Take Me Away From Here

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A/N: Thanks to my reviewers! And sorry for the long update, I've been so busy with school starting up again.

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On to the Chapter

Chapter 2: My Life

Ginny's POV

The rays of the early morning sun slowly but annoyingly crept into my bedroom window. The potion I wasn't aware of taking started wearing off. I yawned and sat up in bed, wondering what wonderful things would happen today. Did you miss the sarcasm in that? No! Good job!

I gave a quick glance over to Hermione's bed, and saw that she was still asleep. Let's keep it that way for now. Hopefully today might be better, but it usually never was. Slowly getting out of bed I noticed something different. Stumped? I was still in my clothes from yesterday. This wasn't the first time its happened though, its happened for along as I can remember. Weird huh? I always remember eating supper then feeling really tired the next thing I knew I was waking up in the morning still in my clothes. I don't understand it either. Anyway enough about that, I hate mysteries especially this early in the morning. I was almost out of the room when "creak". Stupid Floor boards, stupid old house. I held still, making sure Hermione didn't stir. Closing the door silently, I made my way down the hallway to the bathroom.

Shivering slightly I made my way into the bathroom and turned on the light. I looked into the mirror, and almost let out a scream. Of course I saw myself, what the hell were you thinking? What I saw was so different, my face was horribly pale and had dark and I mean dark circles under my eyes. I looked so sick, but I didn't feel sick at all. I couldn't believe that was me. To tell you the truth I was scared. I haven't really been that scared since...Tom...enter violent shiver here. I mean it reminded me so much of what I looked like back then, I was much younger yes, but I look the same. What was happening to me? You don't know? Me either. I looked quickly away from the mirror, before I became sick all over the floor. That wouldn't be a pretty site to see. You should be glad that you missed it.

I glanced at the chipped old bathtub and prayed that dad had fixed the water heater. Turning on the hot water tap, I waited for the water. It didn't come of course; every morning was the same. Stupid pipes, stupid pluming. "Gurgle, bump, squeak, bump, rattle." The pipes made horrible noises that probably woke up the whole house. The water ran, but it had a rusty colour to it before it turned clear. And guess what? Nope! Try again? You give up? Fine, it was cold. Big surprise they're eh? I'm glad you're catching on to my sarcasm....enter swear word here The water was cold, it numbed my skin, but it felt good after awhile, it felt like it ate my feelings, all of them. There was no doubt, no loneliness, no depression, no hate, and no fear. I wanted to stay in longer, just be away from those horrid emotions. No I couldn't see the future, but I felt something really bad was going to happen today, something horrible. Take it as women's intuition. Anyway back to my shower. I was cold, avoid of emotions and I loved it. I'm sick aren't I? I quickly washed my hair and scrubbed my body, before turning the tap off. "Gurgle, bump, squeak, bump, rattle." Then it was silent. I didn't know how long I stood in the tub, but I ravished in the last minutes of my numbness. I could feel my body begin to tingle, when the blood starts circulating again to warm my shivering body up. It was then that I hated what the numbness brought, it brought me solitude for a little while, but the emotions seemed to come back in waves, back worse then before. That's when I understood, what good there is, is always shadowed by what is bad. This time I actually did throw up. Luckily the toilet was right there. It reeked horribly; I had a hard time believing that came from my body. My eyes were watering constantly; it blurred my vision so bad that I had to hold on to something. Told you, you didn't want to see that. My throat was on fire; I took a quick drink from the tap, before I wrapped myself in a towel. I looked back into the mirror. It was still the pale face, but the cold water had brought some colour back to it. Ha!

I made my way back to my room. Hermione was gone. She must have gone down for breakfast. Of course Miss Perfect had made the beds. Can't you just feel the anger? I hated Hermione so much, everytime she came here my mum would treat her more like a daughter then she did me. "Can I help you with something, Mrs Weasley?" "I'll set the table for you Mrs Weasley." She would put on a sickeningly sweet voice, and suck up to my mum. My mum's never really treated me like a daughter, since....Tom...enter shiver here But it just seemed to get worse everytime she came over. Okay enough, I'm done venting now. I sighed; today was going to be a long day. So I might as well make the best out of it. As you know I am a Weasley, so obviously my wardrobe doesn't consist of very much clothing. But I'm guessing you knew that already. What clothes I did have, I loved so much. Most were muggle clothing, except for some robes here and there. Being the girl I was, I couldn't decide what to wear. I threw clothes everywhere, trying to find something half-decent to wear. At last I had found what I was looking for, which was sorta funny since it was last thing in my wardrobe. They were an old pair of hip hugger jeans, very old. So old they had rips at the knees, and was faded blue. The bottom of the pants flared out but were frayed and ripped. You could tell these were my favourite right? Good! I slipped the jeans on, then looked around the messy room for a top that would suit the jeans. I tired on shirt after shirt; I didn't find any that I liked, so what call me fussy, I just couldn't decide, so I just randomly pick something. It was tight, black, spaghetti-strap shirt. It was small for me, only coming to a rest just above my belly button. I didn't care, about showing off some skin. No I'm not a prostitute how could you think that? Just bugging, My skin was really pale, so the more skin showing, the better I get a tan. I like my logic too! I guess the same thing for my dull red hair. I just brushed it, and let it lie flat down my back; maybe the sunlight will do it some good. I was set for the day.

