ok this is my personal staement of that i suck to high heaven. i just spent a whole day siting in front of my computer an didn't type a damned word of the next chapter of ths fic. god damn it you all should hate me so much. so in penance i shall turn my back and allow your free rain to do as you please with me. but if you will not or can not bring your self to punish me propwry i open the dooor to all flames. bring them by the droves. i deserve to burn........