A/N: well this has been fun...this angst has been so much fun to write. Really it has.
Shout outs:
xXxSarahxXx- Guy is a fun character to write. Thanks for the review!
Emmy- like I don't talk to you enough I have to do a shout out for you too? ::sigh:: you know what...you don't get a shout out...so :P
Jenn- You will find that I do write a lot of short fics. But thanks for the review
Beaner- I'll talk to you later about it because I'm not really in the mood for long shout outs.
Chels- yeah for double the goodness. As I told you it IS part of my evil plan. This is part two of Allie's evil plan against the anti-OTP c/c. It's evil and I won't have it! ::nods decisively:: if you do...straight to bed with out dinner!
Part two of One Half of Perfect told by the other half
As long as I can remember I have been Connie "Piss me off and I'll kill you" Moreau. I'm a tough chick. I have no problem admitting that. I can take care of my self easily. Growing up with all guys...yeah I can hold my own with them.
Then I fell for one. Guy Germaine. The one that tried to tame the beast and make me a lady. When it was good it was great but when we fought it hurt everyone around us. I have always known I loved him. We were best friends and got "married" on the play ground. We would hold hands and he would try to protect me. I wouldn't need it and God knows I couldn't humor him into thinking he was wearing the pants in the relationship.
But I loved him. Correction: I LOVE him. As in still do. I did break up with him. It was my fault. I was confused. I was scared. We are juniors, aren't we supposed to be dating other people? So I ended it.
With every breath I take I miss him. I never thought about how much I would miss him. How much I need him still. I'm not so tough with out him. While sticks and stones don't necessarily break my bones...the words left me crying for him. The words do affect me...of course they do...I'm human. But when I was with him he would hold me when I was crying over the words they told me.
I love him for that.
So I broke his heart. Just like I broke his arm in 2nd grade. However I don't think this could be fixed by a plate of chocolate chip cookies.
I miss him. So much.
I would be different if he took me back. I would be the girlfriend I know he wants. I would be known as Connie "Guy's girlfriend" Moreau. If he would just take me back.
My name is Connie Moreau. I'm one half of perfect but what I wouldn't give to be whole again.
