Hey guys, I know you've all been waiting for this chapter, but beware, it is not suitable for younger readers… enjoy Chapter 9 Passion

Lily walked softly, not wanting to make any obvious noise. She knew where he was, for some reason. He should have been in bed, or out on some daredevil adventure with his mates, but he wasn't. He was there, in the common room, waiting for her. He was sitting on the couch, wearing his school uniform still. Lily remembered thinking that was strange, he hated that uniform, he would never be seen after school wearing such a thing. But there he was, robes and all, staring once again into the eyes of Lily Evans. The girl he had once mocked and teased. The girl he had thought was stuck-up, a loser, a goody-goody. Now he was obsessed with her.

She had the most perfect face, her skin, her lips. She was perfect in every single way. And now they were alone, in the middle of the night. Together at last.

"What are you doing here?" Lily spoke the words gently so as no to sound accusing, merely concerned.

"I'm waiting for you." When he spoke, James used the voice he had used earlier that day. They caring voice that Lily longed to hear more of. "I've waited for you every night. But you never came, until now."

"What do you mean?"

"I looked for you today. I knew where you were, but I looked. I looked everywhere, but where you were."

"James, are you all right?"

"You know I've love you since the first time I saw you? I love you and I always will."

"James, I…I didn't know. Why didn't you say something before now?"

"I did, except you were never there. I never admitted it, but I said it a million time in my head. I love you Lily Evans."

He had never said her name before. He had never said those words before, never. Not even to the girls he'd had sex with. Not to his mother, not to his friends. He was saving those words for her.

Lily took a few steps closer. "You know I guess, I always have been too- in love with you. But I never realised, never noticed, until I saw you down here. Waiting for me."

James came even closer, so they were about a meter away from each other. Both desperate to be closer, but not knowing how to feel, what to say. Finally, James reached out and took Lily's hands and held them in his own. He pulled them around his back and drew her close to him, so that they were now touching. He let go of her hands and gently stroked her face. She gave a slight shiver and brought her hands up to hold his strong shoulders in her tiny hands. He held her face in his hands and they into each other's eyes. James swallowed hard and a look of intense nervousness crossed his face.

"I dreamed about this moment for so long. And now you're here, I can't believe it's real."

"Is this real?"

She kissed him gently at first and then she pushed her tongue into his mouth and he kissed her back. She'd never made the first move before. But she liked it. She was in control.

She pulled away.

"Do you really love me?"

"Always."

She pulled him forward and they kissed passionately for several minutes. The room around them became blurry and they had only each other. But that was enough, as long as they were together, as long as they were together at last.

She pulled away again and loosened his tie, he lifted her chin so her eyes met his.

"Are you sure, I can wait."

That was enough for her, as long as she heard those words, she knew his intentions were real.

She finished taking off his tie and he took off his shirt. She undid his belt and fly and slid his pants down around his ankles. He kicked off his shoes and finished taking off his pants. He unbuttoned her pyjama top and slid it gently off her shoulders as she took of her pants. She was completely naked as she pulled off his boxer shorts (A/N revealing a grade A penis) and they kissed again. She let him take over. He began to kiss her neck softly. She closed her eyes and let his lips seduce her. It wasn't long before she was lying on the soft rug, looking up into the intense eyes of James Potter. He looked down at her, hair lying around her head like a halo. She had never looked so perfect.

They kissed some more. Lily rolled over so that she was on top and rubbed herself against James warm sweaty body. She felt the reaction that she was looking for and moved to welcome it. She could almost feel him inside her…

And then she woke up.

Darkness swum around her as she sat up in her bed. It was only a dream. A good dream, but still just another dream to confuse her even more. She panted heavily.

*It wasn't real, it was just my imagination. I don't love him. I don't even like him not really*

*Then why do I feel so good?*

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(A/N awwww. I can't believe I wrote that! Well that has got to be the best chapter I've written. And I came up with a potential ending or at least an idea for the next couple of chapters while writing that. Well how did you like my sex scene? Review me please. I'm not sure if I wrote it right. I wanted to make it romantic, sexy and fast all at the same time and I think that was the best I could do but I would like to hear your thoughts.)