Hey guys!
Wow! I'm really flattered! I put up my story (edited version) yesterday, and you've already reviewed it! Thanks!
Chinobi-chan : I might include their history in some manner...just have to figure out
how to display it...can't promise nuthin...=)
chmsweety : glad you liked it! I try to update every day, except for weekends when I
don't have access to the computer...New chappie coming up again!
Essence of Randomness : Yeah, I like Inu like that as well...besides I can't come up
with so many various insults...so I made him cool, and a
little shy...he might change a bit as the story unfolds, but
I'll try to keep him as he is...
So, I finally finished with another chapter, chapter 5 should be up tomorrow, depending on how much time I get to write today...
Disclaimer: I know I forgot to mention it in the last chapters, but I do NOT own InuYasha...even though I wish I did...could someone please tell him that he can come and hug me as soon as possible?!?
Ok, now on with the show!!!
Chapter IV of Love lost – love found
Kagome walked shakily down the marble staircase to her homeoffice.
'How can he still make me feel this way? It's been so long since I last saw him...I should have been over him by now..!' she thought as she leaned against the railing.
Slowly she began walking down again, still supporting herself on the wooden railing. When she finally reached her office, she collapsed in her big leather chair. Rolling around so that she was facing the window, she continued to think aloud.
'Get a grip now Kagome! You're making a fool out of yourself! He came here to get your help considering his relationship with Kikyo. Nothing else! For all you know you might be the only lawyer he knows! That's why he wanted to meet with you! Believe it already, after 10 years, IT'S NOTHING ELSE!'
She'd been scolding herself with such a loud voice that she hadn't noticed the door opening and closing behind her. It was probably Kanna anyway. Still looking out her window, Kagome was startled as she heard a voice from right above her. (A/N, she is still sitting in the chair you know? )
"Oh, trust me...it wasn't just because of my marriage I came here..."
InuYasha had walked up to her, standing right behind her chair with his clawed hands resting on it's leather.
"I-InuYasha?" Kagome stuttered as she rose up from her chair to meet with his ember eyes. " Wha – what do you mean 'not just because'?" She quickly turned her eyes away from his and stared at the smooth surface of her elegant table.
"Just that. I wanted to see you otherwise. Not just because of Kikyo and me..." he said as he placed one of his clawed fingers underneath her chin, tilting it up so that he could see her face.
"I've missed you Kagome. I really have...more than you'll know..." he whispered as he leaned closer to give her a kiss.
Hesitantly they both caved in to the passion. The passion that had once been there, now flared up as their lips met in a soft but very affectionate kiss. InuYasha wrapped his arms around Kagome's waist, pulling her closer to his warm body as she used one of her hands to rub his left ear. She could hear a small purr coming from InuYasha, as the kiss seemed to last forever.
Suddenly Kagome broke the tension looking down at the floor again.
"InuYasha? What about Kikyo?" she asked as her voice became smaller and less secure.
Uttering the name of his wife made InuYasha drop the arms that still rested on Kagome's slim waist.
"What of her?" he said with a cold and careless voice, his face turning serious once again.
"Well, she is your wife...isn't she?" Kagome mumbled. Suddenly she felt like she'd said something terribly wrong, that she'd lost the bond between them again.
InuYasha slowly turned around, now facing the window, looking down at the trafficbeneath them. All the people seemed to be so small. Like ants in an anthill. So small. So helpless.
'Kinda how I feel huh?' he thought silently to himself.
'What's up with that? He act's as if hates her...' Kagome was puzzled.
They continued to stare out the window in silence until InuYasha broke it.
"I haven't told you yet whay I want to leave Kikyo, have I?" he asked Kagome while he still kept his eyes on the people in the streets.
"N – no...I just assumed that you'd grown apart or something...realised that it was better to be friends than..." Kagome said as she looked at InuYasha even more puzzled than she had been before.
"Friends? With her? Kagome, she tricked me! Played and betrayed me in the worst possible way...Not even just once, but several times for most of our marriage..." he said as his voice bacame as cold as ice. "Did you know she became pregnant about a year ago?"
"I had no idea..." Kagome said disappointed that InuYasha had a child and she didn't.
"Yeah. We were both so happy. I was going to be a father! Then the pup was born, that was about 2 months ago, and I noticed a small blue-ish crescent on it's forehead..." he continued as angry tears started to fill his eyes.
'Oh no! I can see where this is going!' Kagome thought in horror.
"IT WAS MY BROTHER'S PUP!" InuYasha said as the tears started to run down his cheeks. "IT WAS SESSHOMARU'S WHELP THAT I HAD THOUGHT OF AS MINE!! THE FUCKING SLUT CHEATED ON ME WITH MY OWN BROTHER!!!"
InuYasha broke down in tears. Never before had Kagome seen him do so...not even when they broke up.
