-DiScLaImEr- I do NOT own any characters, places or props from Kingdom Hearts so you can stop pointing that shotgun at me now!!! I'M INNOCENT I TELL YOU! INNOCENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T
Anyways, here's chappy 2 4 u 'orrible lot! Hehe! Not 2 much violence in this, fair bit 'o' language tho. Not ur cup of tea? Then bugger off sumwhere else! LOL!
:-D Happy Readin Folks! :-D
RR
-Sora-
I cried all the way home, how could it get any worse than this? Then I stopped, I told him! If there was a good time to go ahead with what I've been planning for 4 years, now would be it. He was probably spreading it around school at this very moment! I slammed the front door and stumbled up the stairs feeling hurt and powerless over my life. This was it, this was the end. I couldn't take it anymore; things had gotten too bad now. After locking my bedroom door, I opened the top drawer of my chest of drawers and removed a crumpled piece of paper. My suicide note. Laying it carefully on my bedside table where it couldn't be missed, I walked back to the drawer and removed a pack of craft knife blades. Now all I had to do was figure out in what way I should go about doing it. Should I keep hacking away at my arm until I get to weak to carry on? Should I put a simple slit on both of my wrists? Or maybe I should just drag a blade over my throat? Maybe this wasn't such a great idea after all... I mean, I'm 14 and I'm already contemplating suicide. Just then, my mobile buzzed and vibrated on the floor next to me. Picking it up, I read the text message I had just received:
Sora it's Riku
Oh great, it just makes me feel so much better reading his name
Goin out wiv Kairi was a big mistake. She's a total fucking bitch!
Why's he telling me all this? My stomach tightened, does this mean that?
I luv u 2 Sora. I want 2 b wiv u so much m8. Cud u b my bf?
I froze up and a wave of heat rose to my face. He loves me too?! No this couldn't be right I thought to myself. I kept reading the text over and over again and the blue glare of the screen eventually made me feel dizzy. Bf, that could mean something else right?! Big friend, best friend, brain fish, blue fruit...but no...it meant boyfriend! HE WANTED ME TO BE HIS BOYFRIEND! I just couldn't BELIEVE it! With shaky hands I text him back praying that he wasn't playing a joke!
-Riku-
Bleep!
A text message...I look lazily towards my phone, a centimetre or so away from my hand...wait...A REPLY! With a sudden burst of energy, I grabbed the phone and read the new text message with anticipation.
Wow...gosh Riku! I never thought you felt that way about me ya know? WOW! I hope you're not playing a trick though.
I laughed to myself, why would I Sora? I read on my heart knocking against my ribs.
If you are then...you're sad. If you are then don't bother replying...I'll know when to do something I've been planning then. If you're not joking then yes! I would absolutely love it if we could go out ya know? It would be so cool! Butâ€what about Kairi?
I never ever thought about what would happen between me and Kairi, not that I would care anyways. I quickly text back because I heard her coming back out of the bathroom. I said:
No m8, this is no joke ok? I dunt care bout Kairi personally, tht bitch givs me waaaay 2 many headaches. But I do care bout u†I love u Sora, nuthin wil EVA change tht. Urs eternally, Riku xxx
I know I don't seem the romantic type but I can do it sometimes! Oh God, here she came, prancing into the room like she was summat special. She straddles my chest and leans down to kiss me. I break the kiss quickly and she looks at me with a disgusted tone. "Fine." She hissed, "If you don't want it with me tonight then go and fuck yourself!" Like I ever got any pleasure from her... I stared at her blankly, how pathetic was she?! How could I have ever missed Sora's suffering and go out with someone like her?
She shuffled up to the other side of the sofa and lit a cigarette, purposely blowing the smoke in my face.
Bleep!
Oh my God, not now! She grabbed my phone in one swift move and read the message. Dropping the phone onto the floor, she looked at me with raging hatred "You sick bastard! Ewwwwww! That's so gross you gay boy!" An icy chill crept over my entire body. "Ewwwwwwwww! Wait till everyone hears about this!!!! Ooooooh you're so-"
I grabbed her throat, pushing her into the back of the sofa. "But you're not gonna tell fucking anyone! ARE YOU?! If you do I'll make it my sworn duty to make sure you don't let another breath out of your body! You understand me?" I growled, my face extremely close to hers, flecks of spit fell onto her I was that angry. She whimpered so I loosened my grip and got up, walking towards the door, anger surging through my veins. After slamming the front door behind me, I thought to myself, "why are people so shallow nowadays?"
-Sora-
I can't believe it! My dream has come true! Riku is finally my boyfriend! I've gotta get cleaned up in case he decides to come round. My hair was messy, I had tears rolling down my face and I had to hide all of the bruises on my arms from him, that bastard son of a bitch who did this to me. But, maybe Riku would protect me; he's a lot stronger than me. No, I don't want him to get involved in all this shit, ever.
flashback
I He sneered at me once he got his pleasure and threw me onto the tiled floor, covered in cuts and bruises, completely naked. I had never been violated in such a way ever before, was this what love was meant to feel like? But, if he was happy, I was happy, because I loved him. But did he love me? I was so confused and now shivering for he opened the window to climb out. That was it, no 'I love you' or pet names or anything. He would just do his thing then go out whispering, "Remember, if you tell anyone, you're the one who will suffer." Then he left, leaving me behind trying to wipe away the blood and tears that came every time. I couldn't stop him, he was far too strong. I just had to live with it, till I died.
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Sora: O.O WTF IS GOIN ON?! T.T
Riku: You got raped by mystery person, I've stopped you from killin urself usin my great timin of text messages and Kairi is a crazy fucked up bitch! : D
Kairi: 8- WOT WAS THAT?!
Riku: Ehehehe, nuthin dear! cowers in corner
Sora: Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
SilvaTidus: Anyways, hey guys! Hope ur all okay and tht ur enjoyin my fic! Special thanks to all the people who've took their time 2 review my story! God bless ya people! Plz RR! I really need some to help me carry on with the story, I get bored fast, lol! Chapter 3 under construction at the mo!
O.o Cya soon peeps! o.O
-SilvaTidus-
