A/N: Hey everyone this is kinda the sequel to "The Biggest Regret" and I want to thank HardCoreInuyashaFanatic for reading and reviewing my other poem thank you for the tips and I knew that "The Thoughts of a Houshi" could have been better but I figured I needed to put something up I'll be working on another poem soon that hopefully I can spend a little more time working on and I hope its better than the last one I might also start writing a fic depends on if anyone thinks I should try to write one hope you enjoy this poem and please review it to let me know your thoughts.

For You

I walk in the door totally fatigued
I glance up the stairs a foreign feeling inside me
I listen for any sound as I open her door
Then my heart shatters as I glance at the floor

I fight the urge to cry out and vomit
Then I notice her face has tear streaks still on it
Her skin is pale and her carpet turned red
I notice a crimson spotted note upon her bed

I walk towards the bed a tearing in my chest
Then I snatch up the note and clutch it to my breast
I silently weep for five minutes maybe more
Then drop to my knees sobbing on the floor

My hand reaches for her face trembling softly
It tears at my soul to see her so ghostly
I brush my hand through her hair still not believeing
But as my fingers brush her cheek i realize shes freezing

I remember the note that was her last
I look down to read I knowing much time has passed
My body trembles as I read each line
While uncountable shivers run down my spine

"Dad I'm sorry I've done this to you
But it was something I thought i must do
I know now that my thoughts were wrong
But as you are now reading I'm already gone

I'll miss you dearly and please tell me friends
That I was thinking of them at the end
Tell Becky and Ron to be there for each other
And tell Laura to be nicer to her little brother

I feel it now I don't have long
But don't worry I won't truly be gone
I'll be with mom soon so try not to cry
We'll both watch over you from up in the sky"

As I finish the note I look down at her face
Drained of all life it was such a waste
She was beautiful, smart, and funny too
And now that she was gone I don't know what to do

I've been without my wife a year next week
And now my beloved daughter lay at my feet
I folded the note as carefully as I could
Then placed it in my wallet to remain there for good

I pick her up gently my angel even in death
Then I set her upon the bed and let out a raged breath
I lower my head and kiss her cheek
I feel my knees once again go weak

I can't help but cry out once more
Before I turn to head out the door
I head down the stairs and towards the phone
I realize now I'm all alone

After the call I thought I should end my life to
But then I remembered what you wanted me to do
I'll live my life if only in your memory
For maybe some day I may die happily

A/N: And like always flames are accepted but if your going to flame me please tell me what you dont like about it so I can hopefully know how to make it better Ja ne