WHAT CAN MOM HEAR

"Bianca you're scaring me now, is something wrong". Erica sensed something every time she brought up Kendall's name Bianca changed the subject.

"Its Kendall mom, she's in trouble. I can't help her, she wont even listen to me."

"Just tell me Bianca" the panic was beginning to set in she couldn't wait much longer.

"Mother I debated on whether to tell you or not. After what happened when Kendall and I kept my pregnancy from you, well I had to tell you. I also didn't know if you were strong enough, but I don't have a choice now."

"After the intervention what we all learned about that night, Kendall left. She was gone for days, we didn't know where she was, or how to reach her, or if she was coming back."

Erica was watching the expressions on Bianca face as she was telling the story. Her words were carefully chosen so as not to upset her mother. It never dawned on her what her eldest daughter would feel upon hearing the newest revelation.

"When she finally did show up she was different. I can't put my finger on it but something changed. Kendall struggles with being a child of rape everyday of her life, but this was much more harder. She has been doing things that are way over the top even for Kendall."

Bianca was afraid of telling her mother to much, but she had to know. She was just afraid of the fallout if any, but this was something only Erica could take care of. Now before Kendall was lost to them for good.

"Mom Kendall is on anti-depressants, we think she had a breakdown. She is not the same Kendall as before you left, she is a loner now as in alone. In Kendall's mind now she is even more despicable, she said 'now I know why Erica hated me so much'. To make matters worse she drinks on top of taking the pills. She said that everyone was right the evilness that conceived her does not warrant her being loved."

"Its like she is inviting death. She is not as strong as she was, she is in a downward spiral. Not wanting any help, she really doesn't feel worth it now."

Bianca couldn't stop she was on a roll Erica had to know everything, let the chips fall where they may. Kendall had to be saved it was her turn to protect her sister.

The tears were in a steady flow down Erica's cheeks "oh my god, oh my god what have I done. If things had been different I never would have wanted Kendall to find out like that. I will not let my daughter suffer more at the hands of Eric Kane and Richard Fields."

"Bianca tell me everything that has been going on with you sister since I left, and make it the truth no sugar coating. If I am going to help your sister I need to know everything.

That night was one of the longest ones she shared with her mother in over a year, to bad it was not just innocent chitter chatter. This night they came up with a plan that Erica hoped would win over her oldest daughter. She had to find a way to reason with Kendall, to let her know how much she loved her.

Even though she told Kendall she no longer saw Richard Fields, Kendall needed to have Erica around to reassure her. She would, she would do whatever was possible until Kendall was secure about her place in Erica's heart and life.