"Ginevra Molly Weasley, get your arse done here this instance!" Came my mum's shrill voice from the bottom of the stairs.

Gulp! I'm in trouble now. Just what did I do? It's never good when your mom calls you by your full name. Never good. Today was going to be great. Ah sarcasm got to love it. I bounded down the stairs, dreading every step that I took closer to the kitchen. I felt defiantly alone when I reached the kitchen. I wasn't really alone, that just how I feel, how I always feel. Of course my mum was there, so was my dad. What really surprised me was who else was there. Any guesses? No? Harry, Ron, and Hermione were seated at the table, and in the middle was a book. What was all this about? Certainly not about going to Diagon Alley, they seemed too angry for that. I walked silently in, trying not to be noticed. "Creak" Everyone looked to me. So much for a quiet entrance.

"What is the meaning of this?" My mum shouted, as her hand pointed to the center of table, to the book.

Do you get it yet? I finally did. They had found my diary. There it was plan as day on the table. Why hadn't I noticed it earlier? Of course they wouldn't listen to me or understand me for that matter.

"It's just a diary." My voice was weak and quivering. I was done for now. I could feel the tears well up in my eyes.

"Just a diary? Haven't you learned anything, you stupid girl." Stupid? Me? How dare you father. I was just a little 11-year old girl and everyone around me was so stupid not to see anything wrong with me. What stumped me the most was how they found it. I stayed silent, I knew that if I opened my mouth to speak, I would start crying for sure. I looked at them all and I hated everything about them, then didn't deserve to know me, let alone be my family. I looked at Hermione the longest, she always took my place as daughter when she came over, I hated her more then anything, and she earned the name 'Mudblood'. Guess what happened next. Nope! Try again? Hermione blushed under my gaze. Not that type of blush, jeez. She blushed, as if she could read my thoughts, then I realized something that Hermione had found my diary and brought it to my parents. How you ask? I had it under my pillow, before I fell asleep. That's where it always is. I didn't make up my bed that morning, Hermione did. She must have moved the pillow and found it. Damn you bitch. I wanted to yell at her so much. I just stood there, not listening to what my mum or dad was saying. Tears streamed down my cheeks, making red streaks on my pale skin. I kept telling myself, not to cry, not to show them that they won. I held them back, it was hard, and it hurt. I caught the last bit of what my Mum was saying.

"You three, take her out of my site now. Just go to Diagon Alley." My mum slumped back in her chair. This of course was not over for me; I would be punished severely when I got home from Diagon Alley.

"Look what you did now you little bitch." Ouch that hurt. Damn you Ron. I hate you all.

I had no idea what I was doing, but I ended up taking some floo powder and stepping into the fireplace. I heard my voice yell 'The Leaky Cauldrun' and I was gone. I hated using the floo network, but it was the fasted for underage wizards. I closed my eyes tightly and continue to spin through the network of fireplaces, I felt the familiar tug, when you were at the right fireplace, and fell onto the floor of the Leaky Cauldrun covered in soot. I opened my eyes, and dusted the soot from my clothes as I stood up. I could feel someone watching me, but I didn't care. I was about to leave, when something made me stop dead.

"Miss Weasley." Came the cold voice. It was so familiar. It sounded like it came from the devil himself. No it wasn't....Tom...shiver if that's what you were thinking, but it was just as bad. I dreaded turning around, but I did.

I could feel my body become numb again, just the site of him, could do that to me. My brown eyes met pure hatred and loathing in the cold, Grey eyes of Lucius Malfoy, and at his side was the ferret I learned to hate and loathe just as much, Draco Malfoy. I was done for.