'He must've loved her very much...' Kagome thought as she felt a nasty sting in her heart. She was clearly still not over him.
Kagome walked over to InuYasha wrapping her arms around his shaking body, resting her head against his shoulder blades.
"She tried to explain some made up story, but when she saw that it was worthless she admitted it all. How they had been lovers and practically mates with Sesshomaru for most of our marriage...4 years! 4 years out of 5! My brother got more of her than I did! Damn that bitch! Damn them both!" he sobbed as he turned around to face Kagome, resting his head ontop of hers, her head leaning into his musculous chest.
"She moved in with Sesshomaru about a week ago, and I just wanted to get away...and that's when you called..." he said with a smile, his breathing calming down slowly. "My guardian angel. My koishi."
She lifted her eyes to look at his tearstrained face. Gently she started to kiss every teardrop away. He closed his eyes as their lips met in another kiss. But this one was different. It was more affecionate, more gentle.
When they broke away from the kiss, they still remained in eachothers arms, afraid to let go so that they wouldn't loose oneanother again. Once was enough.
The silence was severed with a knock at the door.
"Miss?"
It was Kanna standing in the doorway.
"Miss? Jaken is asking if you'll be staying for dinner tonight?"
Kagome turned around to face her maid.
"No Kanna. You can inform Jaken that InuYasha and I will eating out tonight." Kagome said as she glanced over at InuYasha to see if he'd object.
"Thank you miss. I'll tell Jaken your orders." Kanna said as she started to walk out the door again.
"Kanna! Could you inform the rest of the staff as well that you all can have the rest of the day off? I'd really appreciate it...besides, you all deserve it." Kagome said smiling.
Not a muscle twitched in Kanna's face as she looked at her lady.
"Yes miss. Thank you miss." She said and closed the door behind her. Kagome turned smiling back to InuYasha.
"This way we can have some privacy. It's easier to talk when there are no interruptions..." she said as she leaned back into his embrace.
"Yes. Thank you love..." he said as he leaned his head ontop of hers again, softly stroking the raven black hair as the silence enfolded them again.
Yep, very weird chapter I must admit...Thought that I could leave the dinner and such to next chapter...that's probably when they'll talk of their own past relationship and stuff...plus, I'll probably get some more fluff into next chapter, or then the one after that...well, youll see...=)
R & R my friends, and I'll see you soon with another chapter at hand!
Love, Ane-ue
Wow! I'm really flattered! I put up my story (edited version) yesterday, and you've already reviewed it! Thanks!
Chinobi-chan : I might include their history in some manner...just have to figure out
how to display it...can't promise nuthin...=)
chmsweety : glad you liked it! I try to update every day, except for weekends when I
don't have access to the computer...New chappie coming up again!
Essence of Randomness : Yeah, I like Inu like that as well...besides I can't come up
with so many various insults...so I made him cool, and a
little shy...he might change a bit as the story unfolds, but
I'll try to keep him as he is...
So, I finally finished with another chapter, chapter 5 should be up tomorrow, depending on how much time I get to write today...
Disclaimer: I know I forgot to mention it in the last chapters, but I do NOT own InuYasha...even though I wish I did...could someone please tell him that he can come and hug me as soon as possible?!?
Ok, now on with the show!!!
Chapter IV of Love lost – love found
Kagome walked shakily down the marble staircase to her homeoffice.
'How can he still make me feel this way? It's been so long since I last saw him...I should have been over him by now..!' she thought as she leaned against the railing.
Slowly she began walking down again, still supporting herself on the wooden railing. When she finally reached her office, she collapsed in her big leather chair. Rolling around so that she was facing the window, she continued to think aloud.
'Get a grip now Kagome! You're making a fool out of yourself! He came here to get your help considering his relationship with Kikyo. Nothing else! For all you know you might be the only lawyer he knows! That's why he wanted to meet with you! Believe it already, after 10 years, IT'S NOTHING ELSE!'
She'd been scolding herself with such a loud voice that she hadn't noticed the door opening and closing behind her. It was probably Kanna anyway. Still looking out her window, Kagome was startled as she heard a voice from right above her. (A/N, she is still sitting in the chair you know? )
"Oh, trust me...it wasn't just because of my marriage I came here..."
InuYasha had walked up to her, standing right behind her chair with his clawed hands resting on it's leather.
"I-InuYasha?" Kagome stuttered as she rose up from her chair to meet with his ember eyes. " Wha – what do you mean 'not just because'?" She quickly turned her eyes away from his and stared at the smooth surface of her elegant table.
"Just that. I wanted to see you otherwise. Not just because of Kikyo and me..." he said as he placed one of his clawed fingers underneath her chin, tilting it up so that he could see her face.
"I've missed you Kagome. I really have...more than you'll know..." he whispered as he leaned closer to give her a kiss.
