Disclaimer: Not mine, don't sue. If I owned this universe, I would publish some stuff. . .
A/N: Companion to "Forever More". . . You seriously won't get this if you don't read that. . .so, yeah. . .
Read it first. A huge thanks to Chelle for correcting my idiotic mistakes. And. . .Please review! I will be eternally grateful!
Beta's Note: I love it! So, read it and review it for her! . . .Please?
Not Forever:
Willow, I can hear you. Can you hear me? I can see you. I know you see me too, but why can't you hear me? Willow, why am I here? Why aren't I at peace anymore? Did you do something? Why am I here, Willow?
You did something, didn't you? Why? Why, Willow? Why won't you let me rest? Please answer me. . .I didn't mean to be cross. Was it really my blood on your shirt? Blood looks so different when you know it's yours. . . Willow, can you hear me? Please answer.
Willow, why can't I move? Why am I here? What did you do, Willow?! Goddess! Tell me what you did! I can feel your hand on my cheek. Your skin is so soft. . . Willow, you did this didn't you? You did this to me! I'm sorry . . .I'm so sorry I yelled, Willow.
I know you've done bad things. . .You killed that boy for me. Why on earth did you think that would please me? Why did you think this would please me? Goddess, Willow – I can't move. Why can't I move?!
Make this stop, please make this stop, Willow. Just set me free, let me go – Please! I love you, love you so much. But it's not our time to be reunited yet. Willow, why can't you set me free? I just want to rest. Please, let me rest.
I want to talk to you. . .I really do. . . No! Don't cry, Willow! I love you! I just want you to be happy. . .without me. . . I can't move! This is worse than being dead! Oh Goddess. . .You don't even think I'm even in here don't you? You can't hear me like you hear other people! So you think I'm just a breathing corpse! NO! It's not true! Let me out! GODDESS! LET ME OUT! Please. . .I'll go insane in here. . .I don't want to be crazy again. . .
I see my picture. Why isn't it in the frame? Oh Goddess. . .you didn't. . .you did! You used that awful spell to bring me back! You did this! I'm sorry, Willow, I don't mean to yell. Just rip up the picture, it's all you have to do. Please, Willow, set me free. I just want to be free.
Willow, let me out of this flesh and blood tomb. I don't want to be buried .That's what you thought you were saving me from, wasn't it? Well you didn't save me! I'm sorry, being trapped in a living tomb changes a person, especially when they've been pulled into it straight from heaven. I'm so sorry, Willow! I don't mean to be so snide! But, Goddess! Am I even breathing? Does my heart even beat, Willow?
Does my hair need to be fixed? Does it really matter? I guess it's just a matter of contact. . . No, don't look at me like that love, it breaks my heart! Don't, Willow, don't break my heart again. Yes! Yes, kiss me, kiss me goodbye. I'll wait for you, Willow, always, I'll wait for you. NO! NO, WILLOW! Don't put it back! Rip it up! Please rip it up! Don't trap me here forever. . . Not forever. . .
A/N: Did you like it? Did you hate it? Tell me. . .
