Hehe.. I'm going to do something useful with my love of typing nonsense in my AN's I'm going to thank my reviews after the nonsense!!!! I think that it would just show that I am reading my reviews and since I can't get into hotmail right now for reasons that I'm surprisingly not going to say, I'll put messages to my reviewers here.... Actually I'll start giving my reviewers messages.... I think the only reviewers of mine that I actually know are Safety and Swed (thesweddishfish. a newbie to writing but I love her!! She's one of my best friends!! Now go read her story about the cocoa!!! I feel bad that only my cuz and I have reviewed it. Although I did push my cuz into r/r-ing it. ^^;;).
Okay I have nothing new to say so.... on with the thanking!!! Hit it Duo!!!
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Duo??
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Oh... he's not here… forgot that he was resting after that story I read about him and Wu... Damn that was a good lemon......
Shido are you here??
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Oh look at that!! None of his personas spoke!!! I guess he's not here.... and I'm not going to call for him incase he's near by.... I'm not in the mood to deal with Skitz-boy.
I guess I'll thank everyone myself!!!
Aht-hmm
First I'd like to thank Elena!!! Who was ever so kind in reviewing me first!!! Thanks for telling me it was angsty!! I was hoping it was but wasn't sure... Oh and for reasons stated above I can't e-mail you!! But I want to submit!!! I'd love to submit!!! You're the first to ask me to submit!!! You hold a special place in my heart forever!!!! Oh, can I have the addy to the site??
Of course SafetyMunkey just couldn't resist reviewing me!! Love ya girly!! I know how much you love (*winkwink*) song-fics but you've read all of mine anyway!! And I know that coming from you that's a great compliment! Draco was cute wasn't he! Of course Draco's ALWAYS cute!! And if you dare to argue that fact with me I'll fry you alive!! But not before I lock you in a room with Josh!!!! I am getting good aren't I?? I mean I've come a long way with my writing since February even!! By the time I go to college I'll be an exquisite writer. That's if our schools English dept gets better than it is now!! Try and steal my talent!! I swear that you can't!! There's too much to steal!!! I have more than you can ever have!!! LOL I'm just joshing!!!
Next we have Andrea whom I love just because of her name!!! I love that name!!! I wish I had it!!! And thanks to your pleading I'm continuing this!! What can I say? Even if everyone else had flamed me I would continue this just because you asked!! I am German but only a small percent. I live in the US so I'm a soup of different heritage and German just happens to be in the mess. You live in Europe!!! Where are you from??? I'd love to live in Europe!! Europeans have such beautiful accents!! I'd kill just to listen to someone from Europe speak!!! *listen to exchange student 'Alex' and faints*
Thanks to blue slushy sips who loved my crap!!! I love you!! I'm on such a high right now from all these compliments!! I love you too!! Thanks sooooooo very much!!! Tell me, should I keep with the sad angst flow or make it happier??
Lastly, I would like to thank Dark Angel Rika. Some people might think it a little odd about you think Draco trying to kill himself is sweet. But not me!! I love you TOO!!! It was meant to be a sad sweet story (at least that's what I'm saying now….).
I Love everyone that read and reviewed me!! And thank you for reading even if you didn't review….
Disclaimer: I, sadly, don't own Gwing.. Opps!!! Wrong fandom!! I don't own Harry Potter!! J.K. Rowling does... lucky lady..... I don't own my dear Draco, no matter how possessive I am of him. He belongs to Ron and J.K. Rowling.
The moon shone shyly on the lovers. Their melodious laughter rang softly through the branches, whispering of the love they shared. The only witnesses to the scene were lonely birds and curious night creatures. And the stars that shone gaily over head.
The pair waltzed around the clearing clumsily. Fighting over who would lead the waltz only they could hear. Both trying to win and lose at the same time. Theirs was a happy battle that would only lead to ecstasy in the spring night.
It was how it should but. It was how it should never have come to be. It was magic. It could be just an illusion. But it was bliss.
"Come with me. I will lead."
"No! I want to lead. You always lead."
"Not always."
"Yes always!"
"No alw~" The protest was efficiently shut off with the gentle pressure of lips upon his own. "Of course I could be wrong."
"How 'bout we call it a quits?"
"And what will we do?" Was asked with feigned naiveté.
"What ever you would like." Was the answer. A statement filled with possibilities. Most pleasurable possibilities.
"What ever I want?"
Eyes rolled. "Anything but that."
"Oh sorry. I forgot that you were little chaste Draco."
Another eye roll. "I am anything but chaste. You know that I just want to take my time."
"And I thought that you'd be easy."
"I'm not easy!"
"I can still remember the very first time." A dreamy smile was on his face. His eyes held a faraway look. "And at this rate, our LAST time."
