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Ch.2 Dreaming of the Man with No Smile

Many years past from the sad day that Sesshourmaru left Rin. Rin is now seventeen and lost almost all memories of the times she had of Sesshourmaru. For a year she has been having dreams of a man with silver hair. Every dream were memories she chose to block from her mind but he always broke the walls, so she wouldn't forget. She was now a simple farm girl and only concentrated on her chores, school and her sick guardian she called mom.

"Good morning mom," Rin greeted with breakfast in her hands.

"Morning Rin, oh is this for me?" the old lady questioned as Rin handed her the plate.

Rin nodded. The old lady, her name is Kontana Fuma. She was terribly sick and old.

"I had that dream again..." Rin stated.

Rin blushed and daydreamed.

"Really of that guy? The guy with the dreamy eyes and silver hair? So what happened this time?" Fuma curiously asked.

"Well he told to do things and protected me from demons. He was quiet and charming but never smiled. He stared at the moon in fascination. He held my hand...uh pretty much the regular." Rin said as she blushed a dark shade of red.

"Too bad he's just a dream." Fuma reminds her.

"Yes just a dream." Rin sighs.

Fuma never brought up Sesshourmaru the demon that brought Rin to this village because she knew it bring false hopes. Rin had chance to live a new, different life but no one knew that she wanted her old life back. Fuma knew Sesshourmaru wouldn't come back like Rin wanted him to.

"I wish I could dream forever cause for the first time I don't feel alone when I'm with this dream guy." Rin said to her self.

"I'm going outside for awhile okay Mom?" Rin said and Fuma nodded.

'I need to stop thinking about this guy...I need to live my life not a dream-' Rin thought until startled by a flower's beauty.

'Wow Sesshourmaru would love these flowers.' Rin suddenly thought.

'Huh? Who's Sesshourmaru...He's the man in my dream the man with silver hair. I'm mean he's Lord Sesshourmaru and he saved my life many times before.'

Rin had a very puzzling look on her face but then it occurred it was memories she tried to forget.

"WHY!!" Rin yells as she falls to her knees with eyes filled with tears.

"Why did you leave me...aren't I your reason cause you are my reason." Rin whispers to herself as river tears flow from her eyes.

She suddenly opened a gate that she kept the memories she didn't want to remember. She remembered everything now and now she wishes she didn't.

The night came and she tucked her mom in bed. She into sneaked into her room packed her clothes, food and wrote her goodbye. She was going to find him but wasn't sure what to say when she found him. When she was smaller she thought of him a friend not as much of a father. She now was deeply in love with him. She has to tell him even if he only thought of her like a daughter. She hated him but needed him. She felt stupid now that she was a distance from the village. 'What love will make you do' Rin thought. She was leaving her school, her friends, and the only family she has ever had.

Many days later she was in the country side, she knew she was close to the castle because this is where she picked flowers for him.

"Sesshourmaru..."Rin faintly said.

She sacrificed everything for him and she prayed he felt the same. She became weak in the knees knowing she was about an hour away from him. She plucked some flowers.

'When he sees me will it be the way he wanted to grow up.'

A tear rolled down her cheek she just wanted to see him just once. She thought what if he's with some one else, but she didn't care. Her love from him was like the beauty of the moon that he was so fascinated with, it was endless. Even if he didn't love her, she wanted him to know that he was still in her mind.

Rin begins to run with all her heart to see the man she couldn't forget.

"Sesshourmaru..." Rin said while running fast and hard.

She breathed heavily but didn't stop.

"I....love... you..." Rin whispered.

Holding the flowers in her hand, she ran till she saw the castle she dreamt about.

"Even though you left me..." Rin said trying to catch her breath.

She was at the doorstep and slowly put her hand on the handle. She walked in knowing he wouldn't be home till sunset and that would be soon. She walked to her room and everything was the same. She was so tired because she hadn't slept in days, so she crawled in bed and fell asleep. She once again dreamt of the man with no smile.

Sesshourmaru noticed the door was opened, so he cautiously walked into his home. He checked all rooms but one. He didn't want to remember Rin because he missed her and wanted her back but she knew she was living her own life. He slowly walked in the room and scanned the room, missing the body in the bed.

'No one is here...just painful memories. Hmm flowers...Rin would anyways pick flowers for me but I never knew what to do with them but who picked these? Jaken?' Sesshourmaru thought.

He snuffed and turned around, while turning he saw something move in the bed.

'Huh?' Sesshourmaru thought as he turned back around.

He stared at the body for a few moments until the body shot up.

Rin shot up from her sleep to come eye to eye with the man she loved. Rin stared at Sesshourmaru. She knew it was him, he hadn't changed. She didn't say a word and neither did he. She slowly walked towards him. She got closer and closer then got right up to his face. Tears filled her eyes; she sucked it up and then raised her hand. With all her power she slapped him. He didn't jerk back or anything, he just stood there and looked into her eyes. She raised her hand again but when it flew, he stopped her hand and she swung again. He blocked it again and held her wrist as she struggles to take her hands back. Tears fly from her eyes as she pulls and tugs to get her hands free. As she does this she's yelling why at the top of her lungs. He doesn't say anything.

"WHY!!!! Why...why...why...why Sesshourmaru...why?" Rin says as she seizes to pull her hands free and looks into his amber eyes she dreamt about.

"Why did you come back Rin?" Sesshourmaru asks with no expression on his face, still holding her wrists.

"Why did you leave me?" Rin cries.

"Why Rin? Answer me..." Sesshourmaru says sternly.

Rin looks down and Sesshourmaru lets go of her wrist. He raises his hands and grabs her chin lightly and makes her look at him.

"Because I was tired of being alone. I was tired of only seeing you in my dreams. I wanted to see again even if was only for second...Sesshourmaru, I-I-I missed you with all my heart. I love you with all my heart." Rin confesses as she thrusts herself forward and kisses the man that who was thought to have no heart. His lips were so soft and untouched but so were hers. His lips made her never want to leave.

Sesshourmaru surprised by this kiss and does nothing but decides to follow his heart and kisses back. He holds her tight and she knows he missed her too. He didn't have to tell her he thought about her everyday and every night that she gone, that he didn't want her to leave. That every night he dreamt about her and that he loved her for everything that she was. She could tell be the way he kissed her and because while they kissed she felt his tears that rolled from his eyes. He loved her more then life because she was his reason and he was hers.