Tears stream my eyes and the bridges of my nose and run off the tip of it.

why must my life be this way? Why msut it always end like this. Where I get helped when i don't need it. I never have time alone. i have school. I have failed grades. I have everything a child couldn't want. A bad neithbor hood. My father did drugs. i like in a shit house. I ahve no friends. I'm not trusted. I have barley any food to survive and I have no money. Each day my heart ticks away, counting the beets of my life that have jsut passed.

I fall on my bloody knees un awear of the pain in them. I keep realising what I want and what I need.

I want to grow old with someone one. i want a family. I want my family back. I want friend. i want a job. I need a job. I need friends. I need love. I need a real house.

The motor bikes stop and I just turn to them. A smile writen across my face. They stop right behind me on the sidewalk with expresions i can't read. I don't care. They Care for me. I know that now.

I sit up and keep thinking how

i alwyas focused on the bad.

Never teh good.

I Never stoped and looked to

The beauty of a bird or a soft

Flower Sakura flower falling

off a tree on to my head.

The joy I could have broughten.

Sango aprouches me and stares helplessly at me as I stand up with the blood on my knees that run down my legs. She sicken and confused and I love her even if she thinks I look so bad.

I pracatlly fall in her arms and hug her so tightly as if the world would never let me get rid of her. I am smiling and I hold her even if she doesn't hug my back. At least I can hug someone and feel happy for once.

"Kagome?" She whispers as keep hugging her tightly. i loosen my hold and whisper back.

"Do itashimshite and I love you."

I let her go and run over to Miroku and Hug him too. He's jsut as stunned as Sango but he hugs back although he's reaching down my backside and reaching for my tushy.

"wakariasen?" He asks although I should be asking that when he's reaching down my back.

"I love you Miroku and..." i let him go and slap him roughly letting him know my warning. "don't reach down my backside."

I look over at Inuyasha who looks at me with his brows in a frown. Hes wondering what i'm going to do to him? Hug him?

I walk over slowly and looks at him as he looks at me still stunned and blinking like he doesn't know what to do. I wrap my arms around him and press my lips on his softly. I feel him jerk but this time, I'm not kidding. Just so he knows I pull his head towards mine slightly hoping he'll at least hug me or return my friendly embrace. He closes his eyes and I can feel him leaning on me and his hands on my back and neak. I break away and smile, not cause of the embrace but that, he knows I just want to be friend.

"Do itashimashita.."

He answers with a slight "kekko desu."

Miroku comes up behind me and wraps arms around me and I sand perfectly still.

"O-ki ni irimashita ka?" He askes and I get out of his reach and slap his face that is like the power of a punch. He growns and I smile.

"Everything is going to be okay."

A?N: One more chappie then this story is done..Oh i'm so happy!