Hesitantly they both caved in to the passion. The passion that had once been there, now flared up as their lips met in a soft but very affectionate kiss. InuYasha wrapped his arms around Kagome's waist, pulling her closer to his warm body as she used one of her hands to rub his left ear. She could hear a small purr coming from InuYasha, as the kiss seemed to last forever.
Suddenly Kagome broke the tension looking down at the floor again.
"InuYasha? What about Kikyo?" she asked as her voice became smaller and less secure.
Uttering the name of his wife made InuYasha drop the arms that still rested on Kagome's slim waist.
"What of her?" he said with a cold and careless voice, his face turning serious once again.
"Well, she is your wife...isn't she?" Kagome mumbled. Suddenly she felt like she'd said something terribly wrong, that she'd lost the bond between them again.
InuYasha slowly turned around, now facing the window, looking down at the trafficbeneath them. All the people seemed to be so small. Like ants in an anthill. So small. So helpless.
'Kinda how I feel huh?' he thought silently to himself.
'What's up with that? He act's as if hates her...' Kagome was puzzled.
They continued to stare out the window in silence until InuYasha broke it.
"I haven't told you yet whay I want to leave Kikyo, have I?" he asked Kagome while he still kept his eyes on the people in the streets.
"N – no...I just assumed that you'd grown apart or something...realised that it was better to be friends than..." Kagome said as she looked at InuYasha even more puzzled than she had been before.
"Friends? With her? Kagome, she tricked me! Played and betrayed me in the worst possible way...Not even just once, but several times for most of our marriage..." he said as his voice bacame as cold as ice. "Did you know she became pregnant about a year ago?"
"I had no idea..." Kagome said disappointed that InuYasha had a child and she didn't.
"Yeah. We were both so happy. I was going to be a father! Then the pup was born, that was about 2 months ago, and I noticed a small blue-ish crescent on it's forehead..." he continued as angry tears started to fill his eyes.
'Oh no! I can see where this is going!' Kagome thought in horror.
"IT WAS MY BROTHER'S PUP!" InuYasha said as the tears started to run down his cheeks. "IT WAS SESSHOMARU'S WHELP THAT I HAD THOUGHT OF AS MINE!! THE FUCKING SLUT CHEATED ON ME WITH MY OWN BROTHER!!!"
InuYasha broke down in tears. Never before had Kagome seen him do so...not even when they broke up.
'He must've loved her very much...' Kagome thought as she felt a nasty sting in her heart. She was clearly still not over him.
Kagome walked over to InuYasha wrapping her arms around his shaking body, resting her head against his shoulder blades.
"She tried to explain some made up story, but when she saw that it was worthless she admitted it all. How they had been lovers and practically mates with Sesshomaru for most of our marriage...4 years! 4 years out of 5! My brother got more of her than I did! Damn that bitch! Damn them both!" he sobbed as he turned around to face Kagome, resting his head ontop of hers, her head leaning into his musculous chest.
"She moved in with Sesshomaru about a week ago, and I just wanted to get away...and that's when you called..." he said with a smile, his breathing calming down slowly. "My guardian angel. My koishi."
She lifted her eyes to look at his tearstrained face. Gently she started to kiss every teardrop away. He closed his eyes as their lips met in another kiss. But this one was different. It was more affecionate, more gentle.
When they broke away from the kiss, they still remained in eachothers arms, afraid to let go so that they wouldn't loose oneanother again. Once was enough.
The silence was severed with a knock at the door.
"Miss?"
It was Kanna standing in the doorway.
"Miss? Jaken is asking if you'll be staying for dinner tonight?"
Kagome turned around to face her maid.
"No Kanna. You can inform Jaken that InuYasha and I will eating out tonight." Kagome said as she glanced over at InuYasha to see if he'd object.
"Thank you miss. I'll tell Jaken your orders." Kanna said as she started to walk out the door again.
"Kanna! Could you inform the rest of the staff as well that you all can have the rest of the day off? I'd really appreciate it...besides, you all deserve it." Kagome said smiling.
Not a muscle twitched in Kanna's face as she looked at her lady.
"Yes miss. Thank you miss." She said and closed the door behind her. Kagome turned smiling back to InuYasha.
"This way we can have some privacy. It's easier to talk when there are no interruptions..." she said as she leaned back into his embrace.
"Yes. Thank you love..." he said as he leaned his head ontop of hers again, softly stroking the raven black hair as the silence enfolded them again.
Yep, very weird chapter I must admit...Thought that I could leave the dinner and such to next chapter...that's probably when they'll talk of their own past relationship and stuff...plus, I'll probably get some more fluff into next chapter, or then the one after that...well, youll see...=)
R & R my friends, and I'll see you soon with another chapter at hand!
Love, Ane-ue
