Hwoarang x Jin

Lost Again

Too close, too far, lost in the stream,

I close my eyes and see you ripped from me.

How can I live without you?

Where are you now, I'm lost in the sea.

I can't think anymore.

Where are you now?

Now, when I need you the most?

How can I choose?

And do I really have to?

I'm lost at sea and I'm lost at all ends.

How can I dream?

How can I be,

Without you

I'm numb at my fingers from the bitter cold.

Save me from your blizzard of confusion.

I can't stand to see him hurt.

How strong must I become so that no one will be hurt?

How far must I

go to see you?

How far must I fall,

To loose you all over again?

I'm so confused.

Why am I thinking of you now?

Now, when there is no chance,

For me to confirm if I feel this way,

Or if you're just a brother to me.

Your words to me were always cruel in a fun competitive way.

I was the same to you.

Why did we act as if we hated each other so?

It sort of hurts me just to think of it.

Yet, every time I think of you I get the same feeling,

The same feeling when I think of my first.

Are you just a fond memory,

Of something so long ago?

Or are you more,

Were we meant to meet again maybe?

Or would you have already gone from me?

Maybe gone with another.

Or am I wrong again?

That day I said I was sorry,

I meant I was sorry that I couldn't tell you what it was I felt.

I meant I was sorry that I said all those horrible things to you.

Every time I think of that, my heart begins to melt.

And I become sad.

You are like a strange bittersweet memory,

Stuck in my head.

The both of them joke about it,

Saying that I 'love' you.

Saying I really did have feelings for you.

What could I have done?

I don't know if I did or not.

And I still don't.

So what if I do?

They wouldn't understand.

They think it's all fun and games.

But it hurts.