Being Anti isn't That Great
Summary: Grace's feelings about her relationship with Luke.
Disclaimer: I own nothing, BH and CBS own this lovely show.
Pairing: Grace/Luke.
A/N: It's short, but sweet. Hope everyone enjoys! Please read and respond.
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She sits on her bed reading, but she can't concentrate. Her mind wanders to a certain boy that she's been having a certain fling with. She sighs. She knows it has to end soon, for so many reasons. Fine, you don't believe me? I'll list them, because she can't fathom the amount of torture that she'll get from her two best friends, especially the one known as the boy's sister. Two, she doesn't do the couple thing; she never has and never will. Three, she doesn't want people to know that she'll put her anti beliefs aside for some good old fashion groping, in fact, she likes people to think that she's a lesbian, or bisexual even. It doesn't bother her, in fact, quite the opposite, it amuses her. Four, she stop, I know there's a fourth reason somewhere, and of course there is, but she won't admit it. The fourth reason is that she is scared to death of being hurt, and she knows that this boy is too good for her and he will find someone better than her. She jumps off of the bed, I have to tell him that it's over.
As she walks over she's thinking of what she's going to say to him, how she'll explain it. Before she even knows it there is a tear going down her face. She wipes it off and huffs; get a grip of yourself Polk! You're crying and you never cry! And what's worse, you're crying over a guy. How pathetic. She gets to his house and rings the doorbell. Maybe he won't be home and I can do this tomorrow. To her dismay, he opens the door.
"Grace!" He sounds surprised to see her. Surprised; but happy.
"Don't," she warns him "Don't speak because I've got something to say. Look geek this thing between us is you know, it's weird and it's embarrassing and it's everything I'm against." She looks at him and feels her heart pounding. "And to tell you the truth.." but she can't do it, she doesn't want to. "To tell you the truth I'm loving every minute of it." And with that she pulled him towards her and kissed him and as she was kissing him she thought, you know what, being anti isn't that great.
