Last Year at Hogwarts

DISCLAIMERS: I don not own Black, Lupin, Potter, Pettigrew, Evans, Snape, McGonagall, Dumbledore or any other characters I mention in this fic. Nor do I own any Harry Potter Material.... I also do not own Halo – All or Nothing.... If I did, Sirius and Remus would be lovers and HP would be XD Mwhahaa cough -. I am not making any money out of this story either... though it is costing to print it out for people mumbles....

PARING: Sirius Black and Remus Lupin

SUMMERY: Kind of like the second chapter to Thoughts and Wishes, so you want to read that first.... Sirius loves Remus, Remus loves Sirius, Snape gets in the way, what happens when Sirius tells Remus' secrete to Snape for revenge. What happens to their relationship?

RATING: R

WARNING: Contains mild Slash... Mwhahaa ... well I say mild -

A/N: Paragraphs go from, Sirius to Lupin to Sirius to Lupin, swapping P.o.v for each paragraph

Chapter 1

(Starts with Sirius' P.o.v)

My last year at Hogwarts, I'm going to miss this place, the long corridors and passageways, I'm going to miss our nigh time trips out of the castle, and our moonlit romps around the Forbidden Forest and Hogsmeade, but most of all I'm going to miss this, just sitting here with the others while we plan our next prize winning joke on Snivelus. Most of all I will miss him, Remus Lupin, as he sits there hiding a grin and sighing at our plans.


I'm going to miss all of this, as I sit and watch them planning against Snape. Hiding my grin I let out a fake sigh, meeting his gaze I grin at him, Sirius Black. I will miss him most of all, not being with him all the time is to hard to think about, so I think about now. As I sit next to him on the couch with him absently stoking my leg, while planning with the others. James is fine and used to our open shows of affection but peter… well he still holds the discomfort and slight distaste.


We are in the common room alone, James is out with Lily, after she finally agreed to go out with him, and Peter went up to the Library as soon as James had gone.

I sit with him leaning against me, as he reads a book out with his soft tones floating throughout the air calming me and soothing me. I close my eyes and let his voice seep into me. I love this just sitting here with him, relaxing in each others company, as his slight body leans against me in a comforting weight, and his voice which can send me to sleep, sooth away pain, and send me into fervour floats around the room.


I sit reading to him, I remember when I first did this with him, I was so embarrassed at first that my words were so quiet and mumbled out that even I could barely understand them, but then I relaxed against him and the words started to come out again….he fell asleep that night as I read to him.

I grin as I read when I feel his hands start to stroke my neck, and then play with my hair… I carry on reading in my lazy tone, I feel him lean forward wrapping his arms around me and nuzzling into my neck…. I reach the end of the chapter and put the book down. I turn around and faced him, Snape!....... I wake up eyes wide, "Snape" I whisper… I don't sleep again that night thinking, I had been reading to Sirius earlier but then Peter came back and we went up to the dormitory….. "Oh what am I going to say"?


"SNAPE" I'm shouting and I don't care who hears, "How could……I mean" I let out a weary sigh barely whispering "Snape". I look up at Remus, his eyes have tears in them and I can tell he doesn't know what to do, I step forward and brush a hand across his cheek, he closed his eyes and grabs my hand as if scared he may lose the touch. "Oh god Sirs" I pull him close to me and hold him "No Rem I'm sorry…. I shouldn't have shouted at you like that…. I was just….well it's Snape Rem" I let out a muffled laugh as my head was buried in Remus' hair.


I can't help but feel slightly sorry for Snape, after I told Sirius about the dream he had been piling on the punishment. I hear Snape's calls as I walk across the grounds, watching as Sirius and James dangle Snape Upside-down, I let out a muffled laugh… yes poor Snape but it's still very amusing.

Sirius grins as he sees me his eyes twinkling…. "BLACK, POTTER WHAT ARE YOU DOING DROP HIM AT ONCE" McGonagall's voice carried along the grounds, I see Sirius' grin widen… I watch as Snape falls the floor "THAT WAS NOT WHAT I MEANT" McGonagall screamed. I watch as McGonagall grabs both James and Sirius and pushes them towards the castle, Sirius winks at me as he is pushed by.


I run into the common room with James beside me, "Two Weeks Detention" Peter is gawfing "You two are so cool" he says, I jump onto Remus "What do you think then" I watch as he rolls his eyes in mock annoyance "why do you do it" he asks I just grin at him and settle myself against his chest more comfortably.

