I came back later that night. I was hoping to find Lily still doing some paper work. I didn't see her when I first got to the office so I went to my desk. The folders were still sitting there. Of all the things I had to be, cutting open dead people wasn't one of them.

I turned to leave and saw Lily standing behind me. I wanted to tell her everything that was on my mind for the longest time. I wanted to tell her that she should be with me, not Macy. I wanted to tell her that she's all I think about. I wanted to tell her how much she means to me. I wanted to tell her all this because I can. I wanted to tell her because Ozzie had to hide his love from the world but I don't say anything. The words don't come out.

"What happen to you?" She finally asked. I looked everywhere but at her. "Bug, I called your apartment and you didn't answer."

"I didn't want to talk to anyone." I said.

"I was worried about you, Bug. I was afraid that something happened to you again. I was ready to find something bad at your apartment." She nearly yelled at me.

"I just went to my apartment because I needed to be alone. I'm fine now." I reassured her.

Lily didn't look please to hear that. I think I put her in the most pain than anyone else here. She always seem to me worried about me but it all seem to go away when Macy comes around. I yell at myself to tell her everything but I still remain silent. Lily sighs then comes over to take the folders.

"So, what are you doing here?" She asked.

"I wanted to see what you were doing." I answered. That's the only thing my mind would let me say.

"Well, after I put these folders away, I'm going home."

"I'll walk you to your car, then." I offered. She stared at me.

"I should warn you. Macy is going to have a meeting with you tomorrow."

I nodded then followed here to her office. I probably will never have another chance to tell Lily anything but now I have two cases to think about.

THE END

A/N: Well, that was my first Crossing Jordan fan fiction. I hope it was good. I would like to thank everyone who reviewed, especially Canadianfan1984 who said such nice things about the story and I would have never finish this without this person's reviews. Maybe I'll write another story. Armonia