Last Year at Hogwarts
DISCLAIMERS: I don not own Black, Lupin, Potter, Pettigrew, Evans, Snape, McGonagall, Dumbledore or any other characters I mention in this fic. Nor do I own any Harry Potter Material.... I also do not own Halo – All or Nothing.... If I did, Sirius and Remus would be lovers and HP would be XD Mwhahaa cough -. I am not making any money out of this story either... though it is costing to print it out for people mumbles....
PARING: Sirius Black and Remus Lupin
SUMMERY: Kind of like the second chapter to Thoughts and Wishes, so you want to read that first.... Sirius loves Remus, Remus loves Sirius, Snape gets in the way, what happens when Sirius tells Remus' secrete to Snape for revenge. What happens to their relationship?
RATING: R
WARNING: Contains mild Slash... Mwhahaa ... well I say mild –
A/N: Paragraphs go from, Sirius to Lupin to Sirius to Lupin, swapping P.o.v for each paragraph
Chapter 4
(Starts with Remus' P.o.v)
I ran across the grounds heading towards the lake, I held his hand as he ran beside me... I stopped when I reached the lake; the stars and a nearly full moons dim light shinning down on us. I turned and faced him, the moons light bathing him in its glow, making him more perfect, my breath caught in my throat as I looked at him. The light dancing across his eyes, the light kissing his skin, he was striking. He started blushing as I gazed at him, "Your beautiful you know" my voice was almost a whisper, a slight breeze played across us, I found myself thinking what an amazing painting this scene could make.
I smiled up at him blushing more so for his compliment. I look at him, the stars shinning upon him, their glistening light playing across his features shinning in his beautiful eyes, he looked like some kind of prince, proud, beautiful, powerful, gentle full of emotion, words that could play against each other, he looked more startling than I could ever remember him being, I found myself being drawn towards him, reaching for his perfectly sculpted lips... surely they were sculpted by the gods themselves.
He leaned forwards; I moved a hand around his waist leaning in to taste his angel like lips again. I closed my eyes as our lips brushed against each other for the first time in months. The effect of the touch made me shake, uncontrollable quivers ran down my spine, I felt him quiver as well and pulled him closer to my body.
We both shook as our lips pressed against each others. Our hands roaming over each others long missed and wanted bodies. I moved my hands around his neck as he started to trail kisses on my neck. I let out a low moan as he started to bite and suck on my neck. I pulled him up for another kiss, biting at his lower lips I felt his hands run through my hair.
I ran my hands through his hair, as he bit at my lip. I deepened our kiss even more, my tongue sliding against his own, I moaned into his mouth as our kisses became more passionate and frantic. My hands began to lift his dress robe up; searching for the lost skin I had once taken for granted. He groaned even more as my hand ran over his now lightly muscled stomach.
I broke the kiss off and looked at him; he was panting but smiling with the sinful smile he used on me to get what he wanted. I grinned and brought a hand against his cheek stroking the soft flushed skin...
We could hear the music from the Ball playing across the grounds, as we gazed at each other after our passionate kissing spree. "Dance with me Rem" Sirius purred as he stroked my cheek, I smiled up at him and kissed his lips lightly.
We moved with the music that was floating down into our ears, the stars and moon shinning the smooth lake clear, reflecting us as we slowly moved in small circles gazing at each other. I leaned my head against his chest, one of his hands wrapped around my waist and his other sliding up and down my back soothingly I could have stayed with him like this forever.
I kissed the top of his head as he leaned against me his arms wrapped around my neck and fingers playing with my hair. When the music faded we broke apart smiling at each other. "We should get back" I said while stroking his hair.
We walked back up to the castle holding hands; I grinned at him by the Great Hall and wrapped my arm around his waist.
We walk in with my arm still around his waist, as we walked around looking for James finding him on the edge of the dance floor, he grinned at us as we approached them. "Have fun" he winked at me as he took in my vast grin I laughed and winked back "wouldn't you like to know".
The night passed quickly as I dances by his side, Dumbledore's voice broke through the crowd at last signaling the end of the Ball, we left the hall in our group all laughing about the nights evens and watching as some people were being scolded by McGonagall for putting alcohol into the punch. Sirius held onto my waist as we made our way back to Gryffindor Tower, I was smiling contently as we walked into our dorm room, James and Peter had stayed in the Common room for a while to give me and Sirius some time to talk, as James had put it grinning madly. I turned and faced Sirius, he was holding the tips of my fingers and looking at me with glazed eyes, I smiled shyly at him. He led me towards my bed pulling the curtains closed for privacy and sat next to me stroking my hand. "I'm so sorry Rem, for what I did I mean, I shouldn't have, I just wasn't thinking...I...I'm just so sorry" he sighed as he hurried the words out; I looked at him slightly staggered and smiled.
