Hello folks, how's it going? This is my second fic. I know,I know, you probably thought this was the 6th chapter of I'm Broken, huh? Big bummer, i know. Have to finish it first, and it is almost ready. Anywho, back to this story, this is just an experiment. I just want to see if it gets reviews and if it doesn't, i won't bother with it anymore and if my other fans DO review, i promise the 6th chapter will be out, see today is tuesday...how does Thursday sound? New readers, hi and thank you for taking a chance on this and please take another one on reviewing, it makes this writer a happy one. Thank you.
Alright people, the most self eestem lower: Disclaimer: Do not own Inuaysha and anythng for that manner. Just (sadly) this sandwich i hold in my hand and it's not even mine, i stole it from my brother. How sad. Oh sorry, on with the story. See you after.
Summary: A girl dreams of her one and only and finds him, but then something happens. She finds out later that the person she thought was her soul mate isn't her soul mate. When she does meet the 'one', will she be able to remove her feelings for the first one and love him or will she keep her old feelings for her first love? Is that the only conflict this story holds or is there a twisted turn this story takes? Read and review. Tell me if this sucks so I can stop before I make an idiot out of myself. Thank you.
What I thought was meant to be
"Oh Sesshoumaru, you're so wonderful." I giggled as I hugged him. He looked down at me with kindness that I literally saw stars in his eyes. "You make me feel wonderful. You make me feel different. I never felt this way, never dreamed I'd feel this way. I love you Kagome. I don't want you to forget me. I don't want you to ever stop loving me. I love it how every time you look at me, your eyes light up. You're so beautiful, how did I ever get you?" He said as he caressed my cheek. A tear slid down my face as he spoke those words to me, so gentle. How could I not be with him?
"You act as if you don't deserve me. How could I not love you?" I answered as I played with his white hair.
"You love me?" He asked with a smile on his face and pulled me closer towards him.
"I didn't say that. I don't think you heard me right." I lied as I played innocent. "I know what you said. I hear perfectly well. I know you love me."
"No I don't." I laughed and ran.
"Oh no you don't. You never win you know. You're playing a losing game." He chuckled as he chased after me.
We stayed there all day. Nothing in the world mattered. That day was the best day of my life. Why couldn't it stay that way? Why couldn't I be there, that same time, again? Why must I be here, a place I'd never want to step a foot in?
"You won't forget me right? Promise you won't forget me. I want to hear you say it." He ordered as we laid on the grass looking up at the dark, starry sky.
"I promise."
"I'll never forget you, Sesshoumaru. I promised. I'll never forget. I love you. I'll always love you." Tears fell from my face and sadness filled my once happy eyes.
"Come on sweetie, it's time." My mother sniffed as she touched my shoulder and was leading me out of the gravesite. They began to lower the casket and more tears blurred my eyes.
"I promise Sesshy."
"Be with me always."
"Always Sesshoumaru."
"I love you Kagome."
"I love you Sesshoumaru, I love you." I shouted as my mother tried to take me out of the cemetery. I stared at him, his casket, till he was 6 feet under. He was gone, gone for good. I could never have him. This was it. "No. No." I whimpered as I let my mother take me away from my beloved.
"It's over. Let's go."
"I promised him. I promised I'd never leave him. I promised." I said as I cried.
"I know, he knew that. Now, he's in a better place."
"Oh no, don't you say that to me. I hate that saying. I HATE IT. Don't you say that to me. He's better here with me. He should be here with me." I said as I took her arm off my shoulder.
"Kagome please. I'm only trying to help."
"Don't. It's not really helping." I stared at the grave stone and the sudden rain blurred my vision. He was no longer in sight. "No. I can't see him. I can't see him anymore." I said as I tried to get loose from my mothers grip.
"Let's go Kag, it's over. He's gone."
"No. No." I yelled as realization hit me. I fell to my knees and literally broke down in tears. My mother hugged me and told me everything was ok. But she was wrong. He was my soul mate. I dreamed about him before I even met him. I can't forget him.
2 years ago
I sat in the bench, facing a beautiful maze garden. It was so breath taking that it looked like a painting. I smiled at the fascinating view and ran into the maze. Vines and green grew on the maze walls, no weeds dared to enter the beautiful maze. Flowers, red, yellow, and white roses filled the vines. I ran and laughed as I went deeper and deeper into the center of it. 'How am I going to get out of this one?' I thought as I finally reached the center. I went through different directions but still ended up back to the same spot. I panicked and started to call for help. "What are you yelling for?" said and irritated voice. I turned around and started to glare at the rude stranger but as I looked into his eyes, my face softened. He had the most beautiful golden eyes, more breath taking then the garden. As I stared at him, my stomach was filled with butterflies and my knees were weak. I couldn't stand up and I began to fall. He rushed to me and grabbed me. "You klutz." He said exasperatedly. I removed my eyes from his and looked at his serious face. He's always serious.
BEEP, BEEP ,BEEP
I fell off the bed at the annoying noise and took the evil thing with me, making the room silent again. I took a deep breath and began to pick myself from the floor. A huge smile made it's way on my face as I remembered the dream. I quickly got up and ran to my roommate's room, almost falling flat on my face.
"SANGO, SANGO. YOU UP?" I yelled as I banged on her door. I heard a thud and a groan. 'Must've fallen off the bed.' I then heard footstep and mumbling getting closer to the door.
"What do you want?" A messy haired, one eye open, very irritated girl asked as she opened the door. I smiled at her expression and barged into her room. "Sango, Sango, I had the best dream ever. I dreamt about him again." I said as I squealed.
"Really now?" She responded sarcastically. I shrugged her response away and continued.
"Remember when I told you when I saw him and I began to fall? Well, he caught me and I was able to look at his face. He has a very serious face…he was a little blurry though."
"Kag, you need to lay off the cheesy romance novels. They are not doing you any good." Sango said as she picked up her blanket from the floor. I ignored her response and pretended she said something else. "I know he's my guy, I feel it in my stomach. I wonder when I'm going to meet him." I said as I jumped up and down with delight.
"But Kagome you said you've only seen his eyes and a blurry face. How are you going to know which one?" Sango asked as she made her bed.
"Ill know, believe me. He has the most beautiful golden eyes. I mean it's noticeable. Have you met anyone with amber eyes?" I asked as I jumped on the unfinished bed.
"You got a point there…NOW OFF THE BED." She shouted as she threw a pillow at me. I shrieked and dodged out of harm's way. "Don't be so moody, you already found Miroku." I said as I dashed out of the room with a shouting Sango behind me.
"I'D RATHER DIE AND YOU KNOW THAT. YOU KNOW I DESPISE THE LECHER, COME HERE KAGOME. I'LL SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!" She yelled while carrying two pillows. I ran faster and laughed.
"So you admit it. She does love him." I said to myself.
"I HEARD THAT." She screamed as I yelped.
Well, well, well? I need to know. Please don't choose not to review. You need to so that way I can stop while I am ahead. And yes this story takes a twisted turn, believe me. I should know. Bye til next time…hopefully. You loved it…right? Tell me, I need to know.
