Tragic Magic
I was shy, I had always been, that was so unique about me, people say you could get lost in my baby blue eyes and it would leave you mesmerized. I had baby blue eyes and light brown hair that was up to my chin and cut short with little layers, but I wasn't your typical good girl anymore I changed through out the years when I started my sophomore year of high school, I started dressing more like punk and raver crossed together. I was good at raving and break dancing, but I was one BADASS STOMPER!!!
I wasn't into that cute shit anymore, I had friends though, I stopped hanging around Linda cause Linda was a shit talker and a backstabber.
Friday March 7, 2003
" WHERE THE FUCK IS LINDA!!! " I was mad as hell, I found out that my best friend was messing around with my boyfriend Slash and right now I'm about to kick her ass, I was like a walking time bomb about to go off.
" WHAT THE FUCK LINDA! I HEARD PEOPLE SAYING THAT YOU WERE FUCKING AROUND WITH SLASH!"
" WHO THE FUCK IS TELLING YOU THAT SHIT? I AIN'T EVEN DOING A FUCKING THING WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND! PEOPLE ARE TELLING ME THAT YOUR TALKING SHIT!"
" FUCK YOU! IF I WAS TALKING SHIT THEN I WOULD OF SAID IT TO YOUR FUCKING FACE STUPIDASS BITCH!"
" LIKE HELL YOU WOULD YOUR FUCKING AFRAID YOU FUCKING HOE!"
" WELL WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANNA THROW IT DOWN OR WHAT?"
" MAN FUCK YOU! YOU AIN'T EVEN WORTH IT!"
Yup that's about what happened, I could tell that the little hoe was scared so that's why she walked off, so like I said before I hung out with people who made me feel comfortable and whom I liked. The people I hung out now were Wendy, Sydney, Adam, Jam, Tiffany, Corrine,
Charlotte, Shane, and Gabriel but everyone called him Grumpy. Last but not least was my new boyfriend Jason the love of my life, the one who kept me going, the air that I breathe, tee hee hee! That's one big Clique ay! We like to show our stuff off at parties and debutes.
Anyways I confronted Slash about it and denied everything that I said so I told him it was over and I broke up with that sorry piece of shit. So far it was good between me and Jason before shit started happening again saying that he was playing me with his ex Cindy, he spilled his guts out and told me the whole thing he made haterz ( slang for hickeys ) all on her chest on Easter Sunday the day me and him were supposed to spend time together. I got so pissed off that I started telling him shit, I told him straight out that I'm gonna give him another chance, but if he fucks up again that I'm breaking up with his sorry ass.
Things are great now with me and Jason no arguments and no cheating on each other.
When I turned 16 my friends introduced me to drugs and shit, I know I was a bad girl and everything but I wasn't that bad the first thing they had me tried was pot. I couldn't just say no I wanted to be like them cause they were my friends.
" Here Nancy try this."
Everyone looked at me I really wanted to try it cause I never smoked pot before plus it was my birthday. I took it and toked it up, I coughed a little bit and Adam took it from me.
" No like this."
He took a puff and showed me how to do it, I did it just like him.
" Yeah that's how you do it."
He passed it around and everyone took a puff the joint was getting smaller and smaller, before know it the whole group was stoned including me. I was laughing my ass off for some reason I didn't know why but I guess it was cause I was fucked up then the others started laughing with me we started to talk about stupid shit then Grumpy gets up and strips off all his clothes and runs down the street butt naked flashing the cars that went by. The crew started laughing at him causes he kept dancing around and running up and down the street waving at on coming cars, everything was a big laugh until the cops stopped Grumpy and wrote him a ticket. Wendy had the whole thing on video, when we came home we watch the video and started cracking up laughing again this time everyone had tears in their eyes. When I looked at the screen I saw Grumpy waving at the camera that's when I cracked up with laughter, my friends really knew how to throw a party. That night everyone didn't go home till 3:00 in the morning, it was weird seeing them leave cause I knew that my birthday was coming to an end which sucked really bad cause I had a fun time, a pack of Corona beer and Smirnoff = $20.00, a bag of weed = $10.00 a friend running up and down the street butt naked at your birthday party = priceless!
