Cyn

Confusion

You may think you know me,

But I'm not what I appear to be,

Evil, maybe,

Chaotic, of course,

An angel, probably never,

I can never cry with any remorse,

Instead I laugh at this world forever.

I can't say I live in darkness,

Or that I'm shrouded in shadow,

But I know you'd never understand my sorrow,

Or come to my aid at a window,

I can't cry anymore,

My feelings are all gone,

I can't find all that I tore,

Or feelings that I long for.

All I know is anger,

All I feel is cold,

Maybe I'm not meant to be here,

Here with nothing to hold,

Nothing to grasp or hear,

Nothing to feel or touch,

I try to cover it up,

But it doesn't help much,

Maybe there will be a light,

At the end of my tunnel one day,

Or maybe I'll be left in the cold darkness,

For forever and a day.. . . .