"No Sirs, it's me who should be sorry" it was him turn to looks surprised, his brow wrinkled in confusion, "I should have let you explain, but instead I acted like a child, I ignored you and pushed you away. I should have listened, I should have known why you did it, but I didn't care so I let you slip, and doing so I nearly lost you" silent tears were running down my cheeks as I looked up at him, pleading him to forgive me too.
I looked into his eyes, eyes which seemed to be begging me for understanding and forgiveness; I reached out a hand and gently wiped my thumb over his cheek wiping away the tears. I leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on his cheek, I moved slowly and placed another on his eye, I began to rest butterfly kisses all over his face.
I moved my body so I was leaning over him, I placed my hand behind his head, he began to lean backwards pulling me on top of him. I felt his hands slide up my back as I carried on kissing him lightly on his face.
My hands slid up his back, his kisses though soft filled me with desire, yearning for his touches, touches I hadn't felt in months. His lips pressed against mine softly for the briefest of moments, my breath caught in my throat, I opened my eyes to find him watching me, his beautiful grey eyes staring into me with a yielding and loving desire. He began planting more kisses along my neck, slowly gaining more passion with each kiss.
I let out a low moan as he sucked at my collarbone, biting it softly as he moved back to kiss my lips again.
I claimed his lips again, opening his mouth with my tongue, causing him to mummer a soft moan into my mouth, I moaned back when I felt his tongue slide against mine, stroking against mine, he let out a low growl and bit at my lower lip. The soft passion I had started was becoming short lived and fading, what would have been a slow and mournful night of love was slowly turning into the passion that was both wanted but was needed. Remus growled again and flipped us over he sat straddling me, I saw him grab his wand and cast a silencing spell around the bed. Grinning up at him I leaned my head upwards I kissed him again, slowly and deeply, but Remus was soon turning the soft kisses into a deep passionate snog. When he bit my lip I felt the cool copper taste fall against my tongue, I pulled back and looked up at him in surprise.
Sirius looked up at me in shock, I had bitten him for real, I let out a small grin and licked at his lip slowly, sliding my tongue slowly against his lip, lapping the blood I had caused to seep out of his smooth skin. Sirius closed his eyes letting out a low moan as I licked his lip, I pulled away he was breathing hard, I smiled at him, "pleasure from pain" he frowned slightly at my words but pulled me back down for another kiss.
I slid my hands slowly up his arms as I kissed him roughly; I grinned as I grabbed his wrists and pushed them above his head. Sirius let out a startled moan and pulled away from our kiss, "Rem!" his startled eyes poured out his shock, but I could feel that he was not complaining, I grinned at him as I ground my hips against his, I watched as his eyes widened in pleasure, he let out a loud grumble in his throat. I leaned forwards and nipped at his ear, "You've never had me so close to the full moon Sirs" I growled against his ear.
"You've never had me so close to the full moon Sirs" Remus growled against my ear, I let out a soft whimper, as I realized that the full moon was in fact tomorrow night. Remus had never done anything with me when so close to the full moon and now I understood why... the wolf was taking over... but I had no objections to this new side to Remus I was discovering that night. I growled as he bit my neck, I moved my hands up and down his back clenching at his robes whenever he bit me.
I felt Sirius' hands clasp at my robes as I bit on his neck again, leaving another fresh bite mark. I sat back up, and slowly began to lift his Dress Robes up over his head... I let out a lustful growl at the site of his muscled chest, which was heaving up and down from his breathing. He slowly pulled my Robes over my head too; trailing his fingers back down my chest I leant down and began to lick a trail over his smooth chest causing him to let out another set of low moans and whimpers. I swirled my tongue around his nipple sucking at it, he whimpered at the touch of my tongue against his skin, playing and nipping at him like he had never known I could. I did the same to his other nipple, sucking and nipping at it, causing it to stand out erect and red against his now heavily heaving chest. His hands had found their way into my hair, as he gripped at it groaning as I teased him.