"Don't give me that! You used me!"
"What?" Genuine surprise sounded from the redhead.
"As I recall correctly, I was in a vulnerable position and you took advantage of that!"
"Excuse me!" His voice was slightly angry but a smile sat on his lips. "If I recall correctly, you were the one on top! Not me!"
"Details, details."
"Details my butt!"
"Yes I believe that it was in your butt!"
"Pervert!"
"That's why you love me!" He said with a smirk as he went to sit down next to his lover.
"Don't you sit next to me!"
"And why not?"
"Because!"
"God no! Not the Weasley logic!" He received raised eyebrow that clearly conveyed that he was pushing it. "Okay okay!" He stared heavenwards for a moment before looking down at his fire nymph. "I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"For... saying that you took advantage of me, when it was really a mutual thing."
"Good. Now sit down."
Draco complied while muttering, "You can be such a girl."
"But you love me anyway."
"Damn straight! Now lean this way and let me have my way with you."
"This coming from the man that told me I could have nearly anything I wanted."
"Alright then. Before we get started. What do you want?"
Ron looked deep into Draco's eyes. He stated without hesitation or fear, his desire. "I want, with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my being, to be able to be with you in public. Not to have to come to this secret hideaway. I want to be able to walk up to you in the hallway and give you a kiss for no reason at all. I want to never have to hide who I love because of what others will do. I want for you and I to be together publicly without shame, fear, and ridicule."
Draco looked away from the serious eyes of his love. Serious eyes that were starting to twinkle with unshed tears. He looked away because that was exactly what he wanted, but knew he couldn't have as long as he carried the last name of Malfoy.
"Ron. You know I would. It's just that...."
Ron sighed with resignation. "I know. There's no need to explain. I know." Their foreheads rested against each other's while he whispered this to Draco. Ron's hand slipped around Draco's neck and he pulled him into a kiss. A soft, gentle, caring, soothing, understandment kiss. Not meant to induce passion but to share an acknowledging of sad but simple truths.
They sat there the rest of the night. Neither talking, nor sharing passion. Just holding each other, lost in their own personal thoughts.
"Angel?" The whisper stirred the sleeping boy from his slumber.
"Yes Ron?"
"It's nearly day break." And it was. The black of night had bleed away to the grayish light of predawn.
"Guess we should get back to our dorms."
"Yea. Come on, Angel. I'll walk with you as far as the doors."
"That's the farthest you can walk with me." He said with a slight chuckle.
"Come on."
The two boys set off across the castle grounds while holding each other underneath Draco's invisibility cloak.
When they reached the dim interior of the Great Hall, Draco shrugged away from Ron's grasp and out of the cloak.
"You take it. Filch doesn't patrol the way I have to go. He's too afraid of Snape. But that only means that he makes his way through your side twice as often."
"Night."
"Morning."
Ron stood still for a moment and watched Draco's retreating back before yawning and going the other way. He made it back to his dormitory no problem but didn't have a clue on how to get the cloak back to Draco. But he didn't worry about it as he put it in the secret draw in his nightstand that was filled with things associated with Draco. He silently drew the curtains around his bed and was off to play in his subconscious, if only for a little while.
"RON!!! WAKE UP!!!! YOU'RE GONNA MISS BREAKFAST!!!" A voice screamed for the other side of the curtains. But like usual Ron ignored it and rolled the other way. Turning his back to the obtrusive sound.
"RON!! SERIOUSLY!! I'M NOT KIDDING!! YOU GOTTA WAKE UP!!!! HERMI'S GONNA HAVE A FIT IF YOU MISS ANOTHER BREAKFAST!!!!"
"Go 'way Harry! I wanna sleep." Ron could hear the sigh and muttering coming from his best friend.
"I swear Ron, if you don't get out of bed in the next minute, I'm gonna put spiders in you bed and cloths."
Ron muttered a few very insulting words from several different languages as he pulled the covers back and got out of his sleep haven. "Alright I'm up. Now what?"
"Get dressed Ron."
"Okay okay." He muttered as he changed out of his comfortable, warm cloths, into the cold, stiff school uniform he had to wear the whole day. He was sort of glad that he wasn't meeting Draco again that night. He didn't think he would be able to live another day on two or three hours of sleep.
After a few minutes of grumbling getting ready, Ron was dressed for the day. A day he certainly wasn't ready for.
Harry, Ron and Hermione walked in near silence to the Great Hall for breakfast.
"Don't you look dreadful this morning Weasley." Ron's head looked up from the floor as he stopped to take in who was talking. "What happened? Did you get an owl saying that you're parents had to sell your home so they could put food on the table. Wait that couldn't happen. They'd starve anyway."
"Leave him alone Malfoy."
