JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU
Well Erica thought I will give her this round, but if Kendall thinks I can be shut down that easy then she is in for a big surprise. She had to save Kendall from herself, she knew how self destructive her oldest daughter could be.
Leave it to Bianca to think that I needed saving. Don't they know who I am . I am the Queen bitch and here I am in all my glory. I don't need anyone. Doesn't Erica know that I poison everything and everyone I touch. Kendall sighed then slumped down in a heap and began to cry. I love you too mom, I just can't hurt you anymore.
By the time Erica got back to the penthouse Bianca was gone. I think I'll call Jackson maybe he can fill me in on what has been going on with Kendall.
"Jack, hi its me Erica can you come over we need to talk. Sorry though it wont be about us. I need to know what happened to Kendall."
Come in Jack, please sit down. "Can you tell me what has been happening with my daughter Kendall, I went to see her this morning and things did not go well".
"Jackson she was in bad shape, I am scared for her."
"Well in Kendall eyes she now sees what she always felt, about being unlovable because of the rape."
"I love her Jack and I tried to tell her more than once." Erica thought back to earlier how Kendall refused to believe or even want to hear her mother say I love you.
"One thing I did find out though I think she is leaving Pine Valley, I have been having her watched" Jackson would not reveal all he had found out, because it would hurt Erica.
"You know when you told Kendall you only saw her, she doesn't think that is true."
"After hearing about what your father and Richard Fields did to you, she believes that for you to see her around all the time would just cause you pain. Erica she thinks that deep down you couldn't possibly love her."
"Bianca and I spent days trying to convince her that she was wrong, that is when she started getting self destructive."
Erica thought that Jackson looked as if he failed her, he didn't . She failed her daughter, any blame in this situation was hers.
"Do you know when she is scheduled to leave"? She would do whatever it took to reach her first born. Without even realizing when it happened Erica felt fiercely protective of Kendall. A feeling that up until now she had never experienced, it felt wonderful.
"In 2 days she is booked on a plane to London. If you plan on stopping her you better work fast." Knowing Erica now, she would move heaven and earth to keep Kendall from leaving.