I grabbed at Remus' hair, my breath was coming out in short gasps, I could barely breathe the new side to Remus was pulling me in, and I was drowning in his rough, painful but pleasurable touches, I knew I must have had bites and bruises all over my neck and chest but I didn't care, he was making me drown, I needed more, and he knew it... he knew it from the whimpers and moans I was letting out, the cries and the calls that had never been so loud as they had been this night. I slid my arms around his neck as he began to trail down chest with his finger.
I slowly moved my hands down his muscles chest, now glistening in sweat and saliva... I moved a finger slowly over his taut muscles, and onto his trousers. He growled up at me and I grinned at him, I stroked down his thigh with one hand while the other slowly undid the button on his tight black trousers, he watched me with shining slightly glazed eyes. His eyes closed in desire and pleasure as I unzipped his trousers, my hand brushing against his now obvious hardness.
My eyes closed as he started to rub his hand against me, He moved his head slowly down my chest, kissing licking and biting, his head moving towards my groin...I felt his tongue move against me, I let out a deep moan. I had never had Remus do this to me before, I would do it to him but Remus seemed to shy, so Remus would use his hands but never his mouth... my breathing became more erratic, as Remus' tongue and mouth played across my tender skin, sliding up and down in a rhythmic pattern, I could hardly breath any more, I began to shake loosing myself against his mouth and tongue I heard myself let out a deep roar as I yelled Remus' name out. I felt him lick me as I began to regain my breath, feeling his lips against mine, tasting my bitterness from his tongue which was sliding back into my mouth. I was breathing heavily; he was twirling a finger around my chest in circles grinning at me, his eyes gleaming in the darkness.
I swirled my finger across Sirius' chest, he was breathing heavily, I grinned at him his taste still fresh on my tongue. "How was it for you" I grinned, as he let out a contented murmur, his eyes now closed, "Pleasure from pain" he whispered, a slight smile playing on his lips, "yes" I smiled back at him knowing he understood my earlier words. I lay next to him, his arms curling around me pulling me close, he kissed me deeply. His body responding to my kisses again, he moved around me trailing kisses on my back. I felt his tongue against my heated skin, licking down my back; he bit at my hipbone, causing me to let out my own growl. My eyes widened as I felt his fingers press into me, I let out a long groan his other hand wrapping around my chest and his lips kissing my neck, murmuring soothing words between soft and tender kisses. I was soon moaning loudly as he moved in rhythm into me, sweat glistening off both of or bodies as he pushed, I let out a low moan as he hits my G spot my eyes widening I pressed back into him. I felt him stiffen, just after I had, he bit down on my shoulder; my eyes wide open but glazed over. I felt the warmth shoot inside my body, we both collapsed into a heap on the bed, our breathing slowing down, his hand sliding soothingly up and down my back as he kissed my shoulder and back tenderly.
"Good god what did you do last night" James' voice was slightly higher than usual, but he was grinning, I had pulled the curtains open, to find James sitting on his bed watching, his eyes had nearly fell out when he saw the state of the bed. I scratched at my head and grinned "Good morning to you too James" I walked over to the mirror. I undid my shirt to inspect the damage... "REMUS" I yelled, looking at my chest which now was covered in deep bite marks and bruises. James ran over to look to, eyes widening, "Oh My God Remus what did you DO to him".
He was back, Padfoot, my mate, I bit at his nuzzle, showing him my dominance, I stood over him, I watched as he lowered his body to the ground in submission.
We ran all night, With the Stag, Prongs and the annoying Rat, Wormtail following behind us. We tuffled and fought and played, he was back, my Bear Dog, Padfoot, my companion, my mate, Mine... forever. I howled up at the moon, Moony they called me, I bared my fangs, the wolf had his mate once again.
He woke up and I smiled at him "Good morning" I whispered and stroked his cheek. "Good morning" was his sleepy reply, then grinning he added "I think he's glad to have you back". I kissed his lips "I'm glad to have you back... I love you Rem" I kissed him again. "I love you too" came his husky reply and he kissed me back.
I woke up "Good morning" came his tender greeting as he caressed my cheek. "Good morning" my sleepy voice replied to him, I grinned remembering the night "I think he's glad to have you back". Sirius kissed me and whispered "I'm glad to have you back... I love you Rem" kissing me again. "I love you too" my voice sounded husky as I replied back to him, I leaned forwards kissing him back.
A/N: Hope you liked the story... I was quite happy with the outcome of it... Sorry about Cheesy beginning to this chapter...humm... Hope you enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing it... I also hope this one was easier to read than my last one... - Review and thank you... - x
