Hello my little monsters! (loll my teacher says that to my class. I think its funny!) First a few thank you's

To my brilliant editor! You are doing a fantastic yob!

ChildlikeEmpressHere it is Tristan's side of the story! And I know Letiza is a bitch!

chiefhowWell I know my threats are mean! But here is new chapter. And yes Palomides is sweet! By the way I love the way you're story is going!

Beatriz : I know there both sweeties. I thought that Galahad looked sweet in the movie. And I'm really glad you hate her more than before!

Midnight Conqueror : Soon enough?

MonDieu666 : Thanks! And I'm stopping by again as soon as I have time!

Tristan's Lady: The details will be a little dirtier in the next chap! And I was making people chose between Tristan and Galahad!. And thank you fore being an obsessive reader!

And here it is chapter three! The chapter with a few dirty details but not all of them!

Chapter three; explanation.

I entered my chambers throwing the door shut. I feel worse than this morning. He's such an.....asshole! A fresh wave of anger suffuses me, it seems I have two choices to alleviate my rage; completely destroy this room... Or take a walk.

I decide on the walk.

My feet drag me to one of the garden ponds. I sit down and contemplate the water. It helps me think, I did this a lot when the knights were away. Again, the question strikes me. Do I look like a boy?

I stare at my reflection; Long brown hair with a few curls, clear blue-green eyes, a normal nose with a few freckles, rosy cheeks and fair skin. Rather small breasts, but still..... I guess I'm the opposite of Letiza.

She has shorter blond hair, brown eyes, tanned skin and large breasts.

Merlin always told me that beauty was inside of you, and that some people aren't always capable of seeing what's not visable to the naked eye. Letiza always wears revealing dresses, but she's almost nude, that's just crazy. Or is it? Tristan seemed to like it, why else would he sleep with her? I don't think it was her charming character.

My train of thought is disturbed by Bors and Palomides sparring a short distance away. It's quite humorous. Bors his bulky frame against Palomides' long lithe body. Palomides is rather well muscled, his dark hair about the same length as Tristan's. Why am I comparing him to that ass? He's a cheat! I don't need a bastard in my life! specifically that bastard!!!

"You should speak with him." Baruch states, coming up behind me. Why does he sneak up on people?

"No I won't ." I feel pain in my skull, a lot of it. He hit me! With his staff! "You old maniac!" I say turning around.

"You needed it. To arrange you're thoughts." He says chuckling.

"No. you just wanted an excuse to hit me in the head!" I reply getting mad at the old druid. Great! now I have a head-ache along with a broken heart!

"Well yes, but you should talk to him." He says in his fatherly tone.

"Make me!"

"If you don't go right now, I'll hit you again." He's serious.

"Fine!" I snap. Walking off. I might as well face him now. I don't want Baruch to hit me again, it hurts. I walk to Tristan's room, and doubts start to surface. Should I? God knows, SHE might be in there. 'Don't even think that Marian, be strong. You're strong, you're a leader' I suppress my doubts and knock on the door.

"Enter." Tristan's voice calls.

Opening the door, I walk in. Tristan was sitting on a chair.

"I was expecting you. Sit down." He said nodding to a chair.

Cocky, arrogant, ass. Don't get mad, calm down. I think to myself, sitting down.

"Now explain please." I say as calm as he was.

"It happened the first day we arrived." He said calmly. "Letiza was very nice to all of us."

"To you especially." I snort.

He ignores my statement and continues. "She and the other people organized a feast, to welcome us. Lots of food and beer. And Lancelot dared me to drink more. So I got in a little competition with him. Later, a woman walks over to me and tells me the lady is waiting. I don't know exactly why, but I thought it was you." He says calm as ever.

"And you expect me to buy that?" I say narrowing my eyes.

"It's the truth." He says flatly.

"Pretty convenient truth." I snap. "I look nothing like her. You should have seen it wasn't me!"

"I admit. I should have known. But something took over." He says calmly, yet the tick in his jaw is back.

"So you admit you knew it wasn't me." I say.

"After a while, but I couldn't stop."

"Then I'm right! You are a cheating asshole!" I yell.

"Calm down." He says.

"No I won't! You deserve to be yelled at! Okay I'm not that pretty, but it doesn't give you the right to play with my feelings! Was I just a desire?! Not more than that! Well I'm happy that I didn't bed you!" I yell and storm out of the room. Blinded by anger I walk into somebody.

"Marian? What's wrong?" someone says, grabbing my shoulder.

"It's that, asshole!" I say, looking at Galahad, he always runs into me when I'm distressed.

Calmly he asks, "What did Tristan do?" his eyes betraying his worry.

"He admitted it ! He thought that whore was me! I knew he was lying! And then he admits he later realized she wasn't me!" I ramble.

"Marian, men can't stop sometimes, even when their mind tells them to stop. Or so Lancelot and Gawain tell me." He says trying to make things easier.

"Still, he's an ass!" I say, the anger keeps growing worse. But its turning into something else as well, heartache.

"You should forgive him." Galahad says soothingly.

"I want to." I say honestly. "I just can't trust him anymore."

"He will understand. And one day you will forgive him. and everything will be back to normal." He says and he hugs me.

I don't know why but that simple gesture makes things a lot easier for me.

"You always know how to cheer me up." I say managing a weak smile.

"Now go to your room and relax a little." He says kissing my brow.

I smile and run off to my room. I fall into my bed and don't leave my room until the next morning.

I admit I'm still pained by what Tristan did. I walk to the gardens and feel like I'm being stabbed in the chest by what I witness.

T.B.C.

Sorry to leave you hanging! But I'm giving you time to recover! And again review our I don't finish the story! (I don't know if I'm kidding!)

Goodbye for now my little monsters and I hope I hear from you soon!

-xxxx-

BillieLiv