"Why do you do it" he asks again, James and Peter had gone off to the kitchens to get celebration food for the detentions. He's looking at me with his deep emotional eyes, showing his wonder… "I do it for You Rem" I answer truthfully and kiss him, the kiss was deep and passionate, as we break apart I whisper "it's always for you", he nuzzled into my neck and I stroke his velvety hair.


I walk along the corridor humming to myself, class is over and I'm going to meet Sirius by the Herbology Hut. "Where's your boyfriend Lupin" I turn to face Snape who was leaning against the wall, sneering. "I would be careful about what you say Severus" his sneer spread even wider across his face, "Oh really, well I don't see your pretty boyfriend to protect you, so maybe it would be you who should be careful" he stepped away from the wall and strode towards me. He was standing in front of me sneering, with his wand pointed at my chest, "well Remus what are you going to do to stop me" I just stared at him a small smile playing on my lips "Nothing Severus nothing at all" my calm voice seemed to unnerve him slightly. I grinned more as he lowered his wand, I looked into his face my grin fading at what I saw….

I tried to take a step back from his but he grabbed my arms, "GET OF ME" I yelled but he was ignoring me, he pushed me against the wall sneering…


"Get of Me" I heard Remus' cry. I was heading towards the Herbology Hut; I was slightly late after being threatened by McGonagall for messing around in her lesson. I ran around the corner... my eyes widening, Remus was being pinned against the wall, I let out a deep growl in my throat and made towards Snape… I had just gotten my wand out when he did it….


I tried to move my head away but Snape with his slithery movements managed to get me before I could turn my head fully…His cold lips pressed against mine with his tongue trying to slide its way into my mouth… I kept my eyes open trying to push him off me, his cold eyes gleamed into mine with what looked like triumph….

"STUPEFY"

Snape fell to the floor unconscious, I stepped away from him and fell down to the floor wrapping my arms around my legs rocking.


"STUPEFY" I growled, my voice containing the fury and loathing I had never felt before… I watched as he fell to the floor, Remus practically ran away from his falling form. I watched as he crumpled to floor and started to rock… "Rem…" I ran up to him… kneeling so I was in front of Remus I reached out a hand to brush his hair away from his face….he pulled away from the touch as if scared… "Rem, it's me Rem, It's Sirs"… the sound of his nickname for me made him stop rocking; he slowly looked up into my face… He had been crying and was shaking… I reached my arm around him and pulled him into an embrace. He was cradled in my lap and I was rocking him when James came running around the corridor holding the Marauder's Map in his hands. "What happened" his eyes were wide as he took in the scene… I looked at him the anger still showing in my eyes "later James later" I whispered…. I picked Remus up in my arms and started to carry him back towards the common room.


"I'm so sorry Sirs" I whispered a few hours later, Sirius had carried me to the common room leaving Snape's unconscious form on the ground floor corridor. Sirius looked down at me startled; I had been lying on his lap as he stroked my hair. "What are you saying sorry for Rem, it's that Bastard Slim Balls fault, and you couldn't have stopped him" he soothed still stroking my hair. I often wondered why Sirius stayed with me and how I was so lucky just to be able to have him to myself…. I let out another set of small sobs into his lap…. "I'm sorry I'm so weak, I'm sorry I'm not strong like you are, like James is... You would never have let Snape do that to you….I…" "Stop it Rem…You are strong, What you go through each month…..how you strive to achieve the best marks you can get in everything you set your heart to…." His voice was strong and full of emotion… "I never would be able to do what you do Rem, what you go through, I would never….." his voice broke of from its whispered statement.


Potions, we were walking along the corridor James and Peter talking in slightly subdued voices. We were walking through the dungeons towards Potions. I looked over at Remus, his eyes seemed emotionless… there was no sign of the Remus I knew. I reached my arm around his waist and pulled him closer to me, He looked into my eyes and smiled, but it wasn't true. We walked into the class room, and took our seats at the back of the room. Remus stiffened in his seat as Snape walked in, he looked over at us and smiled malevolently… I let out a loud growl gaining me a few startled looks, his smile faded when he heard it. "Sirius, don't play up to him" James hissed.

"You will separate in pairs, for this lesson" called Professor Glean. I moved my stuff closer to Remus… "Oh No Mr Black… Not after last lesson… You will work with Mr Snape today" Professor Glean stated looking at me with her stern glare. I looked over at Snape his face seemed to have paled. Remus looked at me with a worried expression on his face; I placed my hand on his behind his cauldron and smiled at him. I grabbed my ingredients and cauldron and moved next to Snape.


