Thinking of you
Walking in the door I see,
A man of shadow and mystery.
I gaze a moment but nothing more,
For I thought of him and my heart tore.
The respect I give to him each day,
yet none in return will he pay.
Once in a while, a small compliment,
But leaves it there on the cement.
My love for him is ever pure,
My need to see him has no cure.
But what I am keeps us apart,
What I am has done that from the start.
My job done, I should go.
But how I try, my heart says no.
I wish to stay and see u smile again.
And with each day, so rises my hearts Pain.
I hear your voice in my dreams,
I also hear screams.
I turn and see you as if it were real.
But suddenly flames, my smile they steal.
Your body burns inside the Flame,
I think that I am to blame.
I wake up startled and scared,
As all I had done was stand and stare.
My tears feel so hot on my fear frozen face,
For my heart is as fragile as a thin strip of lace.
I wish to stay in this place with you.
But what am I to do?
I heard you left me there to die,
and so I sit in my bed and cry.
My heart feels like falling in shreds to the ground,
But my love and trust in you has no bound.
And the only thing keeping me whole,
is the hope of you calling out to my soul.
Tales say life is too short to be waiting for someone,
But I just sit here, waiting for the light of the sun.
You are my life, my only true goal,
I feel myself fall, waiting taking it's toll.
I cry in my heart and in my head.
I cry in my pillow, my heart feels like lead.
What should I do?
I'm always waiting for you.
As I think of you with revere,
I hope you do the same for me.
As the skies crumble and fall,
I hear voices, I hear them call.
Not for just me but you too,
We weren't lost, they had no clue.
The mystery remains the same,
Why you saved me, Why you came.
Nothing is clear as smoke leaves the sky,
We travel back, just you and I.
