Chapter Sixteen : Untitled
As she walked up to the park she saw Landon standing by his car waiting for her. She was kind of nervous , excited ,about seeing him so she decided to walk to the park to calm the butterflys flying in her stomach.
When Landon saw Amy the sun was setting off to the side of her. Landon thought she looked great with the sun setting off to the side of her. She was dressed very formal and elegant in a black form fitting dress Landon couldin't help but stare at her. In the soft glow of the setting sun she looked incredibly beautiful. Landon had to remind himself of who she was. As she walked up to him she couldin't help but smile at him.
" Hello Landon"
" Hello Amy"
Both of them stood there neither one of them sure of what to say next.
Finally Landon spoke, "So how are you feeling" ?
"Im okay No problems no problems at all. So where are we going."?
" I'd thought we would go to an out door concert."
" An outdoor concert" ?
"Yes I hope you like classical music"?
" I actually have never been to a concert but it sounds wonderful."
As Landon walked her to his car and opened the car door for her,
As they got to the concert Landon escorted her to the front row of the concert hall.
"Im impressed But how did you get front row seats and on such short notice."
" I have a few connections" he laughed not telling Amy that he had paid for the seats for the entire year and that he and Belinda regularly went to the concert once a month but since ther arguement they have not been going together.
As thr outdoor light began to dim the music started. Finally the llight went out completely replaced by the light of the moon and the stars.
Amy thought the music was beautiful. She just sat there listening to the music with Landon beside her. She couldint help but feel a little sad. She closed her eyes and let the music flow through her, It really is beautiful she thought as she felt the tears coming down her face.
As Landon sta listening to the music he glanced at Amy and noticed the tears on her face.Landon took Amy hand in his it was soft and warm to the touch. as he asked Amy "Are you okay."
" Im fine Landon really I am , its just that I never felt and heard anything so lovely I feel so alive because of the music and just because of life itself and ".............Amy looked down unable to express her feelings at this moment.
"Its okay Amy I know exactly how you feel."
" Im sorry"
" As I said its okay but if you want to leave."
"No I would not dream of it" as she held Landons hand more tightly "I want to stay."
"Okay" said Landon.
They didn't talk very much after that during the rest of the concert. Amy was entranced by the rest of the evening the music, the stars, just by everything.
Landon could not but help but stare at her face the rest of the evening. in the soft glow of the moonlight she really looked incredible and for a moment he thought of something something he had not of thought of in a long time. but with Amy next to him his hand in hers he wondered what his life would have been like if Jamie had lived.
After the concert Landon drove Amy home. They didn't really talk very much on the way home.
Both were kind of lost in ther own thoughts. Landon was thinking about a lot of things these last few weeks. He was thinking about Jamie, About his friendship with Belinda and her feeling toward him alll these years and also about Amy and the seriousness of her medical condition. Could he go through all of it over again as he had with Jamie.Nothing had happened yet between them as he would have considered it a beginning friendship.
Amy was also thinking about a lot of things. She was thinking about Landon and what a nice guy he was and why did she have to meet him now. Also did she have a right to start something which might never get a chance to finish. She thought about Belinda knowing she cared for Landon. Maybe it would be best if they were just friends.
When they pulled up in front of Amys apartment building Landon got out first then opened Amy car door for her. " Thank you Lndon " She said as she got out. As landon walked Amy to the front of the building he was strangely quiet. " Thank you again Landon I had a wonderful evening." She really had a wonderful evening she wasnt just saying it she really meant it. She could see why Belinda felt that way about him. As they both stood ther she gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. As she pulled back from him she looked into his eyes and regretted what she just did.She saw a sadness in his eyes,his face.
" Im so sorry I..........I should not have done that, I just wanted to show my appreciation." " You have nothing to be sorry for." replied Landon as he took Amys hand in his holding it. She looked away unsure of what to do or say.
Finally he spoke. " Listen Amy I have a lot of things on my mind,to work out. I really don't know what else to say." Amy looked up unsure of what to say. Should she tell hin that she knew about Jaime, about everything. She just said " I understand." as she gave Landon a quick hug then turned and quickly left to enter her building. " Amy wait " Landon called out but she didn't look back leaving Landon just standing there.