I watched him from the back of the class I was now working with Lily Evans, she chatted away as she put more rats spleen into our potion. Sirius' face was blank as he stirred their potion, I watched as Snape whispered something and sneered at Sirius, my eyes widened….. Sirius let out another loud growl "YOU SLIMY PIECE OF…"Sirius had jumped on Snape and had started to punch him, the two Slytherins working next to them let out startled cries… "BLACK" Professor Glean was shouting and had moved next to them trying to separate them, "….Pay…What….Did…Him…" Sirius' broken sentence fell through the classroom causing a few people to mummer in question.


200 House Points and two months detention, Glean was beside herself in anger, "What Were You Thinking, Attacking another Student, What came over you" I didn't say anything, "Well… Black Look At Me NOW" she roared… I looked up at her, the tears showing in my eyes, Glean started at the site of them…. "Black…are you going to tell me what happened" her voice was softer now but still stern, again I said nothing. She let out a loud sigh "Fine Black, you may leave". I walked out of her office "Sirs" Remus called out to me and ran right into my arms… "Oh Sirs I'm sorry, it's all my fault are you ok?" he stroked my hair out my covered eye, I had a bruise developing on my cheek but Snape hadn't been able to do any more harm. "He's a piece of filth" Remus nodded, he wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his head in my chest… "Oh sirs why did you do it" I stroked Remus' hair and lifted his chin up "For you Rem, for You" I leaned down and kissed his lips deeply, he pressed closer to me as I ran one hand down his back and let the other stroke through his hair. I heard a few muffled giggles as we kissed but I didn't care.


A week had past since the incident, Sirius had managed to knock out a few of Snape's teeth, given him two black eyes a broken nose and various bruises over the rest of his gangly body. We were walking down the corridor when I heard it; two girls were whispering down at the bottom of the corridor, tonight was the full moon so my senses were all heightened… "Sirius and Remus together….really…ohhh" they watched our group approach them; they were watching both me and Sirius. Sirius frowned when he saw them but carried on walking. Once we were out of ear shot he looked at me, "what was that about" he mumbled slightly irritated "They know about us" I said smiling slightly at his face, "they know….how?" he frowned "how could they….oh…Oh" his eyes widened slightly and he grinned. "How Sirs" I asked knowing he knew how they had known about us. "Outside Gleans office, some people had seen us kissing, I heard them giggling, but I forgot" he was grinning sheepishly, "Ah well" I said as we carried on up to Divination I heard James laugh behind us.


I was sat next to James Remus was still in the Hospital Wing but was coming out some time today. I kept getting glances from people who kept whispering to whoever they were sat next to, I poked at my lamb chops getting slowly more annoyed because of getting stared at. "Why aren't you eating" James said through a mouthful of mashed potatoes… just then two girls sat opposite me burst into a fit of giggles as they stared at me, James raised his eyebrows at them and shook his head….. "What Are You Laughing At" I growled at the girls who suddenly stopped giggling at my heated voice, they looked at me with worried expressions "nothing" they said together and hurried out of the Great Hall "Sirius" James said his voice light with laughter.


Nearly a month had past and the rumours about me and Sirius were still running around… We were sat in the common room; I watched as Sirius played Peter at Chess, Peter was winning of course… he seemed to have a great skill at the game. Sirius' Queen was knocked down by Peters Bishop... "Aw not again" Sirius let out a muffled moan and leaned back against the chair… "Want another game" peter suggested hopefully, "Nah I don't think I can be bothered to be beaten again" Sirius grinned at Peter. "What about you Remus, want a game" "no thanks Peter I'm studying" I was near the end of a Transfiguration book for N.E.W.T revision. "You need a break" Sirius grinned at me, "yea all you do is revise" peters squeaky voiced piped "well not all he does" Sirius laughed as peter went red, I shook my head and went back to reading… "How about exploding snap" Sirius suggested…

Lily and James walked in a short while later, but they weren't smiling, "what's happened" I said looking as James angered face. "Snape, he's the one spreading the rumours about you two" I sighed "Don't worry they will die down, and anyway it doesn't matter if people find out it doesn't affect them" I replied plainly, I looked over at Sirius and for a moment saw something flash in his eyes.


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