Author note: I do not own anything but the story line of this story, no not gundam, this fan fic, so enjoy, by the way, my computer had to be reformatted, so I lost the originals, sorry, but the revisions will not be up any time soon.

Linkin Park: Breaking the habit.

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Odin's Love

Odin looked into Sayla's closed eyes. "God... it's all my fault, I was too slow to stop it, just like Rose." Odin said, his tone turning to a self-hating tone, he remembered that night, Odin and Rose were supposed to face Zero and Shade. Shade had mysteriously disappeared. So it was a two-on-one exhibition match. He remembered how fast he was knocked out, and in one single strike, Zero ripped Rose from her cockpit, taunting Odin to come and stop him from killing her, he ran to get Rose, but was seconds too late. After that day, Odin continuously worked on his core, making stronger, faster, all kinds of different styles to defeat Zero, and to break the cockpit that held Zero safe, and rip out his body, crushing him in his hands just as Zero killed Rose.

"Karma." Odin said as he stood, walking to his mobile suit, they were heading back to Earth, after this battle, they had to get back to get supplied, food and fuel were running low. As they touched down, they radioed Matilda. "I herd you meet Zero again, what happened?" Matilda asked. As she asked, Odin came in, the door went too slow for him, and he pounded on it, getting through, he began to look over schematics. "Bad?" Matilda asked, knowing she was being kind. Amuro looked at Matilda and said, "Because of...certain people, Sayla is in a coma." The way he said certain made Odin finally speak up, his voice cold and distant "At least I am not a winy bitch." Amuro quickly shot back and Matilda said "Any way, the reason you radioed me?" Commander Albright looked and said, "We need to get some ammo, along with some sealing for space, the mobile suits, along with the Gundam unit are not ready for space battles." Matilda nodded and said, "Ok, it will be there by nightfall." Little did they know the black tri stars were watching them. They also had a new friend, Zero (Author note: I know I said I would not do anything Zero wise, however, this part was needed.) Zero was only there to go and see if Odin could handle the black tri-stars. Need be, he would kill the three on his own team, no one came close to his skill, and he knew this.

After Matilda came, the black tri stars came, moving one in front of the other two. Odin quickly got into his GM Sniper, and deployed, as did the Gundam. They were too late, one of the Dom units took down Matilda's ship, causing an explosion, Odin stopped dead in his tracks, Armuro went for them, he was being knocked around, Odin could hear people yelling at him, he then felt Rose guide him "Rose, guide me to victory..." Odin yelled as he hit the limiter release, he aimed his gun, yelling at Armuro "MOVE" Armuro turned, seeing it, he moved, the three tri stars kept moving in the same style, Odin shot of a huge shot, this shot nearly overheated his mobile suit. Odin did not care, he was far too angry to think about his well being.

He watched, almost in an out of body experience as he vaporized the doms. The crew of the white base, along with Zero were impressed that Odin could master that kind of power. "Just like the linear cannon, out of a normal gun... impressive." Zero said to Odin, seeing Odin quickly look up, Zero smiled and said "With power like that, we can go home Odin." Before Odin could do another shot, Zero was gone, Odin was angry, but did not pursue him, he wanted to know if Matilda was even alive or not, but in his heart he knew the answer.

Odin could only breath, tears running down his face, he was upset, he began to talk to some unseen person "Rose, my dear beloved rose, I will make sure to avenge your death, I swear it."

As people mourned her death, Odin regarded it with indifference. Armuro went to see Odin. Odin's eyes were so soft; he was sitting beside Sayla, holding her hand the entire time "Sayla, I am so sorry. I should have been faster, if I had been in my Armored Core tm. I would have been able to save you. God, please do not take another person from me, I do not think, my heart could take it, please." Odin said in a soft tone, very uncharacteristic.

As Odin went back to his room, he dropped a love letter, addressed to him from this Rose person, Amuro looked and body checked him, walking toward him "Don't walk away from me like you are all superior all the time." Odin gave Amuro a look and said "You love Fraw Bow, don't you?" "What does that have to do with things Odin, quit changing the subject!" Amuro said, very angry. Odin looked at him and said "Do you, or don't you?" "Yes, but why?" Amuro asked, his tone very cold and unemotional. "Hold on to her, and make sure she knows it." Odin said, and went into his room, locking the door, and Amuro just looked in a strange expression. Odin opened his bag, seeing all of his old raven clothing, he stripped off his cloths, and began to dress in them, seeing a black rose with a black and white tiger holding it in it's mouth, Rose's and his own symbols combined, this is what he was going to wear into battle, the jacket was a sweet fabric, it was silk, and denim mixed, Rose made it for him, he did not like to wear these kinds of cloths, it was dressy, very dressy, he sighed and said "The things I do for you rose." He slid it on, then a pair of black jeans, leaving his room. Sayla began to stir, then slowly came to. Seeing the letter, he wanted to know more about Odin, so her curiosity caused her to open and read the letter.

Mars Mail Repository for Ravens 2945, April 2nd.

My Dearest Odin,

My father gave us his blessing, we are to be married soon, after the exhibition match tomorrow. I love the thought of you proposing to me right there in battle, you were so handsome, your face lit up so much when I said yes I thought you would burst with joy. Odin, my love grows ever stronger, waiting to be held in your arms as your faithful wife. I so wish to be there, to share your pain, your joy, to be with you to the end.

Your wife to be,

Rose.

P.S. I hope that you remembered to add my symbol to your clothing, you look so cute in uniform.

The letter ended, and at the bottom came a picture of her, she looked so much like Sayla, except for the hair, Sayla's was a blond color, Rose's hair was raven black. "Could it be that, this Rose was Odin's wife?" The door opened and Sayla quickly faked being in the coma, it was Odin, his brown hair was worn in spikes. He slowly walked toward her, and leaned in, kissing her, feeling his arms wrap around her, she opened her eyes in shock, but slowly came to, and started looking at him. "Odin..." she tried to say, but he cut her off quickly, saying, "Rose died over two and a half years ago, I hurt all the time, but I need to move on." Before he could kiss her again, she stopped him and said "I am sorry, but I just can't, I mean, you were married to her.