A step to the left. To the right. Forward and backward, an endlessly revolving dance. Our relationship has never been easy; nor would we ever want it to be. The moves get more complex every day as new things are hidden, others come to the forefront, and still much more remains stagnant.
There's always one constant though. You. Ever changing, but still always there; a constant variable. You have always, and will always, be there. No matter whether we're enemies, lovers, or somewhere in between.
We've achieved a sort of perfection, maneuvering our lives as the scenery morphs and our lives turn every which way. There's always that little hesitation; a thought as to what will happen if this all ends up falling apart. But we move past that, focusing on today and what we need to get through it.
You asked me once whether I loved you. I told you that you already knew the answer. With your sighed yes, Draco, I pushed the question aside, only later considering if you really did. I wonder what you would think, would do, if you knew you were the only thing that keeps me going every day. To see your face is to live, and know that one day, things could possibly end up right.
