Summer Dream/Love
Looking out the window, I see the falling stars gliding across the peaceful night sky and at this moment every brain cell in my head remembered what I once forgotten or perhaps this is something that I chose not to remember. Something I tried to run away from, yet it is beautiful but this is a cut that will never heal. I know what I'm seeing right now is just an illusion and if I blink my eyes this momentary satisfaction will be gone...
It was three years ago or was it yesterday? I can not remember. No... I can remember it. It's just that I can't tell the difference. Time no longer matters to me anymore in fact nothing is important anymore, because the most important part of my life no longer exists.
I still remember that summer night. I remember it so clearly that I can feel it slowly decaying my and destroying my consciousness and I want it to. I no longer want to wait for the end of my journey because I want to be with her...
It was fifteen pass midnight. The moon shined brightly although it wasn't full, but I could still see its reflection brightened in her mirror like eyes. Under the moon light we promised each other to be together forever. She looked at the ring then looked at me. I softly pressed her head against my chest and we both held each other for along time before she started to speak.
"Laguna," she smiled. "I can hear your heart pounding, is it trying to tell me something?"
"It's telling you what I wanted to tell you all the time but I never had the courage to propose."
"Really?"
"Yes... I always wanted to ask you this, will you accept? We kissed liked the summer heat, everything erased from our minds and burned with unstoppable love.
I knew everything had had an end, but I never thought it would come so fast and there was nothing I could do. I can fight against the past or even the future but I can't fight against fate, and I couldn't protect her... If love is the sweetest thing on earth, than separating is certainly the bitterest experience you can have.
The images of Raine crying in my arms with dying breaths still attack my sanity rapidly. I can never forget that heart breaking fragment of our story, especially when that fragment was the ending and the climax of our love. The summer rain poured down from the heaven like havoc, almost an indication of the coming chaos. "Hold on Raine, the doctor is coming." I felt tears falling down form the corner of my eyes. If only there was anything for me to do to save her, but there was nothing for me to do except watching her struggle in pain. She looked at me and she was also crying. I rubbed her tears off from her pale cheeks and hoped that she would get better.
"It's okay Laguna. We will still be together like we promise. I'll be with you until you see me again in heaven..." There was long pause and I watched her struggle to keep her eyes open, because they will never open again if she ever closed them. Silently she died in my arms without a sign. No remorse, no frown. As she shed her last drop of tear into my palm, it sunk into my skin, mixed into my blood and now nothing can separate us anymore. Not even death...
Apocalypse Spirit
Thanx for reading this is my first time I eva actually wrote a "story" normally i write poems. Oh and i'm sorry if it sux, i'm not a very good writer.
