Cyn
Confusion
You may think you know me,
But I'm not what I appear to be,
Evil, maybe,
Chaotic, of course,
An angel, probably never,
I can never cry with any remorse,
Instead I laugh at this world forever.
I can't say I live in darkness,
Or that I'm shrouded in shadow,
But I know you'd never understand my sorrow,
Or come to my aid at a window,
I can't cry anymore,
My feelings are all gone,
I can't find all that I tore,
Or feelings that I long for.
All I know is anger,
All I feel is cold,
Maybe I'm not meant to be here,
Here with nothing to hold,
Nothing to grasp or hear,
Nothing to feel or touch,
I try to cover it up,
But it doesn't help much,
Maybe there will be a light,
At the end of my tunnel one day,
Or maybe I'll be left in the cold darkness,
For forever and a day.. . . .