Ron could see the playfulness in Draco's eyes and knew that he was only saying good morning. And makin fun at Ron's lack of sleep. It was a known fact to the blond boy that Ron couldn't fall asleep if he wasn't lying down. So he knew that Ron didn't sleep the whole time they were together.
"I wasn't talking to you now was I Potter."
"Harry, just leave it. I'm really not in the mood for any fights."
"Going chicken Weasel?"
"No. Just saving your pride from humiliation." Everyone was shocked. Ron wasn't exactly known to keep a cool head when dealing with Malfoy.
"Are you saying that you're better than me?" Draco sneered but it wasn't with the same amount of control. Ron could tell just by Draco's voice that he was proud that Ron had learned some witty comebacks.
"I'm not saying I'm better than anyone."
"Of course not. You're lower than~"
"Of course I'm not saying that I'm lower than anyone either. I'm anyone's and everyone's equal." Everyone was in complete and utter shock. Ron was standing up to Malfoy without even the hint of anger. He was just calm and collected. And amazingly thoughtful in his retorts.
"You couldn't even dream of being my equal."
Ron had started to walk away. But stopped mid-step and turned around. He walked silently back until he was face to face with his archenemies. Ron was looking slightly down and Draco slightly up. "You know, you are absolutely right." This statement shocked even Draco. And he was a little slow with a reply.
"Of course I am."
"After all. You're too short." He turned and left a wide-eyed, shocked, and slightly pissed Draco behind as he went to eat.
It wasn't until Harry and Hermione had left that Draco turned to Crabbe and Goyle.
"What just happened here?"
They looked at each other, and shrugged. "Beats me."
"Did he just insult me?"
"I think he did."
Goyle and Crabbe both backed away from the looking in Draco's eyes.
"He'll pay for that. Oh how he'll pay. No one. And I mean no one, insults me and gets away with it."
TBC~~~~~~~ (I have a thing for ~'s)
So how did you like?? It's a continuation of Der Engel if you didn't know. It started out really poetic and stuff but it's all good. Alas more procrastination from my other stories. I should write chapters to them but I was in a very sentimental mood. It's 12:40, Tuesday December 10, 2002. Just incase I don't get this post right away; you will understand this time line.....
Last Week:
Thursday: SNOW DAY!!!! NO SCHOOL!! But being the lazy f that I am, I didn't type anything. I slept. But that was a good thing. Since I haven't been sleeping well lately. I curse you insomnia.
Friday: ANOTHER SNOW DAY!!!!!!!! More sleeping and a few hours of X-mas shopping.
Saturday: Track meet. I was up at 6 in the morning. I was at the school at 7:30 and left for West Point around 8-ish. West Point has a beautiful indoor track arena. Although the ceiling needs a new coat of paint. I threw shot-put 23ft something. And I threw the weight 28ft 5inches. So that means if they don't change how far you need to throw the weight to make nationals, I made nationals!!!! That was an extreme high when I was told that. I mean it's going to Manhattan Uni for NATIONALS!!! The best throwers in the NATION will be there. And look at me! I'm just a little freashy!! Will all these big buff throwers!! It's amazing though. That was the first meet I've ever thrown weight. So that was a plus to my first indoor meet.
Sunday: Sleep... and talk with Tyler aka Pimp Daddy Ty via im. And yes, I was lazy again and didn't write....
Monday: School, track practice, homework, and no I wasn't lazy. I started to type this up!!!
Tuesday: (so far) I've finished this and am writing this!! (later) Sleep, school, no track practice *yippee!!!* Because Jenny's taking me with her to a DEVILS GAME BABY!!!!!!!! Go DEVILS!!!! GO DEVILS!!!! Yickadee-dee-dee!!!
Yeee-haw!! This is an amazing week!!!!
And it's possible that on the weekend Jen's gonna take me with her to visit her Uncle in Mass. I'll be spending the night, but that's okay. I Jenny's one of my bestest friends!! (Have to say that cuz of Cait/SafetyMunkey *shameless plug time* authoress of Shadows of a Broken Life and Death and the Demon and Luara/Lu/theswedishfish *another plug* authoress of The Cocoa and Oh The Horror.
Oh Cait!! I've been meaning to tell you!! Death and the Demon could be the title to a GWing slash story!! A 2x5 no less. And if you change Demon to Dragon it's the name of the pairing..... Are you trying to tell me something???
Oh well... Gotta go!! It's 1 am and I needs me beauty sleep. Though I don't think that sleeping for eternity will help me look better!!
Ja ne!!!
P.S: aloh dark has renewed her obsession with learning Japanese, so if you know anything that could help her, it would be greatly appreciated. But leave it in a review cuz Aloh's e-mail addy is mad at her and won't let her on o_o....(--- supposed to be me crying......) She is also enjoying writting in third person....
